The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

Jiang’s difficult grasp of Ye’s hand, his eyes are aggrieved, his voice is weak: “I have been waiting for you, waiting for a long time...”

Ye Hao allowed Jiang to grab his hand, his eyes were sore and his throat swallowed. He knew that the day when Jiang resigned from the car accident was the day he left when he left... which made him suffer.

At that time, he did not want to say no, but did not know how to say goodbye.

Because I can't say goodbye, I didn't say anything.

Ye Hao slightly bent down and looked at Jiang’s eyes. He said seriously: "I am back, stay with you."

When Jiang resigned, he seemed to finally settle down and closed his eyes and slept.

At this moment, the doctor learned that the news had already arrived. They checked the body of Jiang Ci and said, "It has fainted again, but it doesn't matter, as long as you can wake up."

Ye Hao breathed a sigh of relief and nodded. Mrs. Jiang should come over soon, and it is better to avoid it.

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When Ye Hao passed the next day, Jiang Ci had already woke up and sat in the hospital bed. It seemed that he had just had lunch. He heard the voice turn around, and the dark eyes looked at Ye Hao, his expression was calm, no accident.

After Jiang resigned, he heard that Ye Hao would visit him every day. The scene that he woke up yesterday was not a dream, it was true.

Ye Hao was a little embarrassed to stand there.

He always looked forward to Jiang’s resignation, but Jiang’s remarks really woke up. Suddenly, he couldn’t face it. After all, there were so many things, he really could not use this person as his own child. Looking at it? And what reason do you have to come here? Just because of self-blame and jealousy...

The person who clearly said that he wants to be separated is him.

Jiang confessed his eyes and fell in love with his greedy eyes, slowly revealing a smile and said: "Not long ago, I met you like this, and you suddenly appeared in my ward like a dream."

Ye Hao slightly rubbed his lips, and some did not know how to pick up this.

Jiang retorted: "I am very happy that you can come to see me, but you don't need to sympathize with me."

Ye Hao’s face changed and said: “Not sympathy...”

Jiang’s expression is calm and his eyes are deep and deep. He is obviously young and prosperous, but he seems to have experienced the world’s vicissitudes. He smiled a little. “I’m fine, very good, you can now go with confidence.”

You have always been so kind and soft, so you will come to see me, it is not a surprise, but I am not willing to use the weakness to retain you.

If I love you, I should let you leave me instead of using your kindness to make you embarrassed.

Ye Hao decided to look at Jiang Ci, after a while, suddenly said: "Do you know why I left you at the beginning?"

The color of sadness in Jiang’s eyes flashed away, and his voice was low: “Because we should not be together, because I am not your son.”

Ye Hao shook his head.

Jiang rethinked and said: "Because you regret it, don't want to leave me?"

Ye Hao said: "Not at all."

Jiang Ci did not understand some of it, and looked at him with some confusion.

Ye Hao’s eyes showed a gentle look. After a long period of time, he looked at him again, and opened his lips slightly. He said: "That is because I love you."

Jiang Ci felt that his ears might have been auditory hallucinations. In his lifetime, he could hear this sentence in the mouth of this person.

Ye Hao reveals a little reminiscence and smiles: "Because I love you, I want you to go back to your real family and want to make you truly happy and want to correct mistakes."

"I am leaving you, not because I hate you, not because I am tired, not because I am... just because I love you."

Jiang Ci felt as if something hot was flowing down the corner of his eye.

Ye Hao said: "You don't know how much I need you, how much I can't bear you. If you don't have you, maybe I have been with my wife, you let me live... If you can, I want to stay forever. You, but how can I be so selfish? If you really love someone, you should think about him from his perspective. I am sorry... I understand that late, it makes you so painful."

Jiang resigned to look at the man in front of him and wanted to see his appearance carefully, but there was something blurring his sight and making him unable to see clearly.

It turned out that he loved him like this.

It turned out that this is the reason why he really left.

With your words, even if we are just strangers in the future, there is no relationship, because I am satisfied.

