The Struggles of Being A Mother of Villains

Ruan Zele stood on the side in a daze, looked at Xiao Yu incredulously and said "Impossible, how long have you been practicing the piano"

Xiao Yu smiled and asked, "I want to hear the truth"

Ruan Zele nodded blankly, Xiao Yu smiled and said, "For half a year."

Ruan Zele squeezed his hands to prevent his trembling hands from being found, he bit his lip.

Xiao Yu made a please gesture and said to Ruan Zele, "It's your turn."

Ruan Zele looked at the piano stool in front of him, but couldn't move. Only he knew that once he sat down, he couldn't play anything.

"What's going on?" The hair of the middle-aged men who came downstairs was a bit pale. The old man with reading glasses glanced at Ruan Zele and asked "What is it?"

Ruan Zele shook his head. The old man looked at Xiao Yu who was standing on the other side of the piano bench and asked, "I heard that you and my apprentice are fighting the piano."

Xiao Yu nodded and said, "Isn't this an exchange area?"

The old man’s eyes flashed anger, he walked quickly to the piano bench, and said, "I'll be a match with you."

Xiao Yu shook his head and said, "No, I have already compared with him."

The old man became even more angry when he heard it, and just sat down and said, "What's more than a child"

Xiao Yu put his arms around his chest, looked at the old man and said, "Then the teacher and me, this kid, are so good at bullying me younger"

The old man seemed to have never thought that Xiao Yu could say so, he laughed angrily, and said, "I didn't expect it to be a silly mouth, I know you. The champion of the Omi Piano Competition, after the video came out, we never thought you would be the final champion. , But you did really well in the last game."

The old man got up and watched Xiao Yu continue to say, "Hello, my name is Zhao Xu. I am Ruan Zele's tutor, and I am also a professor of piano at the Fuhan Conservatory of Music."

When the old man’s attitude is better, Xiao Yu’s attitude is calm, saying, "Hello, my name is Xiao Yu, I am a novice pianist."

Probably because Xiao Yu’s attitude was better, the sword drawn at the beginning disappeared, Zhang Zhaoxu smiled and said, "Say upstairs."

Xiao Yu pointed to Ruan Zele and said, "Let him be together."

Zhao Xu naturally agreed, and he also felt that Ruan Zele should suffer a bit, but it was definitely not a way of destroying it. So a few people went upstairs and opened a separate room to chat.

Zhao Xu poured Xiao Yu a cup of tea, Xiao Yu said thank you, and Zhao Xu continued: "Your progress in the Omi Competition is tremendous. From the audition to the championship, the progress on the piano is like a qualitative change. It is very rare. I know the level of my unfilial piety. I am not exaggerating. Nowadays, an amateur pianist can no longer be his opponent."

Xiao Yu nodded, took a sip of tea and said, "It is indeed."

Hearing Xiao Yu’s approval, Zhao Xu was very proud. He continued, “I know his talent. He has only studied piano for 7 years, but he has definitely reached a professional level. The same age is better than him. I believe that this world is absolutely not Will exceed this number."

Zhao Xu stretched out a palm, that is to say, in Zhao Xu's heart, if the same age, there are definitely no more than 5 people in this world better than Ruan Zele. Xiao Yu even felt that Zhao Xu was just polite. In his heart, he might even think that Ruan Zele must be the first in the same age group.

But Xiao Yu nodded his head, and deemed it agreeable.

Zhao Xu sighed and said, "I know his talent is good, but his talent is also high. For many years, I have strictly controlled the number of times he fights the piano outside. It is easy not to let him compete with people who are too far apart, no matter if it is a comparison. He is better or worse than him. It’s not good. I am worried that he will ruin others. If it’s good, I am worried that others will ruin him. Fortunately, most of the high-level ones will cherish their talents. Even sometimes I’m not here, and some people look at him with great talent, and most of them don’t try to beat him too much."

