The ups and downs of the urban jungle

The intimacy and ambiguity between Ding Pei and Sun Jian suddenly took a big step forward. This sweetness and happiness deeply penetrated the heart and spleen, stirred up the soul, and allowed Sun Jian to completely regain his due sunshine and confidence.. It also made Ding Pei suddenly look much younger, as if she had really returned to her teenage years of seventeen or eighteen.

Ding Pei now seems to have completely forgotten that she is already a married daughter, and she also takes her daughter with her, staying at her parents' house all day long. When Mengmeng went to school, she was happily chatting around her parents, sometimes studying recipes together, and sometimes planning the future together. After Mengmeng came home, she played games with Mengmeng, playing as seriously and happily as a child.

Ding Pei's parents have never felt such joy and happiness at home. In the entire family, the only thing that is rarely seen is Gao Ming, and as this happiness spreads, all members of the family seem to have forgotten such a person at all.

Recently, Gao Ming went abroad for business, so it was even more natural for Ding Pei and Mengmeng to live in their parents' home.

Every day, as soon as Sun Jian gets home, heDing Pei, they are stuck together. Play games, tell stories, compete for toys, and compete for snacks. Whenever this happens, Ding Pei's parents just smile from ear to ear, feeling that they have suddenly become younger, and three children have suddenly been added to the family.

It was difficult for Sun Jian to get to and from get off work on time, and sometimes he even had to work until late at night, while Ding Pei was so confused that he refused to eat or sleep without seeing Sun Jian. Slowly, this became a habit, and no one thought there was anything abnormal.

Ding Pei and Mengmeng have been living in their parents' house, so Ding Pei and Sun Jian have enough opportunities to often taste such sweetness and intimacy together. This has become their expectation day and night, and they yearn for it eagerly.

Because most of the time they have to wait until the whole family goes to bed, then they sit on the sofa in the living room and watch TV to get intimate, and they don't dare to get too involved or make too much noise. Even so, their happiness and joy are enough to support each other's emotions and hearts.

Sometimes, when family members went to bed late, they would simply go back to their rooms, pretend to go to bed early, and then wait quietly until late at night. Ding Pei would sneak into Sun Jian's room quietly, and the two would be sweet and secretive. After whispering for a long time, they dispersed and fell asleep quietly.

Due to this kind of ambiguity between the two, they could never show any carelessness or flaws in front of their parents, even in front of young children. Sun Jian and Ding Pei tried their best to act childish and playful, trying to make their parents feel They are the bond between siblings. With the mentality of two elderly intellectuals, it would not be easy to associate the relationship between them with something more and further. However, such an environment and conditions are still very restrictive and repressive after all. Occasionally, the emotions of the two people collide, which will also arouse a greater heat wave. But they can only try their best to restrain and suppress. This kind of oppression, especially for Sun Jian, was tantamount to torture. At first, Ding Pei just set a red line for himself and for their shameless relationship. She has also been working hard to persevere. But there are many principles between men and women. When faced with such an environment and situation, how many people can stick to it to the end? But Ding Pei and Sun Jian have always adhered to their principles very well, which is really a miracle. The principle was set by Ding Pei, so Sun Jian naturally did not dare to be too presumptuous. As this ambiguity and intimacy progressed step by step, Ding Pei began to shrink from his own principles. However, when Ding Pei's will slowly retreats or even gives up, the conditions and environment in which they can be together cannot allow them to have any greater indulgence and wantonness. In fact, Ding Pei is even more sour and uncomfortable than Sun Jian about the sweet yet slightly bitter ambiguity between the two.

At this point, Ding Pei suddenly felt that he was too sorry for his brother and wronged Sun Jian! She is not a little girl, she has been through this, and she understands men. Even though in her heart, she always regarded Sun Jian as her little brother, she also understood that Sun Jian was no longer a child, he was already a normal grown man. Since he really likes and loves himself, how can he not be impulsive when he holds himself and kisses himself like that? But she herself always adheres to that principle, that red line, and cannot give him more comfort or greater satisfaction. This is really cruel.

As a woman, whether as his sister or his lover, she felt that she was too selfish and too much. For whatever reason? what reason? It is always difficult for Ding Pei to calm down and forgive himself!

She now has a husband and a child, but her husband is holding other women in his arms every day, so why should she keep guarding her for him? If it wasn't because Sun Jian first broke into her life as her brother, if it wasn't because he was still too young, or if it wasn't for the worry that this would harm him or even destroy him, Ding Pei would have no principles or red lines in her heart.. But now, it is precisely because of this principle and red line between them that the little warmth and sweetness he gave his brother has long turned pale and bitter. So why not herself?

Now that things have happened, what should I do? Should we take one step forward or simply retreat to where we were? In Ding Pei's heart, there are always two opposing demons, fighting and fighting. It seemed to tear her heart out and grind it to pieces.