There is no cure for love

From the moment I got in the car, I felt uneasy. I couldn't tell whether the faint pain was because I was reluctant to give up. I fell into complex and tangled emotions and couldn't extricate myself.

Sitting in the taxi, looking out the window at the people walking and the speeding cars, I felt so panicked. Even when I found out that Shen Yi had betrayed me, I didn't have the complicated emotions I have now. I just felt like it was a mess, and I couldn't get involved. clear.

However, there was a voice in my heart telling me, Meng Zhirou, what you did was right.

Throughout life, you always have to give up something, even if you are reluctant to let go, even if it hurts.

After divorcing Shen Yi, I decided not to fall in love or get married again, but when I met Chen Jinting, his meticulousness, his attentiveness, and even his little domineering moved me. I knew that I had been resisting. Not only because of Lu Yun, but also because of my worries. I am afraid of losing friendship and being betrayed again.

I'm not sure if I miss Chen Jinting, I will meet someone as good as him, and I'm not sure if being with him will hurt me like Shen Yi did, or bring me a happy life, but I'm sure The thing is, I put all the bets on myself, rely on my own hands to work, to earn a living, to find my own stability. Even if it is hard, even if I am tired, even if I am lonely, it is better than relying on anyone. All reliable.

People who have been hurt will later learn to defend themselves.

When the car arrived at the community, I happened to meet Maureen driving out. She was getting ready to go to work. When she saw me getting out of the taxi, she greeted me and said that dinner was put on the table for me. If it got cold, she could heat it up in the microwave. She goes to work first.

I nodded and tried hard to smile, but I couldn't. I guess it would be ugly to smile. When I got home, the rice was still hot. Looking at the dishes, everything was Lin Heng's favorite. What do you think? Could there be such a stupid woman as Maureen?

She is becoming more and more like me before, focusing on Lin Heng with all her heart, but I have learned from her past mistakes. I hope she will learn from her mistakes and not make mistakes. It’s just that this girl Mo Lin is extremely stubborn. How can I persuade her?

I had a hasty meal and cleaned up, but I still felt irritable. I have always been calm by nature, so why am I so irritable today? I originally read a novel for a while, thinking that reading can make people calm down, but I looked at the densely packed words clustered together. , I felt even more depressed and stopped reading. I simply threw down the book and took out all the clothes in the closet and washed them. After washing a lot of clothes, I seemed to feel a little relieved, but when I was drying the clothes, I saw Chen Jinting’s suit hanging on the balcony. , my heart sank again, and then I quietly took it in, ironed it, and planned to send it to their home by express tomorrow.

When I went to bed at night, we were chatting in the WeChat group "China's Best Friends" formed by the three of us. Maureen asked me if the food was delicious. Lu Yun joked that I was the first to come first, and that I would no longer have to cook. She was envious. Hate. After chatting for a while, Lu Yun was anxious to go to bed, and Mo Lin and I chatted privately.

"You're absent-minded, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, maybe my aunt is coming."

"No, you have something on your mind. I was in a hurry to go to work this afternoon so I didn't care about you. Let's talk now." Mo Lin sent a cute expression.

"I'm telling you, I resigned." I deliberately sent a smiling expression, which was a bit trying to cover up.

"Chen Jinting lets you go so easily? I don't believe it."

Maureen is smart. If I said more, she would definitely guess what happened, so I lied and said, "He probably hasn't seen it yet. I put the resignation letter on his desk after everyone left after work." .Whether he agrees or not, I won’t go on Monday.”

WeChat showed that the other party was typing, but after a while, Mo Lin didn’t send anything, so I added, “Maybe it’s a bit rude, but that’s all I can do. Hey, I’m going to start looking for a job next. "

"I knew you would definitely resign. Your character, how should I put it, is that you are too considerate of others. Zhirou, honestly, are you tempted? Chen Jinting is indeed an excellent man. I have only met him a few times. , I think he has experienced a lot. Although this kind of man is difficult to grasp, after all, he is past the age of joking and will cherish a relationship. Don't always make excuses for Shen Yi. The past has passed. , you have to look forward, you are only thirty years old, a great life is waiting for you, don't delay yourself for being a scumbag. Hey, my dear, are you still unable to let go of Shen Yi?"

Can't you let go? No! I immediately replied, "How is it possible? I have let go of him a long time ago. Love is beautiful, it's better if we break up, so as not to make a big fuss and make me feel sick about the good things in the past. He Now that I have my own life, it has nothing to do with me. It’s just that, Maureen, although I no longer hate him, I can’t forget one thing: the person you love the most will hurt you the most in the end. I just can’t open my heart. ,Once bitten, twice shy."

"Hey, it seems that only time can save you. What you need to worry about now is your job. Think about what to do with your job. Finding a job these days is much more difficult than finding a husband."

"I'll give it a try tomorrow and submit my resume. I don't choose anything right now. I just make do, make a living, and learn something. After a few years of comfortable life, I always have to experience some hardships."

