The Perfect Hidden Marriage

143. Think about the past and open your heart to the old pain (must read)

"Actually, no matter how mysterious it is, it's still the same. Six things to do when opening the door: rice, salt, oil, soy sauce, vinegar and tea.

"If you have to find a few things that make your life different from others. In my opinion, there are only two points.

"First, everyone in the Xiao family is busy. If children want to see their parents, they must make an appointment in advance.

"Second, the life circle is much larger than that of ordinary people. The people you come into contact with on a daily basis are people who are beyond the reach of ordinary people.

“In such a life circle, as long as you can seize the opportunity, you can develop your career well.

“One of the main reasons why I can do well in the lawyer profession is my connections.

"Now, let me talk about my uncle Xiao Zhicheng.

"He and I are only eight years apart.

“He is the youngest child among his grandparents, and the one who knows how to be filial to his parents and put them first. He is a kind-hearted person, has a great temperament, and is also very skilled.

"Although the Xiao family is a big family, the Xiao family is away from home all year round. It is extremely difficult for the family to have a reunion dinner together. It is only during the Chinese New Year that we have the opportunity to get together.

"The Xiao family is usually very deserted. Although grandpa has four sons, he has very few grandsons. It's just me and my eldest brother. The fourth uncle and the fourth aunt have no children and only adopted a daughter. The sixth uncle is still unmarried. .

"When my mother married into the Xiao family, my father and his late wife had already given birth to a son. After remarrying, the eldest son was raised by my grandparents. When I was born later, I was raised by my mother half of the time and half of the time. It was Chenghuan who came here at the knees of his grandparents.

“I do have grandchildren, but we rarely see them.

"My younger uncle was born a few years earlier than my eldest brother, and he was born on the sidelines of family planning. Because of this, my grandfather was punished.

"Because the age difference is not very big, we have been hanging out together since we were young. He is more like an eldest brother than our uncle.

“When I was young, I lived the most freely because my mother liked to let me roam free and allowed me to play like a wild monkey.

"She often said that a child should act like a child. When he grows up, the childishness will naturally disappear.

"My grandparents couldn't stand my mother's temper, so when I was raised by them, my grandfather liked to use the same tactics in the army to deal with me: he wanted me to learn this and that.

"I was forced to practice Sanda by my grandfather at that time. I was taught by my uncle himself.

"So, my uncle and I are definitely closer than my brother. My brother is weak and delicate, so he can't jump and run. It wasn't until puberty that his body bones became strong.

"Speaking of which, my uncle and I didn't get along particularly long.

"When I was in middle school, he had graduated from college and joined the army, and he came back only once a year.

"When I was sixteen, I officially bid farewell to Jiashi and went to Beijing to study in high school.

"At that time, my mother and father had divorced. In order to appease my grandparents, my sister and I were put under the name of the Xiao family.

“When my little uncle was twenty-five, my grandma fell ill, and there was a breakup in the family, so he was transferred from Beijing back to the military academy here in Jiashi.

"My little uncle is a simple-minded person. He is quick-thinking but doesn't like to show off.

“He said he only wanted to fall in love once in his life, to love one woman.

“Growing up, there were many girls coming and going around him, but he was like a piece of wood and didn’t like to talk to others.

“I asked him why and he said, it’s too vulgar.

"Not long after returning to Jiashi, he sent me a text message saying that he was in love. He tried his best to pursue us.

"I asked him whose family the girl was from?

"He said to me mysteriously: Now we have to keep it a secret.

“Before school started in September that year, I went back to Jia City.

"It was that time that I met Aunt Su Yu in this flower field.

“A woman who is as elegant as a flower, her whole person is as picturesque as a poem, and she makes people feel very comfortable.

"When she and my uncle stood together, I felt that they looked like a couple, and they had such a tacit understanding with each other that it made me want to have a girlfriend.

"At that time, I didn't know she was a married woman: when she stood next to my uncle, I thought she was younger than my uncle. She didn't seem to be six years older than my uncle at all.

“That time I only stayed here for two days and then returned to Beijing.

"When I got the news again, my uncle had already fallen out with the family.

"That's when I found out that Su Yu was married and was in a divorce lawsuit..."

The younger uncle became a third party involved in other people's marriages.

Of course, no matter it was then or now, outsiders never knew that my uncle was the main driving force in the divorce lawsuit.

When he said this sentence, Jin Hengyuan was very cautious in his choice of words. He was afraid of touching the hidden pain in Su Jin's heart, so he simply stated it.

In fact, at that time, the family's words of angering and humiliating the Su family were unacceptable.

There is nothing we can do about it.

Anyone who encounters something will start from their own feelings. If it harms our interests, we will hate it. This is an instinct.

Who can, in the midst of anger, still be kind to the person we think is at fault for hurting us?

Even at that time, he was more or less resentful——

Human feelings are always selfish.

It was the first time when he was eighteen years old that he encountered the sudden sudden death of a close relative and the uncle with whom he had the most close relationship. Grief was inevitable.

Thinking about the past, Jin Hengyuan felt particularly heavy. He took a breath before continuing:

"On November 1st, my little uncle fell and was seriously injured and was sent back to Beijing. On November 5th, he was pronounced dead. On November 15th, he was buried in Beijing. Our Xiao family fell into unprecedented grief.

"Everyone thinks that Aunt Su Yu seduced my little uncle and ruined my little uncle's life step by step.

“So, when the Su family called and asked to attend the funeral, my father and second aunt sternly refused.

