The pinnacle of Korean entertainment

Under Jessica's gaze, An Minxuan slowly withdrew his eyes, and silently took the liquor that she had been carrying from Jessica's hand. Without saying a word, he opened the bottle cap and drank it. He said it was a drink.

But in Jessica's eyes, there is nothing like that.

difference, she wanted to dissuade An Minxuan, but Zheng Xiuyan thought of An Minxuan's recent reaction and resisted such thoughts. Since she met An Minxuan, An Minxuan had not indulged herself once, so this time, she let An Minxuan

An Minxuan, please indulge yourself.

That's right, An Minxuan's only thought at this time was to have a good indulgence. For more than 10 years, he has been very strict with himself, knowing that if he wants to maintain the image of being loved, he cannot do many things.

For example, going to a nightclub or something. Of course, An Minxuan knows that even if he goes there, there will be no problem. After all, he is an adult. However, as an artist, he can only strictly demand himself. He does not care about other artists.

Anyway, he wants to set a positive example for the fans who love him.

An Minxuan, who has always had this idea, naturally cannot do anything negative. Originally, parents did not understand their children's star-chasing behavior. Fortunately, An Minxuan's own image is very positive, plus the students of Seoul National University and

The impressive results have also made many parents of An Qing support their children to love An Minxuan. What is the main reason for all this? It is because An Minxuan's image is indeed not stained at all, and the parents' mood is always

It is easy to understand that they, no matter how important you are to the country or how many honors you can win for the country, these have nothing to do with them. They just want their children to live in peace.

Throughout his life, he will not be affected by bad influences, and An Minxuan's self-discipline makes An Qing's parents feel at ease. That's why they allow their children to support An Minxuan, because such an idol deserves parents not to worry.

Therefore, even if An Minxuan is in public, he has never been drunk. At that time, several of Shinhwa's brothers joked, but An Minxuan didn't care. Getting drunk is actually very common, but An Minxuan still didn't want fans to notice.

With this side of him, I have to say that An Minxuan's self-discipline is a bit too perverted, but the more he is like this, the more reassured his parents are.

This time, An Minxuan had still given up everything and was still at home. When he was extremely confused about whether to quit the entertainment industry or stay in the entertainment industry and was endlessly upset, he wanted to indulge once and get drunk.

One game.

Jessica brought a total of 3 bottles of liquor. Jessica, who knew An Minxuan's drinking capacity, was naturally well prepared. When she came, she had the idea of ​​​​getting An Minxuan drunk. Maybe there is a saying in China, borrowing wine

The sorrow is getting worse, but even if she wakes up and feels even more sad, Jessica still hopes that An Minxuan can get drunk, because if this continues, can An Minxuan really be able to resist it?

Three pounds of liquor, An Minxuan would have had no problem before, but this time it didn't work. He was already drinking in a hurry, and he was preoccupied. He quickly became drunk.

Jessica looked at An Minxuan who was swaying after drinking three bottles of liquor in one breath, and felt relieved. Although she didn't know the specific situation, Jessica could guess that An Minxuan must not have taken good care of it when such a thing happened.

After resting, even if the matter is over, An Minxuan cannot get a good rest due to some problems. It is also a good thing for An Minxuan, who has not had a good rest for a while, to get a good sleep while drunk.

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"Hey, Xiuyan." The drunk An Minxuan was no longer silent. He had countless worries in his heart, which he always shouldered alone. But at this time, under the influence of alcohol, he urgently wanted to speak out.

"Oppa." Jessica looked at An Minxuan who suddenly spoke out, and was stunned. This was the first time she heard An Minxuan speak in this period of time. Even if it was because she was drunk, Jessica was very happy in her heart, just open her mouth.

"Haha, it's really Xiuyan." An Minxuan, who was already drunk, naturally couldn't be sober. Hearing Jessica's reply, he chuckled, seeming to be very happy that he guessed correctly.

"Well, it's me." Jessica looked at the very glum An Minxuan. She didn't feel disillusioned at all, but was filled with surprises, because An Minxuan could still recognize her even after drinking until she was unconscious.

