The sin of wearing a crown

When a person suddenly escapes from the tense pace of life, he will find that he seems to have too much time and does not know what to do, and may even fall into an inexplicable anxiety.

Some people say that they are just cheap and can't settle down.

This is an irresponsible fallacy.

Human beings are highly variable creatures, which are commonly known as upper and lower limits. In many cases, it takes perseverance to touch the upper limit, which is very difficult. But people all have upward yearning for beautiful things. This desire to prove that their coming to the world is not as meaningless as eating and drinking. Reflected in life, they don’t want to stop, they want to have something to do, and they want to do meaningful things.

It's not obvious at this time.

But if it were the era before Lynn's time travel, when the global competition began to satisfy material needs, and the citizens of big countries gradually calmed down and strode forward, very few people would admit that they came to this world simply to eat, drink and have fun, just like a pig pen holding mud. To be playful, there must be something you want to do and something you want to achieve in the future (including but not limited to a house that can protect you from the wind and rain).

After Lin En returned home and threw himself on the sofa, covering his face, he lay there for half an hour.

During this half hour, the young gentleman tried to empty his memory palace.

He doesn't want to think about anything now, he doesn't want to do anything, he just wants to empty himself. However, after struggling for half an hour, Linn found that all his efforts were in vain, and instead made him a little anxious. He couldn't completely clear the memory palace, because if some memories were put aside, new memories would emerge.

It was as if his brain was deliberately working against his consciousness, forcing him to think endlessly.

And when Lin En deliberately wanted to avoid thinking, the bad memories that he had deliberately ignored and suppressed on weekdays popped up again, exaggerating the negative emotions over and over again.

Linn couldn't help but want to curse.

You cannot degenerate. Once you choose to degenerate, the first thing you have to face is that you have been able to suppress all kinds of ugliness in the past. Unless you can be indifferent to all the tragedies in the world, degeneration and corruption are a high probability event, and a lunatic with antisocial personality will be born.

Because Lin En has always chosen to face ugliness with the greatness and faith in her heart.

The sudden relaxation gave an opportunity for evil thoughts to take advantage of.

In fact, this is a bit similar to the concept of inner demons. Super memory and death struggle invisibly amplified Lin En's obsession. The so-called distinction between good and evil is very blurred in the flashing thoughts of survival. They are like a source of infection that will infect other thoughts.

"Fuck, I don't have a split personality, do I?"

Jumping up from the sofa, Linn couldn't help but mutter as the memory palace began to darken.

But soon, Lin En used the complicated and huge knowledge to analyze himself.

"Long-term persistence and investment have twisted my super-memory into a rope and I can devote all my efforts. When my heart starts to waver and relax, the loose memory will be out of control, and I will think about the questions I instinctively want to answer. , and now I have no way to give the world an answer..."

I have to say that Linn's self-control ability is very strong.

After the initial looseness, he quickly found the source of the problem, which was the contradiction between himself and the world. Unless the times could be pushed back two hundred years in an instant, this contradiction would be irreconcilable.

"Damn it, I should have thought that there is no free lunch in this world. Just like the people trapped in Silent Hill, there are so many evil thoughts. If I had discovered this problem at a higher level, it might have been more serious."

If you choose the convenience brought by super memory, you must also accept its side effects.

Super memory is sentimental and cannot be forgotten. All emotions stay at that moment, including shame and fear. Being energetic makes it easy to lose control of one's strength. When he tortured Sophia, Lynn would leave bruises on her body. Physical coordination means that you are very sensitive to the environment in which your body is located, and the injuries you receive will be much more painful than ordinary people. This is the test that Lin En will face after becoming Sequence 9.

But super memory is the most obvious.

As for the rest...

When Lin En was struggling to his death, he made up for the test he owed all at once. This is also a test of the soul, which is always more difficult than a test of the body.

So you can make a bold assumption.

If Lin En had fled, he would have had no chance of sinking beyond control. The test of super memory would have killed him young. Of course, human possibilities are infinite, and when he was dying, he was pitting infinity against infinity. He could only After all, it is difficult to get a glimpse of Linn who may face the world with another face.

But that’s not a pity, is it?

"Okay, okay, let me find something meaningful to do." Lin En complained in his heart that his life was worthless, and Lin En scratched his head and got up from the sofa.

And who knows when he was sitting on the dining table, his long snow-white legs swaying, and the black Holy Grail with a greedy and coveted look. After Linn stood up, he quickly returned to his usual expression of pity and doting.

Lin En ignored this half-body that appeared and disappeared every day.

He calmed down and decided to be a good family man and clean up every corner of his house. I also considered taking good care of the small garden at the back. The calendula seeds I bought before had not been sown yet, so I took Sophia to do so every day.

In addition, since she is temporarily suspended, it is time to make use of the Black Holy Grail model. Her flawless body can be seamlessly changed into outfits, which is exactly what the young gentleman needs.

He has to take responsibility for himself.

As for the others, Linn could only say sorry.

He did what he said and was very mobile. After Lin En changed his clothes, he put on an apron and started running around furiously, while An Anjing sat on the dining table and shook the black holy grail with her white and delicate feet, holding her head and looking a little dazed. She followed Lin En's figure around like a cute one, her flawless face full of the happiness of a little woman.

When Lynn devoted all her energy to housework in her happy little nest, the results were immediate.

The floor is shiny, the wooden furniture is shiny, the quilts are folded into tofu blocks, and the glass windows have been wiped clean without leaving any traces of scale or water. In the middle of the journey, Lynn also ran out and bought some pencils and paper. By the way, she paid a quarter of a penny and folded a red rose from a family's garden.

When he learned that this sincere and handsome young gentleman wanted to dedicate this rose to his lover, the owner was not willing to accept his money, but he still accepted it under Lin's sincere persuasion.

This afternoon.

Sophia, who was very tired after working in the bar that was transformed into a restaurant, returned home and opened the door. Her mouth opened unconsciously, and her beautiful blue eyes were full of surprise.

"My righteous gods, is this our house?!"