This Male Was Forced To Support His Family [Zerg]
Chapter 52: Old things
Gu Yu leaned against the window and stared into the distance.
He rubbed his fingers unconsciously, his thumb and index finger pressed against each other, and fingerprints rubbed against them, creating a rough texture like gravel.
Less than a few days after he joined the military headquarters, Bo Yu had already climbed to his fingertips.
The most confused in this matter was Moore, who had just been promoted to major and was confused when he received the dispatch order, so he became Gu Yu's third adjutant in a daze.
To be honest, Gu Yu didn't want to drag innocent people into this bad debt.
He didn't want to pull Lu Shen in.
Whenever he thinks of the major general, he can't help smiling, no matter when and where, and his eyes are full of the sweetness of love, and the bitterness should never belong to his lover.
But this rainy season is too depressing. The torrential rain washed the line of defense in my heart, and the suffocation deep under the mud was turned out like an earthworm, struggling to breathe in the mud. Both the heart and the throat are choking.
Gu Yu still couldn't figure out that question, why it seemed so difficult to stay with Lu Chen all his life.
The female father said in his childhood that he hoped that his future female would be his favorite insect. He did it, but what about after he likes it? Just like it but no results? The female father failed to teach him how to guard after he liked it, and how heavy the guard could be.
In the first half of Gu Yu's life, he was sloppy and arrogant.
But when faced with the arrogance of the Male Insect Conservation Association, it gradually became less unrestrained, with weaknesses, and engraved into the heart, it would no longer be fearless.
The negative emotions surging at this moment dissipated the joy of promotion. Gu Yu tried his best to adjust, think of something happy, and try not to bring the bit of negative emotion home.
He wanted to bring his best love in front of his major general.
Even if he is not good or perfect, he will be afraid and weak.
Lu Chen on the communication interface has not yet responded to the message. Gu Yu guessed that his major general might be busy designing the artwork. Once he was absorbed in, he would forget the outside world and the time.
He rubbed his fingers and wanted to smoke a cigarette for a while. Opened the drawer, took out the cigarette case, glanced at the communication interface dreamily, and put it back after all.
He hardly smokes, and now that he has violated the quit, he must have a smell on his body when he goes back.
The major general noticed something strange.
Gu Yu didn't want to tell Lu Chen about Meng Shen's bad debts, and he didn't want the Major General to get bored and worry about it anymore.
He pulled the drawer back, and the communication rang.
He suddenly raised his head, his eyes lit up briefly, and he clicked in for a moment, but it was not Lu Chen.
It's his brother Gu Xi.
Gu Yu's mood wasn't so refreshing. He lacked the strength to support his head with his hands. He pressed his forehead against the cold desk, lay on his back lazily, and clicked on voice communication.
Gu Xi seemed to have endless energy forever, bluffing and chattering whenever he could.
"Brother! I heard Meng Liu say, Meng knows that he is looking for you!"
Gu Yu didn't even have any strength, still motionless, with his forehead lying on the desk.
Gu Xi: "You said something! Squeak! What's wrong, you're hit? What did Meng Shen know what he said to you? Alas, don't take it to your heart what he said. He is just such a worm. , Smiling tiger, two-faced, you will lose if you listen to him!"
Gu Yu is not in a good mood, and still doesn't want to talk to him.
Gu Xi: "Oh, I said, are you listening, Gu Er silly? This is a blow? Who was the one who said righteously to me and refused to marry other females?"
"Oh, you can't stand this, then I think you should struggle less and marry other females obediently. Look at how good you are to marry other females, and you don’t have to continue to force yourself to work. Why not do it if you can embrace a beautiful woman?"
"If I were a male...huh, I still need to look at the face of other insects to entangle some of these..."
Gu Xi is rare and not noisy, and the background doesn't seem to be a bar or nightclub anymore.
In peace, Gu Xi also opened the chat box, as if in front of his younger brother, he would never understand the vainness of adult insects.
"What is love?" Gu Xi said.
"Do you have enough food, sleep well, do you get any practical benefits? To put it bluntly, but a mental supplement can live without it, and live without it?"
"Is there a difference between **** and love?-Yes, I admit that there is, right?"
"But if the soul is too heavy and it becomes a heavy burden, why don't I get rid of it and be happy and relaxed?"
"Gu Er silly, I'm serious about it, your brother, I don't care, but I think seriously-don't block yourself, love is never a necessity, in any age, it is not on any insect."
"I'll say something selfish, the eternal truth of the universe-always always, love yourself is the most important thing."
"If you feel sorry for Lieutenant General Lu, then you'd better not have such thoughts. If love becomes heavy, then you have to think about how to be worthy of yourself is the most important thing."
