The System Exploded And I Became The System

"Qingming! What are you doing?!"

Suddenly, a frightened voice came from behind.

Hearing this, Xia Qingming's body trembled slightly. Standing on the balcony, he turned his head and saw that his father was looking at him anxiously.

Beside his father, the mother holding Xia Tian also said with a panic: "Child, don't do stupid things, Mom only has you as a child!"

"What difficulties do you have? Let's sit down and discuss together. Mom and Dad will find a way for you. Don't do stupid things. You still have children!"

The mother's earnest words were like a chain connected to a sharp hook, hooking Xia Qingming's body tightly and preventing him from making up his mind!

"Husband! What's going on?!" The woman rubbed her eyes and walked out of the room. After seeing the scene in front of her, she immediately woke up and shouted in a panic.

After the woman realized what was happening, she couldn't help but walk quickly towards Xia Qingming on the balcony: "Husband, what are you doing? Come down quickly, it's too dangerous for you to stand on the balcony!"

"Don't come over!" Xia Qingming looked at the people in front of him, took a deep breath, and shouted coldly with a slightly clenched fist.

Hearing this tone, the woman stood there at a loss like a frightened rabbit.

"Wow wow wow..."

Xia Qingming's child Xia Tian, ​​at this moment in Xia Qingming's mother's arms, cried out.

Under the child's crying, Xia Qingming slowly closed his eyes and said: "Let me leave with less entanglement."

"Qingming, what are you talking about? You have the heart to abandon your wife and children to death?! Have you thought about what your family should do after you die? I am a psychiatric treatment expert. I know you may be a little confused now. This is not a big deal. We can slowly treat it. Just don't do anything stupid!" In the crowd, the fake Ye Tian in Xia Qingming's eyes carefully persuaded him.

In this regard, Xia Qingming could only shake his head silently: "I hope this world is real, and I also want to stay for a long time, with my family and children... But all this is fake after all!"

"I have a real world to face, and I can't continue to sink here. I want to end this beautiful but fake world with my own death!"

This sentence contains a resolute attitude.

It was also these words that made Xia Qingming's family members all look drastically.

"Xia Qingming! I said I would follow you forever. If you die, I won't live either!" There were two tear marks on the woman's face, her voice was choked, and she said seriously at the same time.

"Shut up!" Xia Qingming shouted angrily, "Don't try to seduce me with this! You are the means by which this world has trapped me!"

"You..." The woman heard Xia Qingming's stern rebuke for the first time. She covered her mouth and choked with tears, and said sadly in her heart: "Are the ten years since our college years together fake?"

"We made a promise on our wedding rings to hold hands and accompany each other forever. We became partners under the witness of our parents. Qingming, you can say that those are fake, but I can't! If you die, I will never live alone!"

Listening to the woman's words, Xia Qingming looked at the poppy next to him silently, and shook his head silently: "Everything is fake, I should go back."

After the words fell, the man jumped directly from the tall building!

"Qingming!"

During the fall, Xia Qingming could hear the hysterical shouts of his parents behind him.

Also during this process, the man then felt a sound of wind appearing above him, and smelled a familiar fragrance at the same time.

Looking up slightly, he could see that his wife in this world actually jumped down with him without hesitation!

"You!" Although he knew it was fake, Xia Qingming's heart still ached after seeing this scene.

That's all, it was just a dream.

No matter how hard it was to let go, it couldn't compare to the real world!

"Bang~"

The body fell heavily to the ground, and the moment the intense pain swept over, Xia Qingming's consciousness fell into darkness!

...

...

"Ding Di Di~"

I don't know how long it had passed, when the sound of the familiar instruments and equipment in the ward fell into his ears, Xia Qingming's consciousness gradually returned.

"Tick~Tick~Tick~"

The slow sound of knocking on the wooden fish, like a hypnotic spell, gradually extinguished the man's newly recovered consciousness, and then fell into a deep sleep.

A few hours later.

Opening his eyes slightly, Xia Qingming finally woke up at this moment.

The man stared blankly at the familiar ceiling of the ward above his head, his mind empty.

"I'm not dead... That world is indeed fake, and death is the way to escape." Xia Qingming felt the state of his body, exhaled a breath of foul air, and murmured

"You are not dead, of course. If you die like this, it would be a sin." A hoarse and old voice slowly appeared beside the bed.

This voice made Xia Qingming's relaxed expression suddenly stiffen.

He turned his head with some effort.

With just one glance, the man's eyes suddenly widened, and his pupils were trembling slightly!

Beside his bed was a monk, or more precisely, his grandfather who was a monk!

"You... why are you here? Haven't I left that world? How can you, who is in that world, still appear in front of me?"

"Child, the world under your feet is the real world. It is precisely the so-called real world in your mouth, which is the imagination in your mind."

"Jumping off the building to commit suicide will not return to the false world you expected. The end of such behavior will only hurt yourself and make your family and friends suffer."

