The Wonderful Daily Life of Nogizaka

The fact is just as Hashimoto Nanami guessed, Shiraishi Mai is simply absent-minded now and has almost no idea what happened just now.

At this moment, her whole body seemed to be at war between heaven and man, and she was caught in an unprecedented struggle.

Everything that I overheard in the cabin that night came to mind at this moment, and my emotions were mixed and difficult to control. The shock and anger when I learned about the relationship between the other party and Nanamin, the trace of betrayal and betrayal that I had never noticed.

Sadness, sadness and reluctance to know that the other person is likely to leave, and nervousness and confusion when things are about to happen.

All kinds of emotions were intertwined together, and the mental torture these days made the girl feel exhausted. As time went by, a voice seemed to come out from deep inside her heart, laughing loudly at her for putting herself in such a bad situation.

She was embarrassed and tortured by thinking about it, but this matter obviously had nothing to do with her at all? Why add trouble to others——

Yes, this matter obviously has nothing to do with me, so why should I be so nervous?

As if a knot in her heart had been opened, the girl was suddenly stunned and her mind was shaken.

The one we really need to care about, the one we should really worry about, shouldn't be Nanamin, right? They are... that's the kind of relationship. In the end, what does all this have to do with me...

When she thought of this, the girl couldn't help but feel a little sore in her heart, and she couldn't help but bite the corner of her mouth.

The voice deep in my heart became more and more arrogant, laughing loudly and tempting: "That's right, that's right! That's it! You should pretend you don't know anything! Just let them solve their own problems, you

You are worrying blindly, but people may not appreciate it——"

"How can you say that!"

However, at this moment, another voice sounded faintly in his ears, anxiously saying: "Nanamin is your most important friend! Such a big thing happened to her now, how can you stand by and watch? Have you forgotten your past?

Have you made up your mind? You have to stop her from making a big mistake!"

Nana Min...

As soon as she heard this name, Mai Shiraishi's eyes suddenly brightened up again, but the next moment the first voice was laughing coldly again.

"Hahahaha! Stop joking! Even if you want to, what can you do? He will announce the news soon. When the time comes, you still have to leave. Nanamin might also follow. You can do anything now.

No, I can only stand by and watch!"

As soon as the thought came out, the girl suddenly felt powerless again. That's right, what can she do now? The time has been approaching. She has been hesitating and suffering for so long, but she has never come up with any suitable solution, or even said it.

I don’t have the courage, and now it’s too late——

"No! It's not too late at all. The most important thing is whether you did it! If you really pretended not to know anything, pretended to be a camel and buried your head in the sand, do you think you would regret it afterwards?

?Can you feel complacent in your heart? By that time, it will be really too late——"

The voice in her ears became more and more anxious, as if she was worried that she was really in such a state of despair.

Shiraishi Mai struggled with her eyes, her head lowered lower and lower as she sat in her seat, her nails seemed to be digging into her palms, but the voice in her head was sneering and sneering: "Nanamin, Nanamin,

You only use Nanamin as an excuse! Are you saying that the reason why you have been hesitating until now is just because of Nanamin? Don't lie to yourself!"

"What are you talking about?"

"What nonsense? Isn't this the truth? Since you don't want Nanamin to make mistakes, you should just rush out that night. Otherwise, there will be time to confess later. Why didn't you do anything? Isn't it because of you?

Do you feel guilty? Or maybe there are other reasons - "

"Liar!"

"Then please explain, why did you do this? And why are you still hesitating now? After you know the truth, shouldn't you be angry or angry? Why are you doing nothing?"

"I-I'm worried about hurting Nanamin, can't I?"

...

For a time, the two voices in her heart seemed to have turned into two personalities, quarreling and arguing constantly, which made her have a headache and her brows became more and more frowning.

The voices of the selections that were still being announced in the room seemed to drift further and further away, becoming extremely blurry. Only a few extremely slow syllables could be heard faintly, as if they had been slowed down dozens of times. The struggling tired heart

In love, Shiraishi Mai closed her eyes and frowned, as if a layer of mist appeared in front of her eyes. Whether it was the sound or the picture, everything was hidden in this mist, and could not be seen or heard.

I don’t know how much time passed, but suddenly, the original voice let out a sharp laugh and said loudly: "I understand! You actually like that guy, right?"

"ah!"

Like a bolt of lightning piercing the fog, and also the girl in the fog herself, Shiraishi Mai felt her whole body tremble momentarily, her eyes suddenly opened, her face turned white.

In her mind, the figure and face of a certain guy, and even every move, word and deed in her daily memory became more and more clear at this moment, as clear as if they were vividly appearing in front of her eyes, making her feel weak all over.

, unable to move.

Shock, confusion, surprise, shyness, sorrow, disbelief...all kinds of emotions came to her heart again, as if a raging wave had thrown her up high, and then fell down along with the gravity, and the feeling of weightlessness was like being submerged in the sea.

She felt like she couldn't breathe.

The anxious voice before became extremely weak, and was still struggling feebly: "Nonsense! How could I like him? That guy is so hateful, he usually makes fun of himself, and even attacks Nanamin. I should have hated him to death a long time ago.

He’s the right one—”

"Then why don't you have any hatred at all? You didn't stand up that night and took Nanamin away... Oh~ I understand, you didn't dare to stand up because you also fell in love with him.

Right? Not only are you worried that you won’t be able to face Nanamin after confessing, but you are also worried that he will really leave, so you have been struggling with it until now! Right? "

The voice at the beginning sneered ruthlessly, and the words she spoke were like knives, piercing deeply into the girl's heart, peeling away the deepest and most unwilling thoughts hidden inside.

Mai Shiraishi's face turned pale, and then turned slightly red. The voice was still echoing in her mind. Every word she spoke struck a deep blow at her defenses, shaking her heart.

I was swaying and couldn't speak for a long time.

Every detail of getting along with someone comes to mind. Some memories are still blurry, and some memories are still clear. But whether it is blurry or clear, recalling it at this moment is full of sourness and sweetness, which is unforgettable.

Like ripples in a calm lake, rippling round and round, never stopping.

She naturally understood what this meant, and she naturally knew what it meant. The sweetness and shyness of confessing her heart were intertwined with the bitterness and grievances of thinking about the moment she was living in now, but it made her feel even more confused and powerless.

What can I do if I understand? It's already... too late——

A cold wind seemed to blow in the crowded room, causing her cold skin to tremble and tremble.

The girl could only continue to lower her head, sit on her seat and hold her arms tightly as if for warmth, silently waiting for the moment to come.

The fog dissipated, and the blurry sounds and images from the outside world gradually recovered. Staff Sayuri Shiraishi's announcement happened to be the last member of the second row of Fukugami seats.

"The next selected member, No. 6 is - Ikoma Rina!"