The Perfect Hidden Marriage
518.518, unrequited love 58, because of Jin Changning’s words, her heart was in chaos (see)
This was the first time Xiao Jinghuan took the initiative to hug Jin Changning after becoming an adult.
They grew up together, and they were close. Because they grew up, because she recognized Shao Feng, and because Jin Changning silently withdrew, their relationship gradually faded. It was as light as a breeze or clear water, but they were helpless because they grew up. Big, life has put each other in different circles. We can look at each other, but we can no longer kiss each other in our hearts.
After being married for more than two years, the closest thing is the first time.
At that time, he underwent corneal surgery. Although she was deeply saddened, she still tried her best to take care of him for a long time.
Wash his face, bring him water, feed him, help him go to the toilet... she has done everything a wife should do.
Later, she buried Shao Feng herself. During those days, her heart was filled with despair, but she quietly guarded him, took care of his eyes, and fulfilled her promise to Shao Feng.
Later, he was busy at home and she was busy abroad. They were husband and wife, but the distance between them was wider than the Pacific Ocean.
They didn't talk on the phone either: she didn't talk to him, and he didn't talk to her. Stranger than stranger.
At this moment, she finally took the initiative to hug him like she did when she was a child.
Such an initiative made his heart feel strangely cramped.
Or maybe it's because it doesn't come easy.
"Huanhuan..."
He screamed softly in a hoarse voice, wanting to know what she meant by this hug?
"Do not talk."
She responded softly, closed her eyes, and leaned against him, with a somewhat tangled expression on her face, as well as a faint pain.
He didn't speak, just looked at it with distress. He didn't know what she was struggling with, and he didn't know what she was suffering from.
Just hugging me like this, I don’t know how long...
For a long time, it seemed like a century.
Long enough!
Finally, it was Jin Changning who broke the silence and led her to sit on the sofa. He made a call on the landline and ordered a dinner and some disinfectant.
After a while, the service desk brought dinner and potion together.
He laid out dinner, brought the potions and ointments, and sat next to Xiao Jinghuan:
"Treat the wound."
"It's okay. The blood has dried."
She whispered, not caring about the small wound.
"Just deal with it."
He took her hand over and looked at the red spots on the white snow skin, feeling extremely distressed:
"Why didn't you tell me at the hospital before? You should have let the doctor take a look."
"It's not important, is it?"
She answered quietly.
Compared with Li Luo's miscarriage, her injury was really insignificant.
"In my eyes, you are the most important. What if this is tetanus?"
He said it so seriously, and he started very gently, using a cotton swab dipped in alcohol and gently wiping it on it.
When the wound was stimulated by alcohol, it naturally started to hurt. He couldn't help but make a hissing sound and frowned his beautiful eyebrows.
"It hurts?"
He paused on his hands.
"Kind of."
"It'll be fine in a moment. Just bear with it."
He warned in a low voice.
She looked back at him. He was serious. His profile looked much prettier than usual.
She just watched him disinfect her and apply medicine.
"Okay, let's eat! Go wash your hands."
He packed the medicine.
"Um!"
She had never been more obedient, and she really went to wash her hands, but she looked at herself in the mirror.
Why?
My heart seemed to be touched.
Suddenly I felt a little bit like I wanted to rely on.
In the past two years, the wall she had worked hard to build to isolate anyone from attacking seemed to have loosened and moved during the process...
The city gate, which was like a copper wall and an iron wall, seemed to have been dug into a corner, and something was being sent deep into her heart.
It shouldn't be like this.
She had already made up her mind. In this life, she would not get married and have no children. She would spend her whole life like this. When she was old and gone, she would leave a message to her friends and have her cremated and buried next to Shao Feng. Be with him forever.
In the past two years, she had not had no admirers abroad. They all wanted to impress her and live in her heart.
No one has ever succeeded.
Has she ever fallen in love with anyone else?
There is no one in this world who can compare to her Shao Feng.
