The Perfect Hidden Marriage

Feelings are a wonderful thing.

If you don't like this person, this person means nothing to you, and any news about this person will not stir up your emotions.

Even if I heard that he (she) died young, as a bystander, the most I can do is sigh: What a pity, so young.

Once you fall in love, this person's emotions will affect your sensitive nerve endings.

What he (she) likes, you also like; what he (she) hates, you also hate; he (she) doesn't like you, and you feel sad; he (she) confesses to you, and you are ecstatic; he (she) ) changes your heart, you are angry and sad...

People who fall in love, whether men or women, often become a little less intelligent.

To put it mildly: a bit silly.

Su Jin felt that his situation was like this.

When love comes again, she is hesitant and doubtful; when they argue, she is depressed; when he neglects her and turns around to hold another woman in his arms, she is angry. , the blind choice you made is as painful as a knife; when the misunderstanding is resolved, your heart will feel sweet again...

Love at the age of sixteen is ignorant, pure and beautiful; love at the age of twenty-six is ​​still full of tension, entangled and yearning.

At the age of twenty-two, her first love died. In four years, her emotions were exhausted and her passion was gone. Now, at the age of twenty-six, love has blossomed in her heart again...

After breakfast, Su Jin went back to his room, sat in front of the bay window, quietly in a daze, and carefully reviewed his mental journey from yesterday to today.

The feeling was like riding a roller coaster for the first time. She had no experience at all. The thrilling feeling strongly stimulated her.

Sometimes I'm nervous, sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I want to cry, sometimes I want to laugh, all kinds of feelings are experienced over and over again.

well!

How to do it?

This feeling was so complicated and unfamiliar that it was a bit unbearable for her.

When Jin Hengyuan returned to the room, he happened to see Su Jin patting his head with a faint embarrassed smile on his face.

"What is a man giggling about?"

"Uh...nothing!"

She turned to see a cup of brown liquid in her good hand.

"Are you laughing at yourself for actually being jealous of this sister-in-law? I feel a little embarrassed..."

This person is really evil. He deliberately exposed her and smiled with his eyes, as if he was watching a good show.

"I...I'm going to the bathroom."

Hum, ignore this bad guy.

He smiled and pressed her down:

"No need to hide, I won't laugh at you anymore. Come, take medicine. This is cold medicine. Drink it and have a good sleep. When you wake up again, you will be comfortable."

She took it. The cup was warm, it must have been cold:

"I still have this medicine at home. Do you usually catch colds easily?"

"Jing Huan bought it early in the morning. Traditional Chinese medicine, with few side effects. It's the brand she suggested. It's very targeted. You can't go wrong... drink it..."

Seeing him being so dismissive, she was a little surprised. While drinking, she asked:

"Your sister knows so much about cold medicine..."

"no."

Jin Hengyuan smiled:

"Don't look at her carelessness and heartless smile. In medicine, she is a geek. There is a professor of medicine in South Fern in the UK who has been trying to poach her. She is lazy and has been hiding. Go. I have been idle recently, taking a vacation and playing around..."

"..."

It sounds like her sister-in-law is also a very remarkable person.

She drank it silently.

"Okay, you go back to sleep, and I'll go do some work. When I'm done, you wake up, and I have something to tell you."

He urged her to go to bed and continue to rest, then took the cup and left.

Su Jin fell asleep again, and she seemed to vaguely hear the innocent sister-in-law pestering her husband.

Hengyuan said she was a medical geek...

I don’t know how weird it would be…

But she liked such a sister-in-law.

When he opened his eyes again, there was the rustle of turning pages in his ears. He turned around and saw Jin Hengyuan sitting next to him, looking at his information.

"Have you had enough sleep?"

He noticed that she woke up immediately. He closed the book and looked down at her. Her big eyes, black and shiny, looked so charming from this angle.

well!

What happened to her?

Why is it that the more I look at him now, the better?

Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder.

She quickly sat up and continued in a dumb voice:

"Um!"

"Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, but my mouth is very dry..."

"It's normal. It happens when you have a high fever. Wait, I'll make you a glass of lemonade..."

