The Perfect Hidden Marriage

That day, after receiving the call, Jin Changning took the flight that night to London, England, and found the hospital where Shao Feng was staying.

That day, the weather was very good, the sky was clear, and the sky was as blue as the sea.

When Jin Changning walked into the ward, Chi Wanzhu was sitting in the room. She was feeding Shao Feng water, but Jing Huan was missing.

Seeing Shao Feng again, Jin Changning was shocked to find that after two years of not seeing him, he had become skinny and skinny. He had long lost his handsome appearance, full of energy and energy, and his whole person had completely changed.

At that moment, he deeply felt a different emotion: distressed Huan.

Originally, opposite sexes attract each other, and same sexes should repel each other.

Especially when facing his love rival, he will definitely become more and more repelled.

But that day, when facing such a Shao Feng, Jin Changning couldn't dislike him. On the contrary, he was filled with heartache. I feel sad that such an aspiring young man with a bright future was ruined by the disease.

He asked Chi Wanzhu privately about the specific situation.

"A Feng's condition is really bad. His organs are failing... Right now, he is still breathing a sigh of relief because he promised Xiao Jinghuan that he would never give up until the end."

Jin Changning listened, feeling extremely heavy and uncomfortable.

Their conversation took place outdoors.

After that, he went to the ward again. Shao Feng strongly asked to get into a wheelchair and wanted to go out for a walk.

He said: "I want to see the sunset, it's so beautiful, but it's almost dusk."

Jin Changning pushed him away.

Under the fading sun, two men came to the rooftop.

One sat and the other stood, looking at the red sunset in the western sky without speaking for a long time.

After a long time, Shao Feng turned to him and asked: "Brother Changning, you must hate me in your heart!"

The voice was extremely weak.

Jin Changning was stunned and asked, "Why do I hate you?"

Shao Feng smiled quietly, his face as pale as snow: "You know it in your heart. Brother Changning, you can hide it from everyone, but you can't hide it from your own eyes, and me..."

He sighed and leaned there, but then changed the topic: "It's beautiful here! Huanhuan likes to watch the sunset. The red clouds in the sky are very spectacular."

Jin Changning slowly thought about what he said and nodded: "Yes, I know."

At that time, the most common thing he did was to accompany her, holding a camera and taking pictures of various sunsets and beautiful scenery.

Shao Feng explained: "Huanhuan likes to sleep in. Therefore, watching the sunrise is always out of the question for her. If anyone disturbs her sleep in the morning, she will get angry with anyone. And she gets very angry when she wakes up. This has happened to me too."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

Once, Jin Hengyuan woke up the girl, and she finally stabbed him hard and bled him a lot before she was relieved.

Shao Feng followed up and said: "Huanhuan doesn't like eating fish because she was stalked by fish bones when she was a child, so she has a phobia of eating fish. But she likes to eat fish balls..."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

The chef at home even learned how to make various fish balls just to satisfy her taste.

Shao Feng also said with admiration: "Huanhuan is very upright and likes to get to the bottom of things. Even if she knows that she will get into trouble, she will continue to investigate without hesitation. It is easy to offend people. In this regard, you have to control her well."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

At school, she often got into trouble because she was too upright and could not stand other people's poor behavior.

Shao Feng also said: "Huanhuan is very sensitive and longs for the warmth of home. She always feels that her mother does not love her at all. Because she remarried and became pregnant in such a hurry..."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

Over the years, her heart has been very lonely, and she has never gotten out of this shadow.

Shao Feng added: "By the way, Huan Huan loves to join in the fun and laughs. She always uses a bright and innocent smile to cover up the emptiness in her heart."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

When she is alone, her eyes are always confused. She is not as confident and strong as she appears on the surface.

Shao Feng also said: "When Huanhuan has a high fever, she likes to hold other people's hands to sleep. Because she has always been insecure."

Jin Changning responded: "I know."

Because this habit is something he has come up with.

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They talked a lot.

Jin Changning swore that this was the first time in so many years that he and an outsider had such an in-depth discussion about Huanhuan's preferences.

He could tell that Shao Feng really loved Huanhuan.

This person saw Huanhuan very clearly.

If he can live well, I believe he will become a good husband and bring Huanhuan a happy marriage.

