The Perfect Hidden Marriage

There was light shining in the darkness, and laughter echoing.

The once so happy time has now been buried.

Some of those memories are blurred, while others are clear and unforgettable.

With Su Jin, she never dared to recall it during the day, and only in the dead of night would she hide herself under the quilt and think about it in her dreams in the dark night. Then, let the tears wet your face. At dawn, you still have to face all the trivial matters in life with a smile, and walk your own life path with a calm mind.

Countless times before, she had always been thinking about such a thing, why did he give up their agreement and abandon her as a joke.

The breakup without an answer tormented her day and night, endlessly.

In the winter of that year, she stood on the bridge and jumped decisively, wanting to die for her love like a madman.

Because life without him is like the earth without the sun. In the darkness, she can't find a way out, and she is in pain and just wants to be free.

When the cold river water stung her skin; when Mu Sheng desperately hugged her tightly; when she looked up and saw the bright blue sky above the river; on the high bridge, cars were still busy; on the river, boats Who would be saddened by her passing in the coming and going ships?

At that moment, she realized that she was small.

It should be said that everyone is small.

A person's life and death have nothing to do with others. He lives in obscurity and dies quietly. The world will not change its color for you.

But no matter how insignificant a person is, he is unique and unique to himself. Self-respect and self-love are the correct attitude towards life.

The world is a big stage, and falling out of love is just a small thing, an insignificant drama of life.

Yes, this is what she has told herself over the years, and she has taken it lightly.

On the surface, it seems that I have let go, but there is still a thorn in my heart that is difficult to pull out and the pain is unforgettable.

Jin Hengyuan's appearance was like a meter of sunshine, giving her warmth and the idea of ​​relying on her, but deeper in her heart, such a knot had not been untied after all.

In her eyes, Su Mubai has always been the best among people.

He is as gentle as jade, he is graceful, he has extraordinary abilities, he has always been a representative of perfection...

In the past, she had great admiration for him, and she would be overjoyed because he liked him...

In her eyes, he was superior.

He shouldn't be like this, working with darkness, with corruption, with decadence...

How could he become like this?

A cruel voice reminded her:

It was you who caused this, it was all your fault, all of this was caused by you.

Her heart couldn't stop tightening.

Gently, she walked over and stood in the flash of the computer screen, looking at him.

"Twilight Bai..."

She called softly, her voice trembling.

He was motionless in the darkness, as if he didn't exist at all.

"Shall we turn on the lights? It's too dark. You know, I have night blindness..."

She demanded softly, her voice getting hoarse.

Yes, she has night blindness. She cannot see clearly at night. She has fallen down many times because of this condition.

Su Mubai felt sorry for her and would considerately give her a flashlight when she went out for a walk at night.

…

But he remained silent.

Even the sound of breathing was gone.

She had no choice but to fumble, trying to turn on the light next to the bed.

"go out!"

The handbag was suddenly closed, and the only light source disappeared in an instant. In the darkness, he spoke in a low voice, and his indifferent voice was so cold that it made Su Jin ache.

It's like a piece of ice sticking to the hot back in winter, making you shiver. It's an instinct.

"From now on, please stay away from me. I don't need any visits or any sympathy...especially you. Wherever you came from, please go back."

Does he hate her?

"Twilight Bai!"

She took back her hand that was frozen in mid-air and let out another low cry.

"Please leave here immediately!"

He demanded coldly there, in a tone she had never heard before:

"This is not where you should come."

Su Jin was frozen there.

This is indeed not the place she should come.

But, can she not come?

After knowing that something happened to him, it was as if he didn't hear anything and turned a blind eye?

She couldn't remain indifferent.

Why?

Because this is her childhood sweetheart who grew up together, this is Mu Sheng's beloved brother since childhood, this is the child that her adoptive father is most proud of... and her grandparents' last hope.

