The Path of Evolution

"Am I going to live my life like this? My kisses are destined to fail to kiss the person I love most..."

During his youth, every time Zhao Hao saw Han Lina, this song could not help but echo in his mind.

Don't get me wrong, this song has nothing to do with Zhao Hao himself, but is closely related to his childhood.

Also for a long time, Zhao Hao was full of doubts about Azhe's song. He had a big question mark in his heart: If you didn't kiss the person you loved most, then who did you kiss? Kiss like Buckley. Asshole?

This is a good question, involving a sad story.

The protagonist of the story is Qin Sheng. This child once loved a senior sister deeply. At that time, Qin Sheng was a man of five virtues, simple and kind, a little introverted, and of course a bit sultry. In the first year of junior high school, he fell in love with a senior girl who was in the third year of junior high school. He once clamored to marry that girl.

In Zhao Hao's impression, that was the only girl Qin Sheng ever considered marrying, which showed how deeply his brother loved her.

Usually this kind of story doesn't end well. Before Qin Sheng had time to express his feelings, the senior graduated and went to another high school, and was far away from Qin Sheng's life.

That year, Qin Sheng was infinitely sad.

Influenced by soap operas, Qin Sheng firmly believes that the best way to forget someone is to start a relationship again and fill the void in his heart with a new girl.

Just like that, Qin Sheng and another senior sister were together.

The so-called other senior is Han Lina.

Qin Sheng's first kiss was given to this other senior.

The plot at that time was a bit romantic. It was a weekend in spring. Qin Sheng and Han Lina met to fly a kite on the top of a small park. Something unexpected happened and it suddenly started to rain lightly. At that moment when the spring rain was as precious as oil, the two of them ran to the same roof to take shelter from the rain. Their young and restless bodies were close to each other, and sparks suddenly flew out, just like the movie "Westward Journey" in which the Supreme Treasure returned five hundred years ago. The previous description of Bai Jingjing is like this: At that time, you touched me desperately, and I touched you desperately...

Qin Sheng's first kiss was revealed like this.

Afterwards, he shed tears and ran away alone in the heavy rain.

The plot at that time was very sad, and the picture was like this: that rainy spring, that boy without an umbrella...

Most people can't understand Qin Sheng's sadness, but Zhao Hao can. At that time, Qin Sheng still believed in love and death. He originally dreamed of getting married and having children with the senior sister who had left. He would leave his first kiss and first night to that senior sister, but the fact was that his first kiss and "first touch" were both Gave it to another senior.

From then on, Qin Sheng sang a song by Zhang Xinzhe every day: "Am I going to live my life like this? My kisses are destined not to kiss the person I love most..."

Listening to this song again, don’t you feel very good?

Zhao Hao has been brainwashed by this song for a long time. When he hears this song, he thinks of Qin Sheng's story, and then thinks of Han Lina.

To be fair, if the story ends here, Qin Sheng has not suffered a loss, but on the contrary, he has taken a big advantage.

Apparently, there is a sequel to this story.

Later, Han Lina and Qin Sheng got in touch, and the two secretly got together.

Why do you say sneaky? Because at that time, even Zhao Hao and Bao Lu didn't know that this couple was having an affair.

At that time, Qin Sheng and Han Lina were hiding very deeply. They usually seemed to be fighting like ordinary friends, but in private, he was carelessly touching her, and she was carelessly touching him...

At that time, Qin Sheng still had a sense of responsibility. He felt that he couldn't touch a girl and leave her alone, so he and Han Lina were disconnected. At that time, Han Lina was a good student and a class cadre, including the entertainment committee member of her class. Of course, such class cadres could not fall in love openly, so she started an underground affair with Qin Sheng.

Just like this, the two of them ended up on the bed.

After experiencing an indescribable night, Qin Sheng burst into tears.

His first night was so confused.

During that time, even he himself was brainwashed by the lyrics, and his mind was filled with thoughts: Am I going to live my life like this...

After a period of thinking about life, Qin Sheng accepted his fate.

He decided to take this love that makes mistakes seriously and treat Han Lina well in the future.

Just after he had this ideological awareness, one day he and Zhao Hao went to a high school to play basketball, and an unexpected turn of events happened.

At that time, Zhao Hao was already well-known on the court. Not content with playing against junior high school students, he often challenged more impressive high school students. That weekend, they went to Zhonghai No. 8 Middle School and played a game. The process is quite exciting, and both sides appreciate each other. This is the charm of sports competition. Many young people have become friends through a game.

After the game, everyone gathered together to drink Coke and smoke, which was a rebellious and exciting routine in that era. One of the tall, yellow-haired power forwards started chatting: "Brother, there is a girl named Han Lina in your school, help me cover up from now on." Hold her."

Qin Sheng was very curious: "Is she a relative of yours?"

Huang Mao smiled a little shyly: "No, she is my girlfriend."

Qin Sheng was shocked. He did not expose himself and saved the country once: "Really or not, she is a good student, she won't fall in love so early, right?"

"Good student? Haha." A boy playing guard opposite laughed on the spot and made a shocking revelation: "That girl looks very innocent, but in fact she is quite slutty. She had a room with Huang Mao last semester, and she even She said it was her first time... Damn, don’t think I don’t know, last year she had sex with a boy from Ninth Middle School!"

This sentence reveals a considerable amount of information.

Qin Sheng's brain was running out, and he was thinking in his mind: He had done something indescribable with Han Lina a month ago. At that time, Han Lina said it was her first time, and he believed it... And what happened to Huang Mao and Han Lina last semester? That was a few months ago... Also, last year, I was with a boy from Ninth Middle School?

At that moment, Qin Sheng seriously suspected that he had failed mathematics. Teacher Benshan's voice echoed in his mind: Please listen to the question, how many firsts did Han Lina have?

He had already decided to live his life like this, but he didn't expect something like this to happen.

Qin Sheng could not accept such a result, so he launched a tail trip.

At that time, Zhao Hao realized that it was not right to be a little emotional, and he was worried that something would happen to him, so he followed him.

According to Huang Mao, he will have another date with Han Lina the next day, Saturday... Qin Sheng doesn't believe this statement. After all, there are some naughty kids in school who like to brag and always brag as if they have a relationship with many girls. Like legs.

Unfortunately, Huang Mao was quite honest. He was not bragging at all on this matter.

That Saturday afternoon, Qin Sheng watched Huang Mao and Han Lina enter a small hotel that did not require ID cards.

At that time, he still refused to give up. After waiting for more than half an hour, he saw Huang Mao and Han Lina coming out hugging each other.

Han Lina's slight movement completely chilled Qin Sheng.

Every time she finished doing something embarrassing with him, Han Lina would use her habitual movements to adjust her clothes.

At that moment, Qin Sheng finally understood why Han Lina refused to disclose their relationship, why she deliberately kept a distance from him after school, and why she always made excuses on weekends that her family would not let her go out.

At that moment, Qin Sheng remembered the content of the call between the two a day ago. Han Lina said that she was going to have a cram school on Saturday, but in this situation, what kind of cram school was it, a sex education cram school in advance?

At that moment, Qin Sheng finally gave up.

Maybe it's because grief is greater than heartbreak, maybe it's because I don't believe in love anymore. In short, after that day, Qin Sheng changed drastically.

After that, he had many girlfriends and many female friends who were not girlfriends.