But now, why is her heart in chaos because of Jin Changning's words? Why do you just want to stick to it but don’t want to let it go? Why do you want to compromise?
well!
It can't be like this, right?
"What are you thinking about?"
Jin Changning heard the sound of washing hands, but she didn't come out after that. He served her food, waited and waited, and finally walked over, only to see her in a daze, her eyes showing unprecedented confusion.
"I'm thinking about you, me, our relationship...and the future..."
Xiao Jinghuan looked at him in the mirror.
"What happened to our relationship?"
He hugged her from behind, and the two of them looked at the beautiful couple in the mirror.
She has long hair like a waterfall and is as beautiful as a flower. He has a tall and straight figure and a heroic and steady look. It's actually beautiful to hold each other like this——
Two words came to her mind: Right.
In a daze, the man in the picture suddenly seemed to be replaced by Shao Feng, but when he looked again, it was clearly not the same.
But he did not reject this scene.
"Shouldn't our relationship be like this?"
She said in a low voice.
"Who said we can't have this kind of relationship?"
he asked rhetorically.
She was a little unable to answer the words, and it took her a while to say:
"Because we are brother and sister."
"Wrong, we have never been brothers and sisters."
A kiss fell on her lips and said:
"We are childhood sweethearts."
No.
"But, I never thought about getting married again."
"In fact, you got married early."
"I never thought that you would cheat."
This annoyed her the most.
"This shows that I have always been someone you trust in your heart. You trust me enough to trust me for life."
"I trust you, but I never thought of trusting you for life. My heart has long since left with Shao Feng. What is left here is a walking corpse."
"The walking dead don't have feelings, Huanhuan, I'm pretty sure you have feelings, you have feelings for me, but you don't realize it."
He turned her face away and looked at each other.
She asked herself in her mind: How did she feel about him?
She couldn't tell the difference for a moment.
"Tell me, what are you worried about now?"
Alas, she wanted to sigh, when did this dull man become so sharp-eyed?
"In this life, I just want to fall in love and love one person wholeheartedly... Two people for the rest of my life, that's enough..."
He thought about it quietly and suddenly understood, so he held her chin and said:
"Huanhuan, from the age of seventeen to twenty-five and a half, you loved Shao Feng wholeheartedly. That was your first love. But now that Shao Feng is no longer here, you should let it go; in the future, you may try to come here wholeheartedly. Love me... This does not mean that you are half-hearted. This is the road of life. Only when you let go properly can you get more... This is also the result that Shao Feng hopes for."
"Yeah?"
She answered very confused.
"yes!"
"Should I love you?"
"Of course, I'm the husband."
His voice deepened,
She frowned: "I want to think about it carefully!"
"What to consider?"
"Consider whether I should love you or not."
"Is this something to consider?"
He closed the distance between the two people, and their lips almost touched each other for a moment, and then they pecked them gently.
"It is developing too fast, so we must think carefully about it."
She looked solemn and had a serious attitude.
"Okay, if you insist, I'm fine with it. Let's eat."
One after another, they walked to the dining table and sat down.
Xiao Jinghuan ate silently while Jin Changning served her food.
Originally, they should be very happy today, but because of Li Luo, their moods were all bad - she was unhappy, and he was not in a good mood either!
Halfway through the meal, she raised her head and asked, "How should we deal with this matter?"
"I will explain the situation to Master Yan. Don't worry."
"Will he believe it?"
She sighed softly: "Even if you can believe it, you will definitely be angry. He may get angry with you. I am afraid that your relationship with him will have conflicts because of me... I'm sorry, I caused trouble for you..."
"Silly words!"
Jin Changning served her soup.
"Eat quickly! Take a shower after eating, then don't think about anything and have a good sleep."
She took it and drank it silently, but she was unsure in her heart. Would Li Luo really let it go after losing a child?
Why does she think this matter won't end so soon?
---Digression---Second update. One more update.
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