"How could it be!?" The voice in his mouth was full of disbelief. Xia Qingming breathed heavily and couldn't stay calm.

According to what grandpa said, after he jumped off the building, he did not return, but came to the hospital!

After sorting out this information in his mind, Xia Qingming immediately thought of something and asked his grandfather beside him: "Where is my wife?"

After hearing this, the old monk sighed and shook his head slowly: "She is still alive, but..."

"But what happened?" Recalling the scene when his wife jumped off the building behind him, Xia Qingming woke up again at this moment and found that he was still in the original world. He had lost his mind!

"Wait until you recover from your injuries and go see her yourself."

"And your parents, they are also hospitalized because of excessive shock."

"I..." Hearing this news, Xia Qingming's expression was moved and it was difficult to calm down.

...

A few days later.

Xia Qingming walked out of the ward with a cane and came to another ward.

In the ward, there was a woman in a coma with medical instruments all over her body and a pale face.

The moment he saw this woman, Xia Qingming's body shook and his face turned even paler.

"She didn't die on the spot after jumping from a tall building, and the rescue was timely, but she only saved her life and eventually became a vegetable."

A voice appeared behind Xia Qingming.

Turning his head, it was Ye Tian.

Xia Qingming: "She...is there any way to recover and return to normal?"

"There is no direct way to take effect. Day and night care makes her feel that she is still alive. Maybe one day, she will wake up." The man at the door said with a heavy tone.

"Plop~"

Looking at his wife with her eyes closed on the bed, Xia Qingming thought of the experience that night and the situation that his wife became a vegetable because of him. He could no longer support himself. He knelt heavily on the ground with his knees, and tears fell silently!

"I have contacted your school about the poppy seeds. During the time you were in a coma, I also learned that the seeds were picked up in the wild by one of the teachers who arranged the seeds for the school. Not only you, but also several other students in your class got the poppy seeds."

"If you don't believe it, or if you want to know more clearly, you can go to that teacher to verify. I have his phone number." Behind Xia Qingming, Ye Tian in his eyes explained the poppy flower at this moment.

"I destroyed it all with my own hands..." Xia Qingming gritted his teeth and clenched his fists. The pain in his heart was beyond description!

"Alas..." The man at the door also sighed, shook his head and left.

...

One month later.

In the ward, Xia Qingming grabbed his wife's palm. His beard and hair grew thicker, and his cheeks were also waxy and weak.

Long-term self-blame, poor rest and poor diet made the man look like he had aged ten years in just one month.

"Da Da Da Da..."

Outside the window for ventilation, a sparse rain began to fall.

Feeling that the temperature in the room had dropped a little, Xia Qingming slowly stood up and walked towards the window.

Pulling the window, just as he was about to close it, the man froze.

In his field of vision, on the window sill, in this very eye-catching position, a recording pen appeared in front of him!

After closing the window and picking up the recording pen, Xia Qingming's mood was not as huge as before.

This recording pen had already appeared more than 20 days ago, and it appeared several times in the middle!

Back to the bed, the man grabbed the woman's palm, looked at the recording pen in his hand, and didn't know what he was thinking.

At this moment, Xia Qingming suddenly felt that his wife's fingers were in his palm.It seemed to move slightly!

The movement of the finger seemed to stir Xia Qingming's dead heartstrings.

He turned his head to look at the recorder, then turned to face his wife on the bed: "You don't want me to pick up this thing, right?"

After this sentence fell, the man's wife's fingers moved slightly twice again.

"Well, I won't take it." Xia Qingming smiled slightly, pinched the woman's palm, and then threw the recorder into the trash can beside him.

He smoothed the woman's hair with his palm, and the man grabbed the woman's palm. The grief in his eyes had long disappeared, only some fatigue and reluctance: "In fact, I have already listened to that recording..."

In an inexplicable mood, Xia Qingming lay on the bed and slowly fell asleep with his wife.

After falling asleep, the man had a dream, to be precise, he entered another world!

In the dream world, he hugged his wife who had recovered and watched the children playing with their parents in front of him. Everything was so harmonious and beautiful.

"Don't leave, okay? Stay with me. Even if you don't stay with me, please raise our child." In Xia Qingming's arms, his wife's sweet voice emerged.

"Do you know I'm leaving?" Xia Qingming looked at his wife in his arms, his eyes deep and complicated.

"Haven't you seen through it?" The woman pulled the corner of Xia Qingming's clothes: "Does truth and falsehood really matter? A perfect life should exist forever. Even if this world is fake, you have cried and been happy because of it."

"Stay, wait for me to recover, and we will consolidate and maintain this beauty together until eternity!"

"I have been with you for a long time." Xia Qingming's voice was vicissitudes and tired: "Let me go, don't force me to leave in my own way, you know, I don't want to... kill you."