The Queen is In Pairs [entertainment Circle]

Lu Yinbing was taken back to his parents’ bedroom. His eyes were sore and his mind was always awake, unable to fall asleep at all, every cell screamed, every nerve was bleeding, and his mental pain even blurred his physiology. The feeling of being on, even closing your eyes is a luxury.

There seemed to be a hand like iron tongs in her belly, grabbing her intestines and stirring randomly, Lu Yinbing kept moaning in pain, and rolled over on the bed in cold sweat.

She can’t listen, see, think, there are huge roars in both ears, and countless people are talking in her ears, those noisy and unstructured, repeating over and over again, over and over again. , Easily dominated her mind.

Why are you so dark, you are jealous of your lover.

You pushed her away, you hurt the one who loved you.

You are a loser.

You cripple.

You do nothing.

You will only drag others down.

Without you, others will live a little easier.

Die, it won't be so painful when you die, and it won't hurt when you die.

Don't trouble others.

Die.

Die.

Die.

The words "death" in bold and capitalized and a series of exclamation points appeared in front of them, like black paint splashing on the snow-white wall, extremely dazzling, and for a moment, only this word could be seen in Lu Yinbing's eyes.

She stared at the void firmly, as if she had entered concentration.

Lu Yunzhang and Liu Xinmin saw something wrong in her eyes. Lu Yinbing looked at the little couple in the middle of the room, there was a fruit knife on it.

Lu Yunzhang yelled at Liu Xinmin: "Hold her!"

He quickly rushed to hide the fruit knife with eyesight and hands.

Liu Xinmin threw Lu Yinbing directly under her body and hissed: "Bingbing, don't do stupid things, you still have mom and dad, mom and dad need you, we will always be with you!"

Lu Yinbing's chest rose and fell violently, and thousands of thoughts popped up in his mind for an instant, as if two armies were facing each other, the sea was one after another, one wave after another, she shuddered all over, her teeth trembled, and after a long time, she pushed Liu Xinmin with her hand. Shoulders, said softly: "I'm fine, mother."

Liu Xinmin let go of her dubiously.

Lu Yinbing was lying on the bed, sweating profusely, and looking at the parents in front of him, he smiled guiltily and relaxedly.

There is no way to describe her feeling at that moment. The dark clouds disappeared, and the stars hung on the dark sky. Darkness and light faded from each other, and then the light flourished, day and night reversed, heaven and earth exchanged, and suddenly there was light in her chest.

When she was pressed by Liu Xinmin, she caught a faint but persistent voice in her distracted reason. It said: "I can't die, I have to live, I have to act, and I have to love someone."

This thought was like a spark of fire, instantly setting on a prairie fire, destroying the original thoughts decayed, and the nerves disappeared, replaced by the feeling of warm water injected into the blood vessels, ironing is comfortable, and I can’t wait to laugh out loud.

I won you again.

She really laughed like that, smiling heartily, smiling and laughing, tears fell, and leaked into the pillow through the corner of her eyes.

She thought of Xia Yitong.

I don't know how to face her.

She sighed.

Father Lu looked at her, and Liu Xinmin said, "You can sleep here tonight."

Lu Yinbing nodded.

I don't know if I'm asleep or not. I was half asleep and half awake all night. Several times I felt that there were two pairs of eyes looking at her, no matter when I woke up, it was her parents.

Lu Yinbing blinked sour eyes, turned his face to the side and closed his eyes and let the tears fall into the pillow.

I felt that there was movement outside when it was dark, it seemed to be the sound of closing doors. I woke up in the morning to see that Xia Yitong had already gone out long ago, and sighed again. Turning around, she smiled at her parents, who had a bad acting skills and just pretended to have nothing to do with her.

After eating breakfast in a quiet atmosphere, Liu Xinmin took a leave of absence and accompanied Lu Yinbing to a psychiatrist for consultation with Lu Yunzhang.

Lu Yinbing came to see a psychologist more and more frequently, and the other party had already discovered something wrong from such a frequency. The two chatted for an unprecedented length of time, and lunches were ordered takeaways.

When Lu Yinbing came out, his expression was tangled, and the doctor patted her on the shoulder and said, "It's up to you to make a decision. It should be sooner rather than later."

What decision? Lu's father and Lu's mother were confused.

The three went home. On the way, Lu Yinbing asked Lu Yunzhang to borrow his mobile phone and call Xia Yitong. The phone number of Xia Yitong was in the address book, but she entered the numbers that she knew well one by one.

With the development of science and technology, few people will remember other people's phone numbers. Parents don’t remember them clearly, let alone lovers and friends, but Lu Yinbing will remember and remember all the contact information and mobile phone numbers of important people. , WeChat, QQ, and email, she thought, maybe a sense of ritual is at work.

After entering the numbers, she waited at least five seconds before dialing the phone.

She didn't speak, nor did she speak over there, she could hear the wind whistling in her ears, is she still outside?