[叮, Jiang’s blackening value -1, current blackening value 1]

After Ye Hao finished these words, he was also a little embarrassed. He thought that he had no chance to say it again in his life. He was to be brought into the grave, but he did not want to have it today.

But this is what he owes to Jiang. These words, he should have made it clear in the past.

Ye Hao’s voice is soft and soft: “I will see you again the next day.”

Jiang resigned and looked at the back of Ye Hao’s departure. He had no movement for a long time.

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[888: You should be almost ready to leave. 】

[Ye Wei: Right, I forgot to ask you, if this time I naturally leave, will the body main system continue to be hosted? 】

[888: No, this is a fee-based project and it is not cheap. 】 Don't say that you don't have money right now. If you have money, I won't be willing to use it.

[Ye: Why then? 】

[888: I used to give you a newbie offer. At present, Ye Hao is the only host who has enjoyed the novice discounts given by the main system. It is said that the main system intends to promote this new charging project in the reincarnation world, and the body hosting of Ye Hao is only testing the water. 888 suspects that the main system is not afraid of Breathing.

[Ye Wei: ...] actually still engaged in promotion.

[Ye Wei: Then when I leave this body, I will die? 】

[888: Yes, give you a free birthday spree. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

Ye Hao shrugged his shoulders. He didn't have to live. He just felt that no disease and no pain was not a death, but now it seems that he will die when he completes the task... Anyway, he just came to complete the task, and there is no rule. The meaning of confrontation.

Although Jiang’s words were awakened, he said that he had opened, but Ye Hao did not leave, and he still stayed here to take care of Jiang’s remarks.

The relationship mode is like a friend.

Jiang’s body recovered well and it was not long before he was discharged.

On the day of discharge, Ye Hao personally sent him and said to him: "I live in the city of C. If I have time, I can come and look for me."

Jiang resigned a bit. He thought that leaving the hospital was the beginning of their separation. They were ready to meet again. And Ye Hao’s meaning was that he could visit him?

Ye Hao nodded and said with a natural smile: "Then I will go first."

Jiang resigned in the same place, and he suddenly felt that life would be fine.

Sometimes, when you love someone, you don't have to keep him strong by your side, completely possessing him, giving each other space, and wishing each other happiness is also good.

If he can understand this earlier, maybe they don't have to have so many misunderstandings and injuries.

It can be like this, with the same place under a sky, occasionally seeing a face, eating a meal, or contacting by phone, knowing that the other party has been okay...

This is already the greatest kindness that Ye Hao can give him.

[叮, Jiang’s blackening value -1, current blackening value 0]

[叮, the world goal blackening value has been eliminated, please host the world within 10 days. 】

Ye Hao listened to the voice coming from his mind, did not look back, he thought he should leave, and took the train back on the night.

Since he is going to be ready to leave, this body will also die unexpectedly. The rest of the day, Ye Hao has been somewhat careless. Although I feel that I am a bit embarrassed about Jiang Ci and Li Yu'an, there will always be life and death.

After waiting for some time, they will always start their own lives and gradually regard him as a past.

Ye Hao thought that it was the last time he and Jiang Ci’s meeting, but what they didn’t expect, Jiang’s remarks came over a few days later.

When he was at work that day, he saw Jiang’s remarks appear at his office, a look of embarrassment, saying, “You told me that I can come to see you.”

Ye took a moment and smiled. "Yes, what do you want to eat at night? I invite you."

Jiang Ciwen said that he was very happy to say anything. He looked at Ye Hao before he got off work, and sat here waiting for him. He looked at him with a sullen look and was calm and satisfied.

He didn't really want to come over to see Ye Hao so soon, but he didn't hold back. He came by the excuse of a business trip, and hoped that Ye Hao would not feel bored.

However, I did not expect that Li Xiaoan also came when he got off work. He saw that Jiang was very surprised here, and his brow wrinkled: "How are you here?"

Jiang Ci has some vinegar to eat Li Wei'an, but he did not show it. If Ye Hao and Li Lanan are more happy together, they should bless him. He said: "I am here on a business trip, take a look."

