The Words of the Number One

Shen Baiwu had no wife and no children, Princess Yongchang dressed him in mourning and mourned, and almost fainted from crying.

The funeral held by King Zhao for Shen Baiwu was very grand, and the whole Ling'an was covered with snow, like a heavy snowfall in May. When the funeral car passed by, the people knelt down and bowed on both sides of the road. Everyone knew that a big man had died, but no one would know what kind of person it was.

I returned to Ji Yu's side, and most of the girls were very happy that I came back, especially Xia Wan and Zi Kou, but Chang Le, the only one who definitely didn't welcome me, was gone.

It was Zhao Wang who asked Ji Yu to leave Changle, and accepted her as Mrs. Ru.

Cheng Guangjun's mansion where the funeral was held was very busy. One night I couldn't sleep and went out for a walk in the middle of the night. There were still people walking around in the mansion and the lights were brightly lit. I suddenly wanted to take another look at Shen Baiwu's coffin. I saw Ji Yu. Ji Yu was wearing a thin coat, standing outside Shen Baiwu's mourning hall, leaning against the wall and lost in thought.

When I saw him, I suddenly remembered that his complexion has not been very good these days, maybe this is not the first day he is standing here.

I walked up to him with the lantern in hand, and he raised his head and looked at me, his eyes shining brightly with the light of the lantern, but very empty.

"Do you regret it?" I asked.

"Ha... what do I regret?"

"I regret giving Shen Baiwu a consummation, and let him pass away peacefully." I also turned around and leaned against the wall not far from him, and said after a pause: "Actually, you never said to let him go first, nor did you let him go first." Tell him to find your brother, right?"

Shen Baiwu just betrayed you. You hate Shen Baiwu, otherwise you wouldn't have killed Pei Mu who was the only one who could save him.

You should have trusted him when you were able to run away with him. He left you and ran away alone, and you were tortured by Pei Mu for a long time, when you were blind and deaf and even wanted to die, how much you hated him.

But you can't hate him completely, he has been tortured and tortured because of his mistakes. And he used to be the only person in this world who fully knew about your past in Yan Country, and he was also a friend you once sincerely admired.

When Shen Baiwu passed away, all the people who accompanied you through those dark days disappeared.

Ji Yu was silent for a while, then raised her head and pressed the back of her head against the wall to hook her mouth: "Guess."

He rarely mentioned that period of the past, and even when he did, he always smiled.

I shook my head and said, "I still won't say it."

"However, I'm really surprised that you think I'm so kind. I thought you saw Shen Baiwu as a high-spirited and honest gentleman, while I was cruel, ruthless, hypocritical, and so on." Ji Yu's tone was full of ridicule.

"Shen Baiwu is a gentleman, but he is also a mortal with flaws. He will naturally be selfish and cowardly, and also arrogant and withdrawn, but he is also kind and upright, gentle and hardworking. He has been in huge contradictions all his life. It's a lot better now if it's worse. It just proves that he's actually a good guy."

When Shen Baiwu was a little fleshy, his smile was dimpled, and there was a shallow one on his pale face, very gentle.

This simple picture makes me feel sad, life is so fragile.

Ji Yu turned her head to look at me, smiled inexplicably, and said flatly, "You really like him very much."

I turned my face to look at him, and he looked at the moon. The clear light flowed down along his brow, nasal bone, and mandibular line, like a cold picture scroll. Yes, cold, he looks cold even though he is smiling.

I continued: "You are indeed cruel, ruthless, hypocritical and despicable, but in my eyes, you are gentle, kind, warm and straightforward. You were once the best boy in the world."

Ji Yu was stunned and then cast a surprised look. He walked a few steps and stood in front of me, frowning and looking at me deeply: "Who are you talking about?"

His shadow was cast on me, the night was silent, and the servants who were walking just now did not appear again at this moment, as if there were only two of us left in this world.

Perhaps it was because of the great pressure of the fragility of life, or maybe it was because the moonlight was too cold, the candlelight was too weak, and Ji Yu's eyes were too deep, I actually felt a little lonely.

"Do you still remember, I told you that I once liked someone, but unfortunately he died very early."

He looked at me suspiciously, but I looked into his eyes without blinking, stretched out my index finger and gently tapped his front: "That person's name is Ayao, and that person is actually you."

In the distance of breathing and smelling each other, I saw Ji Yu's eyes widened, full of unbelievable chaos, so that I took a step back subconsciously.

Instead, I felt relaxed. I had never felt so relaxed in my life.

"Fourteen years ago, you came to the country of Qi with a mission. In the palace, you taught a little girl who had just lost her mother to sing "Taoyao" and told her stories. That little girl was me, and you were my favorite since I was a child. Man, I have thought of you for fourteen years. But you have long since forgotten."

Ji Yu showed a puzzled look, as if he remembered something but couldn't remember clearly, and murmured: "You are..."

Sure enough, even if I said it, he might not be able to recall it clearly, it was only three days.

I walked towards him, and every time I took a step forward, he took a step back, like a completely subconscious movement. I stretched out my hand and grabbed his sleeve to make him stop retreating.

"Actually, it doesn't matter. If you forget it, forget it. Anyway, you are not A Yao. A Yao died in Yan Kingdom a long time ago, didn't you?"

