This Star Wants To Retire

Below the stage of "The King of Love Songs", a group of audience members had red eyes.

Even on the side of the professional jury, someone is already wiping their eyes.

The song hasn't even started yet, it's just a video in the stage design, an emotional foreshadowing, plus the title of the song "Father", it has already made many people cry like rain.

The barrage surged, overwhelming.

"Fuck! I'm crying in a storm!"

"I couldn't stop crying when stuffing dumplings in my pocket."

"What's the matter, I'm watching the show on the bus with data, and the bus is full of people!"

"I am a tall man who is 1.9 meters, and now I am crying like a dog."

Lu Yi, sitting in the first row of the professional review seats, is 47 years old this year.

His father passed away last year.

The man watched the video and burst into tears instantly.

In "Family with Children", Mr. Gao Yalin, the actor of Xia Donghai, once said a sentence in a variety show: "Parents are a wall between us and death."

This sentence means that when your parents are still alive, you will feel that there is something between you and death, and your understanding of death is also abstract. You will not think about these things, and you will not feel any feelings.

But once the parents are gone, the wall collapses in an instant.

You will face death!

You will begin to understand what death is, and it will even directly affect your outlook on life and death.

The singing began to spread at this moment.

"[Always ask you for it but never say thank you,

It's not easy for you until you grow up.

Every time I leave, I always pretend to be relaxed,

Smiling and saying go back, turned around with tears in my eyes. 】”

As soon as the beginning of the song came out, Lu Yi's memory began to roll.

He is a late blooming songwriter. When he was young, he really didn't make much money.

For his so-called dream, his father has been working harder to make money, and from time to time he has to pay this ineffective son.

Every time he went to see him in a big city, his father from the countryside would bring a lot of things with him.

He used to think it was nothing, but once when he was moving, he didn't know which muscle cramped, and a thought flashed in his mind: "So many things, so heavy, how did he bring them all the way every time?"

Every time my father came to his rented house, seeing the cheap house and the miserable life, he would scold him and tell him to change careers.

Lu Yi often quarreled with his father, and even yelled: "Does it mean that even you think I'm not good enough?"

Every time my father heard this sentence, he fell silent.

When sending my father downstairs, it was always cold, and he would say no, and then give him money.

It was not until his father passed away that his mother told him that every time his father visited him, he would cry on the way home.

Perhaps for this old man, it is more of self-blame.

Perhaps, if I were more promising, would my son be able to chase his dreams wantonly without worrying about life?

He can also have the best computer to write songs, he doesn't have to worry about electricity bills, and he can use his connections to invite people from big companies to dinner...

——Son, I'm sorry.

Lu Yi still remembers it clearly until now, one day he suddenly received a call from his father.

"I'll... quit next year, I won't be able to do it anymore." There was even a bit of guilt in his father's tone, as if he was still asking for his opinion.

At that time, Lu Yi's career had improved slightly, and finally two hit songs were released, and life began to improve.

He smiled and said, "It's time to quit, you can rest at home, and I will take care of you."

As a result, in the second half of the year, my father was diagnosed with a serious illness.

It was only then that Lu Yi realized that he really couldn't work anymore, and it wasn't that he wanted to retire when he was old.

The pillar of the family, only when he realized that he was about to collapse, did he choose to let go of everything he was holding on to.

Although the operation was successful, my father's health was still not as good as before.

The speed of his own success has not caught up with the speed of his aging.

This is the biggest regret in Lu Yi's life.

When sorting out his father's belongings, he found one record after another in the drawer.

Even the unpopular songs he wrote before, there are.

It turned out that this man who had asked him to change careers several times secretly bought every song he wrote.

……..

……..

In the center of the stage, there was only Luo Mo alone.

There is no band, no backing dancers, no choreography of any kind, not even extra lighting.

He just stood in front of the microphone shelf, singing simply.

"[How much I want to be the same as before,

Holding your warm palm.

But you're not by my side,

Ask Qingfeng to take it to Ankang. 】”

When this passage appeared, Lu Yi directly covered his face in pain, his body trembling.

The meaning written in the lyrics is that the father is not around.

But for him—I don't have a father anymore.

It's strange that most of the audience have already forgotten what song the previous singer sang at this time.

The barrage is full of content related to crying.

When Penguin Video's data team observed the barrage data, they found that the most frequently used keywords were: "crying", "dad", "father"...

And - "Sorry".

Have you ever felt touched because a man came to pick you up from get off work on a rainy day?

But do you remember that there was once a man who sent you to and from school, rain or shine.

If you don't have a car at home, will he still rub his palms to warm his hands and cover your little face and ears when it's cold?

If there is only one umbrella on a rainy day, will he directly hug you and tilt the umbrella towards you?

There are very few men in this world who will buy you everything you want because you are crying, and say to your daughter with a smile: "Remember how kind your father is to you, don't give it to you as soon as a boy Get scammed when you buy something.”

