This host can deal with it, let her be a villain, she really does

Chapter 115: Passionate but always ruthless, I feel like I can’t laugh (33)

When Rong Hua woke up, the night was still deep, and his bedroom was empty and lonely. He was awakened by nightmares again, but when he woke up, he could not remember anything.

I only know that in the dream he was in terrible pain.

With no sleep at all, Rong Hua casually put on a coat and walked out. He didn't know where he should go, he just wanted to relax.

However, he unconsciously came to Shen Yue's dormitory while walking. He didn't even react until he saw a familiar scene before he came back to his senses.

This place was the place he was most familiar with in Zinc Qing Palace. When he was a child, he stayed here almost day and night, and couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard he tried.

After hesitating for a while, he pushed the door open and went in.

The bedroom was still very clean, without a trace of dust. He sat on the bed and reached out to touch the mattress beside him. It was cold.

Shen Yue has been gone for a long time, without a sound or even a message. He has been feeling very panicked these past few nights.

Thinking back on whether the words I said to Shen Yue that day were too harsh.

He had no choice, no way to control himself, and no way to watch Shen Yue and stay away.

He just wanted to break the calmness on Shen Yue's face.

He actually didn't want to ignore Shen Yue, but every time he saw her pampering him so much, as if he was important, he felt disgusted.

Because he knows better than anyone else that it is not good for him, nor does it belong to him...

Just thinking about it made him feel more and more irritable and his heart was throbbing. He thought that if he didn't see her again, he wouldn't feel the pain anymore.

Will he become normal if you gradually distance yourself from him?

His attitude changed very quickly. Shen Yue went from being confused at the beginning to calm later. She seemed to always be able to maintain a calm and rational state. Nothing would make her lose her temper, but she would never be as good to him. Change.

But the nicer she was to him, the more indifferent and neglectful he became towards her. He allowed Yin Jing to come closer because he actually wanted to test Shen Yue.

But Shen Yue didn't care at all. Shen Yue also said that she would hold a grand wedding banquet for him...

It's really ridiculous.

In this case, then he fulfilled Shen Yue's wish. Maybe things should be like this, instead of being a humble substitute for others.

He indulged in Yin Jing's intimacy, and slowly began to alienate Shen Yue. He thought that he could forget, that he could be as ruthless as Shen Yue.

The distance between the two people became more and more distant, and they could not see each other for several days, and they could not even speak a few words when they did meet.

He thought...he let it go.

But when he saw Shen Yue drinking tea and drinking with other men, he still couldn't control it and became crazy jealous.

As if mocking his self-righteousness.

On the day Yin Jing died, the conflict between Rong Hua and Shen Yue also rose to the highest level.

He didn't know what he was angry about, he just wanted to burst out all the grievances and pain he had suffered, and he wanted the person in front of him to be moved.

Even if it's just a little bit, it's for him and not for others, that's enough.

But no.

Shen Yue is still so aloof, she is dressed in snow-white, but he is in a miserable state.

Only at this moment did Rong Hua understand that even if he knelt in front of Shen Yue like a dog, she would not feel any softness.

Rong Hua thought that was the case.

But Shen Yue was suddenly so kind to him, as if he was a child again. He thought his heart was as hard as stone and that he would not beat.

But he just doesn’t live up to expectations!

Shen Yue hasn't come back yet, and she hasn't even told him where she is going.

He couldn't remember the day when he started to become moody, irritable, cruel, and ruthless.

Perhaps since he knew that he was just a substitute, all his trajectories have quietly changed.

All that's left is boundless hatred and unwillingness.

The rage of not getting what he wanted made him crazy, making him want to tear up and ravage the cold skin again and again, until it was dripping with blood and his body was completely bruised, only then could he regain a little sense of reality.

That means that Shen Yue actually still has him in her heart, because she will also feel pain for him.

——

When Yao'er entered the room, Shen Yue had already put on her clothes. The white plain clothes were clean and tidy. They were obviously very simple clothes, but she wore them in a noble and awe-inspiring way.

She did not cover her eyes with a white cloth, but opened her empty and beautiful light red eyes.

"Yao'er."

Yao'er happily responded: "It's me, it's me."

"Where's the longevity?" Shen Yue asked.

Yao'er hugged Shen Yue's legs like a sticky insect, raising her little face with a sweet smile on her innocent and innocent face, "Chang Sheng went to catch the little rabbit. He said he wanted to replenish the immortal. The immortal feeds it so fat that it won’t be able to fly.”

If you can't fly, you can't leave.

Yao'er thought so simply.

Shen Yue couldn't laugh or cry, and was a little worried, "What if we encounter danger again?"

Thinking of Shen Yue like this, I wanted to go out and have a look, but the child hugged my legs tightly. Yao'er flattened his mouth and said, "It's dangerous outside, so don't go, Immortal."

He was pitiful and didn't want Shen Yue to leave. In fact, he regretted it. If he had stopped the immortal from looking for immortality, wouldn't the immortal have been injured?

He didn't want to make Shen Yue unhappy, so he could only act coquettishly and pretend to be pitiful, hoping that Shen Yue would change his mind.

Shen Yue touched the child's soft hair. It felt so good that she couldn't help but touch it again.

"Don't worry, I'm just going to take a look, there won't be any danger."

"No, no, no." The child refused to let go, making a whining sound in his throat.

I don’t know how long the commotion had been going on, but there was a sound of footsteps in the yard.

Changsheng walked over in a hurry, dressed in green clothes, holding a rabbit in his hand. The rabbit was still alive, kicking his feet with difficulty.

But when he stepped into the other courtyard and saw the figure in white through the window, he suddenly slowed down and walked slowly over.

Shen Yue originally wanted to talk some sense into this child, but she never thought that this child was very difficult to deal with. His voice was grandma-like, as if he was crying but not crying, and he was particularly endearing.

In fact, Shen Yue doesn't like children very much. Children are too noisy and troublesome.

But she loves well-behaved children very much.

She was still lowering her head and listening to Yao'er acting coquettishly, but suddenly a tall shadow appeared in front of her eyes. Her eyes moved slightly. Although she couldn't see clearly, she could vaguely feel the dark shadow.

Yao'er turned his head and called out aggrievedly: "Changsheng."

Changsheng pulled Yao'er off her lap and handed him the still energetic little rabbit. He didn't feel guilty asking the child to do anything.

"Tear off the skin of this rabbit and clean the internal organs."

The author died suddenly woo woo woo

(End of chapter)