The Venerable Monster Tamer

Apologies for the updates these days. Writing and writing, but more and more tired.

I used to be full of enthusiasm for updates, but gradually I found that this enthusiasm is getting smaller and smaller.

I also know the benefits of updating, but I'm exhausted.

I'm so "tired" these days that I don't want to move at all. Simply calm down, examine yourself, and find out the reasons.

Although I am still writing, my heart has lost its direction and lost the original touch.

I don't know if you have this feeling?

When you do one thing repeatedly, your work, your studies, etc., just as you are doing it, you find it strange.

Why am I doing something like this? Why do I keep doing things like this?

In this kind of thing, you feel unhappy, very tired, and more and more tired. But why are you still doing it?

You calm down and think about it. On the surface, what drives you is a "sense of responsibility" or "hobbies", but when you dig deeper, you will find that it may be a kind of fear.

If you don't study hard, your classmates will surpass you. up.

What will my readers think of you if I don't update? If I don't succeed, what will your friends and family think of you?

I'm terrified of it.

Fear is like a whip, close behind, whipping me, let me go. Every time I slapped, my interest was reduced by one point.

I used to love writing so much, I wrote for the sake of writing. But in the past few days, I have been so disgusted that I never even thought about writing.

On the road of writing, I have been walking, I know that my direction is right, and I have been moving forward. But my heart, unknowingly, has been lost.

In the circle of writers, many people write for money. The vast majority of people are concerned about grades and are very excited about a good recommendation of a website. I am happy and excited for more and more readers to pay attention to. Annoyed by rushing to the street, and in a bad mood because of bad reviews.

Human nature. In fact, that's exactly what I've been through.

But now, I figured it out.

This is not my philosophy.

At the beginning, I wrote books because of my hobbies. Among my works, there is a fanfic. When I wrote that book, I was so enthusiastic, the highest record was 11 a day.

At that time, I moved myself.

Crazy like crazy.

This is the original intention of my writing. Maybe not like most people.

Guys, a lot of times, we're all afraid of being different.

What impressed me most was that when I was in elementary school, the school uniforms were uniformly worn at the flag-raising ceremony, but I forgot. I looked at the classmates around me, all wearing school uniforms, and I felt very uncomfortable at the time. It's like being cut off from everyone and standing alone on the other side of the world.

But now I shrug my shoulders and say - be different.

In this world, no two leaves are the same. People are different from each other.

I regained the original intention of writing—for moving and for fun.

I want to write for the sake of interest. This is doing something I like very much, and I will get more and more fun from it. And this kind of fun will make me full of joy in the process of coding, and the time goes by so fast that it is unimaginable.

Instead of being whipped by fear like a slave, your head is always filled with: You must do this, or the consequences will be serious. You have to update in this way, how much you have to update every day, how far are you from completing the daily writing task...

So, folks... I'll keep writing.

As I said, Daoist Gu never supervises. But Daoist Gu also needs to grow.

Everyone grows.

Growth comes at a price.

These days updates come at a huge price. I understand.

But I feel very rewarding - I feel relaxed now, as if I have found myself again.

I will continue to move forward, and Chu Yun will become stronger and stronger.

As for the update question...

sorry!

To be honest, I can't guarantee it. I don't know how many times a day there will be.

I don't know where I am now, how bad, or how good?

Every three days, it's possible. Three shifts a day is also possible. What? 11 more a day? Not currently possible...maybe later, who knows.

Students, you have to give me a break. Your reminders put too much pressure on me.

To be clear, I had to find the joy of writing before I could push myself and get high.

I give myself time, and you have to give me some time.

Let me take it easy.

I need to find my own rhythm. Walking like this is fast.

Keke, it's over.

The above is my mental journey, which was originally a personal opinion, so I don't need to say it clearly. However, there is no update these days, which has brought a lot of disappointment to readers and friends. I apologize for this. The above is an explanation for you.

You have brought me so much joy, support and encouragement in the days before.

Thank you for not giving up and not giving up.

I love you all!

c. ..

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