There is no cure for love

When I got home, my chaotic head finally became clearer. When I went upstairs to open the door, Lin Heng reached into his pocket to get the key, then looked at me blankly and said blankly, "We seem to be driving there, this...

....."

Only then did I realize that I was in a bad mood when I came out of the hotel. I just wanted to walk along the road and enjoy the breeze, but I forgot that the car was parked. Lin Heng and I looked at each other, and after two seconds we both laughed.

"Forget it, let's pick it up tomorrow." Lin Heng smiled, opened the door, put his arm around my shoulders and went in.

The class reunion was the time to announce to the world that Lin Heng and I were together. I was worried about something in my heart. During the sister gathering, Shi Zhirou saw my worry and comforted me and said, "Didn't the monitor say that the other day? Song Nianqing

We are already married, so what are you worried about? My dear, live a good life, happiness is hard-won."

Lu Yun said, "What are you afraid of? People who are already married can come back to rob you? Let me tell you, Mo Lin, you have to understand that the point is, if you can catch Lin Heng, no matter how many Song Nianqing there are, you will

Not afraid. Do you think so?"

I was thinking the same thing, Lu Yun always made sense when she spoke.

In fact, I don't understand these principles. When I educate the audience on the show, I speak clearly and eloquently. But when things happen to me, I lose track of my steps and run into dead ends when I encounter some problems.

After being with Lin Heng, I wasn't very excited. I had never thought about what it would be like to be with Lin Heng before. At that time, I was probably too self-aware and knew that Lin Heng and I were impossible, so I didn't allow myself to fantasize.

Chance, now we are together, everything is ordinary, nothing new, just like ordinary couples, just not so clingy.

There was no passion between us at the beginning. I thought it was because we had known each other for many years. Later I found out that it was because I was the only one who was passionate about this relationship from beginning to end.

I carefully waited for this feeling, thinking that all I lacked was time.

Lin Heng has been sleeping in the living room, and our interactions are polite. All our actions are limited to holding hands, hugging and kissing. I have no experience in love. Almost every time we kiss, it happens naturally and I close my eyes.

, Lin Heng took the initiative.

Until that day, the status quo that had been maintained for a long time was broken.

After get off work that night, Lin Heng picked me up in Taili. We walked all the way home in the snow, talking about the movie we just watched. The two of us had different opinions and almost got into a fight while talking, but I had a bad temper. Gentle, Lin Heng didn't argue with me in the end and just kept getting angry.

It was after two o'clock in the morning when I got home. I came out from the shower and saw Lin Heng standing on a stool and tinkering with the air conditioner. I wiped my hair and walked over to take a look. He said to me with a complaining look, "Let me just say it."

This air conditioner should be replaced.”

There was something wrong with the air conditioner again. It got angry with me more than once, so I decided to fix it myself. "Come down and take a shower first, and I'll do it."

Lin Heng came down unhappily and took off his clothes in front of me, leaving only his underwear, and walked towards the bathroom. I was dumbfounded. I didn't know whether he was too casual, or whether he thought our relationship was harmless. Anyway, I blushed.

His heart was beating without him realizing it.

The upshot is that there is nothing I can do about the broken air conditioner, which means someone has to spend a mid-winter night without air conditioning.

There is a separate air conditioner in my room, so I consciously contributed a blanket, thinking that I would change it tomorrow.

Do you think I am lacking strength?

When Lin Heng came out of the shower, I shook my head at him and pointed at the blanket beside him to express my helplessness. He glanced at it, said nothing, just spread out the quilt and covered his head to sleep. All signs were there.

It all shows that he is angry.

I sat there for a while, feeling that I was just asking for boredom, so I turned off the light and went back to the room.

I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, and couldn't figure out what exactly he was angry with. Breathing the warm air in the room, I always felt bad thinking about people outside sleeping in the cold air. After repeated ideological struggles, I finally decided

Decided to let Lin Heng come into the room to sleep.

I opened the bedroom door and hesitated for a long time before hesitatingly said, "Well... do you want to come in and sleep? There is air conditioning in the room, so it will be warmer." I felt guilty when I said these words.

, What does it mean to be alone in a room with a man and a woman alone? It’s not that I don’t know.

After a while, Lin Heng came in with his quilt in his arms. Next, I truly realized what it means to lead a wolf into a house.

A man and a woman were alone in the same room, and everything happened naturally. I was unprepared and was overwhelmed by his crazy kisses one after another. I was very numb at first. I have said that Lin Heng is my first love and my first kiss.

It was also his, he couldn't do anything, and he was in a panic. He noticed that I was at a loss, stopped and looked deeply into my eyes, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I will be gentle."

I nodded and began to slowly respond to his kiss, forcefully, as if I was trying to use all my strength to fill the vacant and uneasy place in my heart.

On that midwinter night, with the heavy snow falling, I ended my thirty-year career as a girl and was promoted to a woman.

After finishing, Lin Heng fell into a deep sleep, and I completely lost sleep because of the pain in my body. I got up, got dressed, and went to the living room to smoke. The orange light stood out in the dark night, trying to illuminate the darkness with its weak fire.

