The Wonderful Daily Life of Nogizaka

Tao Zi graduated.

Not only did I graduate, but I also retired. When I saw this news in the middle of the night, my brain was really shocked. I was speechless for a while. I just kept scrolling through Weibo, B site, and Twitter to see relevant news.

It feels very complicated.

How should I put it, when entering this circle, some people’s first feeling is excitement, then some people’s first feeling must be bitterness, and I think Taozi should be the latter.

I was first selected as a third-generation student. A simple country girl from Kagoshima who knew nothing about the entertainment industry and was as blank as a blank slate suddenly entered a big city like Tokyo. Dense crowds, towering buildings, and everything about

The profession of idol requires all kinds of things to be learned and remembered, which must have been a big impact on Tao Zi at that time.

What's more, there are still 18 orders to come.

I came to an unfamiliar environment ignorant and unprepared. I practiced hard every day and touched things I didn't understand at all. In addition, I landed in C in the air on 18th, and there were all kinds of malicious intentions on the Internet, which made the pressure even greater.

This also leads us to watch Taozi’s early videos, whether during fortifications or many other scenes, almost all of them are crying. If you cry again and again, you may be able to arouse sympathy at first, but if you cry too much later, you will definitely

Some people feel bored and wonder if this person only cries? Why don’t others see you as fragile? What do others think when you cry even though you are a C?

This also led to the emergence of so many negative remarks at that time, a vicious circle, and the curse became even louder, although it is no longer seen.

But, she really could only cry.

Perhaps as Tao Zi said, she is not suitable to stay in the entertainment industry, because from the beginning, she did not come here on her own initiative. What she first felt when she came to this circle was not prosperity and satisfaction, but

It's bitter, confused and scared.

I think this impression had a profound impact on her.

But I have to say that Taozi is a very hard-working idol. Even after crying again and again, she didn’t stop crying. She learned a lot of things. She learned to dance, sing, how to speak on variety shows, and how to express herself in a variety show.

The smooth communication on the radio, and oh, by the way, I also learned how to deal with handshake meetings. At least in my impression, Taozi's response to handshake meetings was very interesting.

She also learned not to cry.

When Taozi gradually matured and finally said that she would never cry again, we couldn't guess how she felt at that moment when she recalled how she cried in a mess at the beginning.

But when she became more and more likeable step by step, and one by one she couldn't help but shamelessly shouted "I want to eat peaches", then suddenly, unexpectedly, she announced her graduation and stated her determination to retire.

At this time, I think everyone who has known this girl and must have liked her will feel regretful in their hearts.

I regret that it ended suddenly, and I regret that I fell in love too late.

Graduation is not the end, but a new beginning.

This sentence will be mentioned over and over again every time a member graduates, but what about retirement?

Everyone will be confused when facing separation, and they will stop. After hugging each other tightly, the moment we let go, we will all grow up - this is the meaning of goodbye.

The little princess recently reappeared and published a book. It seems that she has really let go of the bitterness of her idol career. Youdan is ready to quit the industry, but she looks good and has an Instagram that you can check every day. As for

This woman suddenly appeared on the scene around this time in July last year.

Almost all the bridges buried under the coffin were blown up. Many people who like Nogizaka, including myself, looked at the few photos over and over again, and then sighed in their hearts.

It seems that Nanamin is doing well after retiring, and she can finally feel at ease——

Well, not seeing the ring is of course also a very important factor.

It seems that the lyrics are right. Maybe after graduation, Taozi will really work as a civil servant, which is not bad. The girl who only cried at the beginning has now transformed into an equally kind but full of charm.

She has peaches from the garden, sweet peaches and spades at her fingertips. We have no way of knowing how much effort she has put in over the past year, but judging from her retreat, she must be tired.

It's time to rest when you're tired.

I just don’t know how much news I can see about Taozi other than Instagram in the future? This guy sometimes doesn’t post a mobile blog for a month, and the frequency of Instagram updates is even less than that of Youdan. I’m afraid there will be very few opportunities.

Bar?

A full three or four years have passed since this woman graduated and reappeared. Taozi at least has an ins. I update it a few times a month to perfunctory those of us who want to eat peaches, and I am very satisfied.

Tao Zi, who retires after graduation to do what she wants to do, will definitely be more attractive, right? You don’t have to worry about being tied up, and you don’t have to worry about feeling uneasy. After all, you are doing what you like to do, even if you change to a strange environment.

There won't be any problem.

As for crying, haha, Tao Zi won’t cry anymore, right?

Parting makes people grow, encounters must be meaningful, and after sadness, we still have a future.

The lyrics of "The Meaning of Having to Say Goodbye" are indeed very well written. When I think about it, after getting over the regret and reluctance, I feel more and more looking forward to the future of Tao Zi who has returned to ordinary people.

I just wonder if Taozi herself is also looking forward to it?

I think, yes?

It must be.

Let me borrow a line from the movie "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time" that was sung by 46 Hours TV and Taozi TV last year and the song "Unchanging Forever" that impressed me deeply:

I'm waiting for you in the future.

--Well, I must go and run.

Taozi is ready to move towards that bright future.

I want to run.