The story of Shenhao starts from becoming a top student

Zhou Xiaojie looked at Lin Xiran, who was in a confused state, and felt a little guilty!

After all these times of getting along, she also knew that Lin Xiran was not bad and was a very good friend.

But Lin Xiran had some thoughts about Chen Mu.

If Lin Xiran really liked Chen Mu, then Zhou Xiaojie would retreat.

After all, she has nothing! All aspects are not comparable to Lin Xiran.

Appearance, figure, achievements, family lineage...

It's all a complete failure!!

But Lin Xiran regarded Chen Mu as a toy, or the kind of toy that did not have any feelings between men and women.

She couldn't help it!!

Zhou Xiaojie looked at the "desire for control" and "possessiveness" and other information searched for in her mobile phone, and couldn't help but think of her mother who was full of strangeness a long time ago.

Her mother was also like this at the beginning, but she was a little more terrifying than Lin Xiran and had a strong desire to control.

This led to almost daily fights in her family, and finally her father couldn't stand it anymore, and they divorced.

All this is the beginning of tragedy in her family!

She didn't want Chen Mu to go through these tragedies!

She had to work hard.

Whether Chen Mu liked her or not, at least, she wanted to work hard for Chen Mu.

Even if she will be hurt and retaliated by Lin Xiran!

She sighed softly, silently saying sorry to Lin Xiran in her heart, she decided to add another fire, and continued to ask,

"Have you ever felt heartache for him?" Have you paid attention to what he likes? Do you feel happy when he's happy? Do you cry for him when he's upset? What do you like about him?

"However, have you ever thought that you came here to escape something in your heart, not simply for Chen Mu???!!!

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Is this really the case?

Lin Xiran froze completely!

Why had she never thought about that?

Why did she pay attention to him, but never care about him?

What does she like about Chen Mu?

Lin Xiran recalled the bits and pieces of her high school days with Chen Mu!

She found it blankly, as if it was blank!

All her likes, all the beginnings, are just because of the indescribable stupidity in kindergarten, and the unclear way is easy to be bullied??!!

She didn't know anything about Chen Mu??!

Or didn't you really care??!

Is it really as Zhou Xiaojie said??

She began to search for memories that had sealed the dust from a long, long time ago.

"Dad, I don't want to go there, I want to be with my mother, I don't want to be separated from my mother!!!"

"Mom, why did they beat you? Why didn't you fight back when you were bullied?

"Grandma, I don't want to go back, I hate them!! There is no mom there, no one likes me! Here are my friends! I love being with them!

"Why do I have friends and you want to take them away from me?" Why should I obey your arrangement!

"I just like fighting, what's wrong?" They bullied me, why can't I fight back?!!

"Well, I bet with you, I win, I can go wherever I want, you can't control me!" I'm going to do my part! "

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So that's really the case!!!

It turns out that I have never liked Chen Mu!。。。

It turned out that the reason why I chose Chen Mu was just because his good bullying was a tool for me to vent.

She felt that she was no longer fit to be with them, and she didn't deserve to be with them...

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