Gu Xi's voice went hoarse and vague in the second half, and he could not hear clearly in the rainstorm outside the window.
After saying this, both sides fell silent.
"What you said may make sense." It's rare for Gu Xi to be so serious, and Gu Yu also thought about it seriously, and returned to him.
"If you just seek pleasure in your life and want to live a carefree life, then you really shouldn't care about anything else, it's best to be worthy of yourself."
"I can't say what love is. You should ask philosophers about this question, but I still know the basic truth. No love will only bring you happiness and will never make you hesitate, bitter, and sad."
He lowered his voice, even in the thunderstorm, he was afraid of waking up like a dream.
"Since I decided to love him, I have made up my mind to accept all the positive or negative things that this love brings."
On the other side, Gu Xi was still silent, as if listening quietly.
"Thank you... Brother."
Gu Yu got up from the table and stretched out slowly, when the "brother" shouted out, both sides were a little surprised.
"Thanks to your call," Gu Yu paused for a short while, "Otherwise, I would have to be like my major general, and I would be stubborn."
He went on.
"I always believe that the happiness he brings to me is far greater than all the misfortunes before me."
Gu Xi on the other end was silent for a long time.
"Yuyu," Gu Xi finally said before hanging up, "I can't change your mind, but if you think it's right, then do it towards it. At least, there will be no regrets in the future."
"But—be careful Meng knows."
"Be careful of your estrus period."
Gu Xi no longer remembered whether he had told his brother about his enduring love when he was drunk.
He often breaks up when he drinks too much, and often can't remember which **** things he hasn't said.
He and Meng Liu have been classmates since elementary school.
In elementary school, his second class, his brother's third class, and Meng Liu is also the second class like him.
Junior high school, unfortunately, is not a class. When I arrived in high school, I was back together.
Meng Liu belonged to a three-good student from an early age, a child of Don Chong's family. Gu Xi is very different from Meng Liujing. The only place where Meng Liu’s name can appear at the same time is that every parent meeting-the teacher will name Meng Liu and criticize Gu Xi by name.
Meng Liu's father-in-law held her head high and raised her chin proudly. His mother-in-law Hine was careful and accepted the teacher's admonition humbly.
But after returning home, Cine would never say that he was no, and could always find his favor from the teacher's criticism.
For example, Cine would say that this time the teacher at the parent conference criticized you for passing notes in class, but did not criticize you for not handing in your homework on time. This proves that Xiaoxi is a good kid who has made progress.
But Meng Liu is different. No matter how good he is, he will always be criticized and warned when he returns home. His father and mother seemed to be able to pick out the bad male bug from the teacher's praise, and sternly corrected him.
The day after the parent meeting, Gu Xi came to school happily, but his deskmate Meng Liu was always listless and occasionally had red eyes.
Gu Xi felt sorry for him. He got full marks on the test. His parents were not satisfied. So how can he be satisfied? By the way, aren’t the males all specially taken care of? Why is his family so unusual?
The friendship between children is always established quickly, and then you come and go, and you become Fang Xuexue's partner all the way home.
Meng Liu always envied their home, and occasionally came to his home as a guest, facing the gentle Hine, he would be so nervous that his face flushed with tension and could not speak.
Later, Gu Xi learned that Mengliu had a life-long enemy-the female son of Cherix family, who was seven years older than Mengliu, but he was always compared by parents.
Signe said that the grievances between the Cherix family and the Meng family have been passed down from the ancestors. The sons and grandchildren compare with each other. Later, it has not only compared the males with the males, but also the females. Comparisons have started between.
If Meng Liu is Gu Xi’s child from the Bie Chong family, then the older brother of the Cherix family is the nightmare of Meng Liu’s childhood, and the child from the Bie Chong family will always be a benchmark for comparison.
Gu Xi admired this male very much. It is not easy to maintain mental health in such a high-pressure environment. In contrast, as a male, his brother Gu Yu also lived too uncompetitively, too comfortable, right? With his younger brother as a strong comparison, Gu Xi respected the aggressive male.
How did their relationship change from being a good friend to what it is now?
Gu Xi casually thought about it from the day he gave birth to the love he shouldn't have.
But when it was that day, he couldn't remember exactly. That love seems to grow over time, and no one cares about it. When you notice it, it is already deeply ingrained, and it is difficult to get rid of it.
It's a pity that he hasn't even said the word like. Less than half a year after graduating from high school, Meng Liuyue was not a university when he came out to meet and informed him that he was about to get married.
The male worm hopes that his friends who have grown up with him since childhood can give him heartfelt blessings.