The two old men were both so old, and they had experienced gray hair and black hair twice. Now, he was their only hope of living - Mu Bai had such a big thing happen, how sad and uncomfortable they were.

But they didn't tell her?

Why?

because of love.

Grandparents love her.

They were reluctant to ruin the peaceful life she had finally won.

They hope that she can live happily and prosperously in her world.

They didn't want her to share the pain.

Because she is married, she only needs to be responsible for her family.

It doesn't matter what others do...

But, is it really not important?

she does not know.

All she knew was that she felt distressed.

It was like an iron arm was tearing open the chest and digging out the heart.

"I want to take a good look at you."

She said seductively.

"What's so good about a waste?"

The sharp sneer in Lingchi's heart:

"Did you come all this way to see my joke?"

"No. I didn't mean that..."

She was eager to argue.

"Get out! I don't want to see you. Please get out right away!"

His words were louder and louder, carrying a hint of anger.

After living together for so many years, he never said anything bad to her, let alone lost his temper once - the relationship between them was always comfortable.

Today, his abnormality can only show that he is full of despair about life.

He wanted to scold her away, not wanting her to see his miserable current situation.

An inexplicable sadness hit his heart violently.

With tears approaching, she turned her head and stumbled outside, but did not leave. Instead, she stubbornly turned on all the lights in the room. There was a switch at the door...

In the bright light, she rushed in again.

As for him, he quickly pulled up the quilt and covered himself.

"roll!"

A violent roar burst out from under the quilt.

After knowing him for so many years, she had never been so cruel to him.

Su Jin gritted his teeth, his heart pounding, and went over to take off his quilt.

But he was clinging tightly inside, just not wanting her to see his miserable state, but he couldn't fight against her... He had been lying there for too long and was exhausted, so she took away all the quilts on his body bit by bit. past……

He was wearing pajamas and pajamas, lying straight like that.

"Su Jin, what do you want?"

As if he was possessed by a demon, he suddenly raised his upper body angrily, widened his originally gentle and affectionate eyes, and bared his teeth, revealing the pain that could not be concealed.

Yes, he can't move!

He could only hold himself up like that and confront her.

She wanted to cover her lips, but tears could not stop pouring out.

This is an athlete who can win gold medals at sports games; can make the girls scream on the basketball court; can lead her to dance the most beautiful steps...

But now, he can only lie there.

She didn't cover her lips, she just gritted her teeth, wiped away her tears, and yelled back, with unprecedented ferocity:

"This is what I should ask you. What do you want, why do you want to stay at home? Why don't you go to treatment? Why do you have to be like this?"

In the past, she had been soft and delicate in front of him, but she had never been as fierce as a tigress to him.

"Does this concern you?"

A touch of sarcasm jumped onto his thin, spiky face:

"How am I doing, what does it have to do with you? What qualifications do you have to take care of me... Get out... Get out of here right now..."

He grabbed an ashtray on the bedside table and smashed it over.

Su Jin was unprepared and was hit hard on the forehead with a "bang".

A burst of pain hit me, and when I reached out to touch it, I felt blood on my hand. The blood on my white fingers was dyed red, which was so shocking.

Yes, he hurt her.

Su Mubai was also stunned for a moment, looking at the blood flowing down, feeling so distressed that he couldn't help it. He wanted to go over and check, but he couldn't move - now he was just a useless waste.

The feeling of distress passed by in a flash, and he hardened his heart:

"If you don't get out, I'll crush you to death!"

The voice was always fierce, but the tail note trembled a few times, which was a manifestation of some emotion that he couldn't control.

"OK!"

She picked up the ashtray from the ground, walked closer, and put it into his hand again:

"Come on... smash it... hard, smash this head to pieces... I know you hate me to the core... That day, if I hadn't chased you away, nothing like this would have happened to you... If that's the case, then let's smash it... Today, if you can't smash me to death, you are a coward..."

She roared, grabbed his hand and hit her where she was still bleeding...