"At that time, although Aunt Su Yu and my uncle were husband and wife, they were not called husband and wife.

“I remember that Aunt Su Yu’s second-instance divorce judgment had not been obtained at that time.

"Under such circumstances, the family thought that allowing Aunt Su Yu to come over to bury my uncle as a widow would hurt the Xiao family. After all, Su Yu was still the daughter-in-law of the Fu family at that time, and she had not yet completely separated herself from the Fu family.

"This kind of nondescript relationship, in the eyes of my father and my second aunt, is a stain on my little uncle's reputation."

The last two words made Su Jin frown deeply. He opened his mouth to speak, but was stopped:

"I admit that my uncle and Aunt Su Yu really loved each other, but at that time, their love did violate the moral bottom line acceptable to ordinary people. Even though Aunt Su Yu's marriage itself had extremely serious problems, Even if my uncle hadn't intervened, divorce would have been a matter of time. But after all, she was still in someone else's marriage at that time, and that was an indisputable fact.

"If Aunt Su Yu had been unmarried or free when they met back then, it would have been much easier for them to get married.

"In the spring of the next year, I was in England when Aunt Su Yu crashed and died in front of my uncle's monument. By the time I found out, the Su family had brought her back.

"After returning to China, I went to lay flowers on Aunt Su Yu's grave. I can only express my regret for her death.

"I believe that Aunt Su Yu really loves my uncle, and I also know that she has worked very hard for the divorce. But when she got the second-instance judgment, Fu Shichun was deceased, and my uncle It no longer exists.”

Speaking of this, he sighed softly and looked at the flower buds, as if he could see the beautiful scene of a pair of beauties walking in the flower field in the depths of his memory.

“The most painful thing in this world is death.

"That year, Fu Shichun kidnapped Aunt Su Yu, and my uncle rescued her. This was his instinct as a lover and an expectant father.

"As for Aunt Su Yu's death, it was the result of her extreme love and unimaginable... This is really something no one wants to see."

The wind is blowing.

It took away the sigh in Jin Hengyuan's words and raised Su Jin's hair.

Su Jin almost cried when he heard this. He covered his nose and took a while to calm down.

She could tell that Jin Hengyuan felt deeply sorry for the deaths of Uncle Zhicheng and Aunt Su Yu, but he was somewhat evasive:

"After saying so much, you have never expressed your opinion on the Xiao family's refusal to be buried together.

"Jin Hengyuan, I want to ask you, is this request really an extravagance of our Su family?"

She deeply doubted this:

"My sincere uncle loved my aunt sincerely, and he lost his life to protect his woman and his child.

"During his lifetime, he was unable to fulfill his wish to stay with my aunt forever. After his death, he had to bear the consequences of his family's reputation and had to be buried in a different city from his beloved woman.

"If people had souls, tell me, would your uncle be willing to gather in a grave with his wife and children, or be buried alone in the cold underground?"

Jin Hengyuan was silent and did not answer.

Su Jin continued, his voice already showing hoarseness:

"That year, my aunt ran to Beijing. Do you know what she was holding on to before she died?

"It's the belated second-instance verdict.

"Do you know why my aunt deliberately wanted to die with this second-instance verdict?

"She just wants to tell you Xiao family: she is no longer a member of the Fu family, and she is free. She also wants to beg you. She is dead, but she begs you to fulfill her and Uncle Zhicheng's last wish.

"But……"

Glittering tears gathered in his eyes:

“But the Xiao family doesn’t agree.

"A handful of ashes were placed in a small box, and I picked them up.

"That time, I went with my adoptive father.

"I also met your second aunt Xiao Zhinan.

“At that time, do you know what she said to my aunt’s ashes?

"It's all your own fault."

She took a deep, long breath, trying very hard to suppress the grief in her heart. In the blink of an eye, tears rolled down:

"She said: You hooked up with our Xiao family while you were married, and you still want to smear our Xiao family when you die. Do you, the Su family, have any shame?

“That’s what I heard with my own ears.

"Originally, I thought that the Xiao family should be as kind and respectable as Uncle Zhicheng.

"But actually, it's not.

"In a sense, it was the Xiao family who indirectly killed their son's widow.

"This statement may be extremely extreme from your point of view, but in my eyes at the time, it was just that.

“In this case, it would be impossible if I had no idea about the Xiao family at all.

"Do you know how the Xiao family made me feel at that time?

"It's fear.

“Over the years, I think about that time from time to time.

"I always feel that if the Xiao family could have been more tolerant or given more time, what awaited them would not have been death. There would have been a harmonious and happy little family in the world instead of adding more... Three wisps of lonely ghosts...

"Jin Hengyuan, to be honest, I really want to know whether you, the Xiao family, have thought deeply about it afterwards:

"If everything starts over again, if Uncle Zhicheng and my aunt still love each other until death, have you, the Xiao family, ever thought about giving them a little more tolerance, so that life can lead to a different kind of wonderful life, instead of letting them turn into Ash……"

The words fell and she was choked in her throat. After wiping away her tears, her mood calmed down a bit, and her eyes flashed with aggression:

"The last thing I have to say is that, as far as I know, Uncle Zhicheng's death was not only due to serious injuries after falling, but also because a bullet penetrated his body.

"Fu Shichun definitely didn't have a gun, so I would like to ask, who fired the shot from behind that injured the left liver?

"We, the Su family, have no way of knowing the secrets here. Do you, the Xiao family, also know nothing about it?"