There’s Always a Paranoid Staring at Me

"Aunt Wang, I really don't have any plans to look for it anymore, you see my daughter is so old..." Bai Key declined embarrassedly, she tidied up the counter, and casually joked, "The best I didn't think about looking for it when the suffering was the most difficult, now that the child is older and the days are getting better, it's time for me to enjoy happiness, I don't want that anymore, I don't want to!"

Aunt Wang winked at her and said meaningfully: "A woman is as fierce as a tiger at forty, you are only a little older, and it is only when you find someone who loves you and loves you will you be happy."

Oh, Auntie Wang, you understand!

The white key received the signal at once, and the face turned red.

Paste it like.

At the beginning, Bai Key left with the child to settle in a small county in a remote city in the north.

The most ordinary girl among thousands of teenagers.

Bai Key didn't have much money at the time. In order to give the child enough security, she did not choose to rent a house, but directly bought a main house, a set of shops, and opened a small supermarket. Self-sufficient and comfortable life.

In order to explain a single woman living alone with a child, and to prevent the child from being ridiculed at school as a child without a father, Bai Key lied that she was married, but her husband died in a car accident, leaving him behind The orphans and widows depend on each other for life.

Bai Key's acting skills soared at that time, snot and tears narrating that his life was as miserable and painful as Xianglin's wife, saying that he could find her father's child in every corner of the original city Shadow, then escaped to this place with the child, intending to start a new life again.

Probably this set of lies has been told too many times, deceived too many people, deceived for too long, and even the white key has some beliefs, and deeply feels that he is the poor little boy. widow.

System: "..." In fact, you just like the three words of the little widow.

There are many simple and honest people in the small county. Although it is not easy for Bai Key to raise children alone and open a supermarket to make money, Bai Key, a petite, widowed woman in her twenties, pays special attention to and The distance between men, she usually likes to stay with women, plus she is soft, soft and does not cause trouble, everyone around her likes her, and will help her from time to time, but it helps her a lot.

In this way, the time passed day by day, and before you knew it, the children grew up.

It's not that I just finished the college entrance examination last month, and the results came out a few days ago.

The child did well in the exam and can go to the top 10 schools in the country.

Bai Key and Yourong Yan proudly asked the system for credit: "I'm really amazing!"

The system thought to herself, if you didn't know, you thought you were admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University. It's half a cent to you if you study well? You haven't helped out the additional questions in elementary school, and you still have the face to say it?

Bai Key is completely unaware of the system's slander, and is still complacent: "I actually trained a 985 college student, my god, can I publish a book? If a reporter interviews me and asks me What is the philosophy of education and how can I say it?"

System: Is this a bit too much?

After being happy, Bai Keyu was still a little sad, his eyes were a little red, and his voice was hoarse: "Ten years? Twelve or thirteen years, time flies so fast, I don't want to keep anyone, and I'm about to leave, why is there still a little..." She sniffed and pursed her lips without saying a word.

Seeing this, the system reassured: "The traffic is so developed, if you want her, you can visit her at any time..."

Bai Key swallowed her saliva: "After raising the child for so many years, in order to cultivate her correct three views and ways of dealing with things, I have been sitting upright all these years, and I almost suffocated me. When will this university start, when will she leave, if she leaves, I will be free! The sky is high and the birds fly, the sea is wide and the fish leaps, hahahahahaha!"

The system only felt that it was slapped with a cold and mocking smile, it felt that it was a little bit of a myocardial infarction, and it seemed that it might pass at any time.

Fortunately, she thought Bai Keyu was feeling the truth, but this was the excitement!

In other words, after the white key fantasy, you don't have to get up at five or six in the morning to make breakfast, and accompany your children to do homework at eleven or twelve in the evening, but sleep until eleven or twelve, and return to the early morning When she was teasing Miss Sister, maybe she could turn the clouds over the rain, Aunt Wang pushed open the supermarket door and came in.

Aunt Wang lived opposite her house. The child was young before, and Bai Keyo was too busy to come to her house to eat. Bai Key was very grateful to her, especially after the child was admitted to the university. All of a sudden the gratitude doubled, as if they were also one of the essential factors for getting into college.

Aunt Wang saw that she was thinking about something, and she shook her hand in front of her: "What? Think about it again."

"Forget it." Bai Key was embarrassed and changed the topic, "Aunt Wang, have you eaten yet? It's like this at noon, why did you come out? What do you want to post? Wechat, Ruan Ruan will just bring it to you when Ruan Ruan goes back in the afternoon."

The child's name is Du Ruan, which is the name given by the fortune-teller Mr. Bai Keyo asked for a smooth and safe life, which is just right, it also fulfilled the lie that she was married and had a deceased husband.

