There's a black hole inside me

Time is like water.

Calculate the time.

Nearly four years have passed since I got Xiaohei.

The day before yesterday, May 16, Wei Ming just turned 30 years old.

He has a wife, two sons, and a great career.

Now, his life can be called "perfect", and he lives a very fulfilling and happy life every day - this is what he is describing.

He is not busy at work and has four days off and three days off. Money has become a numerical concept for him, and he can never spend it all.

In life, food, clothing, housing, transportation, etc. are all top-notch enjoyments. There is almost nothing that you really want but can’t get.

At the stage of Wei Ming, material pursuits have come to an end, leaving only certain spiritual needs.

So what other ideals and pursuits does Wei Ming have now?

To be honest, he had been confused recently because of this issue.

Youdao says, "At thirty," you shouldn't be confused and hesitant at this age. You even have to prepare for the upcoming mid-life crisis. You have entered the "golden stage" of struggle. Most people feel only anxiety. And under pressure, Wei Ming began to moan for nothing.

If his peers who were far behind him knew about it, they would probably sigh and call him a bitch, which would be hypocritical.

Wei Ming didn't feel like he was being pretentious.

He did feel a little lost lately.

Lost direction, lost the goal of striving, and fell into a step-by-step, assembly line-like daily life.

What’s the point of working at Black Hole New Materials Company to process 1.5 million tons of new materials every month? However, after earning some hard-earned money, he was recently tested to see if he could lower the price. Wei Ming directly said that he would cut the production capacity in half. If it was not possible, he would cut the production capacity to one-third. The other party immediately ignored it.

The development of each subsidiary is on the right track, and there is no need for frequent inspections.

Limei Club, you can go there occasionally, even if you don’t want to go and say hello. Nowadays, there are almost no people who need beauty services. There are only a few people who are prone to obesity and want to get rid of some fat. But this is a small thing that can be done with physical exercise. It is not necessary. I often trouble Wei Ming, after all, he makes hundreds of millions every minute.

Wei Ming participates in the "Project Immortality" research group every Friday. However, a while ago, scientists used AI supercomputer to simulate the internal environment of the human body. Although the realism and accuracy are not very high, it greatly saves Wei Ming's workload. , as long as he compares and corrects the results he observes with the results simulated by the supercomputer, the accuracy of the supercomputer simulation will become closer and closer to the real environment of the human body.

The number of places where Wei Ming needs to be used in the future will gradually decrease and eventually disappear.

This shows that technology has developed to an amazing extent.

On Saturdays and Sundays, I spend time with my wife and children, teaching my eldest son Wei Dong, who is over one year old, to speak and walk. I occasionally pick up my hands and hold my second son Wei Mang for a while.

It may be that Wei Ming spends more time with him, and his second son Wei Mang is very close to him. As long as Wei Ming holds him, he stops crying quickly, and he is relatively quiet and gentle. He will cry when he is hungry, and will cry when he has to pee, but After eating enough and changing diapers, he stopped crying and fussed, and quickly fell into a sweet sleep. It was easy to grasp his routine and he was especially easy to take care of.

Even if Xu Chuxia went to work in the company without him, Wei Ming could easily take care of him alone.

Compared with the eldest son Wei Dong who can't stop for a moment after waking up and is as lively and active as a monkey, Wei Ming does like his second son Wei Mang more.

but……

"Both of them are my biological sons and cubs. How could they get such different treatment?"

"It's normal to give him a little more love and care, but how can you keep giving more to him if you have more, and less to him if you have less?"

"How the symptom of partiality arises is really hard to understand."

That's right, Wei Ming couldn't understand. On the premise that they were both his biological sons, he didn't understand why he should specifically favor which one, why he should put all his eggs in one basket.

Even if absolute fairness cannot be achieved, the two sons must have the same amount of things, so that a bowl of water can be balanced.

Wei Ming didn't want to set any flag. At least in his case, all children would enjoy equal treatment. He would not be that kind of confused and partial father.

Worry not about scarcity but about inequality. Favoritism is the biggest source of contradiction. If people cannot overcome their own preference and destroy fairness intentionally or unintentionally, then they will not be able to have unity as a family, and they will never have anything in the future. Living a good life can lead to children turning against each other, and a good family falling apart.

This is absolutely the stupidest thing to do.

…

above.

After sorting out all aspects of work, life, etc.

Wei Ming was surprised to find out.

Although he seems to have money and leisure, the management of the company, the maintenance of personal relationships, the responsibilities of husband and father... are like thick vines, binding his hands and feet, occupying almost all of his free time. There was no time to think further.

Not to mention dreams and pursuits.

There is a saying that is very romantic - may you leave for half your life and still be a teenager when you come back.

But most of the teenagers, including Wei Ming, turned into greasy uncles after they returned and had long forgotten their original ideals.

"What is my ideal or plan?"

Wei Ming asked himself, suddenly looked up at the sky above his head, and suddenly he remembered.

No, the sea of ​​stars.

If you are a real man, you should challenge the stars and the sea. This is the greatest romance for a man.

We can no longer be imprisoned by the land under our feet, our busy career, and the fetters of family. Even if we walk slower, we cannot stop moving forward, and finally sink into the fulfilling daily life and greasy years.

Speaking of this, Wei Ming remembered that last year, Elon Musk's SpaceX company did what it said and launched a 250-ton combined spacecraft "Dragon 3" spacecraft to Mars, carrying two An astronaut headed straight for Mars.

Seven months later.

Just recently, the Dragon 3 spacecraft arrived in Mars orbit, and a hundreds-ton lander is preparing to land on Mars.

However, during the landing on Mars, the parachute deployed abnormally. Although the density of Mars' atmosphere is only one percent of that of Blue Star, without the deceleration effect of this 1% dense atmosphere, the final landing speed of the "Dragon 3" spacecraft lander was Exceeded 100 meters/second.

Then……

With a bang, the plan failed.

Tesla's stock price plummeted 70%.

However, at the most critical moment, Elon Musk delivered a famous speech, "Failure cannot stop mankind from marching into the universe." The content of the speech was profound, tragic, and moved people to tears and blood.

Because Elon Musk announced that he will personally participate in the Mars landing mission as an astronaut, launching at the end of this year and arriving in June next year.

If you never come back, you will never come back!

Boom~

Tesla stock jumped 100% and immediately rebounded.

Wei Ming was convinced.

This is a ruthless person!

He is definitely not a ruthless person who just talks about it. No matter how many people try to dissuade him, no one can stop him.

You must know that this guy is 55 years old, has a wife and children, but he has worked hard to this extent for his dream.

Wei Ming truly respected him.

And then...he will also go to Mars.

"This oral soup should be drunk by me."

"Brother Long, just wait a moment. I will be the first person to land on Mars. I'm sorry. This time, it's my turn."

Wei Ming made a major decision in his heart!