Ji Yu was startled, he glanced down at my hand holding his sleeve, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes became a little more angry: "You mean, you only like A Yao?"

I nodded: "You can say that."

"What are you kidding?"

"I never joke."

Ji Yu looked at me for a while and suddenly laughed, as if she heard a big joke. He suddenly held my hand back and pulled me closer to him, and looked down at me: "No wonder...you called me 'Ayao' during the earthquake, and you called me Ayao when you were drunk. No wonder when I kissed you you were completely Don't avoid it. I also said that you hated me very much at first, how could you suddenly care about me so much. "

He didn't smile in his eyes, and his complicated emotions were mixed together in a chaotic way. He didn't know whether it was sadness or unwillingness.

"Ayao is dead, he will never come back." Ji Yu said sternly.

He rarely has such a strong and terrifying aura. I slightly avoided his eyes and then looked back again, saying: "I know, I know very well. That's why I told you that the person I like is dead, I only like he."

Ji Yu just stared at me for a while, then suddenly let out a chuckle and threw away my hand, took two steps back, looked at me coldly, and said, "Why are you telling me this?"

I thought for a while, then smiled lightly: "I suddenly miss A Yao very much, just take it as a joke."

Ji Yu sneered, and said harshly, "You might as well hate me."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, his back was decisive, leaving me where I was, rubbing the hand he just held by myself.

Zi Kou told me that Chang Le was originally a famous dancer at Qingyufang in Zhao State. King Zhao liked to watch Chang Le dance when he was still the son of Bai Feng, but Chang Le fell in love with Ji Yu at first sight and resolutely left with Ji Yu. Zhao Wang was heartbroken for a long time, and there was another reason for his dislike for Ji Yu.

Now, as soon as Shen Baiwu dies, the King of Zhao will attack Ji Yu, making things difficult for him everywhere. Chang Le does not want to hurt Ji Yu, so she agrees to marry the King of Zhao.

Zikou couldn't help sighing after talking about this matter, Chang Le obviously liked the young master so much, but she didn't expect this to be the result.

At that time, I was arranging my things, and I thought to myself, Chang Le liked Ji Yu very much, so he was easily deceived.

Zhao Wang has cooperated with Fan Guo, how could he hurt Ji Yu who is the envoy? Most likely it was Ji Yu and King Zhao who reached a deal and exchanged Chang Le for something else. Then they sang bad faces one by one, making Chang Le willing to enter the game.

Look, how terrible it is to fall in love with Ji Yu, hand over the knife to him happily, and one day he will stab you hard.

Thinking back to the conversation with Zikou, I breathed a sigh of relief when I gradually lost sight of Ji Yu. I have always been very good at acting and lying, but this time is the most nervous one.

I can't let him know he has my knife in his hand.

In the quiet moonlight, I went to worship in front of Shen Baiwu's spiritual tablet, hoping that he would be safe on the other side, free from disaster and pain. I hope that in his next life he will live a long life and grow old with his lover.

Say goodbye to him at last.

After Shen Baiwu's funeral, Ji Yu was about to leave Zhao State, and the next stop was Wei State.

In the scuffle between Wu State, Zhao State, Fan State and Yu State, Wei State did not get involved except to send troops to Fan State on the excuse, and just watched from the sidelines. Weiguo has always disliked wars, and has remained neutral in most wars, which is not where a lobbyist like Ji Yu should go.

Ji Yu's arrangements are almost done, and this trip to Wei is not to lobby the lord, but to visit his cousin Xin Ran.

When we were loading things into the car, Zikou chatted with me while loading things, saying that Jiyu would visit Xinran every two years and stay in Weiguo for a month or two.

"Ms. Xin is well. Even she is kind to us, and she will give us gifts every time." Zikou was full of expectations, jumped off the cart and clapped his hands, turned around and glanced at the plain onyx. In Cheng Guangjun's mansion, there was some sadness in his eyes.

"Young Master used to come to Chengguang Jun's Mansion almost every year, and probably won't come again after that."

I then turned around and glanced at the gate of Cheng Guangjun's mansion.

It was here that Shen Baiwu called me into the carriage three months ago and went straight to Miyagi. At that time, he frowned and had a cold face, exuding an aura that strangers should not get close to. Earlier, when I saw him in the corridor for the first time, I felt that he was as white as snow that was about to melt, from head to toe. Start with white and end with plain onyx.

I don't understand what it means at first sight, but I'm from the spring when I see you again.

I pulled Zikou and said, "Let's go."

A purple corner of his clothes appeared in his eyes, Zikou saluted and said, "My lord."

I turned my face to look, but saw Ji Yu passing by us without looking sideways, and got into his carriage with the hem of his clothes lifted.

Zikou sensed that the atmosphere was not right, so he leaned over and whispered to me, "Are you angry with the young master?"

I thought about it, smiled and nodded.

"I guess so."

Since it was not for lobbying but to visit my cousin, Ji Yu would not see me if I was not needed. This is roughly the result I want.

Although I have vaguely understood that sooner or later he will know that I still love him now.

Then save that for later.

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Okay, let's talk about the past, and they will finally have a good relationship in the next volume...

leaving old mother's tears