This Game is Unusual

This book took four years and eleven months to write, and it is finally finished.

To be honest, it is really tiring to write a book for such a long time without stopping.

Not to mention me as the author, even many friends who follow the update are tired of it, and there are many people who leave in the middle.

I have been able to keep updating without stopping, that is professional ethics, there is nothing to say.

Friends who can follow the update to this point are all true love, I have to say with gratitude: "Thank you for your support!"

Nearly five years, it is really a long time.

A reader friend said that when he read this book, he was just a high school student, and now he has graduated from college.

There are also readers who were college students before, and now they are graduate students.

In these nearly five years, many things have really happened.

In the early stage of writing this book, I was still a single dog, and then I got married and had children, and now I am the father of two children.

Five years ago, my parents were healthy. Now one of them has high blood pressure and stomach problems. He feels uncomfortable every day. I am thinking about how to prescribe medicine for him all day long. One of them has type 1 diabetes. He can’t control his blood sugar even after several injections every day. I almost collapsed from controlling his blood sugar.

Don’t talk about seeing a doctor.

Not all doctors have professional qualities.

Last year, I took my mother to a big hospital for diabetes treatment. The experts were too lazy to listen to you. They stopped listening after just two words.

I took my father to see a doctor for high blood pressure. He just asked a few more questions and his face was full of impatience.

Of course, this is just an individual phenomenon.

There are still many good doctors in this society. Doctor friends should not take it for granted.

However, it makes sense that long-term illness makes a doctor.

It is always good to know more about medical knowledge.

A few years ago, the old couple was still dreaming about returning to the countryside to retire in a few years, planting land and raising chickens. Now in this situation, I will definitely not let them leave me.

Five years ago, my grandparents were still alive. Later, my grandfather passed away. My grandmother is in a very bad condition now. She is in great pain from rheumatoid arthritis and has shingles. She has not been able to eat for a few days. Even in this state, a few days ago, on my mother's 60th birthday, my grandmother insisted on visiting her daughter. At that time, I supported her. Her hands were shaking and she had difficulty walking. She forced 1,000 yuan into her daughter's pocket, saying that she had given 1,000 yuan to my aunt and 1,000 yuan to my mother so that she could buy some delicious food. An old man did such an abnormal thing. At that time, my mother had a bad premonition, and I also had a bad premonition. I was really afraid that she would die one day.

How should I put it? Five years ago, I felt that I was still very young, a good young man in the new era, and I was also carefree.

Five years later, I am middle-aged and have become the backbone of the family. I have old people above and young people below. The pressure is overwhelming and I can't breathe.

I feel very powerless and helpless.

A kind of helplessness that I can't support this family.

This change is really too fast.

Under this change, my writing status is inevitably fluctuating. The content I write cannot satisfy everyone, please forgive me.

After all, writing novels is a daily update. Sometimes because of some things, I am confused and have no inspiration, but I have to bite the bullet and write hard, so the things I write are naturally water.

Some friends may say, you can take a leave.

The problem is that if you take too many leaves, you will lose full attendance, and readers who follow the update will also lose a large number of readers. Before my grandfather passed away, I really couldn't write anymore. I took a few days off, but the subscription exploded directly, from more than 2,000 to more than 200, and it took a long time to recover...

After all, to be honest, I am just a small author who needs full attendance. The reader stickiness is not high, and there are too many people who can replace me. Unlike some great authors, even if they update every year, there are many loyal readers waiting for updates.

If I dare to take leave every two or three days, I will be finished in minutes.

Of course, I am not complaining. If I write badly and make you dissatisfied, it is my fault. No matter what excuses I give, it is useless. I must stand at attention and stand firm when I am beaten or scolded.

I am just explaining some reasons to you, just like chatting with old friends. We are all my friends and there is nothing to be said.

Anyway, this book is finished.

Whatever happened in these years, it is already a thing of the past.

We still have to look forward to everything.

Let's talk about the new book.

The new book should be released as early as next month.

I actually have an idea for the new book, but I want to take a good rest, adjust my mentality, and think about it carefully.

This subject should not be written again. After all, three consecutive books are similar in subject matter, and everyone should be tired of it.

The new book will be a brand new subject, a brand new setting, and a brand new story, which should make everyone's eyes light up.

I still have the drive now.

After all, I am not willing to accept it, very unwilling.

To put it bluntly, I have been writing books for ten years, but I am not even a level 5 author, and I have no achievements at all. How can I accept it?

New book, please stay tuned.

I will try my best not to disappoint you!

Let's meet again in the new book!

Mu Youcai O, written at noon on November 7, 2024.