He went and came back with two glasses of water in his hand. Her glass contained two lemon slices, and his glass contained plain water.

Su Jin took two sips. It was slightly sour, very thirst-quenching, and comfortable to drink.

Jin Hengyuan was also drinking, his eyes remained on her, looking at her with embarrassment.

"Now, it's time for us to talk."

Jin Hengyuan put the water glass on the cabinet at the end of the bed, sat down cross-legged, and said:

"When something happens, what we should do is try to solve it, rather than avoid it. If you avoid it, the problem still exists. Once it is solved, it will disappear."

"Um."

Su Jin also put the water glass on the bedside table and sat down with his hands on the quilt:

"What do you want to say?"

"First of all, I have to apologize to you. Last night, my attitude was not very good. I can't help it, your tone was too firm, and I was angered by you."

Jin Hengyuan smiled helplessly:

"Everyone has his or her own temper. I do too. I'm usually quite calm. But when it comes to our marriage, I inevitably get impatient. To put it bluntly, it's just envy, jealousy, and hatred."

Su Jin's eyes moved and he gently intercepted the word:

"What are you jealous of?"

"Of course it's Su Mubai!"

He said softly, like a groan or a sigh:

"Sometimes, I wonder, if I had asked you to follow me instead of going to some damn orphanage, would the outcome have been any different?

“I think, in that case, the person who grew up with you will be me.

"Your life will definitely be different, and my life will be completely different.

"Since you and I received the certificate, I have imagined this several times: If you come home with me, I will ask your parents to help you find relatives. If you can't find any relatives, I will ask them to adopt you. Then, you will become My little shadow. Wherever I go, wherever you go, I will introduce you to all my buddies.

"If you can't read and write, I'll teach you; if you want to learn to draw, let's go find the best painter as your teacher and learn together; when you grow up, I can also teach you to dance and take you to the British manor. …”

Alas, being sketched by him in this way made her yearn for him.

But his sigh quickly broke this yearning:

"But it happened that due to formalities, you had to stay and cooperate with the police, while I had to go back to Beijing for treatment due to physical problems. As a result, I just got lost."

"Yeah, if there hadn't been a fire in the orphanage, you should have been able to find me. The fire burned away the connection between us."

Su Jin interjected, feeling very regretful.

Jin Hengyuan did not immediately mention that the fire was arson. In the current atmosphere, it is really inappropriate to talk about this matter. He only asked:

"Xiao Shu, if I can find you in time, will you come with me?"

"meeting!"

Su Jin nodded without hesitation.

It takes time for a person to develop feelings for an environment and the people living in it. If he finds her in time, she will definitely follow him.

The grace of saving lives and the love of adversity cannot be replaced by a short-term love of adoption.

Of course, as time goes by, it becomes difficult to say.

Jin Hengyuan was very satisfied with this answer. He couldn't help but hold her hand and kissed her. This made her a little shy, and he continued:

"Do you know? Xiao Shu, before I was twenty-two years old, I had never been in love at all. I was busy every day, focusing on my studies, supplemented by working hard to make money. Occasionally, when I had free time, I studied recipes...

"At the age of twenty-two, when I met you again and danced with you, I suddenly felt enlightened and realized for the first time that you were the wife I wanted. I must get you back. , I must keep you in my life.

"But soon, I made a tragic discovery: I had fallen out of love before this relationship even started.

"Fourteen years have allowed you to become a person in other people's world.

"Looking at your beautiful smile, I know deeply that I can't fight, because I definitely can't fight. That feeling is too deep. If I fight, I will lose even the last bit of beautiful memories.

"I can only withdraw. I can only wish. There is no other choice.

"At that time, I was really envious and jealous of Su Mubai.

"For this reason, I avoided all social situations where I might recognize Su Mubai.

“I don’t want to recognize him at all.

"Because I don't want to see you show affection in front of me. I don't want you to meet Su Mubai in the social circle as his girlfriend or wife...

"At that time, you were a hidden pain in my heart that could not be touched."

After hearing these words, Su Jin suddenly pounced on him without warning, but accidentally knocked him down.

Without him, but such a deep love for him deeply moved her...