There is no cure for love

Later, Chen Li called me and told me that I didn’t need to go to the hospital. His boyfriend came to the hospital to see his mother. The two of them confessed everything. Chen Li said, Lu Yun, in fact, my mother has known about it for a long time.

, she just feels sorry for you.

Later, Chen Li never contacted me again. As for his mother's condition, I no longer knew. Bai Yang and I went to the hospital once, but the nurse said that she had been transferred to another hospital long ago. As for where she was transferred, we didn't know. Again.

I called Chen Li and he had already changed his number.

I happily told Meng Zhirou that Xiao Baiyang wanted me to accompany him to a party held by their dormitory buddies, and asked her to accompany me to get a beautiful dress. She touched her big belly and said to herself, "Taotao, look at you.

Godmother looks like spring has arrived."

We went to Moore Spring Department Store. I was in the women's section on the third floor holding a skirt and gesturing on my body when Meng Zhirou came to me mysteriously and pointed to a slim but bumpy figure standing in front of the underwear section.

The figure said to me: "Do you think that is Quyuan?"

I was inexplicably startled when I heard this name. I looked in her direction just as she was picking out clothes for the shopping guide to pack, and I saw her profile and the beautiful little girl she was holding in her hand.

She is still so beautiful, to be honest, I, a woman, feel ashamed.

It was probably because the child was tired of shopping and was making a fuss. The little girl kept shaking her hand. Qu Yuan knelt down and pinched her face gently, took her clothes and left. The light of happiness in her eyes was what I always thought.

pursuing.

"It seems that she is living a good life. The child looks to be three years old." I said. I have no idea how Qu Yuan and Bai Yang broke up in the end. I was a little curious at first, but when I saw her just now,

With a happy face, all my curiosity disappeared. We all have a new life, so why talk about the past.

After picking out clothes and sending Zhirou home, I took a taxi to Xiao Baiyang's company. I took the elevator up to the 19th floor. The pretty front desk lady smiled and asked me who I was looking for. I said Bai Yang.

It's not Manager Bai. It's Bai Yang.

"Miss, do you have an appointment?" The lady at the front desk was still polite. Her makeup was exquisite and her smile was flawless.

"No. I'm her girlfriend." I didn't expect that the words I spat out naturally were met with a look of contempt and confusion from the front desk lady. Just as she was about to say something, Bai Yang appeared in front of me.

He made an okay gesture to the front desk, took the pocket from my hand, and took my hand toward the elevator: "Didn't you say I'd be down soon?"

There was a flash of panic in Bai Yang's eyes. It was hard to detect, but I saw it.

He drove back to his apartment. We didn't talk much the whole way. The atmosphere was weird, and I didn't know why. I wisely shut up, and we stayed in silence all the way to his apartment.

While he went in to take a shower, I changed into a new dress and put on makeup in the room.

His cell phone, which was left on the table in the living room, vibrated.

The city began to put on night clothes, appearing unfathomable in the bright lights and neon lights. It was like a huge black hole, swallowing up everyone's love, hate, and burying the bitter tears of the frustrated. It was also lost in it.

It has captured the passionate fighting spirit and initial heroic words of many people. In the feasting and feasting, everything becomes so blurry that it can slip away from your hands if you are not careful, leaving behind a dream full of regrets and emptiness.

I grabbed Bai Yang's hand and rested my head on his shoulder for a long time. I looked at the things flying by outside the car window, and the scene of that year appeared in my mind like a movie clip. I asked him: "Bai Yang, what do you mean?

If I had been braver and stood up to challenge Qu Yuan at that time, we wouldn't have to go through such twists and turns now."

Bai Yang didn't say anything, but held my hand tightly in turn.

My hands are warm but my heart is cold.

When we arrived at the cashier, his brothers were already in high spirits. Those seniors whose names I couldn't name greeted me with their wives or girlfriends, and I smiled back. One of his eyes glanced at me and finally landed on Bai Yang, and then

With a meaningful smile, "You're not a bad guy!" Then he turned back to me and said, "Xuemei Lu, you haven't changed at all."

A pun.

After three rounds of drinking, I was already a little dizzy. Naturally, my drinking capacity was not as good as any of theirs. I was slightly tipsy but still sufficiently sober.

