There is no cure for love

After a sleepless night, I woke up with panda eyes. After changing clothes, I sneezed. I must have caught a cold last night. Spring comes quickly in Beicheng, but it is not easy to warm up. It is still quite cold at night, plus the guest room The quilt left behind is very thin, so it is easy to catch a cold.

I went downstairs and took a few cold medicines. My head felt a little dizzy. My mother-in-law got up to make breakfast. When she saw me getting up, she asked me what time Shen Yi came back last night. I said twelve o'clock. My mother-in-law looked worried and said, "Why are you working so late? Tell him to come back early next time!" Then he smiled and asked me to go up and ask Shen Yi to get up and have breakfast.

Maybe it was because of his hangover that Shen Yi hadn't woken up yet. He was sleeping very deeply. I pushed his shoulder a few times but there was no response. After a night, the smell of alcohol was still very strong. The smell was overwhelming. It entered my nose, reminding me of my humiliation. I got angry and pushed him hard. He opened his hazy eyes. At that moment, there was a sullen look on his face, and he saw clearly that it was me and there was tenderness behind him. Get up, "Honey, what's wrong?"

Shen Yi rubbed his eyes and looked at me, calmed down, sat up from the bed, looked at the clock on the wall, and said with some annoyance, "It's over, I'm going to be late today, and Director Lan will come for a meeting in the morning." Shen Yi quickly got out of bed. "Honey, help me take off my shirt. I'm going to brush my teeth. It's almost too late."

I sat on the edge of the bed without moving, and said calmly with a cold face, "Why are you anxious? I don't think Mr. Lan will blame you even if you are late."

Shen Yi thought I was angry because he came back late last night. He was stunned for a second or two, sat down next to me, put his hands on my shoulders, comforted me and said, "Isn't there nothing I can do? Qin Jiang's wife almost wants to I have given birth. I have been getting off work early these days and going back to wait. There are not many people in the company who can take responsibility. Director Lan asked me to go there temporarily, and there is nothing I can do. If I don’t perform well, how can I get promoted and get a raise? We will have to do it in the future. Raise a child, right?" His tone was sincere, as if I was making trouble unreasonably. He was running around hard outside, and when he came back drunk, I didn't understand and got angry. If this matter is revealed, it will be my fault no matter what.

I buried my head and grabbed the quilt with my other hand, tightly, wanting to vent all the unhappiness in my heart. I reminded myself again and again, Meng Zhirou, you have to be calm, calm, and don't lose your temper. I Slowly raised his head and looked at Shen Yi's face. This is the face that I have seen for ten years, the face that I have seen every morning when I wake up for the past six years. It can be said that every pore of my face is extremely familiar to me. At this time At this moment, it turned out to be so strange. When he lied, his face did not turn red and his heart did not beat. He made up all the high-sounding reasons to hide his evidence of crime. Is this man really the Shen Yi who loves me?

"Honey, what's wrong?" I looked a little embarrassed. Shen Yi frowned and asked me, "Is there anything wrong with my face?" Shen Yi immediately checked himself with a guilty conscience, and then looked at me inexplicably. , "Wife......"

I sighed, smiled weakly, and said, "It's okay, I just feel sorry for you." Shen Yi held my hand and smiled happily. I also acted, and said, "Your current results are acceptable, the position of manager is It’s not easy either. I’d rather you not get a promotion and a salary increase, but I also want you to be in good health. How can I go out to socialize like this?”

Shen Yi smiled knowingly, put his arms around my shoulders and hugged me gently, resting his head on my shoulders, and said sadly, "People walk to higher places. This is something I have known since elementary school. Those of me who came from the countryside My classmates, not many are successful, so I have to work hard." Shen Yi let me go, looked into my eyes seriously, and said, "When I marry you, I will give you the best life."

Really? Your efforts are just to give me the best life? Not for yourself? Shen Yi, then why do I see a **** look in your eyes? It is true that people go to higher places, but they must not resort to any means. Right? Are you so anxious to climb up that you forget about morality?

I laughed at him thousands of times in my heart.

"The best life? Shen Yi, don't you remember what Professor Gao said? There is no best, only better. Besides, I have been married to you for so many years, and you still don't understand me?" I suddenly felt a little speechless, he It seems that he takes me as a reason. His hard work and hard work are all for me. I don't deny that his efforts have indeed given me a good life, so that I don't have to worry about the source of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. But Shen Yi's reason is too much. Too far-fetched.

"Okay, let's not talk anymore. I have to go to work. I know you feel sorry for me." When he mentioned Professor Gao, Shen Yi suddenly dimmed his eyes, changed the topic, and left me alone in the room.

Professor Gao was Shen Yi and I's economics teacher in college. He was very opposed to young people's rash advancement. Once in class, Shen Yi and him got into an argument. I can't remember the specific topic. Anyway, the point of argument at that time was not the subject. On the top, it was pulled too far and could not be pulled back. Shen Yi firmly believed that a person should go to high places and stand on high places so that he would not be looked down upon by others. He said that he should do his best in everything. At that time, Professor Gao Said, "Young man, when you mature, you will know that there is no best, only better."

