The Perfect Hidden Marriage
213. I was wrong. I shouldn’t have forced myself. I’d rather be lacking than overdoing it.
"It's simple."
Jin Yuan calmly answered:
"If he really cared about that woman, he wouldn't have dated her for more than three years without bringing her home.
"If he really likes Gu Lijun that much, it's impossible that he didn't let her become his woman after falling in love for so long.
"If Gu Lijun was brought to the door with a big belly at that time, besides being so angry that she would be hospitalized, what else could I do to her?
"Did she force her to abort the child in her belly?
"impossible.
"If that were the case, I would be in a dilemma.
"Acknowledging her will make it difficult for me to feel comfortable in my life; if I don't acknowledge her, I will lose my son forever..."
“Fortunately, that didn’t happen.
"Why, you don't believe it..."
After seeing Su Jin's shocked expression, she asked:
"Is it possible that you thought that Hengyuan and Gu Lijun had slept together?"
Su Jin didn't know how to answer, and was a little embarrassed.
Judging from the closeness in the photos seen in front of the scaffolding, it would be almost impossible for this man and woman not to have a physical relationship.
On that wall, there were photos of them sleeping in the same bed, and there were pictures of him wrapped in a bath towel, grabbing a pillow and having fun... It was so difficult for her not to think that way.
But then again, there were times when she and Mu Bai slept together, but they never crossed that line of defense...
so what……
Nothing had ever happened between Jin Hengyuan and the others, which was normal.
"Don't believe it. It's true. Gu Lijun's first man was Xiao Zhidong."
Jin Yuan’s words are so conclusive that it’s hard not to believe them:
"As for Hengyuan, I guess he has never had a woman in these years. That boy didn't care much about being liked by women. After what happened, he became even more avoidant of women..."
These words reminded Su Jin of something that happened before.
About buying condoms.
He said he had never had that experience.
At that time, she felt sour in her heart:
What I gave him was the first time in his life; as for him, he was a man with long experience in actual combat...
Now it seems that Jin Yuan's guess may be right.
These words made her feel extremely complicated.
Look, I don't know him well enough.
Therefore, it is very possible that there is something different about what happened now...
Jin Yuan didn't know what she was thinking, so she continued:
"Men are more focused on desire, and few can achieve pure spiritual love.
"I won't say absolutely not, but it is definitely phoenix horns.
"Either this man is obsessed with this woman and is unwilling to blaspheme the goddess in his heart; or this man is simply not good at it...
“In my opinion, Hengyuan values his career much more than he values this woman.
"The reason why he agreed to marry Gu Lijun is probably because I urged the marriage too much, and he thought the girl he was dating was okay, so he just let it go.
“There may be other reasons.
“Anyway, in my opinion, he’s just making do.
"Later, chaos broke out in Bangjia.
"Xiao Zhidong was in chaos because Gu Lijun was kidnapped, and easily stepped into the other party's trap. In the end, he and his late wife's son died at a young age. The two old people of the Xiao family, because their eldest grandson did not I cried so much that I fainted several times.
“It took more than a month and a half for the kidnapping to come to an end.
“The situation when I was rescued was terrible.
"As for me, since I divorced Xiao Zhidong, I would no longer care about the Xiao family's affairs. After all, I have remarried, and maintaining the harmony of this family is my most important thing.
"But because Hengyuan participated in the rescue operation, I was concerned about his safety, so I inevitably paid more attention. Therefore, I still heard a little about some of the blocked inside stories.
"Later, Hengyuan came to talk to me about this matter in person.
“So, I naturally know all the details.
“That conversation was unpleasant.
“Because Hengyuan is here to express his determination to me.
"He said: He must marry Gu Lijun, because he has to take full responsibility for this matter. It was him who failed to protect her properly.
"He also said that he wanted to move to the UK and start over with Gu Lijun, forgetting everything here, and hoped that I could help them.
"He said: 'Mom, you are the one who taught me how to grow up. I very much hope that my marriage can be completed under your auspices. That will be the greatest blessing in my life.'
"Me, of course I don't agree.
"I pressed him and asked: 'Do you love her so much? So much that you can tolerate such a thing.'
"'Now, you married her out of temporary responsibility. In the future, once you find out that the person you love in your heart is not her at all, will you be able to hold on to this marriage until the end?'
"'Your dad doesn't love me. Back then, I forced him to get married. I tried so hard to get into his heart, and even gave him two children after marriage, but our hearts were always broken. We couldn't get together. We had to divorce in the end. Are you sure you won't follow in your father's footsteps and ruin your life?'
"He answered me: 'On the road to marriage, until it reaches the end of your life, no one can guarantee that the woman you fall in love with when you decide to marry will be the one you will be with until the end of your life. That. Life is neither long nor short, and accidents are too easy to happen.'
"He begged me: 'Mom, I can't think about things that haven't happened in the future. Whether it's wrong or right, I think it's my responsibility and I can't escape.'
"At that time, his tone was very firm, and he was determined to take responsibility for this matter.
"But I firmly believe that his attitude is all about responsibility and has nothing to do with love.
"And I don't think it's his responsibility.
"Moreover, it is unwise to use responsibility to support this marriage, which has been deformed from the beginning.
“This is my experience.