In the end, everyone couldn't hold it any longer, so after the party, everyone went back to their homes to find their respective mothers. Bai Yang and I kissed each other for a long time under the night sky illuminated by street lights, regardless of the cars passing by quickly and the pedestrians walking by. It was like

It was a long dream. Tears ran down my cheeks and I quickly wiped them away.

Suddenly my chest felt tight and I held on to the street tree and vomited. Baiyang got some water in the car, twisted it and handed it to me. I held the hand he stretched out to brush away my bangs, stroked his ring finger and asked: "

Little Baiyang, is there something missing here?"

I looked at Bai Yang's panicked face and suddenly burst into laughter. The laughter seemed particularly loud in the silent night sky, and was as cold as the night wind blowing across his cheeks.

Bai Yang came over and hugged my shoulders and said: "Lu Yun, stop laughing, stop laughing." I felt that the Bai Yang in front of me was so unfamiliar. He was still the same tall and upright person I thought was as tall and upright as a cypress and poplar tree, shining with sunshine.

The little white poplar?

I tried my best to shake off his hand around my shoulders and said, "Hey, Xiao Baiyang, do you think I've been stupid for too long and don't know how to feel sad?" When I said this, I was forced back into tears just now.

It surged out again, and the water surged forward as if it had broken through the embankment.

Bai Yang seemed to be about to explain something but I interrupted him. There are some words that I could only say without caring about my feelings when I was drunk. After I sobered up, I would rather feel aggrieved than say it. "Once is enough. Why?"

It’s going to happen again.” I didn’t care about the tears flowing freely, or the fact that I was losing my mind at the moment, “Bai Yang, you just think that I can let you play with me if I like you. Why do you think I’m so cheap that you call me

Just wave it and go!"

Bai Yang held me down, who was already very excited. There was guilt in his eyes. He said, "Lu Yun, I am indeed sorry for you about that incident in college. I really want to start a good relationship with you this time. Whether you believe me or not, I

I really plan to tell you about me and Qu Yuan tomorrow. Lu Yun, I..."

"That's enough! Baiyang, how many tomorrows do I have for you to play with? How many youths do I have for you to play with? Why do you come to provoke me again and again? You are just relying on me to like you! Why do you have it?

Do you think I might come between you and Qu Yuan? Why would I, such a good girl, come into your life to be an interlude?" My voice was hysterical in the night sky.

He looked at me blankly and was speechless.

The last words I said to Bai Yang was that I would never see him again in this life.

I had already run out of tears while walking on the road.

The howling wind along the way blew away all the dizziness I had just felt, and I became extremely sober. All the previous episodes were replayed in my mind.

We went back to the Baiyang Apartment where we were before we set off for the cash box.

When I was sitting on the sofa applying lipstick, Bai Yang's cell phone, which was lying quietly on the coffee table, suddenly vibrated, and I saw that the display showed a new text message. You can read the text message on the smartphone without clicking on it.

Yes, I happened to read the text message with curious eyes. "You brat, the party is less than an hour away. If Miss Lu can't bring you, you will lose."

I couldn't believe that the person I was dating these days just used me as a bet, a bargaining chip for his victory. I clicked on his inbox. There was that text message lying quietly in it.

All my expectations and the sweet feeling of new love.

Of course, there is also information about Quyuan. The background of the photo in the information is the innocent and sweet little girl smiling in Moore's Spring, the little girl Wenqiao and I saw holding hands with Quyuan in the mall.

So when I went to his company, the familiar figure who came down from the other elevator was Qu Yuan. She was still in Bai Yang's office just before I arrived.

Therefore, there are reasonable explanations for the contemptuous look in the front desk lady's eyes and the flash of panic on Bai Yang's face.

I could have fallen out with him on the spot, but I didn't do it because I still had him in my heart, and more because I wanted to fulfill my long-standing wish to have sex with him at a class reunion.

Therefore, being hurt is not because you are a bitch.

His car kept following me slowly. I said I would never see him again in my life and I would never look back.

When I was in college, I wandered around him all day like an idiot. I thought it was just a matter of time before he and I were together. Little did I know that Bai Yang only treated me as a source of fun. In the end, it was only when Qu Yuan and he had sex that I finally woke up from a dream.

I see.

When I gave up chasing him, the reason why he came to me was just to use me as a show to Qu Yuan. To prove to Miss Qu that he could also make the proud Miss Qu upset.

