The ups and downs of the urban jungle

Gu Pan sat quietly and listened silently. He still said nothing until Sun Jian finished speaking.

Sun Jian raised his head and looked at her pleadingly:"Panpan! I'm sorry! I didn't want to pretend to be a good person in front of you, but I never had the right time and opportunity to confess these things to you. I know how ugly and disgusting I am, I'm not qualified to be friends with you at all. But I can't bear to part with your friendship and sincerity, and I can't bear to part with our rare fate."

Gu Pan endured it for a long time, but couldn't control it anymore. He suddenly tore his hair and let out a heart-rending cry. , Sun Jianliang hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Gu Pan's hands, and knelt quietly in front of Gu Pan:"I'm sorry! Don't be like this! I will go back to the city tomorrow. I can't stay here to influence you or hurt you."

Gu Pan suddenly stopped howling and looked at Sun Jian with the same cold light as a knife. Suddenly, he rushed forward desperately, punching and kicking Sun Jian,"You bastard! Are you still a human being? What do you think of us? Do you think my sister will be so heartfelt and confidant to everyone? You know her status. , just because of her sympathy and compassion for you, how much risk does she have to take? You actually let her down and betrayed her like this, your conscience has been eaten by a dog?"

Sun Jian allowed Gu Pan to vent his anger, and finally fought back without evading until Gu Pan When he was tired of beating and scolding, he suddenly stood there and said,"What are you doing? Are you deliberately seeking death?"

"Let you vent your anger, you will feel better in your heart, and I will feel better in my heart too!

Gu Pan also shed tears and forced a smile:"It's done!" We are all adults, who hasn’t passed? No experience? Success or failure, good or bad, is not something you can decide, nor can you change it now. Saying it out means taking off a burden and making it easier in the future."

"Then can we still be friends and siblings?"

"What else can be done? It's unlucky for me to meet you, a bastard and a scumbag!"

"Thank you!"

"no need thank me? Just thank yourself! I finally had the courage to confess my past. If you don't confess again, the fate between us will really be over."

"Sister Hui must be completely disappointed in me now. I don’t even have the courage to see her now."

"Deserve it!"

"Panpan! Only you can save my life now"

"Don't come here. Can I tell my sister these disgusting things about you?"

"Good sister! Even if I beg you, okay?"

"You beg me? Are you begging me like this?"

"well! Whatever you ask for, as long as I can do it, I won’t be stingy"

"you said? A man is a real man, once he says something, it is hard to follow him."

"OK! Say it!"

"From today on, you must truly love and pamper me as your sister"

"OK! From now on, if you act like a girl to me and I don’t fight back or scold you, I will treat you like a little naughty person."

"not enough! You should also treat me as a true good friend, what people often call a blue-faced confidant."

"Lan Yan’s confidant? This - this is not good!"

"This is what you promised me, and it's also your punishment for hurting me."

"Why! Do you know what a confidant is?"

"You know, they are close friends of the opposite sex."

"what do you know? This is the high-sounding rhetoric that those boring people have painstakingly concocted to justify their dirty thoughts and behaviors. How can there be any pure friendship between men and women in the world? No matter how far your thoughts go, your actions will become uncontrollable"

"So what? It's hard to know yourself in life. Don't you think this is what is most worth pursuing and cherishing in life?"

"Okay! If you like it, then pursue and cherish it, but the person you are looking for is definitely not me. I have said it before, we are from two worlds. Being able to be an ordinary friend like now is an eye-opener from God and a blessing from God."

"Why! Can you tell me frankly, why do you hate me so much?"

"I-I didn’t say I hate you?"

"You didn’t say it, but it’s always been like this in your heart. Ever since we met, you’ve never really considered me a friend."

"Panpan! Don't forget, you are already a famous person with a wife and a loved one. And I also belong to someone in my heart and want nothing else."

"yes! I haven't forgotten it! But does this have anything to do with whether we can be friends or confidants?"

"Of course! This is the basic principle and bottom line of being a human being"

"steal! hypocritical! Pretend to be just like the real thing"

"Panpan! I'm thinking more about you. You are a good girl. Don't be impulsive and regret it for the rest of your life."

"Thanks for the compliment! I'm not as naive as you think. If you said this from a true friend and confidant, I would be very touched. But it sounds awkward and disgusting if you are not a true friend and yourself. Don't you think it's fake?"

"It's very fake!"

"Sun Jian! Let me tell you the truth, because of these special reasons and special fate, our relationship between you and me, including my sister, has long gone beyond ordinary colleagues and friends. If you go further, you will either go further or return to the starting point. There will never be a second middle road to take"

"This is actually the reason why I have been suffering so much"

"OK! Then you can continue to suffer and struggle! As an ordinary friend, I have tried my best! Let's go! Let's go back to reality."

Sun Jian didn't know why, but he felt a needle pricking his heart, and couldn't help but shudder. Sun Jian didn't say anything anymore, and got into the car silently with his head lowered. The two of them were speechless all the way back to the town.