The World Owes Me a First Love

When talking about the past, Shen Qing's tone was very calm.

On the contrary, Xing Yun felt extremely heavy. She seemed to see her future...

so similar! She looks so much like Shen Qing now! Kidnapped by the face of his parents, held hostage by the strange eyes of the outside world, when he recovered, he had been pushed onto the gallows in the shell of "marriage".

It was not until she heard Shen Qing's story that she realized that it was not a real marriage at all!

The original definition of marriage is clearly to build a family with someone you like, to share happiness with someone, someone to comfort you when you feel sad, someone to feel distressed when you work hard, and someone to accompany you when you are sick, all in order to make your life better.

Well, "like" is an important element that cannot be obtained in marriage...

Thinking about it, Xing Yun fell asleep unknowingly, and this sleep was therefore more reliable than she had originally thought.

Shen Qing seemed to sleep soundly too.

It wasn't until noon the next day that Xia Ke and Xu Yiyi desperately rang the doorbell to wake them both up.

The combination of these two people is a bit strange. After seeing Xing Yun who came to open the door, Xu Yiyi's reaction was even stranger.

"Why are you here?" Her tone was surprised, disappointed, and incomprehensible.

"...Where am I?" Xing Yun looked blank.

"No..." Xu Yiyi turned sideways slightly and pointed to Xia Ke behind her, "Mr. Xia asked for a separate room last night, isn't it to make room for you and Chu Nan?"

Xia Ke blanked her eyes angrily, "How many times have I said it, that man is sleeping and snoring, I think it's noisy!"

During breakfast, some colleagues who had a good relationship with Xia Ke ran to him and knocked on the door to find out from Chu Nan that he hadn’t come back all night. Everyone thought it was something that happened to the company and he left early. I met him in the breakfast room and learned that he had asked for another room alone.

Everyone tacitly believed that he had specially created opportunities for Xing Yun, and he had been explaining since then.

I have said it many times, but Xu Yiyi has never believed...

"Blam me? That Chu Nan doesn't look like a person who snorts when sleeping." Xu Yiyi felt that her suspicion was justified.

Xia Ke hummed meaningfully, "Have you never heard that people are not good-looking?"

"Then you just tell Xing Yun! You are too noisy, she doesn't, you don't know why she specially asked Chu Nan to come here, don't you just want to..."

For fear that she was washing in the bathroom, Shen Qing heard that, Xing Yun interrupted her words hurriedly, "Stop talking!"

"..." This nervous and awkward tone was a bit abnormal, and Xu Yiyi frowned suspiciously, always feeling that something happened last night.

The subsequent development made her doubts deeper and deeper...

The atmosphere between Xia Ke and Xing Yun was also very wrong. During lunch together, Xing Yun deliberately chose the farthest seat from Xia Ke. Basically, she sat next to Xia Ke at company dinners. It is unreasonable to say that it is because her boyfriend is trying to avoid suspicion. There is nothing between her and Xia Ke. Why should she avoid suspicion?

During the dinner, the atmosphere was quite ordinary, but Xu Yiyi found that no matter what Xia Ke said, Xing Yun would ignore it, and would not respond or respond.

If these details can't explain anything, then Xing Yun's performance when everyone is ready to go home after dinner can't be more obvious...

The first stranger was Xia Ke. When he walked out of the hotel, he recklessly reached out to Xing Yun, "Give me the suitcase."

"..." What are you doing? She stared at him puzzledly.

That's right, stare.

Since this woman saw him today, she basically didn't use her eyes to look at him. When she had to look at it, she stared fiercely!

He sank and said patiently, "I will send you back."

Everyone is silent.

Countless eyes swept toward Chu Nan who was standing aside.

When someone’s boyfriend is there, it’s impossible for the boss to give it away. What's more, the boss still speaks such things grandiosely, which is very embarrassing.

The change is normal, and Xing Yun will mostly politely decline.

But this time she was only slightly taken aback, and looked at Chu Nan uncomfortably, "Let's go."

"...Hmm." Chu Nan glanced at Shen Qing and nodded.

Then they just left!

Actually treat Xia Ke as air! This is really unlucky!

Seeing that Xing Yun and Chu Nan had already walked away, Xia Ke still stood still, and the hand that was extended towards Xing Yun just stayed in the air and did not retract...

Everyone had to pretend to look around the scenery.

Although Xia Ke was still very angry, Xing Yun almost followed him back...

