The Words of the Number One

In September of autumn, the town where I live is full of hibiscus flowers, like the sunset from the sky descending on the world. Seeing me staring at her hibiscus tea in a daze, the vegetable seller brought me a handful of hibiscus tea while she was selling vegetables, and said with a smile that it was free.

I took the bag of scented tea for a moment, then thanked me.

In fact, I was thinking that the hibiscus flowers in Mrs. Xin's house should be blooming, and Ji Yu would not stay at her house in the future. After all, he hates flowers to death, and the flowers in Mrs. Xin's house really want to bloom into a sea of ​​flowers.

At this time, more than two months have passed since I escaped from the Qingning Lord's Mansion.

That day after I jumped off the cliff, I survived by hanging on a tree. After I was rescued, I fell into a coma for three days and then woke up. I just felt like I had a long, long dream, but the content of the dream was vague and completely unclear.

When I just opened my eyes, I saw Ji Yu sitting on the bed and looking at me. I couldn't react and looked at him for a moment, but he suddenly stood up, with a panicked expression, as if he had been hit by something.

Then Ji Yu suddenly laughed, the kind of genuine joy I always wanted to see. He called the doctor and asked me how I was feeling, and it was only after a while that I realized that I was still alive.

I obviously jumped down with the heart of death, but now I survived.

Then the doctor and Xia Wanlingshang rushed over and surrounded me. After a while of busy work, the doctor said that I would be able to recover after I wake up. Afterwards, after several days of recuperation with soup and medicine, Xin Ran also came to visit me with Rong Rong in her arms. I was greatly favored for a while, and all kinds of careful care and tonics continued to flow.

When no one else was present, Xia Wan told me how anxious Ji Yu was when he heard that I had fallen off a cliff. When I was unconscious, he was so worried that he couldn't sleep.

She spoke very seriously, and I believed what she said was true, after all, I saw Ji Yu's surprise when I just woke up. I like Ji Yu so much that I am willing to die for him. This must have been beyond Ji Yu's expectations. He should have a lot of questions to ask me. How could he be willing to die like this?

After I regained my energy, I asked Xia Wan about Zi Kou.

Xia Wan was startled, with sadness in her eyes. She sighed and said that they found the bodies of Mo Lan and Zi Kou on the night we were taken away. Mo Lan was buried secretly while Zi Kou was buried in Jiyuan Temple, and was buried in the mountain after the eminent monk passed away.

"Zikou died to save me, and I saved Mrs. Xin and Rongrong. Please convey it to Mrs. Xin for me. I hope Mrs. Xin can often go to worship her, so that she won't be too lonely." I said to Xia Wan said, Xia Wan agreed with me with a sigh.

After a few days, I drank the once-a-month antidote and fled Qingning Lord's Mansion.

Speaking of it, it probably doesn’t count as running away. I just recovered from my injuries and no one thought that I would run away. I just went out and never went back. Then I pawned all the valuable things that Ji Yu gave me along the way, bought boat tickets and hitchhiked casually after exchanging money, I didn’t know where I wanted to go, I just bought whatever ticket I got and took whatever train I wanted to go.

Fortunately, Weiguo has no war for many years and the folk customs are simple, so I was able to come to this small town after wandering around for more than a month. Fortunately, Ji Yu was never stingy with giving me good things, so I was able to **** them in exchange for so much money, which can support the rest of my life.

The scent of hibiscus flower tea in my hand brought me back to my senses. I took the flower tea up and down, thinking about going back and brewing it. The pedestrians on the road were bustling, and I passed them with a vegetable basket, and I heard them talking about today's weather, harvest, and family affairs, as if they had broken through the warm smoke of the world.

I smiled and raised my head to look at the sun. The sun is so warm that I don't have to think about anything.

It turns out that this is freedom, which is really novel and relaxing.

When I jumped off the cliff, I realized that giving up life is actually not that difficult.

Now I want to be free more than alive. Anyway, I don’t have many days left. I don’t have to think about how to live in the future, and I don’t have to worry about money. For the first time in my twenty-two years of life, I can do whatever I want, without any purpose.

I returned to the small yard I rented with the vegetables I bought in the morning. Several boys from the opposite door were playing with bamboo dragonflies, shouting loudly and making noise. I put down the vegetables and went to feed the cats in the yard. When they saw me feeding the cats, the children came up to look at them. The tallest child had very strong arms and legs. It seemed that he was exercised by running and playing every day. He wondered: "Sister, why are you not afraid of you when you feed them, and they all run away as soon as I go."

Before I could make a sound, the chubby boy next to him said, "That's not the third son, you always bully them, they will definitely run away when they see you."

The tall boy called "Three Sons" chased the fat boy and shouted, "I don't have one! Who bullied them!"

"You give them wine and put on their iron shoes!" the fat boy shouted while hiding.

"Stupid! You didn't see that horse running so fast with iron shoes on, and my father said that wine is the best thing to drink!"

