The straight man in the entertainment circle

About an hour later, Jin Simin brought dinner to Lin Li.

"I just ordered you some food. Eat some."

Jin Simin placed the takeout plastic bag in front of Lin Li.

Lin Li's mood improved a little at this time, and he saw that Jin Simin specially ordered Subang cuisine, so he said: "Thank you, I have caused you trouble."

Jin Simin sighed and said, "It is indeed a bit troublesome. Lou Junjie said that he would sue you, and the TV station also said that he would hold you accountable. However, the president of Yanda University also came to ask, asking the bureau to investigate clearly and guarantee you Basic rights here.”

Lin Li felt warm in his heart when he heard that Yan Da was protecting him.

"Then what are you going to do with me?"

"The report on Lou Junjie's injury hasn't come out yet. We won't know until the results come out." Jin Simin said as she opened Lin Li's lunch box.

Lin Li didn't care anymore and started eating.

While eating, there was a commotion outside.

Jin Simin frowned and walked out to take a look.

Lin Li has good hearing and heard someone shouting outside:

"Severely punish those who beat others!"

"Lin Li apologizes!"

When Jin Simin came in, her face turned ugly.

"People from the Poetry Association." Jin Simin said.

"You want me to apologize?"

"right……"

Lin Li sneered and continued eating.

At this time, Jiang Xinmao, the director here, came back. Seeing the group of people from the Poetry Association outside, he came in and asked the police officer at the door: "What is going on outside?"

"It seems that someone had a fight in the CCTV building and was brought back. The group of people outside are friends of the person who was beaten."

Jiang Xinmao smiled and said: "Making trouble in the CCTV building? Where are the people? I'll go take a look..."

The police officer at the door pointed to the interrogation room not far away, and Jiang Xinmao walked in.

When Lin Li and Jiang Xinmao met, they were both stunned.

This Jiang Xinmao was none other than the man Lin Li met at Huali's house two days ago, Wang Guiqing's brother-in-law!

That day at Hua Li's house, this man's tone was very arrogant, and Lin Li was deeply impressed.

Jin Simin stood up when she saw the person coming: "Director."

Jiang Xinmao was stunned when he saw Lin Li, and then laughed.

"Is he the one who beat people in the CCTV building?"

"yes……"

Before Jin Simin finished speaking, Jiang Xinmao laughed and said to her: "It's time, you can get off work."

Jin Simin hesitated and looked at Lin Li.

"Didn't you hear?" Jiang Xinmao's voice became stern.

Jin Simin didn't know about Jiang Xinmao and Lin Li's holiday. After hearing what Jiang Xinmao said, she moved her feet and walked out.

After Jin Simin left, Jiang Xinmao stood up and turned off the monitoring equipment and looked straight at Lin Li.

"Lin Li, haha, you didn't tell me your name last time, but today I still know it. I told you not to do it in my hands last time, but you still did it!"

Jiang Xinmao was very proud. He didn't expect to meet Lin Li again so soon. At first, he just said harsh words, but he didn't expect that he would actually come true.

As soon as Lin saw that he was under surveillance, he knew something was up to him and said calmly: "What do you want?"

"What do I want? When you ask this, of course you follow the normal procedures!"

"I advise you not to act recklessly," Lin Li said.

"Haha, are you scared?" Jiang Xinmao said with a smile, "This time you make trouble in the CCTV building. Even if you are the president of Yan University, I can't save you!"

Lin Li said calmly: "I didn't want others to save me, but some people shouldn't use this as an excuse to punish me."

Jiang Xinmao smiled and said: "This is the police station. You have to be careful what you say. Who is going to punish you?"

"I don't think you dare either," Lin Li said.

Jiang Xinmao was angry after hearing this and said, "Now, do you regret what you have done?"

"I did nothing wrong, what should I regret?"

"Humph, you did nothing wrong? Is it right that you hit someone?"

