The Perfect Hidden Marriage

He knew how much Aunt Su Yu's death had affected her.

There was a time when she had nightmares.

Every time she woke up crying from her dreams, he would run to comfort her.

Every time, she would cry and scream: "The Xiao family has no humanity, the Xiao family has no humanity..."

Later, she gradually grew up and her nightmares disappeared, but the sadness in her heart was still there.

Every year on Qingming Festival and Memorial Day, she would visit the grave and burst into tears in front of her aunt.

He knew that she hated the Xiao family.

"I don't hate it anymore. Mu Bai, there are a lot of things we don't know here..."

Su Jin wanted to explain, but saw the sadness in Su Mubai's eyes emerge thickly:

"I know how to protect the Xiao family, huh..."

That "ha" contains too many meanings.

Su Jin was anxious: "Mu Bai, I'm not defending... I'm just..."

"No need to explain. If the Xiao and Su family can turn their hostility into friendship, that would be a good thing... You can go..."

Su Mubai closed his eyes and fell down on the bed:

"Don't worry about me. Go back!"

At this moment, he painfully realized: He had really lost her...

Su Jin could see clearly.

In Su Mubai's eyes, she received a look of complete hopelessness, and her whole body became nervous.

I came here mainly to persuade him, but in the end, a few words seemed to drive him into a dead end.

She was anxious and reached out to grab his hand.

She hadn't noticed it just now, but now, she was surprised to find that his body temperature was much lower than before - before, his body was always warm. She likes to hold his hand and walk slowly in the winter. No matter how cold the weather is, there will always be warmth flowing from his hands.

Now, the cool feeling made her heart feel cold.

"Why are your hands so cold?"

she exclaimed.

Su Mubai wanted to take his hand back, but she held it tightly. It took him a long while to answer:

"After the car accident, my body became like this. I'm afraid of the cold!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I shouldn't have pulled your quilt..."

She hurriedly grabbed the quilt and covered him. Then, she grabbed his hands and rubbed them gently. In the past, she was afraid of the cold, but she especially liked playing in the snow. After playing, her fingers would get frozen. stiff. He would rub her to keep her warm.

"It's okay. It'll be warm in a while."

Su Mubai looked at her quietly.

I also remembered that scene, on a snowy winter day, when he breathed and rubbed his palms for her.

Now, it's May, so you can wear summer clothes, but he is afraid of being so cold.

He let her rub it.

After a while, his hand warmed up, and he couldn't help but hold her hand back.

He didn't know if he would have the chance to be so close to her again next time after missing this time.

Those bony fingers, so slender and beautiful, once tied his tie, fed him fruit, and hooked his neck... But, from now on, it no longer belongs to him...

Just thinking about it makes me panic.

This farewell, I don’t know when we will meet again.

He was only thirty years old, but his heart suddenly became so old that he would live forever and die somewhere else... Unconsciously, his eyes became wet.

In the past, it was she who coveted his warmth, but now, it is he who covets hers.

However, no matter how greedy he is, he can't get it.

Just let go.

But she held his hand in turn and shook it gently:

"Wu Bai, you can't continue like this... you must go to therapy, and you must have full confidence to overcome all obstacles. Whether it is psychological or physical, you have to overcome it. How old are you? You still have a great life in the future. If you give up now, how do you want to live in the next few decades? It is not advisable to fend for yourself. Listen to me... listen to me carefully. explain……"

She clasped her hands against his:

"Didn't the doctor say there is still hope for you?

"It's best if you can stand up, but what if you really can't stand up... Yes, that would be cruel to you... But if you give up hope in life because you can't stand up, then that's not Can.

“Think about it, the famous British scientist Stephen Hawking has touched so many people around the world with his spirit of perseverance and self-improvement despite being disabled.

"Think again about Zhang Haidi, who suffered from spinal hemangioma at the age of five and suffered lifelong paraplegia. She never went to school, but she completed primary and secondary school courses at home. She also taught herself college English, Japanese, German and Esperanto, and studied university and Master's degree course. In addition, she also taught herself acupuncture and worked as a radio repairman...