No one could have imagined that the marriage partner was Randall Cherix, the seven-year-old female of Cherix.
When Meng Liu talked about his female prince, he could not help but show emotion on his face, the kind of smile called happiness that made Gu ridiculed and pained.
This marriage was obstructed by the two families, but because of Randall's bright future, it became an opportunity to unite the interests of the two feuding families. Regardless of what is behind, at least the two grooms are sincerely happy for this union.
It's just that happiness didn't last long.
Less than two years after marriage, an accident on the battlefield caused Mengliu's female ruler to lose the possibility of giving birth forever. The president of the Association for the Protection of Male Insects, Meng Shen knows, and is also Meng Liu's uncle, forcing the other females of Meng Liuna to enter.
During that time, perhaps Meng Liu was the most painful moment.
But Gu Xi only implied a little hope. Maybe Meng Liu didn't love him so much. Maybe, he would have a little chance.
Gu Xi will remember the day afterwards forever, and will never forget it.
Randall went to perform missions outside the galaxy. Meng Liu was brought into the Male Insect Protection Association under the pretext of his grandfather. After that, Gu Xi received Meng Liu's help message.
His estrus period was catalyzed by drugs. He gritted his teeth and sent a distress message to his friends who were also on the Capital Star before his consciousness collapsed.
Gu Xi didn't expect Meng Shen to know that as Meng Liu's uncle, he could still make such insidious tricks. He hurriedly rushed in, obstructed by a group of officers, and rushed in.
Finally, in the room, he saw the black-haired male with cold sweat on his forehead, and the green veins of the hand holding the sheet were exposed, like a desperate beast, curled up with red eyes, and watched vigilantly at any attempt to approach him. Females.
Gu Xi glanced at it, and then his sanity left his head.
He was mad and insulted Meng Shenzhi, insulting these females to roll, he approached tremblingly, heartache unbearably, like a knife cut. Meng Liu, who was on the verge of collapse and lost his sanity, was wary of all insects, but did not refuse his approach.
Perhaps because he truly trusted the female with this breath.
The male worm on the verge of collapse grabbed the corner of his clothes, struggling with his wife, painful and desperate, pitiful and pathetic.
Gu Xi should have broken away. He knew that the male had lost his mind, and he didn't even know who he was, he just trusted his breath.
The out-of-control estrus made the male look too painful. As an uncle, Meng Shen knew that it was cruel enough that if the dose was not completely resolved, the male's body might even be completely destroyed.
The male wants him to come and take him out of this desperate place. But Gu Xi knew that he had failed his trust.
For the rest of his life, he was not worthy of his trust.
There is a saying that knowing mistakes can make corrections, and doing good things is great. But mistakes are like snowballs, they only get bigger and bigger, and when you start, you make mistakes again and again.
Gu Xi later learned that he was just a **** in Meng Shenzhi's hands—using Meng Liu's trust in him to pry open the unyielding hard shell of the male.
Randall Cherix, the only born S-class female in the empire, once got the attention of black-haired males with his gentle pride. But on the contrary, he eventually wounded both of them with his irresistible pride.
From the day when Gu Xi entered the home that belonged to the two insects of Meng Liu and Randall, this home has gradually moved towards its destined and unfamiliar ending.
The endless cold war, accompanied by occasional quarrels, haunted this gradually strange home.
Later, as if to prove that Gu Xi was not the only special one, two other female waiters were admitted into the family. The relationship between the male and the female seems to have eased a lot, and the female seems to accept the reality, accept the incompleteness of love, become gentle, return to kindness, and always wear a decent smile on her face.
But the gentle Randall became busy, and the number of homes was gradually limited. When he was the busiest, he hadn't returned home for almost a whole year.
Gu Xi couldn't see through too much.
He knew he was a sinner, but even the riddled love in Randall's eyes was a luxury that Gu Xi couldn't get.
He couldn't understand the relationship between the two worms, and he didn't want to get involved anymore.
He no longer desires any love, and he does not deserve any love.
He might as well be a selfish worm, a respected female waitress, hang out with Meng Liu's acquiescence, and live heartlessly in this world.
However, Gu Xi never expected that he would have spent so long without heart and soul, that he would be able to mix his life like this for a lifetime, and the same thing could happen to his brother again in the same way.
Gu Xi didn't want to see if he was killed, his brother would become like Meng Liu in the future.
Gu Xi was trapped indoors during the rainy season. He looked out the window and sighed for a while, as if comforting himself.
"Gu Ersha... is different from Meng Liu, right?"
"In the end, Lieutenant General Lu... is different from Randall."
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