"Is killing someone wrong?" Lin Li asked.

Jiang Xinmao was stunned and said: "Of course killing is wrong! Is it possible that killing is right in your mind?"

"Then why is there the term self-defense in the law?"

Jiang Xinmao thought for a while and said, "Don't change your mind with me. When you hit someone, it's not self-defense!"

"In my opinion, at least my beating Lou Haojie this time is no different from self-defense. He was just killing people!"

Jiang Xinmao smiled disapprovingly and said, "Ah, according to what you said, everyone has a reason to beat someone. People from the Poetry Association outside want you to apologize. You should write a letter of apology now!"

Jiang Xinmao wanted to calm down the anger of the people in the poetry club outside as soon as possible and let them leave. After all, it was really not good-looking to be surrounded outside the police station, and if the superiors knew about it, he could not afford to be held accountable.

Therefore, the best way is definitely to ask Lin Li to write a letter of apology, and then declare that he will punish Lin Li severely. In this case, they will have nothing to cause trouble.

"What if I don't want to write?" Lin Lida said.

Jiang Xinmao looked at Lin Li and said, "You think carefully before you speak!"

"I thought clearly, but I think you didn't see clearly."

Jiang Xinmao gritted his teeth and said, "You will regret talking to me like this!"

"Really? Can you be more specific, why do I regret it?" Lin Li looked completely unafraid.

Jiang Xinmao glanced at Lin Li coldly, knowing that he wouldn't be afraid if he didn't speak more specifically, so he said: "You have to know that for the beating of people in the CCTV building, according to regulations, they can be detained for 3-15 days. How many days specifically? I have the final say!”

Lin Li smiled. He originally thought it would be fine to just wait quietly and wait for the matter to be dealt with, but now that Jiang Xinmao's attitude was such that he dared to threaten him, it seemed that he had to add some spice.

"You said that...I'm really a little scared. But I can't write a clarification letter. If I want to write, I can also write poetry."

Seeing that Lin Li seemed to have compromised, Jiang Xinmao thought that it was just as he expected. He thought that he would write it down to meet his own goals anyway, so he said, "Write it down and I'll take a look before talking."

Jiang Xinmao brought a pen and paper and gave it to Lin Li.

Lin Li thought for a while and wrote down the song "I am a willful child" that he had just matched.

Maybe

I am a child spoiled by my mother

I am willful

I hope

every moment

All as beautiful as colored crayons

I hope

Able to draw on your beloved white paper

draw clumsy freedom

Never draw another one

tearful eyes

a sky

A piece of feathers and leaves belonging to the sky

A pale green night and apples

I want to draw the morning

draw dew

All the smiles you can see

draw all the youngest

love without pain

…………

I am a willful child

I want to erase all misfortune

I want to be on the earth

Paint all the windows

Let all eyes accustomed to darkness

All used to light

…………

Finally, on the corner of the paper

I also want to draw myself

Draw a koala

He sits in the dark jungle of Victoria

Sitting on a quiet branch

Daze

He has no home

There is no heart left far away

He only has many, many

berry dream

and big, big eyes

I'm hoping

Thinking

…………

At this point, the page has been written, and Lin Li wrote the last content on the reverse side.

After finishing writing, Lin Li handed the paper to Jiang Xinmao. Jiang Xinmao looked at it. He didn't know there was one on the back, but only saw the front.

After reading it, Jiang Xinmao felt that this poem was quite good. Although Lin Li did not admit his mistake directly, the first sentence said that he was a child spoiled by his mother, so he obviously knew that he was wrong.

Then there are some good wishes at the back of the poem, which are positive and uplifting. It is appropriate to explain them to Lin Li and reflect on himself.

Jiang Xinmao nodded with satisfaction and said, "Wouldn't it be great if you realized your mistake earlier? It's a bit late now, but behave well and I won't embarrass you, you know?"

Lin Li smiled and said nothing.