In this world, there are very few men in this world who, in order to allow you to live a stable life when you marry a wife and have children, will work tirelessly to buy a house for your son, and pay back the mortgage for you for ten, twenty, or even thirty years.

Do you remember—you actually loved holding his hand when you were a kid?

The climax of the chorus came at this moment, and Luo Mo stood on the stage and sang loudly.

There is almost no skill, and the whole piece and arrangement are not particularly amazing.

He didn't use much transposition, and he didn't use any falsetto.

He sang simply.

But.....sounds into people's hearts.

"【Time slows down,

Don't make you old again.

I would like to use everything I have to pay back your years.

A father who will be strong all his life,

What can I do for you?

Insignificant concern, accept it! 】”

Luo Mo's voice spread all around, and his own memory began to fly.

Like many children, he regarded his father as a superman when he was a child, thinking that he was the most powerful person in the world.

He seems to be omnipotent.

He is so tall.

He has so much strength.

He seems to be able to repair and use everything.

But as he grew older, he began to realize that his father was not omnipotent, and he had too many "can't do".

After the small restaurant opened, during his rebellious and face-saving adolescence, he only accompanied Dad Luo to buy food once.

He saw the market spirit in Luo's father, he saw that he was greedy for petty gain, and he saw him bargaining for a dime or two.

He listened to the vegetable seller muttering: "It can't be cheap, you are the best bargainer among the men I met today."

Luo Mo felt ashamed and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.

This is not what a teenager should look like in a man.

He couldn't remember, when did Dad start to hunch?

He also can't remember, when did Dad's hair start to turn gray, was it at the temples first, or somewhere else?

It's strange that he seems to be... suddenly old.

But the strangest thing is that the fathers seem to "not accept the old".

Just like the song says, you have to be strong in your life.

Obviously you are in the prime of life, and he has gray hair, but when you see something heavy in your hand, he will come to grab it.

You never know what you can do for your dad.

You want to buy him something, but he says no.

You want to take him out on a trip, but he says no.

You asked him to have a physical examination once or twice a year, and you paid for it, but he said no.

Obviously when we were young we wanted to ask him for anything, we always asked him directly.

But in turn, he didn't want anything.

He would just say: It's fine when you get it.

Luo Mo continued to sing:

"Thank you for everything,

hold up our home with both hands,

Always doing my best to give me the best. 】”

Young people, do you feel that the pressure in this society is so great that it is very difficult to support yourself.

Do you wonder why dad can support a large family, provide you with education, provide you with food and drink, and even buy you a car and a house.

Is your father also very picky eater, and has a quirk, when he eats chicken, duck and fish, he just doesn’t like to eat good parts. When you ask him, “Dad, why do you eat fish heads?”, does he always say: “It’s okay, Dad. like to eat."

Does your father also not like to buy new clothes, he will always look unseemly, and he will buy you brand-name brands even though you dislike them for being inappropriately dressed? Neither.

Does your father also like to smoke, but the cigarettes are very cheap, and there are always two packs of cigarettes in his pocket, one good pack is for respecting others, and one bad pack is for smoking himself.

Does your dad never seem to cry, too?

Does your father always look at you, look at you, look at you again, but have nothing to talk about, and finally tell you to "eat more".

It's strange, this group of men called fathers all have a common problem...

—do not love yourself.

When Luo Mo read Zhu Ziqing's "Back View" when he was a child, he felt nothing, thinking that it was written just like that.

When he grew up, he only remembered the phrase frequently used by netizens: "[I'm going to buy some oranges, you just stand here and don't move around.]"

Now he seems to know better.

He understood why he was going to buy oranges.

Understand that sentence, don't move around here, just let me go.

I understand Zhu Ziqing's feeling when he looks at his father's back turning over.

The most common people in this world are ordinary people, but they regard ordinary people like us as treasures.

Luo Mo looked directly at the camera and continued singing:

“[Am I your pride?]”

He knew he would watch it in front of the TV.

Will definitely watch it.

Luo's father was a drama idiot when he was young. He wanted to be a role, but his talent was really poor.

After Luo Mo was accepted as a disciple by Tong Qinglin and showed his talent, he disbanded the trick troupe with peace of mind, and then opened a small restaurant to try to make money.

Luo Mo wants to stand out.

Because he knew very well that it wasn't just Master Tong Qinglin who said when he was drunk, "Master wants to see you sing on the big stage."

"Master wants to see you as a role."

The same goes for Father Luo.

Only he never said it.

You may not believe it, but Luo Mo found out once that this man who is not good at words, after learning to use Weibo and other platforms, used his own account to make data for Luo Mo, worked as a "naval army", and learned Netizens praised him as a passerby.

In my small restaurant, only his songs are always played.

- My son's song!

 ….

 ….

In the capital, in the community.

Luo's father watched TV, his eyes were red, and finally he couldn't hold back his curse:

"Stinky boy, it has always been."

(ps: The third update, according to the order of rewards, is to add an update for the leader "A Shujia's Hot Coffee".

Three-shift 4D, asking for a monthly pass! )