As Shen Yi's girlfriend at the time, I could understand what he meant. In other words, children from rural areas could understand Shen Yi's position. In an era when birth was valued, children from rural areas were always disliked. But I don’t support Shen Yi’s paranoia from the bottom of my heart. I mentioned it many times in insinuations, but Shen Yi never talked directly about it. Later, I felt that he had a good temperament and was calm, and that his paranoia was actually about being motivated. Moreover, I found such a person for myself. Positive men feel lucky.

Love makes me ignore many things.

Perhaps it was Shen Yi's paranoia that made him gradually lose his way.

The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, and thinking about it, I brought my thoughts back to reality.

After preparing clothes for him, I went downstairs. I remembered that he was pale because of the hangover, so I ran to the kitchen and made him a glass of honey water. He came downstairs and drank it happily. The unpleasantness just now was completely gone. Shen Yi handed the cup to him. Give it to me, kiss me on the cheek, and say, "Thank you, wife, that's so thoughtful."

My parents-in-law were watching from the side. They were afraid that we would be embarrassed and pretended not to see it.

When his lips touched my face, I suddenly despised myself. Shen Yi betrayed me so much, why should I be nice to him? He deserved to be uncomfortable, why should I give him honey water? Why? Meng Zhirou, Why are you so spineless?

I was angry with myself, so I took the cup and went into the kitchen to wash it. The more I washed it, the more I felt worthless.

After Shen Yi left, Qiao Chen called and asked me to meet at a coffee shop on Zhongshan Road at ten o'clock. He had something to show me. I was a little unsure on my own, so I called Mo Lin out. My mother-in-law and I He lied and said he wanted to continue attending classes, changed his clothes and put on makeup and left home.

I waited for a bus at the gate of the community for a long time but didn't get one. I was upset and complained that I was timid. What was there to be afraid of when I learned how to drive?

After waiting for about half an hour, the car arrived. I hurriedly got on the car. Maureen called to say that she had arrived. I urged the master to hurry up, and the master patiently replied, "Young people are impatient. Take your time. The more you The more anxious you are, the slower you go."

I also feel that I am too impatient. Sitting in the position, Meng Zhirou, please be calm and calm.

What Qiao Chen wants to show me is probably the photos from Lan Qin’s mother’s birthday party last night. I can’t wait, I can’t wait to see the evil things Shen Yi did behind my back. I can’t wait to see the truth and extinguish my own psychology. The remaining fantasies about him.

After arriving at the coffee shop, Maureen and I sat on the sofa and chatted for a while. A girl wearing a black leather jacket, a simple T-shirt and jeans, and a ponytail appeared in front of me. She had a small face and the kind of A very delicate type, with no makeup at all, big eyes, and a very dashing look. He was carrying a simple black bag in his hand, and it was hard to tell what it contained.

"Are you Meng Zhirou?" Qiao Chen walked up to our seat and asked. Her voice was very clear and hearty, and sounded better than it sounded on the phone.

Maureen and I looked at her in disbelief. We never expected that the private detective recommended by Fu Qingyuan was such a young and beautiful girl. I was already surprised when I found out she was a girl yesterday. In my impression, this kind of work was all about that kind of work. Made by a middle-aged man, wearing a peaked cap with the brim held low, he looked indifferent, as if he was used to seeing things. Qiao Chen was beyond my expectations.

"Are you Qiao Chen?" I asked.

She winked at me, then looked at the seat opposite, "Can I sit?"

I nodded and said, "Please sit down."

Mo Lin called the waiter, and Qiao Chen ordered a cup of American coffee. Then he took out the envelope from his bag and stuffed it in front of me. He said softly, "You should take a look at what's inside first. My friend took the photo last night." , at the banquet.”

With trembling hands, I picked up the brown paper envelope in front of me and pulled out a stack of photos inside. Maureen came over and looked through each one with me.

The angle of the photo is very professional. It captures Lan Qin holding Shen Yi's arm as he goes around greeting people and toasting. Shen Yi has a faint smile on his face. From the beginning to the end, Lan Qin stands beside him lovingly, accompanying him. He chatted and laughed happily with the guests.

Shen Yi was either chatting and laughing with Lan Qin, or leaning close to her face and whispering, or kissing Lan Qin's forehead. Anyway, the two of them were extremely close. Judging from the photos, Shen Yi didn't look like he was going to be with Lan Qin. Qin and Qin broke up? When we were clearly inseparable, did Shen Yi think I was a pig?

I read the photos one by one, and the pitiful fantasy in my heart finally disappeared.

Shen Yi is simply worse than a beast!

"According to my friend, Miss Lan introduced your husband to everyone as her fiancé. Those who went last night were all close relatives of the Lan family, as well as some close friends from the shopping mall. It seems that your husband and Lan Qin, It's not about breaking up." Qiao Chen crossed his legs and looked at me. Maybe he had seen too much, but Qiao Chen had no emotion at all when he said these words, as if he was stating a factual and innocuous matter.