Jiang Xinmao thought about Lin Li's youthful spirit. He was afraid that he had already given up in his heart and was embarrassed to say it, otherwise he would not have written such a poem.

Ignoring Lin Li anymore, Jiang Xinmao took the poem Lin Li had just written and walked out.

When people from the Poetry Association saw Jiang Xinmao coming out, they gathered around him.

At this time, not only people from the Poetry Association were there, but also several reporters rushed to the scene to report, and they also gathered around.

"Severely punish Lin Li!"

"Severely punish those who beat others!"

"You are so arrogant at such a young age and must be severely punished!"

…………

Jiang Xinmao waved his hand to calm everyone down, then picked up the paper in his hand and said, "I can understand everyone's mood. With my patient persuasion just now, Lin Li has realized his mistake and wrote a reflective poem." , in the poem he said that he was a spoiled child and hoped that the world would be beautiful. Everyone can read this poem. After reading it, everyone will disperse. We will deal with Linli seriously."

After speaking, Jiang Xinmao gave Lin Li's poem to the person from the Poetry Association closest to him, who was Jian Buyu from the Poetry Association.

Jian Buyu also felt that Lin Li must have been very frightened when he was arrested at such a young age. This poem must have lost its previous arrogance, and he would probably burst into tears.

Thinking of this, Jian Buyu felt happy. He raised the paper high and read:

Maybe I am a child spoiled by my mother

I am willful

I hope

every moment

All as beautiful as colored crayons

…………

He only has many berry-like dreams

and big, big eyes

I'm hoping

Thinking

…………

After reading this page of poems, the people in the Poetry Association looked at each other.

They still have basic appreciation ability, and deep down they have a positive attitude towards the level of Lin Lishi. After listening to Jian Buyu read the song "I am a wayward child", they were all a little confused. mind.

"It seems like a reflective poem."

"It sounds like it is, but it doesn't feel like Lin Li's style. I asked, was this written by Lin Li?"

"I have seen the perfect essay written by Lin Li, and I have seen Lin Li's handwriting. Judging from the handwriting, it should be written by Lin Li."

"Did Lin Li really admit his mistake? Why don't I think this poem is like an admission of mistake poem?"

"Yes, this poem feels a bit strange, it doesn't feel like an admission of mistake..."

"Although this poem keeps saying that he is willful, it doesn't show that he thinks this willfulness is wrong!"

…………

Most people in the Poetry Association knew something about Lin Li's character, and they were a little confused when they saw that Lin Li wrote such a poem.

Jiang Xinmao didn't understand poetry and said, "I think you literati like to overthink things. This poem is very clear. He felt that he was willful and hit people, which was wrong. He hopes that the world will be beautiful. Isn't that what it means?"

Jian Buyu looked at the poem and said: "No, look at it. Draw the clumsy freedom/draw an eye that will never/cry. There are many beautiful images in the back, all of which are 'I' using crayons in the poem." It’s drawn, and it’s not really drawn, it’s painted in the hope, which means that he feels that the world is not that good, and that he feels that the world is far from the beauty he imagined, so he hopes like this!”

After Jian Buyu analyzed it like this, the people in the Poetry Association immediately understood.

This poem is not a poem about admitting mistakes at all!

To put it clearly, he is willful, just because he willfully confronts the world, and he willfully hopes to paint so many beautiful things.

How beautiful he imagines the world in the painting is, which shows how ugly he thinks the world is!

How ugly the world is, how precious his willfulness is!

This is not a poem about admitting one's mistake. It's clear that he feels that he has been wronged!

"Look, there's something on the back!"

When the reporter was taking pictures, he found that there were several lines of poetry on the back of the paper and reminded him aloud.