A figure emerged in my mind, a woman sitting in the third seat to the right behind us in the cinema, and a woman who followed Lin Heng and I for a while after the show. She had exquisite makeup and an impeccable figure.

.

Even after all these years, I can still recognize her instantly.

She is Song Nianqing. The enchanting red rose that made Lin Heng willing to surrender.

I didn't dare to ask myself why I was willing to give myself up like this. I knew that apart from my love for Lin Heng and my willingness to give everything I had to him, the rest was also due to fear. The moment I met Song Nianqing, I just established

The tower of love that stood up began to sway.

I felt extremely uneasy. I was so unsure that Lin Heng loved me even a little bit.

On that winter night, I clearly touched my own sorrow, and my pride and self-esteem fell into the dust.

Since then, although the air conditioner was changed, Lin Heng has never slept in the living room again. We finally shared the same boat. I have waited for twelve years. When I wake up every morning, I can see Lin Heng when I open my eyes.

Heng's chiseled face brings tears to my eyes every time I look at him sleeping. Really, I don't know where I got so many tears.

It seems that I am always so moved when facing this man.

After the relationship between a man and a woman progresses, there will always be a period of time when we are inseparable, and Lin Heng and I are no exception. He takes care of me a little more than before, and thinks about me more. In my opinion, this kind of dull relationship

Happiness is already the greatest blessing, and I cherish every minute and every second.

Happy days always pass so quickly.

When Zhirou called, Lin Heng and I were buying pillows in a department store. He had been saying that the pillows were uncomfortable in the past few days, so we went to buy them together while he was not at work.

Lin Heng and I were really impressed by the shopping guide's sharp tongue. In the end, we not only picked two pillows but also bought sheets and quilt covers. Lin Heng answered the phone and hurried back to the company, leaving me alone.

People go to appointments.

When we arrived at the coffee shop, Zhirou and Chen Jinting had been waiting for a long time. Lu Yun followed me. Although Chen Jinting and Zhirou had only been married for half a year, Chen Jinting's maturity and stability complemented Zhirou's gentleness and calmness. Some people are destined to be married.

Those who are together are destined to be a perfect match.

Zhirou's feelings and mine are two extremes. Over the years, her relationship with Shen Yiliang was stable. Later, she suffered betrayal and divorced Shen Yi. She once said that after experiencing so much, she realized that Chen Jinting

He is her lover.

And I have gone through countless twists and turns and many years of waiting before I embarked on the right path. I once told Zhirou that good things are worth waiting for. At that time, I just said it to comfort myself, but now, the facts have proved that it is indeed the case.

Yes, no matter how tortuous the process is, as long as you get happiness in the end, everything is worth it.

Zhirou and Chen Jinting's wedding date has been set. They asked me to announce the wedding and invited Lin Heng and I to be their best man and bridesmaid. Lu Yun was also among them. I readily agreed. Zhirou said that she wanted to be the first to tell me that she was happiest.

Things. This is best friends.

Lu Yun made a sad face and said that we have no conscience. Now I have Lin Heng and Zhirou has Chen Jinting. She is left alone and alone. Where can she find a suitable best man to join her?

She has been busy on business trips recently, which is actually not much. But in order to escape her mother-in-law's endless blind dates, she pretends to be working hard, but in fact she is taking the opportunity to escape.

Zhirou and I teased her in unison, "Don't you have a kid? Your mother's godson, isn't he always thinking about you? It's him!"

"Fuck you, uncle!" Lu Yun glared at us. "I'm not horny enough to attack a young boy!"

When we were parting, Zhirou asked me how Lin Heng and I were doing, and I replied that we were fine. I didn’t tell Zhirou that I had met Song Nianqing, and no one knew about it except myself. I was ignoring this matter, and I was at peace with Lin Heng.

Live your life forever.

Maybe it’s because happiness is hard-won, so I cherish it very much.

Lin Heng came back very late that night.

We have been together for more than two months, and I have never asked him about his affairs. I know that I am afraid, indescribable fear. His face was full of exhaustion, and he hugged me, but he hesitated to speak. I told him softly

When he asked us to be the best man and bridesmaid, he only gave a gentle hum.

He couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, so he got up alone and went to the living room to smoke.

And I didn't close my eyes all night.

There is a sense of threat approaching me, and a woman's sixth sense is always accurate. Although I try hard to escape, what is supposed to come eventually comes. There is a voice in my heart that keeps telling me, just let nature take its course and pretend not to.

If you know, you will feel more relaxed.

Therefore, don’t sympathize with a stubborn woman, because she still deceives herself and others despite clearly seeing the reality and does not know how to repent.

Later, Lin Heng became better and better to me. And I accepted his kindness quietly. However, I began to understand that there were some things that I could no longer do.

The voice in my heart reminded me again, Maureen, we are almost at the end.

Zhirou once told me, Mo Lin, you have to believe that there is always a reason why one person is good to another person.

Whether it is love or guilt, you need to distinguish it yourself.

A decision began to sprout, grow, and become increasingly firm in my heart.