The Wonderful Daily Life of Nogizaka

Hashimoto Nana read this paragraph quietly, and after a long time she laughed softly and murmured to herself: "Can't you see that Baiyun-san has such a good memory? Everything he said casually was...

Can I remember it so clearly——"

"Why do you remember so clearly? What is there to remember?"

She smiled self-deprecatingly, but felt that her smile was a little bitter, and her vision gradually became blurred.

Yes, what is there to remember? I just mentioned it casually. Whether I am sad or not, and whether I am lonely or not is just my one-sided feeling.

What's the point?

The girl under the light was alone, as if a gust of wind outside the glass window could blow her away.

Hashimoto Nana is just an ordinary Hokkaido girl. Her hypocrisy, her self-deprecation, her tears at dusk, and her clenched teeth in pain are just the most trivial things in the world. They cannot be lifted.

A wave.

What is there to note down carefully? After all, she doesn't even care about it anymore.

What an idiot——

Hashimoto Nana's eyes became gentler as she murmured to herself, and her skin seemed to tremble slightly due to the cold, or perhaps she was moved by a different kind of warmth.

But I really want to thank you, Baiyun Sang, I am very satisfied with this gift, thank you.

The girl looked at this text for a long time, and the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

She immediately closed the book, carefully placed it on top of the books on the desk, and then covered it with a piece of paper to prevent dust from falling on it.

Then, she took a deep breath, took out a paper and pen, rubbed her hazy eyes, and started writing a letter under the orange desk lamp.

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Dear mother:

It has been nearly two months since I last wrote to you.

Please rest assured that I have been living well during this period and have no further health problems. After finding a new job and joining this idol group called Nogizaka46, your daughter has become a

As an idol, the firm will be responsible for these problems, so you no longer have to worry like before.

Moreover, the people here are very nice and treat me very well. Nanamin has met several friends there. They are all excellent and kind-hearted people and are great to the people around them.

In such an environment, your daughter has also become better and better little by little. Of course, if it were you, you would definitely talk about my Nanamin being the best. But that was all in the past.

The members are really amazing. They all have their own characteristics and advantages. Each of them looks like a shining star. Compared with them, I often feel that I am not suitable to be an idol at all.

However, those were all my previous thoughts, and now I have some confidence. Regarding the current situation, I still want to continue and try to do better. Maybe one day, you can also be on TV

When you see me in the newspaper, you will definitely feel very happy and proud of the daughter of the Hashimoto family.

However, I am still very sorry to tell you so much about work. Let’s talk about other things next (laughs).

Recently, I often dream about things that happened at home before! I remember that when I was a child, I loved to run to the park and play with friends in the open space under the slide, but I always forgot that there was something above my head, so I often bumped into it.

Once I brought a pillow from home and stuck it on, but I was scolded when I got home.

I also liked to jump and walk when school was over, but I accidentally slipped and fell. I still remember the scene when you carried me to the hospital. Now that I think about it, I am really sorry. Nanamin was really naughty when I was little.

Also, when we were playing on the swings in the park, I got angry because you only pushed my brother and not me. You were really naughty. Obviously, you helped push me, but when I was little, I was never satisfied with anything.

, I always feel like my younger brother is more important, and I am often jealous of this.

However, I really miss what happened at that time.

How happy you are in your dreams, how lonely you feel when you wake up.

I almost forgot how many scratches there were on the tree at home. Has my brother grown taller again? Did he add another mark to it? Or is it another scratch on my original height? But this time I don’t

You will be angry again. Your daughter is almost an adult. She is going to become an adult. Adults will not be angry because of this kind of thing.

Do you still build a snowman in winter? Do you still wear a pair of glasses on your face, a green scarf around your neck, and a small book hanging on your hand? Always regard the snowman as your own.

Daughter, it will make a real daughter sad! But next time you can try to build a bunch of younger brothers. He was envious before, and he will definitely be very happy to be able to build such a snowman for him.

And the cooking at home, you obviously taught me a lot of cooking methods, but in the end I only remembered the clear soup. I'm really sorry when I think about it. But even so, I still got praised. Mom is really awesome.

I actually want to drink the clear soup you cooked again, although I may not be able to give such a long list of praises.

By the way, in these two months of life, I have made a new friend—maybe I can call him a friend.

He is a very interesting person, reflected in many aspects: he likes to eat lollipops, but he is already in his twenties. He also likes to tell some scary stories to scare others. I don’t know where he heard them.

, and also has habits such as complaining and making fun of other people's dark history. It doesn't sound like a very positive person, right? (laughing) But he is really a very good person. If you can meet him in person, you will

You will know that he is actually really gentle and interesting.

And although he is very talented, he has a very easy-going personality. This is why I think I can call him a friend. When I am next to him, I feel that there is no burden and it is very relaxed! Even though he is actually our agent, and

He is also a temporary member of our operations team, and his position seems to be a little higher than that of the Kawakage-san I told you about last time - of course, Kawakage-san is also a good person.

The first time I met him, we were in the Yangchuan store. I scolded him rudely when we first met. Now that I think about it, I'm really sorry, just like I did when I was a kid.

Those things are the same.

Of course, time flows forward, and everyone will gradually become familiar with each other and gradually become good friends.

Sad together (crossed out), laughed together, with so many people moving forward with your daughter, you can gradually feel relieved. The start of school is coming soon, February will be over in a blink of an eye, and April will be soon

It's about to begin. You must supervise your brother's study. He has been working hard, and I am very happy, but this effort must be sustained.

Winter is about to pass, and spring is coming soon. The cherry blossoms bloom earlier in Tokyo than in Hokkaido, but I want to see the flowers at home even more. Whether it’s cherry blossoms or snowflakes, I want to go home in person.

I went to see it once, but unfortunately, I couldn't go back because I didn't dare.

In fact, your daughter is not as strong as she imagined. Her cowardice is hidden in the dark night and is exposed as soon as the light is turned on. I am afraid that after I go back, I will never have the courage to step out again. In the dream

Beauty and nostalgia are calling me, but when I wake up, it is always empty.

I can't go back yet, your health has not improved yet, and my brother's tuition is another problem, but although the winter is long, it is almost over, isn't it? Believe in your daughter, she can definitely do it, that once immature child

Nana Hashimoto has grown up now, she can do many things, and she can definitely help the family she wants to protect.

Certainly possible.

The past Nana Hashimoto has passed. Although I have not become so good now that I can boast about how awesome I am. But at least your daughter has gradually adapted to her current job and has gradually understood a lot.

These things can support me to continue on, I have confidence.

You may not know that your daughter has never cried once in such a long time. No matter how sad or difficult it was, she held back the pressure and tears and did not let them flow down easily. She always

I feel that people who cry are not strong enough, because they are confused, because they are doubtful, because they are weak. Your daughter does not want to be such a person. She will never cry and she must not cry.

Moreover, there are many good people here. They often try their best to make me laugh, cheer me up, and give me a lot of care. Many trivial things often make me feel warm and grateful, which is why I

The reason why I can keep going is that I really like them and every one of them.

I think that although your daughter has not become greater because of this, at least she is no longer as lonely as before.

Sorry, I said a lot of other things without realizing it (laughing). What I wanted to say today has been written in it. The next time you write, your daughter will definitely become better again. Please also

You trust her and don't worry about her.

I wish you good health, and I also wish that your brother’s academic performance will be better. I have a feeling that tomorrow will be a sunny day.

must.

May we meet in dreams.

Hashimoto Nanami.