Jian Buyu turned over the paper and read it, only to see what was written on the back:

But I don't know why

I didn't get a crayon

didn't get a colorful moment

I only have me

My fingers and the pain

Just tear the pieces apart

beloved white paper

Let them look for butterflies

Let them disappear from today

i am a child

A child spoiled by a fantasy mother

I am willful

After reading the last of these, Jian Bu said quietly: "Sure enough, Lin Li's poem is not a poem of admission at all, he is satirizing us!"

"I mean, this poem seems a bit strange. It's better to put the last one in and read it together. This poem is obviously saying that the world is not good enough!"

"All the beauty in the poem is drawn. To say that I am willful is also to vent my dissatisfaction with the world!"

"Look, when he said he would tear up the paper and turn into a butterfly, he was obviously saying that he was going to use violence to get relief!"

"Yeah, he also said that he didn't get a crayon and couldn't draw those beautiful things. He just said that the world he faced was too dirty!"

"I think it's talking about us, not the world."

"Don't think so, that's it!"

"It's so outrageous. This Lin Li must be severely punished!"

…………

Jiang Xinmao was also a little confused. Do people who write poems like to be scolded so much? How come a good poem is scolded by them as soon as they interpret it?

"Are you thinking too complicated?" Jiang Xinmao asked.

Jian Buyu shook his head and said, "No, we know Lin Li and his poems. This kid must be unconvinced!"

"You beat someone so hard, you must be severely punished!"

"Must be severely punished!"

…………

The people gathered together in the Poetry Association were just shouting slogans and were fairly disciplined. However, when Lin Li’s poem came out, the people from the Poetry Association looked at it and thought, well, Lin Li didn’t forget to write a poem to ridicule him even in the bureau. How can they stand the people who belong to the Poetry Association?

Voices of "severely punishing Lin Li" suddenly came and went, and the commotion became even worse.

Jiang Xinmao was so embarrassed that he returned to the police station.

"Xiao Zhang!" Jiang Xinmao shouted.

The police driver who had just brought Lin Li back came over.

"Director, you called me?"

"I remember you are a master's student?" Jiang Xinmao asked.

"Ah, yes, it's been five years since I graduated."

Jiang Xinmao handed him the poem written by Lin Li and said, "Look at this poem."

Xiao Zhang took the poem and read it puzzledly.

After Jiang Xinmao saw him reading it carefully, he asked, "What do you think this poem wants to express?"

Xiao Zhang thought about it for a while and said, "Director, this poem is good and very spiritual."

Jiang Xinmao suppressed his anger and said, "I didn't ask you if it was okay, I just asked you what you want to express in this poem. Please analyze it for me."

Xiao Zhang was stunned. He didn't expect to be asked by the director to appreciate poetry. He suddenly felt like he was back on campus.

Xiao Zhang read it again and then said:

"Director, this poem begins from the perspective of a child. Let me talk about his willfulness first. He has many thoughts and hopes to draw countless beautiful things. But in the last paragraph, he changed his pen and wrote that he did not Received the paintbrush, which means that all the good things in the front are all phantoms. The first part was very positive, but in the last paragraph, it was completely negated. Those positive good things are actually all fake. The core of the poem is still about this The world’s protests and disappointment.”

Jiang Xinmao asked: "In other words, he did not really feel that he was willful and did not admit his mistake?"

After listening to Jiang Xinmao's question, Xiao Zhang looked at the poem and said: "I think the willfulness in the poem is actually an innocent heart, hoping that the world will be better, but he did not receive a paintbrush. His hope may have been manipulated by some people. It was destroyed, so the child in the poem was not wrong. What was wrong was those who made the world not as beautiful as he hoped, those who did not give him a brush..."

Just as Xiao Zhang was getting excited, Jiang Xinmao grabbed the paper and walked angrily to the room where Lin Li was detained.

"Director, I haven't finished speaking yet. This poem is very good..."

PS: "I am a willful child" is not very famous because it is not included in middle and high school textbooks. However, this poem has been selected into college Chinese textbooks published by many universities. It is one of Gu Cheng's best poems.