However, his body was broken.

For this reason, he said with sadness: "In the concept of our young people, life is not a hundred years, at least, it should be seventy, eighty, or fifty or sixty years. I have never thought about it. , my life will be so short. Before it fully blooms, it begins to wither and wither..."

He said: "If I had known that I could only live for so many years, I would not have provoked Jing Huan, promised her marriage, or given her love. No matter how beautiful she was, no matter how intelligent she was. , no matter how attractive she is, I will not let myself be moved. I will stay far away from her. I always have a hundred ways to make her disappointed in me."

He said: "But there are no ifs in the world. She and I met in the most beautiful years, but we had to part ways forever in the most beautiful seasons. I couldn't bear to leave her. But no matter how reluctant I was to leave her, when I wanted to leave, no one would Can’t keep it. Including myself.”

He said: "I really want to keep her, marry her, watch her give birth to children for me, and watch her grow gray with me. However, God refuses to give me a chance..."

He said: "Now, I have no other ideas. Since I love her, I just hope that she can live the rest of her life well. Don't be stupid and take the dead end."

He said: "Who in this world is willing to take this road so early. But there is no way, God is going to take my life, and I can't do anything. But Huanhuan is different, she still has a bright future. If only Without it, the family will be so sad."

He said: "I have failed to live up to expectations and let my parents lose their hair in vain. How can I be willing to give birth to Huanhuan? My uncle and aunt have also suffered such pain. So, I want to ask for your help to help Huanhuan live a good life."

Jin Changning's heart ached when he heard these words of deep love.

For a moment, he wished he could die for Shao Feng. As long as he could get a happy smile, he would do anything.

But this is impossible.

What is the most terrifying thing in this world?

It's death.

It can destroy all hope.

The hopes of the dead and the hopes of the living will all be buried.

"Did Huanhuan really say that? She wants to die with you?"

Jin Changning was very worried after hearing this.

"I didn't say it, but I read her diary during this period, and I had a vague feeling that she had this idea. But she didn't say it out loud. She was probably afraid that I wouldn't agree. Of course, I couldn't agree to her doing this. Stupid thing."

"Okay, I promise you, I will help you look after her."

No matter what, he would not let her take this dead end.

"But have you thought about how to look at her?"

Shao Feng asked softly: "You can't solve the problem by watching her 24 hours a day. If she has made up her mind, as long as you don't pay attention, she will die. There are many, many ways to die. Jump off the building, cut the artery. , hang yourself, go on a hunger strike... no matter which one, it can kill someone."

Indeed, problems cannot be solved by looking at them.

"Then what can you do?"

Jin Changning felt that he must have thought of a way.

Shao Feng nodded: "Yes, I have a way."

Jin Changning asked: "What can we do?"

Shao Feng didn't say anything. After a pause, he revealed his secret with a sharp look:

"Brother Changning, you like Huanhuan, right?"

These words were completely affirmative.

From Jin Changning's point of view, he thought he had hidden his feelings well enough, but it turned out that it was not the case. This boy who was not familiar with him saw through him at a glance.

"Of course, Huanhuan is my sister."

He didn't really want to admit it.

Shao Feng smiled: "It's not like a sister. It's a man's love for a woman. You have guarded her since childhood and grew up with her, but in the end, I took the lead. You must hate me. Right!"

well

, this child’s eyes are really, really sharp.

He sighed.

"Don't hate, there's nothing to hate...Many things in this world are about fate. Without fate, forcing is useless."

After being silent for a long time, his words were extremely open-minded, and then he asked:

"How did you tell?"

Shao Feng smiled and replied: "I noticed it when we first met. You have a strange possessiveness towards Huanhuan. It's just because you are so many years older than her and you have watched her grow up since childhood. , and she knew that the person she liked was me. So, you endured it. Or maybe I am not too bad, so you can’t find fault... But your eyes betrayed you..."

The confidence in his words and the insightful wisdom made Jin Changning feel sorry for him. Is it because he was too smart and jealous of talents that he had to take him back so early?

I feel bad!

This feeling of distress is so powerless!

"Let's talk about your method!"

Jin Changning brought the topic to the main topic - a digression - see you tomorrow. Shao Feng is definitely a cute kid. Do you think...