Xiao Yu continued to nod his head and said, "I understand." As long as you are a leader in this industry and see an excellent young seedling in the same industry, you will not be able to endure it and will even take care of it. This is a normal state of mind. Therefore, most people who encounter Ruan Zele's type, even if the level is too high, will at most suppress them by means of guidance.

Zhao Xu turned his head and looked at her and said, "You don't understand, otherwise, you wouldn't beat him in such a cruel way today."

"Victory or defeat is a common matter for soldiers." Xiao Yu looked at the tea in the teacup and said lightly, "You can't protect him for a lifetime. He is so talented. It will be a matter of time for him to enter the international stage. It’s not just a stable state like this at home. Foreign pianists are different from those at home. Their piano education and influence are better than me, and theirs is higher than ours. The point is, not everyone is sorry only."

Zhao Xu closed his eyes, nodded and said, "I know, I also know this truth. But, your piano level is not weak, I know you should also know that your behavior does not cause him growth. Once he is not controlled, he will even It caused him to be ruined on the way to the piano."

"Of course I know." Xiao Yu put the teacup aside, looked at Ruan Zele in front of him, and said, "I did it on purpose."

Zhao Xu was really angry again, but soon he calmed down and asked Xiao Yu "Why?"

Xiao Yu sneered and looked at Ruan Zele and said, "I understand what you said, and I don't think he is stupid. He should remember the youth cup playing the piano. Fighting the piano with other people is a way of suppressing and guiding the words. Obviously, it gives people a hint that the other side will only increase the unnecessary pressure in this fight. This is the first. Second, knowing the difference between your own level and the opponent’s level, there is no grievance, just The act of deliberately provoking the piano fight against the opponent has already passed. Third, the act of watching the opponent desperately and taunting with absolute advantage, which is bound to prevent the opponent from getting up. Sorry, I can't bear it."

Zhao Xu was taken aback and said in reflection, "Victory or defeat is a common matter for soldiers."

Xiao Yu looked at Ruan Zele who had reacted. She should have remembered the situation at the time. She smiled and said, "Of course, there is no problem in terms of legal theory or affection about fighting the qin. Just as you said, I came to this line. This kind of thing is very common. Victory or defeat is commonplace in the military. However, if you are malicious, but your skills are not as good as others, I recognize it. But in this case, I can't blame me for coming here to fight the piano. Even when I know my piano skills Far above him, and knowing that he might even give up the piano once he fails."

Zhao Xu was stunned again, angry and didn't know what to say. However, thinking that Ruan Zele was picking up the matter online, he didn't know what to say about her. Finally, I could only ask Xiao Yu, "I don't know, what do you want Xiao Le to do to apologize to that comrade"

Xiao Yu waved his hand and said, "No, since she has already lost, there is no absolute right or wrong in this matter, and an apology is just adding fuel to the fire. The mountain has already been crushed in her heart, and she can only see if she can survive. After going through it, it rained through the sunny days and went to the next level. If I didn’t, I can only say that she has no relationship with the piano."

The professor became quiet, and Xiao Yu continued, "You know that victory or defeat on the piano is commonplace, and you know that no one will toss a seedling. Then it’s not good for Issa, it’s not the good seedlings in your hands that are the seedlings, others If the seedlings in your hand are not strong enough, they are not seedlings. Let Ruan Zele take care of himself. After all, not everyone is cherishing talent."

The professor took a look at Ruan Zele, and finally said "Sorry" to Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu got up and said lightly, "It's useless to say these now. My seedlings have fallen down, and I don't know if they will come back to life by themselves. That's it."

Xiao Yu got up and walked. When passing by Ruan Zele, Ruan Zele reached out and grabbed her, then looked at her, with begging eyes and asked, "How long have you been studying the piano for half a year? No one can reach this level in half a year."

Xiao Yu watched him for a long time, and finally sighed and said, "I started learning when I was 3 years old."

Ruan Zele then let go of Xiao Yu, muttering to himself, "I knew it, I knew it. It's been more than ten years, it's no stranger than me."

Xiao Yu looked at him, said nothing, turned and left.

Later, Xiao Yu heard that Ruan Zele had not finished the seminar and left first.