"There are many relationships in the world, and they will eventually go their separate ways. I don't want him to get hurt on this road.
“So I strongly object.
"It was also when he and I were chatting openly that I received a call from Xiao Zhidong.
"He told me: 'Jin Yuan, Gu Lijun is pregnant. The child is mine, so she must not be with Jing Heng anymore. We must stop it.'
"I listened, stayed for a long time, and then asked him with a sneer: 'Your son is now trying to persuade me to let him take Gu Lijun to England to get married as a compensation for the harm she suffered. Do you think, based on your son's personality, Can I convince him?'
"After thinking for a long time, he said: 'Look at Jingheng! It's best to lock him up and ask the third brother-in-law to help with this. I will stop his thoughts.'
"On this day, I tried to find a way to bring down Jingheng, and then, through some connections, I locked him up in his third uncle's special confinement room.
"I locked him up for three days, released him for one day, and then used intravenous injection to make it difficult for him to move. I locked him up for another three days, and released him for one day. In this way, I trapped him for ten days.
“That time, I was really determined.
"But what Xiao Zhidong thought of was to force Gu Lijun to marry him.
"On the third day after they registered, I went to his third uncle to release him, and told him that Gu Lijun had married his father.
“He didn’t believe it and ran away in anger to find his father.
"On that day, Hengyuan flew to the headquarters in Hong Kong. After getting off the plane, he rushed to Xiao's Building to ask about Gu Lijun's whereabouts.
"His father persuaded him to give up that idea and told him that Gu Lijun was now his legal wife.
"That day, Hengyuan was so angry that he ran out, grabbed the police officer's gun, returned to the living room, and shot three times at the ceiling above his father's head.
“Because of those three gunshots, things got a little big.
"Fortunately, everything that happened later was calmed down by Xiao Zhidong's public relations department.
"After that, Hengyuan frantically searched for Gu Lijun for a while, but couldn't find her.
"At that time, Gu Lijun was indeed under the supervision of Xiao Zhidong. Because he was afraid that his son would do whatever he wanted and make the matter get out of hand.
"He said that this is the only way he can do this. Even if Hengyuan hates him forever, he will still be so tough to the end.
“I also agree with what he did.
“On this point, he and I are surprisingly in agreement.
"Maybe you will despise him, but I have no choice. I can't watch my son being ruined by such a woman.
“So I was frantically trying to stop it.
“During those days, Hengyuan was very painful.
“The most painful thing for him was that he found dozens of diaries in Gu Lijun’s old house.
"He read all the contents inside: it was filled with the whole process of how she and Xiao Zhidong got to know each other, and he knew that they were once the recipient and the sponsor. However, Gu Lijun never explained this relationship from beginning to end. Passed. At the same time, he knew more clearly her purpose of finally approaching him.
“For this reason, he felt extremely uncomfortable and hated it very much.
"He was sad: he had become a tool in her hands for no reason, causing father and son to turn against each other. His most beloved eldest brother was also implicated because of this incident. When he was in his prime, his life was taken away by the god of death. That family , It doesn’t feel like home anymore, but now I feel more and more miserable that my family is no longer a family.
"Later that year, he exiled himself for a while...doing nothing but driving and wandering around.
“During this period, I couldn’t worry about him and went to see him several times.
"He has lost a lot of weight. His mental state has not been particularly good.
“There was a time when he went back to Jia City.
"He has too many memories there. His memories with Zhicheng, his memories with Jingxun... Most of his childhood and youth were spent there...
"Wandering in such a place, touching the scenery will definitely hurt my feelings. I was afraid that he would become more and more obsessed with it. I persuaded him several times to go back to Beijing or go to the UK instead of staying in the country.
"He refused.
“Once, I went to see him and we had dinner and some wine together.
"After drinking, he said to me through his drunkenness: Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't have forced myself, I would rather be lacking than overdoing it. Why am I so stupid, why do I have to force myself in such a way? Let it go...
“I really don’t understand what that sentence means.
"I only know that later, after he borrowed money from me to build the small villa in Shanxian County, he gradually thought about it and began to put all his attention on work. But he never fell in love again.
"No matter how much we introduce him to someone, he just looks at it and doesn't pay attention to it.
"And you, Su Jin, were the only one who made him anxious to get a marriage certificate on the same day after his blind date.
"If there wasn't something special about you that attracted him, he would never have committed his life so impulsively."
Jin Yuan's long narrative is full of strong emotions.
When it was mentioned that Xiao Zhicheng risked his life for Gu Lijun but ended up in danger, his tone was mocking.
When she talked about Xiao Jingxun's death, she was sad.
When retelling that Jin Hengyuan wanted to marry Gu Lijun out of responsibility, his eyes were angry and painful.
She felt heartbroken when she thought of her son who had exiled himself because he knew the truth...
Jin Yuan is definitely a woman with extremely rich and delicate emotions, so when it comes to her son's marriage, she ruthlessly played the role of a bad mother who ruined her son's idea of getting married.
But that doesn't mean she's bad.
Poor parents in the world, it can only mean that she loves her son too much. In order to preserve her son's happiness for the rest of his life, she will do whatever it takes, and it is out of helplessness.
As for Su Jin, after hearing the last sentence, she didn't know what to say, and she felt extremely complicated.
I don’t understand, what could be there about me that attracts him?
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