Li Yanan picked a brow and was too lazy to expose the kid.

Ye Hao pressed the forehead and smiled at Li Xiaoan: "Go out for dinner together at night."

Li Lanan said, "Okay, it’s just that Siyang has also recited you recently."

So after work, the four went out to eat hot pot.

Jiang recalled the last time four people had eaten together. At that time, he was full of anger and jealousy. Now he only feels that he is really ridiculous and childish.

Why didn’t you figure out everything earlier and believe this person earlier? It is subject to anger and hate.

Li Siyang still doesn't like Jiang Ci, and he didn't give him a good look from beginning to end.

Jiang did not mind, he was afraid that his brain was pumped before he was jealous with a 12-year-old child.

Li Yanan knocked on Li Siyang's head helplessly, and Li Siyang finally did not continue to quit the river, and this meal was a joy to eat.

In the evening, Li Lanan sent Ye Hao home and asked Jiang: "Where is Jiang Shao, will I send you a ride?"

Jiang said: "No, I am getting off the bus here, walking and eliminating food."

Li Lanan was not reluctant, put them down, and smiled at Ye Hao: "There has recently opened a new restaurant on the East Street, and we will go to eat again the next day."

Ye Hao smiled and nodded, waved and Li Siyang left.

When Li Lanan left, Ye Hao was preparing to speak to Jiang, and suddenly heard 888 remind him in his mind.

[888: I suggest you not to invite him to go up, there are uninvited guests in your family waiting for you. 】

[Ye Wei: Oh? 】

[888: Jiang Sheng was released on bail the day before yesterday, he is waiting for you at your home, it is estimated that you want your life. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[Ye Wei: This is the accidental death mode that the main system has arranged for me? 】

[888: I don't know. After all, he hates you. It is not impossible for him to want to break with you. 】

[Ye Ye: The hurricane turns around...]

[Ye Wei: You said that he is so good, he can’t think about it, and he’s going to be a good man after a few years. 】

[888: How do I know? I am not him. 】

[Ye Ye: Impulse is really the devil ^_^]

Ye Hao smiled at Jiang’s words: "Then I went up, I will have a chance to see you later."

Jiang Ci was somewhat reluctant to leave, but still nodded.

Ye Hao saw that he was leaving, and suddenly shouted at him and said, "Small words."

Jiang resigned and looked at Ye Hao with some surprises.

Ye Hao thought for a moment and said: "Forget it, nothing." He thought that this time he and Jiang resigned, but it seems that everything is not appropriate, it is better not to say.

Jiang did not understand why Ye Hao wanted to stop him, but he said nothing. He just thought that Ye Hao’s eyes were a bit strange.

Ye Hao and Jiang Ci went upstairs separately. He pushed the door and found that the door was not locked.

There was no light at home, only the moonlight fell through the window, sitting alone on the sofa, half of the body shrouded in the shadows.

Ye Hao showed a very vigilant look. He pressed the switch and looked at the person sitting on the sofa, showing a shocked look. "How are you here?"

Jiang Sheng was wearing a black trench coat with leather gloves and squinting at the eyes of Ye Hao.

He looks a lot older, no longer glamorous and radiant, with a bit of sorrow on his face, no trimming, eyes covered with red blood, like a wolf that has been hungry for a long time, fierce, lonely, full of danger.

This is the inconspicuous man in front of him. He not only stole his son, but also let his son betray him. His wife hates him and makes him lose everything he is proud of, social status, money power, loved ones. ......

From high to high, nothing, the dark future of desperation and the huge gap made his mind begin to collapse. In the days of being detained, he cursed every day and every night to make this person die painfully! Swear to let him pay the price!

This revenge lasted for more than two decades, which caused him to lose his last reason.

How could he lose? Lost to such a person? !

Really unwilling...

Ye Hao also stood there watching Jiang Sheng. Jiang Sheng in front of him was like a beast with a dead end. He only wanted to tear his enemies and spare no effort.

But he was not afraid, but instead looked at him with a burning gaze, and the hatred of his heart reappeared.