She wants to escape!

But can evasion solve the problem? Face it bravely, beginning and ending, this is how adults deal with things.

Chu Nan said it at the beginning, and he should also speak when she wants to end. Besides, the problem between them is more than just a break up, he owes her an explanation.

Intuitively told Xing Yun that he was indeed planning to make it clear when he sent her home, but he also found it difficult to express it, depending on the situation.

Along the way, it was quiet, and no one spoke.

Xing Yun experienced the most difficult two hours of her life so far, until the car stopped at the gate of their home, she couldn't help it, "Do you have anything to tell me?"

He raised his eyes in surprise, and after a long time he said guilty "um".

"Let's talk." Give her a good time!

"I've been hiding something from you. Actually..." Chu Nan licked his lips, plucking up the courage to continue, "Actually, I had a girlfriend before."

"and then?"

"She is older than me, divorced, and has children, but..."

After waiting for a long time without waiting for the following, Xing Yun couldn't help but ask, "But what?"

"But I still love her very much."

"..."

"When I met her, I was just a bank teller, specializing in company business, and I had frequent contact with her. In her eyes, I was just a little brother. The most common thing she said at that time was,'You are really like my brother.' ."

"……"younger brother? Is it Shake?

In Xing Yun's opinion, Chu Nan and Xia Ke are not alike at all. Although he is the same age, he is much more mature and stable than Xia Ke.

"What you see now I can say that it exists entirely because of her. In order to look suitable for her age, I specially grew a beard; for the sake of social status, I worked hard to get a promotion. Stay with her In the past three years, I have really changed a lot..." At this point, he involuntarily curled his mouth and sketched a chuckle, "True love really makes people better and better."

"...Then why are you breaking up?" According to Xia Ke, the breakup was proposed by Shen Qing, but since he has been with Shen Qing for so long, it is impossible not to know that she did it just not to embarrass him.

"She proposed the breakup. She didn't want me to be embarrassed because my parents couldn't accept that she was divorced and had children."

"..." Sure enough, it's clear, so why bother to let it go?

"If she is unwavering, I can fight my parents to the end; but if she shrinks, how can I force it? Knowing that my parents are likely to come to her, I will say all kinds of nasty things to her. The reason forced her to bear this." He lowered his head, looking lonely, "I can only follow her choice."

"So, when you came to a blind date, you were just resisting your parents in a negative way? In fact, at the moment you agreed to break up, marriage has no meaning to you. It just completes the task, right?"

"Ok……"

"Even if the person who came that day is not me, you will also develop further and get married in the fastest way?"

"……Ok."

Xing Yun took a deep breath and tried to calm his emotions.

Now, whether she is angry or hysterical, all she can get in exchange is just a "sorry", meaningless.

She can only force herself to calm down, "Suddenly tell me this because...have you gotten back together?"

"No."

"No?" Xing Yun was a little surprised, his voice rising unconsciously.

It’s already developed to that point last night, isn’t there a reconciliation?

"Yeah." Chu Nan nodded disappointedly. "She said, if I just forgot about her, and quickly plunged into the next relationship, she would regret, be sad, and even regret it; but, if I hadn't forgotten her, she would be innocent. People dragged her into the water. This behavior made her feel sick."

"It's really like what Sister Shen Qing would say..."

"You know?!" Chu Nan looked at her in astonishment.

"..." Xing Yun realized his gaffe.

Although he confessed, he never told her who the ex-girlfriend was, perhaps because she was afraid she would blame Shen Qing, or perhaps because she was afraid that she would have to work at Xia Ke's company in the future a little bit embarrassing.

Anyway, anyway, since he didn't say anything, she didn't need to expose it.

But as a result, she still accidentally leaked...

"When did you know about it?"

Xing Yun pursed his lips and said frankly: "Last night."

"You..." The only thing that allowed her to see through everything last night was his out-of-control behavior at the door of their room, "Did you see it last night?"

She nodded silently.

"Sorry, I……"

"Sorry or something just to make you feel better? It doesn't make any sense to me." Xing Yun interrupted him.

He fell silent, speechless.

Indeed, those injuries have already been caused and cannot be wiped out with a single "sorry".

"What are you going to do now?" After a long time, Xing Yun broke the silence.

"We..." He said after a while, "Break up."

"Hmm..." She was finally dumped?

Suddenly feel relieved, is this the feeling of being broken in love?