Two children were chasing after each other in the yard, and the kittens looked up and then lowered their heads to eat, as if they were used to this kind of scene.

I have been here for two months, Sanzi and Atu—the fat boy, quarreling and fighting almost every day, always trying to prove that they are smarter and more capable than each other. The mothers of the two of them also look the same. Although the two families live in the same yard and are friendly on the surface, they compare everything secretly.

Even whoever buys the vegetable leaves in the morning is fresher and cheaper.

The days of killing people without seeing blood, honey, belly and sword are too many, and I actually think such trivial things are cute.

After Ah Tu was called back by his mother to help, I beckoned the third son over and told him that the one on the horse's foot was called a horseshoe, and that cats don't need to wear "iron shoes" and don't drink alcohol. The third son squatted down a little aggrieved, and I taught him how to get along with the kitten. Seeing the cat obediently lying in my arms, neither fleeing nor scratching me, the third son felt envy in his eyes.

There is something to love and something to love, he just doesn't know how to love a cat.

My third son and I were talking when his mother came over. The mother of the third son is a woman in her thirties, petite and plump, her appearance should be outstanding among ordinary people. She went straight to me with a smile and said, "Girl, I have something to tell you."

I stood up with the cat in my arms and said, "What's wrong?"

"I heard that girl, you are a widow. You are young and have no children. You can't waste the rest of your life like this. I have a younger brother who lives far away. He is very honest and willing to work. He will come to visit me in a few days. How about Let's meet and see?" The woman spoke very bluntly, with the usual casualness of Wei people.

When I moved in, I called myself a widow in order to avoid the neighbors asking questions, and used all kinds of information from Ye Sichen to make up for it. Unexpectedly, there was a new trouble at this time.

It's strange to say that I feel good when I see the people around me being lively, but I don't like them getting close to me, even out of kindness.

"Auntie, I still miss my deceased husband in my heart, but I really can't tolerate a newcomer." I politely refused.

The woman was a little disappointed when she heard this, but she still said a lot of good things about her cousin, so let me think about it again. After she left, the third son raised his face and asked me innocently, "Sister, are you not going to get married anymore?"

I nod.

He wrinkled his face as if he felt sorry for me.

"Sister, you must love your husband very much, unlike my mother who quarrels with my father every day."

I laughed, and the elegant man who always smiled appeared in my mind, and replied: "I really love him very much, we have never quarreled. But I really want to quarrel with him once."

But there is probably no chance in this life.

Life in this small town is very comfortable, cooking three meals a day every day, going to the streets to go to the mountains to see the scenery, the day will pass quickly.

No one here knows my details, no one cares about my past. I've never had a deep connection with anyone here, so no one will be sad when they die. I like this kind of extremely free life very much, but I always feel that something is missing. I can only say that living like this is not enough for a lifetime, but three months is just right. After all, people can’t occupy perfection, and what I get is enough.

Counting the number of days and five days later, the poisonous hair will come out, I feel confused for a moment, but I am not afraid.

After the third son's mother tried to match me, Atu's mother introduced her relatives to me not to be outdone. When I came back from grocery shopping in the morning, before I could put down the vegetables, she grabbed me. She said her cousin was a hype, and took my hand and said that it must be better than the one introduced by the third son's mother. Please, I must go see a See.

It's really dumbfounding that the two women can even compare this. I don't know how they have been neighbors for so many years and they haven't started fighting.

And now I, who has only five days left to live, have become the focus of their struggle.

I bowed my head and smiled, "Thank you for your kindness, but I..."

A Tu's mother interrupted me, and said earnestly: "A man should find an honest and capable man. My cousin is a butcher with a very good skill. Who in ten villages and eight miles would not look for him? His wife died not long after. A lot of people came to be matchmakers, and he is really a good man. Look at the cousin of the third son, who looks upright but is idle, and everyone knows that he can't support the wall..."

Before she finished speaking, Sanzi's mother jumped out of the room and said at the top of her voice that Atu's mother was spitting blood, and the two finally quarreled openly, which gave me a headache.

I rubbed my temples and stepped back, trying to leave the battlefield, but I bumped into someone after taking two steps back, and just as I turned around to apologize, I bumped into a pair of amber phoenix eyes.

The person who came in purple clothes and jade crown had an elegant temperament and an outstanding appearance. He slightly hooked his lips and supported my shoulders, but looked at the two women. The two women also noticed the uninvited guest in the yard, and they stopped arguing after looking at each other.

"A butcher who lost his wife, a **** who can't get a wife? I'm afraid this kind of person will dirty my wife's eyes at the first sight." Ji Yu said with a sneer.

The women were stunned. They covered their mouths and looked at Ji Yu and me, their eyes full of disbelief: "Ma'am? This... this young man is... your husband? Isn't your husband dead?"

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So don't confess your love when people can't hear it. If you confess, you have to confess in vain. You have to say it positively.

Heck, it’s really hard for them to see everyone feel guilty about my accusation ==

So from the beginning of the next chapter to the end of the volume, it is basically all about sugar~~~

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