He remembered the scene in which he stood in the office of Jiang Sheng. The man looked at him contemptuously, as if he was a ridiculous thing, dismissed him and drove him out.

Twenty years later, he wanted to let go of this hatred, not because he did not hate Jiang Sheng, but because of Jiang.

But this time, the person who can't put it down is you.

Jiang Sheng mouth evokes a cold arc, his eyes are cold and like a snake, and he is crazy and hateful. "Are you very happy, finally retaliated to me, proud? My son is looking at you... This is what you raised. The purpose of letting him come back in 16 years? Is this a conspiracy you have been planning for a long time, and you are using him to retaliate against me."

Ye Hao sneered: "Do you think I am someone like you?"

Jiang Sheng hoarse voice: "You are not? You crazy, in order to avenge me, what can I do? Isn't it just killing a person? I didn't give you money? You can take the money to spend your day, want A few women can... but they are coming to find me desperately. You use my son to retaliate against me. What is impossible? If I knew that he was such a white-eyed wolf, I betrayed me for an outsider. It’s killing him directly!”

Ye Hao’s eyes were getting colder and colder. Jiang Sheng’s words finally spurred him. Even today, the attitude of this person has not changed. He will not repent, he will not admit his mistakes, he will always be the most malicious, and he will not be forgiven.

Ye Hao slightly lowered his eyes and saw Jiang Sheng resting under the windbreaker, revealing a black pistol, and the pupil narrowed slightly.

Now you want to kill me. Do you know my desperate pain at the time? Hate a person hate to want him to die, Ye Hao thought about it and really laughed out, you also have today...

Only, **** it is you.

Jiang Sheng’s look is even more angry. “What are you laughing at? Are you laughing at me?”

Ye Hao opened his mouth and said, "Yeah, I am laughing at you and today, like a dog of a family. Hahaha."

Jiang Sheng’s eyes suddenly shot the icy light, he wanted to kill this person! It’s all this person who ruined everything!

As long as this person is alive, he can't stand it! He lost everything. This madman enjoys the care of his son, and his hatred does not mean that his heart is completely distorted.

He grabbed the gun and pointed it at Ye Hao...

At this moment, Ye Hao suddenly rushed over! The bullet rubbed his shoulder, and he violently threw Jiang Sheng on the sofa. The gun in Jiang Sheng’s hand flew out. He didn’t expect Ye Hao’s reaction to be so fast, and he immediately wrestled with him.

Ye Hao punched his fist on Jiang Sheng's face and turned to reach out to grab the gun on the ground. Jiang Sheng also reached out to grab it, but Ye Hao's movements were faster!

The sound of ‘砰’, Jiang Sheng’s obstructive action, blood flowed out of his chest.

He looked down at the wound on his body, and how could this be possible? He is going to kill this person... this is impossible...

impossible……

[888: What are you doing? ! 】After being killed, can it be logically separated? Anyway, Jiang Sheng will not have a good end.

[Ye Wei: I am taking revenge for Chen Zhao. Innocent jpg]

[888:......]

[Ye Ye: Hey, I was too lazy to take care of him, but I can’t blame me when I sent it to the door. I don’t think he is pleasing to the eye, I don’t want to kill him. ^_^

[888:......] You are happy.

Ye Hao looked at Jiang Sheng coldly. He stood up slowly, holding the gun on his side and his face was calm. He had imagined killing this person in his mind many times. Now this scene has finally become a reality.

You killed my wife, killed my child, and now want to kill me.

I originally wanted to let go of this hatred. I want you to let everything go, but you will not let me let you go.

Jiang Sheng wanted to stand up, but he couldn't move. The blood that passed away took his life a little bit. The hatred and unwillingness in his eyes almost overflowed. Suddenly his eyes crossed Ye Xie, his eyes moved, and he sent a weak cry. : "Save... save me..."

I am your father, come and save me... save me, I will forgive you...

Ye Hao slowly turned back and saw Jiang resigned in the doorway, his eyes showing a sad look, why are you coming back...