"Teacher Xia, it's me."

Xia Yitong opened her mouth and didn't know what to say. What if she said something wrong and made her unhappy, but not speaking will make her unhappy, and she will be more able to say sorry.

Saying everything is wrong, how does she love her? Why did things come to this stage now?

She stood in the cold wind like this, holding her mobile phone and weeping startled.

Xue Yao looked at the side, motioned for a fennel, and led her into the car.

Lu Yinbing's heart seemed to be pierced with thousands of small needles. She was holding her chest and bent down in pain. Liu Xinmin was so worried that she wanted to reach out to help her. Lu Yinbing waved her hand at her and moved the phone microphone gently. After a sigh of relief, he asked: "Have you finished your work?"

Xia Yitong wiped her face and said, "Well, it's just over."

Lu Yinbing heard her nasal sound, bent his waist deeper, buried his face in his knees, and said with all his courage, "Are there any announcements? Go home, I have something to tell you."

"Okay, I'm going back now." Xia Yitong took the initiative to hang up the phone.

She heard the smell of an ultimatum from inside. Lu Yinbing must be uncomfortable now. The longer she stays with her, or even the longer she talks, the more uncomfortable she will be, so let her end this time.

Lu Yinbing heard the busy beep from inside, and there was another sharp pain in his heart. She bends the corner of her mouth happily, and if the pain continues, she should have a heart attack.

I want to laugh again, why are you so poor?

Xia Yitong likes you to be poor, so keep it up! Come on, Lu Yinbing.

When the car was parked in the yard, Liu Xinmin pushed the door first, and then reached out to help Lu Yinbing. Lu Yinbing stepped out with one foot and the other foot was still on the car. His hands clasped the edge of the door, frowning.

Liu Xinmin: "Bingbing?"

Lu Yinbing's lips moved, and he couldn't help but bowed his head and spit out a mouthful of bright red blood.

Liu Xinmin was so scared that his face was earthy, and he called to Lu Yunzhang: "Don't stop, go to the hospital again!"

Lu Yunzhang was in the driver's seat. He didn't see the situation behind him, and asked hurriedly, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Lu Yinbing wiped the corners of his mouth and pulled Liu Xinmin forward, "It's more comfortable, it's okay, we need to check if we can go later, and solve the business first."

"But..." Liu Xinmin looked at the blood spread behind him, how could it be okay, so serious.

"Don't be so troublesome, what so many things, I will go for a full body check tomorrow." Lu Yinbing half-pulled Liu Xinmin into the house. She really felt more comfortable, maybe she felt emotional for so many days. No, the depression and sorrow are accumulated in the chest, and now after spitting out blood, except for the burning pain in the chest, it is unexpectedly blocked.

Liu Xinmin sighed twice in succession. She couldn't hold back Lu Yinbing. She was dragged into the house. She vomited blood just now. Lu Yunzhang couldn't conceal the fact that Lu Yunzhang was a scout who had been in the army for two years before, not waiting for Liu Xinmin to say , Lu Yunzhang found fresh blood on the grass from behind the car.

He entered the room and asked Lu Yinbing a few words, and accepted that she would go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow, but at the same time he also invited a family doctor to do a preliminary examination.

Lu Yinbing obediently listened.

Liu Xinmin remembered what the doctor said, and asked her: "The doctor said that you are allowed to make a decision. What is the decision?"

Lu Yinbing avoided talking and only said: "Mom, I may need to ask you to give something."

Liu Xinmin was straightforward: "Please, what else, you are your daughter, I will give you my life if you want me."

Lu Yunzhang slapped the back of the woman who spoke without shyness. Lu Yinbing smiled and said, "Your nonsense problem should be corrected. Let me worry about my dad."

Lu Yunzhang said: "Dad's life is also to you."

Lu Yinbing: "..."

It's not funny at all that I'm still joking.

Lu Yinbing opened his eyes wide, exhaled, and told Liu Xinmin what she needed the other person to do. Liu Xinmin thought it was a big deal, so he immediately agreed, and even looked at her husband provocatively.

Lu Yunzhang curled his lips and looked at his wife and daughter with love in his eyes.

Lu Yinbing got up from the sofa and said, "I have gone to the study. If Xia Yitong comes, let her come to the study to find me."

Lu Yunzhang nodded: "Go ahead, take care of everything that should be done today."

Lu Yinbing let out a long sigh of relief from his chest and said, "I know."

Bi Xia Yitong came first to the family doctor. The other party knocked on the door of the study with a tool. Lu Yinbing was lying on the soft couch in the study, and the doctor gave her a simple examination.

He heard a sound of footsteps next to his ears, and Lu Yinbing lay down and looked over. Xia Yitong was standing at the door with both hands hanging on his sides, not daring to enter.

Lu Yinbing said, "Come in, Teacher Xia."

Xia Yitong stepped forward, stood still, and then moved a stool to sit far away from Lu Yinbing.