There's a black hole inside me

Sunday, December 5, 2022.

Around 6pm.

In the business suite.

With the last stroke of the pen on the digital tablet, the original painting of the 33rd picture was completed.

It was also the last original painting task, which was completed a week in advance.

Pack the original painting into a file package and send it to female writer Tao Su through Penguin.

Wei Ming stood up and raised the tablet in his hand. The idea in his mind at this moment was to smash this thing and never touch it again.

"I think I am also a big boss with a net worth of over 20 million. I will never do the stupid thing of helping someone paint an original painting for 400 yuan!"

"From now on, my personal free time belongs only to me, and no one can take up a second of it!"

And then in Penguin.

Wei Ming said directly to Tao Su: "I, Lu Ming, will officially withdraw from the world of original painter from now on. The drawing tools have been smashed, and I will not be able to draw a single pixel in the future."

"I know, I know."

Seeing his declaration, Tao Su quickly replied: "I've really worked hard on you during this period. I want to give you a hug."

"It doesn't matter if it's hard work or not. The main thing is that I hope you believe me. I have really quit the world of original painters. If you have any original painting tasks in the future, please find a new original painter. I just threw away the drawing tools."

"Okay, okay, I believe you, don't stress it so many times, I know what you mean, and I will never trouble you again."

"That's good."

Wei Ming nodded, thought for a while and then asked: "Although I can no longer help you, but... we should still be friends, Tao Tao?"

"Of course we are still friends. Who do you really think of me? If I don't help, I am not a friend. I am so snobbish. Besides, you are starting a business and you are so busy every day. It is obviously me. I have caused you trouble, and I have to say thank you! And we are still good friends and that will never change.”

"Haha, I'm a little ashamed of what you said."

Wei Ming felt warm in his heart. Look at his speaking skills and his emotional intelligence.

No wonder he can become a well-known online writer.

Wei Mingdu had to tell the truth: "Although I was really busy some time ago, I have gotten better recently and I can have a good rest every Sunday."

"You said you wanted to treat me to a meal before, but I declined with excuses. This is not the right mentality. You and I have known each other for many years and we are in the same city. It stands to reason that we should treat you to a meal. It just so happens that I have made some achievements in starting a business recently. Tao Tao, I want to Instead of me being the host, how about I treat you to a meal at a suitable time and place?”

Wei Ming extended the invitation and said.

But this time, it was he who initiated the meeting.

Although there is no such thing as a "friend" relationship between men and women of the opposite sex, since they proposed to meet, it naturally contains a certain meaning. Even if Wei Ming wants to deny that there is no such thing, all men will have subconscious expectations.

More importantly, he has become more confident and can say certain things with ease. Even if nothing happens after the two meet, at least he has fulfilled his expectation of meeting in person offline and has resolved some regrets. .

Just like someone likes a girl, he knows that the girl doesn't like him, and will be rejected if he confesses, but in the end he still chooses to confess, letting the girl understand his feelings, even if the feelings are not responded to, at least It is better to bloom once than to bury it in your heart and rot in your belly.

"Oh, you've changed, Ming. You've become more cheerful and confident. You actually took the initiative to ask a girl out on a date. This is a big improvement~ It's a bonus here for me (red heart)"

Tao Su couldn't help but said teasingly.

"It's not a date, it's just a normal treat. If you don't want to, forget it." Wei Ming's cheeks felt a little hot.

"Hey, I'm still a little tsundere, so I'm tired."

"If you give me an accurate answer, just say yes or no." Wei Ming was a little overwhelmed. This was definitely the attribute of a little devil.

"Okay, then let's do it on Sunday next week. Didn't you say that this is the only day you are free? As for the time and place, you can inform me then and I will go to the appointment on time." Tao Su said.

"Okay, then it's settled!"

The arrangement for the two people to meet offline was thus confirmed.

…

night.

After eating, taking a shower, and changing into pajamas.

I lay in bed around eight o'clock.

Looking at the empty room.

Listening to the sound of cars passing by on the road.

Then I remembered the meeting agreement with Tao Su.

Rarely, Wei Ming suddenly suffered from insomnia. He kept his eyes open for more than two hours without falling asleep, and his brain thought more clearly.

The senses are also more acute and can even detect some very small movements.

Outside the glass window, light yellow light poured in.

The half-closed curtains were moved by the night wind that filtered in.

There is an emotion that suddenly arises from the bottom of my heart like an overwhelming feeling.

It is extremely strong and real, like a cold hollow, peeling off a person's soul, questioning the meaning of the world, and raising a philosophical question of "Who am I?"

Lonely.

Yes, this emotion is loneliness.

At this moment, Wei Ming felt intense loneliness.

Although I have often felt this way before, this is the first time it has been so strong.

"Why should I move to such a deserted place? I used to live next door to Zheng Xuewei. I listened to their quarrels for two or three days, but I never felt lonely. Now I feel really bad."

"I also kind of understand why my mild depression is cured. It may be because of Zheng Xuewei and her boyfriend. Listening to their quarrel, I can sleep soundly."

"When you are alone, the darkness in your heart will swallow up the real feeling of being alive, and sadness will gradually engulf you, as if you have been abandoned by the world in a corner, and you can no longer feel love and hope."

"I am willing to lend one million to Huang Youjie to buy a house. Perhaps this factor is also involved. I don't like my surroundings. I am always surrounded by tragedies. Even if we quarrel all day long, it is better than being separated."

Maybe, it’s really time to find a partner!

It's true that being single is relaxed and happy, but if you really have to make a choice, it might be better to have a partner.

The long-term single life is like a black hole. Even if you are laughing and laughing one second ago, it can swallow up your happiness in an instant and plunge you into endless depression.

And for Wei Ming now, finding a partner is really not a problem for him.

As long as he is willing, he can be single within five minutes. Even if he is a little more wild, there will be no problem in two boats, three boats, or N boats, and he will become the king of love.

Among the customers Wei Ming has served, from middle-aged rich women in their forties and fifties to beautiful girls in their seventeens and eighteens, many of them fell in love with him at first sight after experiencing extremely satisfactory beauty services.

Then some asked to add a WeChat account, some added a phone number, and some even directly and boldly confessed their love.

Wei Ming doesn't encounter this kind of situation every once in a while, but encounters it several times every day.

But he rejected all of these women.

It's too fake, too artificial, too unreal. I don't feel the so-called "love", and there is no soul resonance and touch.

"The woman I want is a soul mate, not a material worshiper or a yearning for glitz."

"It is her tenderness and understanding for me, and it is also the harbor and destination of my soul. As long as she is by my side, loneliness will never come close to me."

"It's just such a woman, where is she?"

never mind!

Wei Ming shook his head.

You have to go to work tomorrow, don’t think so much, go to bed early!

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