I was so kind and innocent at that time. It was inevitable to be sad. After I was sad, I was so stupid that I sent you my blessings. It was impossible for me to transform into a mistress. I could only cry like something in the quilt.

Now, he suddenly appeared and dated me for a period of time, and finally I found out that it was just another act. In the whole world, only I, a big idiot like me, Lu Yun, would make the same mistake again!

I thought some things in this world would be perfect if I missed them and came back. But it turns out that things that come back are no longer perfect.

I stumbled home, feeling very sad. I took out the wine from the wine cabinet and drank it. Finally, I couldn't hold it any longer and fell on the bed.

When Zhirou and Rosen knocked on the door of my room, the hangover from last night was still taking effect. Rosen handed me a glass of warm water and looked at me solemnly, but he hesitated to speak.

Zhirou had the same expression as him, "Oh my God, I just fell out of love. They both looked like I couldn't live anymore."

"Let's go. There will be no Bai Yang in my life from now on. Now I want to sleep." When I am happy, the whole world can hear my laughter. When I am sad, no one can see me cry unless I want to.

.

After saying that, I got into bed without any strength at all. After a while, they got me up again. I was heartbroken and cursed: "**! Do you want me to drink medicine and cut my wrists?"

Do you think I'm normal? Or do you think I can't express my current sadness without bursting into tears? Can't you give me some peace of mind? I've been treated like a fucking monkey, I can't hide at home and sleep!"

All the fire in my heart was vented, and I even forgot to pay attention to my words and actions in front of pregnant women.

Rosen sat next to my bed and put his arms around my shoulders. Mother Te said, "Lu Yun, no matter what I tell you later, you have to calm down." He paused for a while before speaking with great difficulty,

"Bai Yang collided with someone on the Second Ring Road last night. When he was sent to the hospital, he was already dead." I don't know what Rosen said after that. Anyway, when I heard the words "There is no hope," my heart skipped a beat.

Bian Kuangming's vision went dark and he didn't know anything anymore.

It was two days after I woke up in the hospital. Because of my alcohol allergy and irritation, I lay in the hospital for two days before I woke up. And a lot can happen in just two days.

God is always joking with me. Bai Yang was still alive in front of me three days ago, and I tied a tie for him and went out for an appointment. When Bai Yang hugged my shoulders three days ago, I could still feel his strong embrace.

Arms. Three days ago, the poplar tree was still making childish faces in front of me. But now, the little poplar tree facing the sun has lost its life and turned into ashes in the rosewood box.

Bai Yang's explanation for my interruption that night became clear later in the conversation between Quyuan and Qiangui's friends that night.

Qu Yuan said that if I hadn’t appeared, the story of her childhood sweethearts and Bai Yang would have been much more beautiful. After getting married, Bai Yang only realized later that I had become deeply ingrained in his heart unknowingly. He told Qu Yuan that he missed the person he talked to every day.

The girl who told cold jokes behind his back missed her shamelessness and unreasonable temper. They broke up when the children were older. He came back to me and went on a blind date with me through the arrangement of Zhirou. And we met with friends

I made a bet in front of me that I would be caught up within a month and brought to the party. If I lost, I would open nine boxes at the cash register and sing "Can't afford to be hurt".

However, those misleading coincidences were interspersed unceremoniously, causing me to misunderstand. And I was so angry that I stubbornly refused to listen to his explanation.

You see how God can joke.

I didn't have time to see Bai Yang for the last time. Now I'm standing in front of his tomb, the north wind blowing my hair. I look at his photo on the tombstone, which was taken when I was watching him cook for me in his apartment. In the photo

Baiyang looked back at me with a shovel and smiled knowingly. The white mist rising from the pot made his handsome face look dreamy.

The poplar that turned all my arrogance and arrogance into a quiet and gentle one will always stay at the age of thirty.

My mother said that it would be better to go home if I stay there and feel sad. She promised that she would not force me to go on a blind date again. She said that the poplar trees have gone far away, so it is better to stay close to the person in front of me.

Of course I knew she was referring to Rosen.

But although Bai Yang is gone, no one can take his place in this life.

Old people and old things are all just like a dream, no matter how happy or painful they are, there will no longer be a poplar tree rooted in my heart.

He is the most beautiful scenery in this life.