"Wu Bai, if you really can't stand up, life can still be wonderful as long as you have hope in your heart.

"Mindset is very important. You can't lose your mentality.

"I believe that even if you are in a wheelchair, you are still the best. As long as you are willing..."

She wanted to cheer him up and gave two famous examples to increase her persuasion, but she received a gentle and mocking smile from him:

"The words are very nice. But...it's too difficult...Xiao Jin, it's too difficult..."

His tone was still bleak, and his morale was still low.

"No matter how difficult it is, you have to persevere. A person has something to do and something not to do. If you shrink back when you encounter difficulties, that's a coward. That's not what you should do... Mu Bai, you really have to cheer up. , I don’t want to see you like this..."

It was really painful for her to see him like this.

Su Mubai watched silently, then asked softly after a long time: "Am I still important to you now?"

"Of course it's important!"

"How important!"

"It's very important."

she shouted back.

"Yeah?"

He covered the back of her hand with his other hand and asked in a low voice:

"Can it be more important than Jin Hengyuan?"

When asked, she was speechless on the spot.

Can this be compared?

He is him, Jin Hengyuan is Jin Hengyuan.

But why can't we compare?

"Why don't you speak?"

His eyes suddenly became burning, so hot that it seemed to burn her heart.

The hand holding her became more like a shackles.

My mind is getting more and more confused.

"Twilight Bai..."

She didn't know how to answer, let alone what he wanted to say next.

The next second, a few traces of familiar tenderness swayed under his eyes, and a light of hope flickered in the darkness...

His lips moved:

"My idea of ​​starting over with you has not changed. And you...Ajin, do you still have me in your heart?"

Under the light, her face turned strangely pale, and her lips couldn't stop trembling.

"Twilight...I..."

My throat seemed to be blocked.

Two by two facing each other.

He is enthusiastic, but she is timid.

Do you still have him in your heart?

She asked herself:

Have it? Have it? Have it?

Yes!

She thought about it again and again, and came to this conclusion:

Otherwise, I wouldn't feel heartbroken just because I heard something happened to him.

However, she couldn't spit out these words.

Why?

Or because of Jin Hengyuan.

So, between these two people, who is more important to her in her heart?

No no no!

She didn't want to compare them.

In no mood.

"Are you really in love with him?"

Su Mubai asked extremely bitterly.

She bit her lip hard.

Love?

I like it for sure.

If she didn't really like him, her mood wouldn't be so contradictory, so painful, and so entangled.

cute……

She doesn't know anymore.

"Let's go! I'm tired!"

He closed his eyes again, and his tone suddenly sounded extremely tired.

She really wanted to persuade him again, but how could she continue to do so now.

The motivation he wanted was something she couldn't give him.

There was silence in the room for a moment.

No matter how much she tried to persuade her, they were of no use at this moment.

"Okay, then I'll come see you tomorrow..."

She needed to go back, sort out her thoughts, and think about how to persuade him?

"Don't come again."

His voice became colder.

"If you don't have me in your heart, meeting me will be a kind of harm. Please spare me, let me fend for myself, and don't take care of me anymore."

"There's no way I'm going to let you die on your own. No way."

She blushed, turned around and ran out the door.

At that moment, she pressed her forehead against the door panel, her body trembled in pain, and a string of tears fell down.

Is he forcing her?

However, there are some things that cannot be said carelessly.

They are all married people.

Everyone has his own family and his own responsibilities.

"Su Jin, you finally woke up. Do you finally know that you want to come and see Mu Bai?"

An angry voice penetrated his ears.

Su Jin wiped away her tears and turned around to see Sheng Lou, glaring at him with a serious look on his face.

Beside, Qin Xue looked worriedly.

"You come with me..."

Na Shenglou suddenly came over, grabbed her, and walked out.

"What are you doing? Let go."

"I have something to tell you. I must say it. Say it right away. I want you to know what a big wrong decision it was to marry Jin Hengyuan..."

He used a man's greatest strength to pull her outside. Regardless of her struggle, he put her into his car and drove her away from the villa.