As for the follow-up, Xiao Yu didn't know, but she had never seen Ruan Zele in a short time. Thinking of coming this time, the fight against the Qin still hit him a bit harder. As for him, he will not continue in the future, Xiao Yu thought, maybe I will see him someday in the future. After all, Ruan Zele’s talent is too good, and the blow is for him. Said, sometimes, it is a good precipitation. Of course, this is also true for Fei Yutong.

The day Fei Yutong called was the day Xiao Yu took out the green bamboo snake money. After being stuck with money for three months, Xiao Yu finally received a notice one morning that he could withdraw the money.

So happy, Xiao Yu rushed downstairs happily, drank two bowls of porridge, and boldly said that he wanted to buy something for Ji Xuan.

Ji Xuan said happily, "Should I buy something, give it to me? A gift? What should I buy?

Xiao Yu looked at him excitedly and said, "Just buy some lollipops."

Ji Xuan "I don't want to eat lollipops."

Xiao Yu looked at him with disapproval and said, "Why are you so picky? Just buy a little casually."

Ji Xuan shook his head, took out his mobile phone and said, "No, no, no, I still have to take a good look at the ground, I'll pick one, and let me tell you."

Xiao Yu watched Ji Xuan take out her mobile phone to check things over there, and couldn't help but say, "Within 100,000, it should be within 50,000, I don't have much money."

Ji Xuan "You are so stingy."

Xiao Yu knocked on the table and said, "How much money do I have in total, why am I stingy?"

Fei Yutong's call came at this time. Xiao Yu checked the caller ID and raised his eyebrows.

Fei Yutong’s first sentence was "Teacher, I still want to learn the piano."

Xiao Yu smiled and said, "As long as you want to learn, I will teach you."

"I had never figured out what I was learning for. I didn't even dare to see the piano during this period of time. However, after I stopped learning the piano during this period, I suddenly understood."

"Understand what" Xiao Yu asked.

Fei Yutong said, "Understood, I learn piano no longer for my mother. But I like it. I want to learn well. I want to try to see if I can go to the outside world. In the future, I will encounter An opponent who is stronger than him, but it doesn’t matter if I win or lose. I don’t learn the piano to win, I just like it.” At this point, Fei Yutong added softly, “Even if one day, I can only As a piano teacher, I also recognize it."

"If you can think this way, it means you have figured it out. Yutong, since you want the same thing, then go ahead and do it, don't be afraid of it anymore."

Fei Yutong nodded and said happily, "Teacher, I want to learn from ghosts."

Xiao Yu staggered and said, "You should train Zhong first."

Fei Yutong said again, "Well, I always think I can't play well."

Xiao Yu sighed and said, "Yutong, you have come to me to learn piano for almost a year. When you came to me, you lacked a lot of necessary skills. But at that time, you played the piano and listened to the piano, which was very intuitive. , Naturally. Today you are already an excellent pianist, but you have lost the characteristic you once had."

"Intuition" Fei Yutong asked back.

Xiao Yu continued, "Have you thought about it. Is it possible that this is the reason? You have already understood that there are many imperfections in your performance. Therefore, you begin to doubt your musical intuition and sensitivity. We Call it a talent."

"Talent" Fei Yutong seemed unbelievable, and said, "Talent, isn't it that kind of talented player?"

Xiao Yu smiled and said, "That is the talent in your heart, but the talent in my heart is of this quality. I know, when you used to learn piano with me, what you thought in your heart was that you have a lot of things to learn, so, You came to me for one hour a week from the beginning, to 4 hours a week, and to the next 6 hours. The time of practicing piano is also increasing. I always feel whether you are playing unevenly this time and whether the movement is rhythmical. Not stable. No, I need to work harder."

Fei Yutong was silent on the other side. Even if what Xiao Yu said was not 100% correct, Xiao Yu also said most of her thoughts.