"Well, I'll help you keep an eye on it too. You should also talk to Lu Yun about this and treat her to dinner on the weekend."

"Okay, go to sleep, it's very late."

I got up early the next morning, packed up, and went out. First I went to a courier company to send clothes to Chen Jinting, but when I filled out the form, I didn’t know their address, and it wasn’t appropriate to send it to the company, so I had to send a text message asking Pu. He, after a while, she replied to my text message. As soon as I filled out the form, Pu He called me and asked me if I couldn't find my way to their house?

Before I had time to say no, the little girl said cheerfully, "Auntie, you promised to accompany me to buy clothes last time. Do you have time today? I can't wear my clothes anymore. I'm so upset."

It was not okay for me to refuse. I couldn't break my promise when I promised someone, so I had to bite the bullet and say, "Okay, then come out. Where can I wait for you?"

Pu He thought for a while and then decided to say, "Let's meet at Henderson, auntie. I'll ask dad to send me there and wait for you at the door."

"Okay, see you later." I said.

It was inevitable to meet Chen Jinting like this. I gritted my teeth, returned the express delivery order to others, and took a taxi to Henderson with my bag in hand. Since I was going to meet, I should return it to him in person.

We arrived in a short while, and before we even got off the car, we saw Chen Jinting and Pu He standing at the door. Chen Jinting was wearing casual clothes, less sharp than a suit, and more gentle and handsome. Standing beside Pu He, it was very pleasant. It's an eyesore.

I admit, the moment I saw him, my heart trembled.

Seeing me, Pu He showed a bright smile and ran towards me. This made me a little bit unconvinced that the beautiful little girl in front of me was the cold and arrogant little girl I met for the first time. The coldness of the first meeting was different from the enthusiasm now.

Very far.

"Auntie, you are here. My father and I have been waiting for a long time." Pu He pulled me and walked towards Chen Jinting. Chen Jinting glanced at me lightly, then said hello, "You are here."

It's somewhat embarrassing.

"Well, here are your clothes. They have been ironed. Thank you." I handed over the bag with both hands and said politely.

Chen Jinting took the bag and said to Pu He, "Yaya, go buy a glass of water for Auntie, we will wait for you here."

After hearing what Pu He said, she was ready to go. I didn't stop her. Even though I wasn't thirsty, I knew that Chen Jinting wanted to say something to me. Sure enough, as soon as Pu He left, Chen Jinting looked at me with a helpless expression.

, I lowered my head, unwilling to look at him, and waited for him to speak.

The place we were standing was at the door. There were many people coming and going. There was a middle-aged man who was walking in a hurry and accidentally bumped into me. My center of gravity was unstable. Chen Jinting quickly pulled me into his arms and looked at me with some reproach.

The man said angrily, "Watch someone."

The man apologized profusely. I was so embarrassed that I quickly got out of Chen Jinting's arms, nervously smoothed my hair, and said to the man, "It's okay, it's okay."

After they left, Chen Jinting took my hand and said, "Come over here a little bit." Then we moved a little to the side.

He sighed sadly, looked at me helplessly, and said in a gentle tone, "I know I'm being abrupt, but please forgive me, from the first time I saw you, I...

.Forget it, I’m not used to such naked confessions at such an old age. Meng Zhirou, I respect your idea and agree to your resignation, but I am not giving up on you. I will give you time.

Let you slowly decide whether to accept me or not. I hope that during this period of time, you can put aside the past and face me and yourself. I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes. Aren't you unwilling to face me? Then I

Just wait until the day you are willing to face me."

I slowly looked up at him. His face was written with sincerity and waiting. At this moment, I didn’t know what would happen if I missed the man in front of me. In fact, my heart was shaking and hesitating. His eyes

It was too deep and unfathomable. I was afraid that I would sink in and not be able to get out. I quickly looked away and looked elsewhere. I pretended to be calm and said calmly, "Mr. Chen, you really know how to talk. Why bother?"

What? I..."

"I'm not good at talking, Zhirou. You have worked with me for a while, so you should know what kind of person I am." He smiled softly, feeling a little self-deprecating, "Haha, only in front of you,

When I face you, I become unlike myself. I...Okay, I won’t say more. Please help me take care of the child today. I am usually busy and have no time to accompany her. My daughter is older.

, there are many things that my father won’t do, so I’ll leave it to you.”

What he said made my ears burn. Fortunately, as soon as he finished speaking, Pu He came back with a drink and gave it to me. I smiled, took a sip and said thank you.

Chen Jinting asked Pu He to go shopping with me, saying that he had something to do at the company. Pu He rolled his eyes at him very cutely, pouted and said, "Didn't we agree to go together? Huh, if there is no Aunt Meng today, what will happen again?"

I'm alone." After saying that, Chen Jinting ignored me and took my hand into the mall. I threw the money at him~~~~~~

Qingwan, thank you all, I love you.