The ups and downs of the urban jungle

After another burst of unbridled release, the two of them released. Yu Huilan shed tears of excitement and happiness, and nestled pitifully in Sun Jian's arms:"Brother! Do you also want to know more about my sister's past? Do you want to see her thoroughly?"

"sister! I just want to hold my sister in my arms like this and let time stop at this moment forever."

"But sister - I still can’t control myself and want to expose myself more completely and completely to you, even if you feel disgusted, despised, detested and cursed."

"No! In my heart, sister will always be as kind and beautiful as an angel."

"But that’s not the case. I’ve become your woman now. I don’t want you to treat me like an angel or a leader anymore. I just want you to treat me like a woman and a relative."

"sister!"

"If my sister is in this circle now - it is impossible for her to have a normal life. The officialdom is just a big cesspit, dirty and smelly, and we little butt officials are like flies and maggots in the cesspit, covered in stench, and we are still fighting together. In the officialdom, there are only interests, transactions, fights, and fights between people. Everyone is calling brother with their mouths and touching guys with their hands. Even if you have eyes all over your body, you won't be able to prevent him. Being an official is actually the dirtiest and most dangerous profession. If you live in filth, you will not be able to enter heaven if you die! This is true for men, not to mention women. When a woman is an official, it is worse than being a chicken, and it is even worse than being a chicken."

"sister!"

Sun Jian couldn't help but hug Yu Huilan tightly.

"I'm fine! Is there any smoke?"

Sun Jian looked at Yu Huilan, a little hesitant. He still fumbled and took out the cigarette. Yu Huilan quickly snatched it from his hand, took out one and put it in his mouth. Sun Jian hesitated for a moment, but lit it for her.

Yu Huilan took a deep breath. , exhaling smoke comfortably

"I often suffer from insomnia, so I kept some cigarettes by my bedside. I discovered that smoking can numb the nerves and hypnotize me."

"Don't talk nonsense. Smoking only does harm and has no benefits."

"Drug abuse is fatal, and some people still use it!"

"sister! I - I really didn't expect that you - have so much suffering in your heart!"

"People in society only think that the entertainment industry is bad! chaos! What kind of pornographic photos, unspoken rules--actually, that's bullshit? When compared in official circles, it's really nothing! Look at me, now I can be regarded as a prince, the father of the common people and the official. But do you know how this all came about? I used my own body to pave the way for this. I used my beautiful and delicate body to sleep with those who control destiny and control life and death. If a man wants to pave the way, he can use money, blowjobs, movies, or even his own women and wives to worship him. What about us women? Especially a pretty beauty like me? If you don’t devote yourself, who will let you live? If you don’t devote yourself, who will help you? Why are you smarter, more capable, and luckier than others? Only a fool believes it?"

Sun Jian couldn't help but hugged Yu Huilan tightly after listening to Yu Huilan's words. Yu Huilan took a deep breath of cigarette and wiped out the cigarette butt.

"In my opinion, being an official is worse than being a chicken. Making chickens only depends on the money. If you have money, you don’t have to sell them. But that's not the case for being an official. Once you step on this road, you can't look back, you can only move forward. If anyone can pinch you, you have to lie down and let him crawl over you. Otherwise, you will die and no one will show sympathy or mercy. Don’t think that now that I am the secretary of the town committee, I will ascend to heaven. When I got to this point, I had to either climb higher or fall into the abyss. Officials, no matter where they stand, are walking on a tightrope on a cliff. There are people watching from above and people watching from below. They must either go forward bravely or fall into the abyss and be shattered to pieces."

"sister! You shouldn't go this way"

"People are crossing a single-plank bridge all their lives. Life forces you to move forward but not backward. I also had a husband, but he was quickly dumped as trash. When a person embarks on an official career, he embarks on the underworld and the road of no return. There are rules and regulations for doing things. We women embark on this path, whether we are married or not, whether we have a family or not. In order to go further, in order to protect yourself, you have to devote yourself to sleeping with others. He is a man, who can bear such cowardice? I still have a backstage and a background. But in the officialdom, no one has absolute authority. Anyone who can enter this circle is not an idler. Anyone who can block you can make you obey like a dog, wagging its tail and begging for mercy. You said, wouldn’t it be harmful to anyone like me who marries someone?"

"sister! Stop talking! I do not want to hear!"

"So dirty, so dirty, so disgusting, right?"

"You obviously know that, so why do you still want to go into this circle? Are you happy living like this? Do you feel at ease?"

"What does one misstep lead to eternal regret? When I graduated from college, I was full of enthusiasm. I went to a remote village and became a village official. I got to mingle with the folks there and share joys and sorrows. That was the happiest time for me. Later, when I became a pioneer and a role model, some people offered me official posts, made promises, and used coercion and inducement. I jumped into this cesspool in a daze. I can't climb out anymore"

"No! sister! I don’t mind you! I'll marry you!"

"Will you marry me?"

"As long as you are willing to!"

"Marry you, and then I will cuckold you again. Are you willing? Am I at ease? never mind! Do not be silly! Still like this, let's be lovers. Being a lover is better than being a couple, being affectionate and righteous, being true and magnanimous, just being happy and having fun, and having no responsibilities or obligations, this is the life that is most suitable for us"

"Then I will be your lover for life!"

"I didn't think that far ahead! Sun Jian, you have to accept your fate in life and let it happen! If we are together like this, we are destined; if we are no longer together in the future, then our fate is over! As long as people cherish the present and live every day well, that's enough!"

"Sister Hui! Why do you look more and more like my sister the more I look at you?"

"That sister of yours?"

"Um!"

"Is your sister also from this circle?"

"she is not! She was originally a top student studying art, but she was forced to have no choice but to be collected by someone in your circle and made a vase at home."

"That’s why you took advantage of me"

"We are also fate"

"how? Miss her?"

"Yes!"

Yu Huilan asked Sun Jian for another cigarette and took a long drag:"Please take some time to go back and see her!" Women are the most pitiable, I understand!"

Sun Jian was like a child who made a mistake, lowering his head and whispering:"You - blame me?"

"No! What I hate most is that men prefer the new and hate the old! If you still miss your sister now, you will also miss me in the future, right?"

"Of course, I will never forget it for the rest of my life! I will remember every important person in my life"

"This is what a man is! I just like men like you! I just hope you can remember me and remember that we were so happy and happy——"

"Sister Hui! I-I thought about it!"

"I thought about it too! bring it on! Send me to heaven again!"

This should be the first time that Sun Jian did something other than love. In the past, he still put love first when it came to women, and his whole body and mind were mobilized by love. Now, facing Yu Huilan, he dare not say love , but holding such a woman, his body will still be so excited, so high-spirited, so infatuated and reluctant.

This feeling also made Sun Jian fall into deep confusion for the first time——