Jiang often remembered that he had forgotten and said that he had turned back. But he looked at the scene in front of him, but he couldn’t remember what he was going to say. Everything in front of me seems to be slow, being slowed down by frames, cold, ruthless, not transferred by human will.

Then Jiang resigned to see Ye Hao reveal a helpless smile, his lips moved slightly, and seemed to say: Sorry.

The next moment, he pointed his gun at his head.

There is revenge and murder, and it is no longer fair. From the moment he killed Jiang Sheng, he did not intend to survive.

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A week later, Jiang Ci awakened from his nightmare. Every time he closed his eyes, it was a **** sea. His fathers...the one who gave birth to him, raised him, the two most important to him, he Watching them die in front of themselves...

Chen Zhao died on the spot, and Jiang Sheng finally failed to save.

He suddenly felt that his life was a nightmare from beginning to end. He wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but he could not wake up. Every moment he has consciousness is despair, pain, and powerlessness.

He kept asking himself why he had to go through all this.

If living is doomed to be such a torture, then it is better to die.

It is his fault. If he knows the truth earlier, he will not hurt Chen Zhao, so Chen Zhao will not be disappointed with him. If he does not disclose Jiang Sheng, then Jiang Sheng will not hate Chen Zhao. I angered him to want to kill him.

This hatred could have ended. It was his fault. He injured Jiang Sheng’s heart and let Jiang Sheng hate Chen Zhao... Let things go this step...

He is a complete waste, a loser, and no one can protect.

The **** thing is that he is right.

Jiang’s remarks are awkward. He doesn’t know what time he is, and he doesn’t know where he is. He just feels that the environment is pressing and the air is depressed.

But he suddenly remembered what he had to say to Chen Zhao that day.

He wants to tell Chen Zhao, can you spend the next birthday with me? Although we can't be the same as before, I want to continue to treat you as my father, just pretending that we no longer live together because I grew up.

He also thought about going home, going to visit Jiang Sheng, begging for his forgiveness. He betrayed his biological father who loved him. He should use his life to pay for his sins. Even if Jiang Sheng blames him for hating him, it doesn't matter.

Life may not be that easy, but at least he still has things to do. He has two fathers.

But in the blink of an eye, they don't want him.

Why do you still have to live?

He looked up and looked around. He saw that there was an empty space in front of him. He couldn't help but move his foot forward. It seemed that as long as he went there, he could go to another world.

Maybe they are waiting for him in that world, maybe...

Seeing that he was going in, he was relieved. Jiang suddenly felt that he had been slammed back by a great effort. He was somewhat angry and wanted to ask questions, but he suddenly turned his head and his face was burning.

Then he saw a jealous woman standing in front of him.

Mrs. Jiang returned home and found that Jiang’s remarks were gone. She went crazy and looked around. She finally found Jiang’s words on the top of the company’s building. At that moment, she didn’t know where she came from, and she rushed to the river. come back.

She slaps on his face and cries and screams: "You are selfish! Have you ever thought about me?"

Jiang screamed and blinked, tears could not flow down, yeah... how could he be so selfish?

He is really painful and doesn't want to stick to it.

But how can he be so selfish...

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A year later, Jiang resigned in black, and Mrs. Jiang, wearing a black skirt and wearing a black veil, came out of the cemetery.

He said to Mrs. Jiang: "Mom, go back first, I will go home later."

Mrs. Jiang said nothing, did not say anything without asking, went directly to the car, the black car went away.

Jiang Ci stood in the same place for a while and drove to another cemetery in the east of the city. The cemetery was simple and dense. He walked slowly along the stone paved road and finally stood in front of a tombstone.

The tombstone reads, Chen Zhao, Yan Yue's tomb.

Jiang did not say anything, and there is nothing to say. He even thinks that Chen Zhao probably is not willing to look at him. He is with his wife and his own children. It is his real family. It is estimated that there will be no time. Think of him again.

But he does not expect him to think about him, forget it.

I forgot all of them from Jiang’s family.

I still remember you, it is enough.