The Regent's Tender Darling

"ah---."

The entire bookcase was overturned. There was such a big movement, but no one guarding outside dared to come in and check.

Yan Xuan put his hands on his legs weakly. Even at this moment, his legs were still aching. In order to wash away the tattoos, the skin of his legs was burned. Even after all the good medicine was used, there were still scars that could not be erased.

All his high spirits were wiped away.

I used to think that he would find out the truth and repay the humiliation of that day!

But now, I can only be a worm in the gutter.

A pair of murderous eyes also gradually regained their clarity after venting their anger.

Finally, he stood up, straightened his clothes, and walked out of the study as usual.

"Pack it up." Put down these words and leave directly.

He wanted to enter the palace to visit his mother and concubine who were practicing in Jingci Temple.

Entering the palace from the west side door, the soldiers guarding the gate showed contempt when they saw him, but it was not obvious.

These are already normal, and he has no reaction to them. He has already become accustomed to them.

In this palace gate that is too high to climb over, the person who lives in the highest position is looked up to by everyone in the world, and he is really beautiful.

Going to Jingci Temple, the palace people are walking in a hurry on the road, and they give way after seeing the courtesy. The closer to Jingci Temple, the fewer the palace people are.

Jingci Temple is behind Cining Palace and close to the palace wall, but the two places are completely different.

The Empress Dowager's Cining Palace is splendid and magnificent, with countless palace servants waiting on her. She is the most honorable woman in the entire palace, a person who even the emperor has to listen to.

And his mother-in-law prayed for the people in the palace every day in the Jingci Temple, which was transformed into a small and deserted palace.

But who still remembers this place?

I'm afraid the Queen Mother doesn't even remember that there is such a person in the palace. Only he, as her son, remembers.

If he could have a fief, he could take his mother and concubine back to the fief, but now he is just an idle prince.

To put it nicely, it is called enjoying happiness; to put it badly, it is equivalent to living under the surveillance of others for the rest of your life.

In the end, even the history books could only leave a few ominous remarks.

Thinking of this, he walked into the palace courtyard where no one even swept the snow. Concubine Yu was sitting cross-legged in front of the Buddhist hall, twisting the beads.

Dressed in a nun's attire, she no longer looks like a concubine. She is slim and looks like a practicing nun with her hair on.

"Mother concubine."

He finally called out, and Concubine Yu in front of the Buddhist hall opened her eyes, looked back and saw her son, and a loving smile appeared on her face.

Princess Yu was originally a kind-hearted person with a gentle temperament. After these years of practice, she had become pure-minded and detached.

"Xuan'er is here."

The two returned to the dormitory, mother and son met each other, and Princess Yu had many caring words on her lips.

"Concubine, how are you doing?" It's not that he can't see the hardships of his concubine, but he has no way to get her out of the high palace wall.

Every time I come to visit, I can only feel sad when I go back.

Concubine Yu touched his hand and said with a look of relief: "Everything is fine with my concubine. Xuan'er should abide by his duties outside and stay safe. Then everything is fine with my concubine."

He has said this countless times. In the past, he also had the idea of ​​re-entering the court, but he was severely punished by his mother and concubine.

The world is vast, and you must never think about things that should not belong to you. You must abide by your duty as a minister and live your whole life as an idle prince.

In the past, he would agree, but now, he doesn't want to agree anymore.

Seeing his hesitation, Princess Yu added: "My child, this is your life, don't fight with the sky! You should also let my mother-in-law worry less for you."

Seeing this, he had to say: "What the mother-in-law said is true, and the son has written it down."

After hearing his agreement, Concubine Yu regained her smile.

He always came to the palace empty-handed and returned empty-handed.

The palace did not allow him to bring things in or take things out. He could only see his mother and concubine twice a month.

This is the first time this month.

And you can't stay too long. You will leave the palace in about an hour.

Before leaving, he once again looked at the palace where the Queen Mother lived not far away, as if it was close in front of him and yet far away in the horizon.

This wall separates everything.

The Chinese New Year is almost here, and Nan Nan can’t go home, woo woo woo (┯_┯), but it feels so good to have the babies reading.