Aunt Wang glanced at Du Ruan who was lying on a small table reading a book, pulled a stool and sat beside Bai Key: "This is not the end of the exam, why are you still reading."

Du Ruan raised his head and greeted with a smile.

Bai Key poured her a cup of iced oatmeal tea: "I said that there is an English test for admission, and I decided to assign classes. There is an English test for college students in December. Well, prepare for the exam in advance."

Aunt Wang praised: "We Ruan Ruan are good, not like the kid in my family, who disappeared after a holiday. By the way, which school did Ruan Ruan report from?"

Bai Key smiled proudly: "In Beijing."

Aunt Wang showed an envious look, and followed with a smile: "The capital, there are many opportunities. If you stay in Beijing in the future, you will end up in your life."

Bai Key glanced at Du Ruan, and when he saw the other party, he also looked up at her, and smiled with relief: "Yeah, I'm just her, watching her settle down, my heart is It's solid."

Speaking of this, Auntie Wang suddenly laughed—a bit wretched.

Bai Key: "!" She asked the system vigilantly, "She doesn't like me, no, no, I'm only thirty-five, besides, I look so good-looking , who doesn't treat me and Du Ruan as sisters, and I'm the kind of sister, Aunt Wang is in her fifties, that's not good."

Wait, who treats you as Du Ruan's sister? Isn't this blind?

Aunt Wang did not know that she was misunderstood by Bai Key, and said happily: "The child's matter is over, you still consider my suggestion, if you are not satisfied with the previous introduction , I still have resources here."

"Ah, ah, that's true!" Bai Key hugged his chest subconsciously, dragged his crying voice to the system for help, "She has helped me so much, if she makes that kind of request, how can I refuse it? , ah, the world is dangerous, why do all the bad things happen to me? Will Aunt Wang use props? I really can't make a doll that is equal in height and looks good..."

The system sternly said: "You give me some time to stop! Aunt Wang is not so hungry and unwilling to eat unspoken rules you."

Bai Key rolled his eyes: "You don't know my charm."

The system ruthlessly rejects: "I don't want to be clear."

How can Auntie Wang guess that some people are smiling and smiling on the surface, but in their hearts, they have already regarded themselves as evil ghosts, or blind ones, and still talk enthusiastically: "My mother's family has a nephew who is forty this year. He works in the IT industry, and he is the one with our national brand mobile phone."

She took Bai Key's hand and persuaded her hard: "My nephew, I have been divorced once, there is no other bad reason, it is that I was too busy when I was young, and I knew how to make money. If the family is ignored, the girl will find someone else. The two of them also broke up peacefully. After a while... This is a divorce, um, it has been almost six years. He has not had children. Aunt sees that his conditions are alright. I don't know if you look like it. Like meeting him?"

Bai Key was still thinking that his hand was eaten by tofu, and he didn't know if he should take it back.

Bai Key thought, I'm not interested in your nephew anymore, but I want the contact information of your ex-niece-in-law.

Bai Key smiled slightly and declined politely: "The conditions are good, it's me..." Bai Key glanced at Du Ruan meaningfully, then looked at the supermarket, and lowered his voice Bitterly said, "I didn't promise the child back then that I would never look for it. Besides, he is busy, and I can't live without people in this supermarket. It's not interesting for these two busy people to get together. Let's forget it."

Aunt Wang was not discouraged, and continued to persuade: "What you said is wrong, now there is a lack of people who know the cold and the hot, and live together, you have been suffering for so many years, you should have one You are the one to carry the burden for you, okay, I want to let you know. After a while, I will make an appointment with that nephew. The two of you will meet and talk about it. I will tell you that my nephew is in really good condition. Yes, I still have something to do, I won't talk about it, let's go~"

"Hey!" Bai Key didn't even have the chance to refuse, helplessly looked at Aunt Wang who didn't want her to refuse and left as if fleeing, and shook his head.

She turned her head, met Du Ruan's eyes, who had been staring at her for some unknown time, and squinted, "Why, do you want your mother to rely on you? Okay, little kid's house. What does the family know?"

Bai Key got up, took two packs of potato chips, two bottles of drinks, and put one on Du Ruan's desk, and warned: "Go to sleep later when you are tired, you have a good foundation. Be solid, don’t be nervous.” She just said it casually, whether the child listened or not, took another copy, sat at the cashier, turned on the computer, opened a domestic animation movie, and tore the potato chips. She looked at her with relish and ate it with relish. She couldn't close her mouth with a smile. She didn't notice that Du Ruan's eyes were not as gentle and soft as before. Soft and sweet, her pupils were dark and dark, as if she could do anything. The adsorbed black hole will drown unconsciously at a glance.

