The sin of wearing a crown

Linn felt quite frustrated like a hot girl ogling a blind man.

Her female boss had no intention of discussing with him at all. In line with the principle of trust and reuse, Yevni was in a bad mood and was too lazy to listen to the young gentleman's endless description of the games and possibilities. Well, this is just like a girlfriend who doesn’t want to hear her boyfriend talking about Gundam glue or playing games when she’s unhappy. These are topics that she’s not interested in at all.

When he was addicted, Linn was a bit straight-forward, but the insight added by his sharp thinking allowed him to easily realize that the female knight was unhappy.

Lin En put down the documents in his hand and adjusted his sitting posture slightly to make the two of them closer and more casual. He and Eveni had already broken through the safe distance, and the atmosphere of such an intimate chat between friends would be better.

"Am I confident?"

Hearing what Eveni said, Linn couldn't help blinking his eyes in memory.

"Isn't there any?"

Also blinking her beautiful sky-blue eyes, the female knight could easily recall that when she first met, when she was just a convicted prisoner, Linn could calmly and confidently talk to the extraordinary people of the [Suppression Bureau], and even convinced them. After that, every time Linn played a key role, he was fearless and high-spirited, as if there was no obstacle that he couldn't overcome.

Indeed, after the threat to his life was gradually eliminated, the confidence in Linn's bones came to the fore.

He didn't even notice how radiant he was.

This kind of self-confidence is a kind of overlooking the times in the lower reaches of history. It is the courage of the people of a big country after experiencing humiliation and glory in their own history. It is the reason that even in another world, I can prosper and be successful in all aspects. The determination to move forward and not embarrass the people of the earth.

It is precisely with the support of these invisible things that the individual named Lin En can remain nearly independent in the fierce fighting of fusion without sinking and assimilating.

Confidence brings courage.

And courage can break the status quo. This era happens to be a turbulent era. People with courage can quickly stand out, not just Lin En.

"I actually envy your self-confidence. My father once said to me that there are a large number of people in this world who have dreams but no talent to realize them. As his incompetent daughter, I am like this type of person, I don’t have your brains, and I don’t have Bill’s flexibility.”

Yevni leaned on the sofa, the armor she had been wearing to show off for a long time had been peeled off, and she poured out her inner thoughts to the dazzling person she envied. If Linn hadn't accidentally knocked on her heart, this strong female knight would never have shown such a weak attitude.

Although I have no talent, I still have to work hard. I say in my heart that one day I can realize my dream, but I am mercilessly hit by reality over and over again. I have to say that this is a very bitter and helpless sad thing. What is sad is that we have to watch other people's success.

The psychological pressure caused by this gap between the front and the dark made Yevni sometimes wake up suddenly in the middle of the night.

Then came the whole night of insomnia.

It is conceivable that when the little gentleman appeared in front of her and became stronger step by step, Eveni had mixed feelings in her heart.

"I really, really envy you."

Yevni's short words seemed to make Linn see a knight struggling to move forward with a heavy load. She knelt down in the wild sand with eyes full of unwillingness.

"Really? On the contrary, I am a little envious of you, Yevni."

Lynn's words were somewhat surprising.

"You think, we are a team, right? You, me and Bill, we each have our own strengths, but we also have weaknesses that cannot be ignored. If we break up and fight on our own, the enemy can easily target us one by one. Destroy. But when we combine with more people and form a collective, the enemy will not be able to attack our respective weaknesses, and they can only choose to fight hard. "

"You haven't said what you envy me about." Yevni's beautiful eyes gained some color.

"You want to be a hero, and I..."

Lin En's eyes flashed with guilt and struggle, he was not really a warrior.

He saw it, from the first moment he arrived, the young man in Xiacheng District who was beaten to death without eating bread, the female workers who were so malnourished that they were deformed and looked like ghosts. Because of work-related injuries, they could only lie at home in despair, waiting for their families to gradually die Men who starved to death, prostitutes who were brain-dead from smoking opium controlled by gangs and engaged in flesh-and-blood business, and many more people struggling to survive on the line of food and clothing, with innocent eyes open, they seemed to be asking why they were working so hard. Can't even survive?

Will not forget, cannot forget, cannot forget, Lin En still has no way to face this suffocating weight.

You can only avoid it temporarily, but you cannot be numb forever.

Lin En, whose memory is always clear, cannot escape, and avoidance cannot solve any problem. He can only work hard to find a feasible way, a way to get out in this world.

Therefore, Lin En's self-understanding is quite clear. The great man back then saw it just like him, and then remembered it in his heart, and finally changed to the human world. I have also seen it and recorded it in my heart, but I still have no idea whether I can have the perseverance to complete the same feat. I can only remember it and then look for the answer.

As for being completely heartless, Lynn can't do it. If you want to take action, you must not treat the symptoms but not the root cause. That is a debt to history, and the debt must be repaid in the future, and the more this debt accumulates, the more terrifying it becomes. . Like a certain lighthouse, just because it was vague on the historical answer sheet, even if it was at its peak for a while, the result was that the people of the country were irreconcilably torn apart, and they could only delay their own decline by sucking the blood of the whole world.

This is why Lynn and the world are always torn apart.

‘If I am brave, this world will inevitably flow into rivers of blood, and long live the collective. If I fail, I will be doomed. I will be regarded as a sinner by the hostile class, be reviled for eternity, and be nailed to the pillar of shame of history. I ask myself that this achievement and consequences are too heavy, so heavy that I don’t have the courage to bear it now. I Not heroes but common people...'

After the disintegration of the Red Giant, its ideology was completely rejected. Those fighting heroes and martyrs were publicly abused and insulted in all kinds of ways. History was also tampered with and distorted. The successors who knelt down on the giant's corpse were directly deceived and disabled by the West. He didn't wake up until his family's fortune had been greatly reduced, but that was too late.

"Okay, Lynn, don't even think about it!"

Eveni noticed that Lin En's expression was obviously sad and weak. She didn't want to see such a young gentleman, so she quickly grabbed his shoulders and faced her.

"I understand, it's shameful not to dare to bear it and face it. I am your captain and I have my own pride. As I said, I will share my dream with you!"

The female knight was a little excited and pinched the boy's shoulder until it hurt.

It almost fell directly on his body.

"So, no matter what happens, you have to live with your head held high!"