"Well, Xiuyan, tell me, what should I do?" After laughing for a while, An Minxuan's face suddenly became entangled and he asked.

"Just make the decision according to oppa's inner intuition." Jessica held back her words of persuasion. Of course she hoped that An Minxuan would continue to be in the entertainment industry. You must know that An Minxuan was destined to be a person born for the entertainment industry.

Yu's musical talent has surprised people more than once. However, feeling that even An Minxuan's smiling expression revealed infinite bitterness, Jessica didn't want to persuade him anymore.

"Intuition." An Minxuan's face suddenly fell, and he rubbed his hair and said: "My intuition tells me that leaving the entertainment industry is the best and most comfortable decision, but I am unwilling to give up."

Jessica didn't say anything, even if it was because of An Qing who had always supported An Minxuan, An Minxuan also had reasons to be reluctant to give up, not to mention, the biggest reason was her mother's wish. Although An Minxuan's single was on the Billboard chart

Ranked third, however, An Minxuan has never performed on the biggest stage in the world. It is somewhat regrettable for his mother.

"However, being in the entertainment industry is really tiring, very tiring." An Minxuan seemed to have opened up his chat bag all of a sudden. He didn't care about Jessica's reaction and said to himself: "In the eyes of others, he is an international superstar.

, What a glorious title, but it contains too much hard work. In South Korea, if you want to be recognized by this title, you can't have the slightest hint of it.

Even the slightest stain, this alone can drive people crazy. I am just an ordinary person. Ordinary people will have shortcomings and stains. However, in order to meet the expectations of the people, I work hard to restrain myself.

It’s funny, I’m in my late 20s, and my life is not as exciting as that of a 15- or 6-year-old student. It’s so monotonous and terrible. I, too, want to..."

Jessica listened quietly to An Minxuan's soliloquy without interrupting. At this moment, Jessica finally knew why An Minxuan was so popular and loved, because it was entirely because of An Minxuan's

The self-discipline that comes with freedom is like a lunatic. Jessica couldn't bear it even after listening to one or two points, but An Minxuan maintained it for more than 10 years.

As he talked, it seemed that his emotions broke out. An Minxuan shed tears unknowingly. He has always been very strong, because if he is not strong, who can show his weakness? But under the influence of alcohol, this layer

The strong exterior that had never been exposed was finally removed.

Zheng Xiuyan looked at An Minxuan who was extremely sad, and she felt an impulse in her heart. She stood up gently, walked to An Minxuan, and hugged An Minxuan's head to her chest. She could think of it through An Minxuan's words just now.

, An Minxuan, how hard these years have been.

An Minxuan lay on Jessica's chest, feeling Jessica's feeling deep in the deepest part of An Minxuan's mind, and finally cried loudly.

Don't forget, Jessica was the first person to make An Minxuan feel maternal love. Although, given Jessica's age, such a thing seemed very unbelievable, but An Minxuan did feel it, and it was deeply imprinted in his mind.

Among them, this is why An Minxuan has always had a different kind of feelings for Jessica, even when Jessica was desperate and

After he confessed, he clearly knew that he should pay attention to the relationship between the two, so he would not alienate Jung Soo-yeon subconsciously. It was usually fine. After all, An Minxuan, who was in a sober state, could not realize such a fact on his own. However,

After being drunk, some memories that he had hidden in his mind and did not want to recall, as well as subconscious neglect, all exploded at this moment.

PS: Thank you for the support given to me by War Spirit Blood Feather and Forgotten Sky on the last day. I will add 4 more chapters as a thank you. I originally wanted to add a few more chapters, but it only started at 25. My grandpa passed away because I went to attend the funeral.

, so there is no time code, and there are not many chapters left, only

There are more than 20 chapters. I really can’t do anything about it. Don’t expect it. There are also the 11 chapters posted in the morning. Because I was rushing home, I didn’t explain it in detail. I’ll repeat it again. Thank you to the book friends who have supported this book this month.

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