Xiao Yu continued, "If you compare music to a chef. If you want to be a good chef, you will learn all kinds of skills, learn all kinds of cooking methods, learn all kinds of knives, learn how to use condiments, But these prerequisites are that you must prepare a high-quality ingredient for a dinner. The same reason, if you feel that you have a lot of cooking skills to learn from the beginning, but from the time you start to learn cooking, you choose to The high-quality ingredients are lost, which kind of error do you think the chef belongs to"

Fei Yutong seemed to understand and didn't seem to understand, but the metaphor was very clear. She said dullly "low-level."

Xiao Yu smiled and said, "Yes, those cooking skills are the piano skills you want to learn, and the high-quality ingredients are the intuition you once had. Yutong give it, don't doubt your talents and abilities anymore. You already have it. Yes, respect it and cherish it. As Stanislavsky said, love the art in your heart."

Fei Yutong suddenly became enlightened. She hummed and asked, "Why did the teacher suddenly say this today?"

Xiao Yu sighed and said, "It's not a sudden, I might leave the country to go outside next month, and there will be no way to teach you in a short time. I don't want you to get lost, and finally stay in place."

Fei Yutong was taken aback for a moment, and hurriedly asked why Xiao Yu went abroad suddenly and didn't say why, but only told her to talk later, and hung up the phone.

Before Xiao Yu left, he bought Ji Xuan a gift. Ji Xuan was very excited. He held the big box Xiao Yu gave him and opened it happily. Then, I found a slightly smaller box inside.

Ji Xuan ""

Xiao Yu smiled and said, "Isn't surprised, or not surprised"

Ji Xuan asked excitedly, "How many layers are small? Is it a ring?"

So Ji Xuan hurriedly opened one layer after another, until the innermost box was left. He opened it with trembling hands and looked inside.

Ji Xuan ""

Xiao Yu "is not surprised, not surprised, there is nothing"

Ji Xuan ""

Xiao Yu laughed, Ji Xuan really lost his temper, and smiled helplessly when he saw her. Xiao Yu took out a ring from his pocket and gave it to him. It was a thumb ring. Ji Xuan was happy again when he saw it.

Xiao Yu then told him about going abroad, Ji Xuan frowned and asked, "You have to go by yourself"

Xiao Yu nodded, Ji Xuan looked at Xiao Yu's expression and asked, "I always think you have something to hide from me, Xiao Yu, at this time, are you still reluctant to say it?"

Xiao Yu seemed to be thinking about it. Ji Xuan approached her, sniffed her neck, and said, "Xiao Yu, we are husband and wife. Husband and wife are birds of the same forest."

Xiao Yu reflexively received the second half sentence "Flying each other when the catastrophe is imminent"

Ji Xuan "You know I didn't mean that."

Xiao Yu nodded and said, "I know, but I don't know how to say it."

Ji Xuan looked at Xiao Yu, and finally said, "Since you don't know, let me ask if what you are hiding from me is related to father-in-law and mother-in-law."

Xiao Yu turned to look at him, Ji Xuan continued, "You asked me why I didn't return to my parents before. At that time, I didn't want to mention it, so I didn't say it. I shouldn't blame you for not wanting to tell me. Now , I tell you, you tell me too, okay"

Xiao Yu nodded. Ji Xuan seemed to think about how to begin by saying, "You know most of the Ji family matters. Grandpa gave Ji family to my father before he was born. Even so, my father actually didn't have it. Real power. Grandpa's consent is still required for major company matters, and I was born under such circumstances."

After Ji Xuan was born, Grandpa Ji's control over Father Ji relaxed a bit, thinking that Father Ji is also a father, and there should be some tactics when he wants to come and do things. Grandpa Ji relaxed a little bit, and Father Ji worked harder. Ji's mother didn't pay attention to slipping when she was pregnant with Jixuan. Jixuan gave birth prematurely, and Ji's mother also injured her body.

As a result, Ji Xuan was in poor health and suffered from constant illnesses in the past two years. Seeing that this grandson seemed to be ill, it was not a problem. Grandpa Ji stepped in and brought Ji Xuan to his side. It is common for the country boy to go up and down the river.

