There's something really wrong with my youth love story

First of all, I would like to ask you a question

, what do you think is love? Is it necessary for us to pursue the true meaning of love?

Find someone you meet, you like her, he likes you. Then live together, get married together, have children, have a big fat boy with him or her, and finally grow old together.

Come on, this feels vulgar.

Isn't

this real love?

There are not so many thrilling adventures, and there are no fantastical things happening.

Even what you think of as love at first sight may be nothing more than two parties being attracted to each other, and in layman's terms, both parties are hungry for each other's bodies.

So I've been abiding by the "Three Illusions of Life" to survive in this cold world, whether it was before, now, or in the future, I think.

The first of the three delusions of life: she likes me.

The second creed: I'm okay.

The third creed: there is still time.

Following this creed, I survived the entire elementary and junior high school. I don't have many friends because of this, but I'm not worried, because I always think that there are not many friends, and a few true friends are enough.

Although true friends don't seem to have ......

But it didn't matter!

I went through elementary school and middle school and high school, and I thought my life would always be the same, but things changed in my sophomore year of high school.

Many stories have endings, and the place where the dream began continues, and I'm going to tell my story next.

When did that start to change?

I think the story starts with a banyan tree in the autumn and summer of that year······

A teenager has just gotten off a bus and stands in front of a huge banyan tree in front of the school.

He has a pair of dark and deep eyes and a slender figure, which is in the good years of youth, but a pair of dead fish eyes with weak energy are particularly conspicuous.

When he thought of entering the second year of high school so soon, but his life was still the same, he felt at ease.

What

? Do you think that the same high school life is a cruel torture?

Please, it's tiring to make friends.

I can't even think about falling in love or something, isn't that a kind of torture for him?

The so-called youth is a lie and a crime.

Those who praise youth are deceiving themselves all the time. Isn't wishful thinking the greatest torture of all things around them?

As long as they are associated with the word youth, they can distort all ordinary principles and social common sense. In their view, lies, concealments, and even crimes and failures are nothing more than the seasoning of youth.

And if even failure is a proof of youth, then the person who fails to make friends should not be the most youthful person, right?

But presumably they will not admit it, because all this is made up by them for convenience.

For him, the fools who revel in their youth - let's be wiped out.

"Hey, Wu Min, is it so early, which class have you been assigned to?" A

young girl walked from the surging crowd, wearing flesh-colored stockings and a school uniform, and her slender legs were exposed in a three-point short skirt.

It's not outstanding, but it's beautiful. The delicate face and the twin peaks on the chest are particularly eye-catching.

No, wait a minute

! Let me think about it

, who is such a beautiful girl? But since he knows my name, he should be a classmate from high school, but why is there no impression at all?

Thinking about it, even if I don't know who she is. But everyone else has greeted him, and it's not good to just leave it out and not answer.

Taking a deep breath, a beautiful woman in the morning greeted him, which was hard for him to imagine, after all, it had never been before.

"You······ Ah, early. I seem to have been assigned to class sixteen, what about you?"

Just bypass it, anyway, there shouldn't be much intersection in the future.

"I've been placed in Class 5, so you don't know my name yet. "

It's a bit awkward to be poked, and he's very reluctant to talk right now.

Can you just go?

The girl is really a troublesome creature ······

"My name is Tu Yulu, thank you yesterday. "

Thank you

, yesterday, oh!

I

remember, yesterday he was walking on the road, and a big black cat suddenly came out of the alley, and almost fell into the mud.

Then a girl caught the black cat and asked his name as she went, and he left after saying his name for fear of getting into trouble.

It's only now that I think about it.,It turns out that yesterday's girl is the one in front of him.。

I thought it was a female classmate in the first year of high school.,It turned out to be not.。

"It's fine. He

replied coldly that he wanted to enter the school quickly, and it was unprecedented to talk so much to the opposite sex today.

"Now, what, this banyan tree is so big······

". He glanced up at the banyan tree, and then at Tu Yulu.

As if trying to say something, she blushed and lowered her head.

What does she want to do?

It won't be the bloody plot of love at first sight in the TV series, although he is still quite handsome······

Damn

, what do you think, even if that kind of thing happens, it must be some kind of prank or something. It's either playing truth or dare with your partner and losing, or you want to play with the feelings of honest people.

Although he thinks he is very handsome, he is not to the extent that he will make others fall in love at first sight.

So it's another prank?

Forget it, forget it.

It's all right, now he just wants to go to school and sit down and rest alone, and then wait for the day to pass.

"I'm in, I'll see you next time. He

knows that there will definitely be no fate, this is his usual routine to deal with others. It's like sometimes he wants to have a normal chat with a girl, but he will be prevaricated with the same excuse.

What to say: I'll have something to do later, next time, wait a while······

Isn't this the best perfunctory routine?

Even if the person who wants to talk wants to say something, he is embarrassed to continue talking.

"Hmm!" Tu

Yulu's originally blushing face suddenly woke up at this moment, and her calves ran into the school with her calves upside down.

"Hmm, what's going on?"

Wu Min tilted his head in curiosity, no matter how much he tried to figure out this strange species, there were always times when he couldn't figure it out.

It's like some girls obviously like a boy very much, and they can talk to other boys very well, and even call them brothers. But when she met the boy she liked, she couldn't speak, and finally missed the good relationship.

Girls—the strangest creatures ever.