The sin of wearing a crown

[Blood Diamond] is her code name.

Every new official member of the [Gem Club] will be given an exclusive gem name after being recognized by other members. The name of this gem is more of an image, representing the personality and ability of this gem. In other words, concepts are often unexpectedly accurate.

For example, Ziegler's own [Blood Diamond], the color of blood and diamonds, can be interpreted as representing ominous things, disasters and precious things, which is quite consistent with her life trajectory up to now. She once saved lives and healed the wounded on dangerous battlefields. Regardless of her own safety, she brought back alive the people who should have fallen into the arms of the Lamenting Goddess. However, when she witnessed all the tragedies in the war, she deeply realized that as a doctor, It cannot save the world.

Sometimes, the simple and beautiful wish of just wanting to live with you seems so luxurious.

After walking around downtown and seeing with his own eyes the plight of many ignored and voiceless groups, Ziegler understood this even more clearly.

Treat illnesses and save lives.

This can only save people temporarily, as bad conditions can still make people sick. Therefore, the effect of curing people's diseases is too small and too fragile. It is like a fragile thread. As long as force is gently applied, all the original efforts will be in vain. The real root of the disease is not in the human body, but in the sick world. From a doctor’s perspective, what should really be saved is the bad environment.

While drifting on the stowaway boat, Ziegler kept thinking about a question.

Obviously he hopes that people in Xiacheng District will no longer suffer from the pain and cold of illness, and hopes that they can achieve perfection, but why does he get abnormal results after doing so...

The bloody conflict created deeper despair.

That was definitely a crime that could destroy the entire lower city, and it was all because of what she had done. Could it be said that the idea of ​​treating diseases and saving people by oneself is wrong? Magnified to the entire bad society, is it irremediable? Or is it that I am not taking the right path?

Asking himself repeatedly in this way, holding on to the last bit of faith, to avoid saying that he finally fell into collapse, Ziegler has been trying to find an answer, an answer that can convince himself.

She could already feel the instability of the spirit child model.

Soon Ziegler found a somewhat slim hope, the young man who stood up at the critical moment and saved the young man who was about to fester in the lower city. Linn, that young man with a great heart and a strong yearning for greatness, the story he tells is so fascinating.

Although all the people in the story seem to lack emotion, their regretless choices gave birth to as many heroes as stars, illuminating the dark sky of human civilization.

Can people really rise to this level?

In such a bad world but full of heroes, their life should be a perfect utopia. Just thinking about it, Dr. Ziegler, who is a bit arrogant, has an urge to bring everything in that story to reality. Ziegler even thought about the feasibility, but after thinking about it for a while, he found that it was basically impossible.

But this did not affect the good doctor who had faked his own death and smuggled himself to Hope.

She feels that in the face of a common disaster, people will unite to resist the disaster, otherwise no one can escape. And in front of Hopps, there is a giant ship that is slowly becoming silent. The people on the ship are all experiencing the test of disaster together, so they must show some uncertainty, right?

With this expectation, Ziegler set foot on the land of Hopes. She came to a border city and settled down.

However, what disappointed her was...

Just like in the story described by Lynn, the situation where human beings united to resist the disaster did not happen. Everything that happened in this city, including the slow sales of agricultural products, the shutdown of factories, the selling off of capitalists, the idleness of bureaucrats, and the rising prices, seemed to paint a less glorious picture. When the giant ship sank, some people had lifeboats, but Some people held the feet of others to prevent them from leaving.

That kind of behavior of holding each other back in the face of disaster is extremely ugly. This is also part of human nature.

If Ziegler hadn't been mentally prepared, he would have definitely faced a greater setback.

"Heroes are not that cheap..."

After setting foot on this land and observing it for a long time, Ziegler finally made a correct judgment. Heroes are by no means cheap. They are the precious wealth of a nation and a country. The soil in which heroes can be born is also very important. If she takes this city as her new starting point, she still has a lot to do.

But fortunately, she is not alone.

【Gem Club】.

An organization that focuses on mutual aid, and each gem has its own philosophy and practice.

There are indeed crazy people in this organization, but there are also relatively mild and normal people. There are traces of this loose organization in almost the entire continent, so after arriving in Hopes, Ziegler quietly contacted nearby organizational forces as a member of the [Gem Society] and obtained help from some moderate people.

She feels that the environment must be stabilized, emotions must be aroused, and what is right and what is wrong must be confirmed before there is a soil for heroes to sprout.

Obviously, she learned a lot from the stories Lynn told.

It has been so long since Hopps became a powerful country in the mainland. It would be insulting to say that this country has no backbone at all. With Ziegler's arrival and the first step, this city is still unwilling to give up hope. , finally able to barely operate, maintaining a much poorer life than before the war.

Ziegler can be said to be mentally and physically exhausted for this.

Any theory will become extremely uneasy once it reaches the practical stage, and all kinds of unexpected or unexpected situations will pop up, challenging your adaptability as a helmsman.

During this period of life, for Ziegler, it really felt like walking on a steep mountain path. There were many times when she had the illusion that she would step down and be shattered to pieces at any time.

In this kind of life, she became increasingly calm and stable, and her pace was unshakable.

Even in such a life, for Ziegler, there is still a light that always shines on her body, protecting her from the cold at all times. And every time he prays in his dreams, Ziegler will look forward to that light coming again to inject strength into himself.

When she fell into a dream tonight, she was like a stallion in the forest, moving through the dreamland with light and cheerful steps. She sent out a nostalgic prayer to the dark figure that seemed to be left behind in the world and independent.