When Ji Xuan arrived in the countryside, it didn't take long to say that she turned out to be like a country kid. Grandpa Ji originally wanted to wait for Jixuan to go back to school, so as to be more stable.

But after being sent back, Ji Xuan only stayed for three months before ran back, and never mentioned his parents again.

This is a place that Grandpa Ji and Xiao Yu have never understood. After Ji Xuan was taken away by Grandpa Ji, Father Ji was busy with the company. Mother Ji was missing one, the other was lonely, and soon had another child.

It's Ji Yan, who was healthy and white when he was born, and can smile and like it in 2 months.

The two children were in pain when they were brought by, not to mention Ji Xuan was snatched away by Grandpa Ji. Ji's mother naturally prefers Ji Yan, who has stayed by her side since childhood. When Ji Yan grows up, she can speak with a clever mouth, and is cute and pleasing. Even Ji's father also likes Ji Yan more.

When Ji Xuan was 7 years old, Grandpa Ji brought Ji Xuan back to Ji's house. Of course, Ji's mother was happy that his eldest son came back. Prepared the room, and various clothes and toys.

After Ji Xuan returned, he was a little uncomfortable at first, mainly because he suddenly merged into a strange environment. He was not used to it, and his parents were not used to it.

At this point, Ji's father and mother did not pay attention to and take care of Jixuan's emotions. Ji Xuan was young and ignorant, but at first he didn't care too much about the fact that he was a leather kid rolling in the country.

After all, one is his biological mother, and the other is that his biological father didn’t say which stepdad or stepmother was. Ji Xuan didn’t think that his father and mother would be bad for him. He just thought that he could get along in two days. Live as a family.

With such thoughts, Ji Xuan was a little careful in life. He restrained his temper, thinking that he could not be too skinny so that his parents would not like it. As a result, a month has passed, and the life of the family is still the same. Every time he sees the family of three enjoying themselves, Ji Xuan drools with envy.

What happened was that after two months, Ji Xuan had already given up to integrate, and started to entertain himself again, thinking that one day he would get used to it anyway.

Until one day, Ji Xuan saw the building blocks Ji's father bought back. He has been here for so long, except for the toys that he prepared in the room at the beginning, Ji's father and Ji mother never prepared toys for him. When Ji Xuan saw the new toy, he happily brought it to play.

Ji Yan made an appointment with Ji's father in advance for the building blocks. When he arrived home, his brother robbed him of the building blocks. Ji Yan was originally a small overlord. It was because the father and mother of the season had always told not to rob his brother, and this has been stable for so long. Seeing that the newly published robot blocks are about to be robbed, how can you bear it?

Ji Yan rushed to grab it on the spot. Of course, Ji Xuan refused, shouting, "You've got a lot of gifts from Mom and Dad. This is mine."

Ji Yan didn't expect his brother to be so shameless, cursing "It's mine, I asked Dad to buy it."

Father Ji is the most annoyed of this kind of thing, and he still says, "Xiaoxuan, this is what my brother wants. If you want, Dad will buy it for you tomorrow."

Looking at Ji Yan's crying expression, Ji's mother also said distressedly, "Yes, Xiaoxuan, you are the elder brother, let your younger brother."

Ji Xuan frowned and looked at her parents and said, "I want it, I want it."

Father Ji said impatiently, "If you want to buy it tomorrow, why do you have to grab him?"

It doesn't matter whether Ji Xuan himself wants or not, but seeing his parents favor his younger brother, his heart is suddenly imbalanced, so he pushed Ji Yan and said, "I don't, I want it."

Ji Yan was pushed to the ground and burst into tears. Ji's mother stepped forward to comfort him distressedly, and immediately became less friendly to Ji Xuan.

Ji Yan cried and shouted, "Go back to Grandpa's house, you are not in my house, I don't want your brother."

Ji Xuan was taken aback for a moment, her eyes blushing and she shouted, "You don't want it, Mom and Dad want. I'm the child of Mom and Dad."

Ji Yan cried and shouted, "Mom and Dad told me that they don't want you anymore, they only love me."