Du Ruan pursed her lips tightly, and made a light mouth shape: "Rely on? Why is my mother looking for support? Am I not my mother's support?"

…

A long time ago, Bai Key started to prepare the luggage for Du Ruan in Bei Piao.

Bai Key squatted in the living room at night, trying to maximize the utility of the suitcase, Du Ruan took a shower, and came over in a set of pajamas with SpongeBob SquarePants laughing everywhere, and sat down on Bai Key side sofa.

Bai Key turned around and said, "Why don't you blow your hair, you will have a headache if you sleep like this."

Du Ruan looked hesitant, as if he had something to say to Bai Key.

Seeing that she was hesitant, Bai Key simply dropped the things in her hand, turned around, and sat cross-legged on the ground facing her: "What's wrong?" She looked back at the two large luggage Box, said with a smile, "A person is going to study abroad? Is this scary?"

Du Ruan pursed her lips and whispered, "Mom, I'm going to Beijing."

Bai Key nodded gratified: "Yes, our Ruan Ruan has a bright future, and he was admitted to the top ten universities in the country at once. This is something that my mother never dared to think about before. Don't worry, you go to school well, go to university, go to master's degree, go to doctoral degree after master's degree, and whether there is a post-doctoral fellow after Ph.D., Mom will provide for you."

It's best not to come back, don't disturb your mother's "old age life".

In the more than ten years of raising children, Bai Key has never had a **** life, and is about to suffocate.

Especially in the dead of night, my heart is scratching with countless kittens, and I can't sleep at all.

The system said coldly, "Then what's the matter with the props in your cabinet?"

White Key: "...let's talk for comfort."

White Key said pitifully, "I haven't used it a few times, okay?"

Du Ruan is a real child, she refuses to live in school, so she has to go to school.

During the day, she has to manage the small supermarket, and she has no chance. At night, the child is at home, she not only has to accompany her homework, but also prepares tea and water for supper anytime, anywhere, how dare to play Have fun.

When she was in school, she wished the school started at nine in the morning and dismissed at two or three in the afternoon.

But when she became a mother, she desperately hoped that the school would be in class 24 hours a day, as long as she knew that the baby was alive at school.

System: "…"

Du Ruan looked at her and asked, "Mom, why don't you go to Beijing with me."

"!" Mom has raised children for more than ten years, what, do you still want your mother to raise children for you?

It's getting dark, why are you still daydreaming?

Bai Key patted Du Ruan's leg and said with a smile: "What nonsense are you talking about, when you grow up, it's time to leave your mother and make your own way, don't be afraid, your mother will always be you spiritual backing."

After she finished speaking, she stood up, took out two cards in the drawer and handed them to Du Ruan: "Remember to separate them, so as not to lose money immediately." She instructed meticulously. , "You haven't lived on campus in all these years. If you're not used to it, you can move out and rent a house. Don't be afraid to spend money, Mom has it."

Bai Key stretched a lazy waist: "Okay, see what else you need, write it down, I'll go out to buy tomorrow, I've been tired for a day, I'll go to bed first."

Du Ruan suddenly stopped her: "Mom, even if I go to Beijing, I will come back often."

Her feet softened, and Bai Key almost fell to the ground. She hurriedly turned around: "No, no, you young people have many opportunities to carry big cities, so don't worry about your mother." Auntie who is very convenient to meet, please don't come back.

When she said this, Du Ruan was not very surprised, and lowered her head slightly: "Then I went to Beijing, don't you miss me?"

"Oh, you are not going to school, what do you want to think about." Bai Key said perfunctorily, "As a student, your job is to go to school, study hard, Mom is really sleepy. , go to bed first, you shouldn't be too late."

After she finished speaking, she rushed to the room in three or two steps, and slammed the door behind her back, like she was hiding from a flood.

Du Ruan immediately stood up and didn't stop her, looked at the closed door in a lonely voice, and whispered, "In the end, why did you adopt me?"

Just for that little kindness, you can save me and then hand me over to the orphanage, why use your whole life to redeem me? If you really like children, you haven't shown too much care and care to me since I was a child, and until now, I haven't shown any signs of being clingy, and even now, there are even faint detachments from the relationship. sign.

She looked down at the two bank cards, and she knew that there was definitely a huge amount inside.

Because of this, she doesn't need to pay herself every once in a while, and naturally she doesn't need to contact herself.

Du Ruan really doesn't know what kind of operation this is.

She was holding the bank card tightly, her fingertips were blue and white, what she wanted was never these, what she wanted was the white key to see her more.

Maybe this wish will never come true.