This Star Wants To Retire

Leshen, who has always liked diving, suddenly spoke in the group chats, causing the chat groups that were already full of enthusiasm to fall into a brief silence.

No way, who told her that she is the most popular and hottest group of music critics, and countless people are greedy for her legs.

However, her speech still makes everyone feel that this format is a bit like a brainless fan in the circle.

Isn't that what stupid fans are like, my brother doesn't allow any voices of doubt, if you say he's not good, then you don't understand!

The lyrics of this song "Pain That Can Breathe" are so similar to the literature of youthful pain, we just complained about Luo Mo's miss, and the speech is already relatively restrained, okay?

In this era of Yin-Yang masters per capita, everyone will not quarrel with others, but will reply in the simplest way, such as only replying with a punctuation mark: "?"

After Leshen's frenzied attack, you can see someone replying with a question mark in all the group chats.

The repeaters also started to move out in groups, sending question marks together.

Le Shen held the phone and suddenly felt very proud.

"Hmph! Looks like I know Luo Mo better!"

"You don't even see the mystery of this song!"

With such a mentality, she began to say in the chat group: "What if I say that this song is probably not about love at all?"

"Why is this not about love?" someone replied.

Le Shendao: "I think it's about family affection, it's about parents."

After saying this, there were fewer people speaking in the group chat.

Because many people who don't believe in evil began to re-examine the lyrics and look at this song that makes people feel extremely hypocritical from the perspective of family affection.

After dozens of seconds, the male music critic who responded the fastest only replied one word in the group.

A word that expresses his shock most intuitively: "Grass!"

If you look at this song from the perspective of family affection, then the feelings brought by the lyrics are completely different in an instant.

At first everyone felt that the taste was too strong, but now they just feel that the writing is a bit crying.

In the chat groups of the major music critics, the conversation became more and more heated all of a sudden.

Soon someone said: "Go and see, Penguin Music's homepage promotion poster has changed! What a family relationship!"

After Leshen saw this sentence, he immediately opened Penguin Music and took a look.

Sure enough, the poster picture hung at the beginning, the main content is to announce the upload of the song at 12 o'clock, so stay tuned.

Now that the song has been released, the promotion must be changed.

In the picture, there is a huge iron tower, a young woman stands under the iron tower, and beside her stands a translucent middle-aged woman.

This song is not only about family affection, but also - the child wants to support but the relative does not wait!

………

………

"Breathing Pain", at 12:30, after the real-time update of the chart data of the hot song chart, it rushed to the top position.

Being low-key and low-key, dominating the top three rankings is just Xu Chujing's routine operation.

The most commendable thing about this song is not its popularity, but its content.

It’s as if on Earth, many people have listened to this song for many years. It belongs to the kind of proficiency that they can hum along directly when it is played randomly, but they always think that this song is written in a hypocritical way. Write about love!

However, however.

The comment section of the song exploded immediately.

"This song is not as extroverted as "Father", and the lyrics are so simple. The writing is more restrained and reserved, but it is equally touching."

"Shocked, I thought it was a missed love, a mutual torture, but I didn't expect it to be a family relationship!"

"It's so good to cry, especially after the sudden reaction!"

"It's strange. If it's love, I'll think it's exaggerated and hypocritical, but if it's maternal love... I don't feel that way at all!"

What kind of youth pain literature is this? Youth pain literature is too unreal, but everything in this song resonates too strongly.

Sometimes, that's it. When I was gradually immune to love, I was constantly moved by family affection.

The whole song directly went to the top of Weibo's hot search list, and the entry was: ["Pain That Can Breathe", family affection].

And at this moment in Shanghai, Tao sister Chen Shanqi, who hadn't played for a long time, began to sit at the dining table at home and eat vegetable salad after finishing her buttocks training.

A woman who always brings a salad.

In the past, she had repeatedly failed to hit the throne of first-line singers, but now she is already hitting the position of "Queen of Heaven".

Luo Mo will prepare another new album for her next year. If nothing else happens, with next year's album, she will be able to secure her throne as the Queen of Heaven.

Sister Tao must be full of curiosity about the song that Director Luo and Xu Chujing collaborated on.

Especially after she just glanced at the trending searches on weibo.

To be honest, after reading it, she was a little afraid to listen.

Most people, after reading it, became very curious and rushed to listen.

But she is different from many people.

Because you have a mother, she has no mother.

Based on her trust in Luo Mo's ability to deliver knives, Sister Tao went to exercise for a while, and after she was exhausted, she connected her phone to the stereo and played the song "Breathing Pain".

When she heard the first few sentences, her whole heart skipped a beat.

"[At the Beijing Iron Tower, looking at it for the first time.

Watch the lights imitate, the falling starlight.

I arrive at last, but with sorrow,

Completed by one person, our dream. 】”

Obviously, what is written here is that I have an agreement with my mother to go to the iron tower together.

But in the end, only sadness and regret remained.

Scenes from the past began to flash in Chen Shanqi's mind.

Her mother left during the years when her career was on the rise, that is, when she was not stuck in the bottleneck period.

At that time, she started her debut as a newcomer, and then became popular, made money, and became the pride of her mother.

When a person just achieves success, there is always endless joy to share, and he will always make promises to his family one after another.

She said that she would take her parents to travel around the world, go abroad, go to the beach, and see the aurora.

But in the end, he didn't go anywhere.

Because when her ambition finally calmed down, when she wanted to stop and take a rest, when she wanted to go out and relax, her mother could only be trapped in a small ward in a big city.

Xu Chujing's singing continued to echo in the room.

"[You always say that there is still a lot of time, you can wait for me.

I didn't understand before, not necessarily tomorrow, there will be a future. 】”

Chen Shanqi began to remember that when she and her parents had a video call, she was attending an event at the beach.

She began to make a promise again, saying that the scenery here is very good, and she will bring her parents together next time.

Father Chen couldn't help muttering, and said, "You're such a busy person, how can you have the time to travel with us?"

Chen's mother would stare at him, then smiled and said to her daughter in the video: "It's okay, you do your work first, work is the most important thing."

She didn't know it before, really didn't know it.

In fact, every sentence "it's okay, you do your work first", the subtext is: "Mom is waiting for you."

If you say yes, you will wait for me if you say yes.

At this moment, Chen Shanqi was sitting on the chair alone, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably.

She kept stuffing vegetable salads into her mouth, obviously she hadn't chewed and swallowed them all, but she still stuffed them like a wolf.

The singing echoes:

"[Missing is pain that can breathe,

It lives in every corner of me.

Humming your love song will hurt, even reading your letter will hurt,

Even silence hurts. 】”

If the song was about mothers, the lyrics would make sense.

Our life is given by our mother, she gave birth to us.

You breathe, your heart beats, and you continue the life she gave us.

When I think of her, how can it not hurt?

This is the pain that accompanies a lifetime.

When Luo Mo wrote the line "Humming the song you love will hurt" in the lyrics, a very simple story came to mind.

"[My father hummed for no reason one afternoon: only my mother is good in the world.

Just hummed, and suddenly stopped humming. 】”

The incomprehensible chorus lyrics of the song, if you look at it from the perspective of family affection, everything is so suddenly clear.

"[Regret is the pain of breathing,

It rolls back and forth in the blood.

Regret for not caring will hurt, hate not understanding you will hurt,

It hurts the most when you want to see but not see. 】”

Chen Shanqi listened to the soothing piano in the background music and Xu Chujing's full-bodied singing. She looked down at the ground, shrugged her shoulders, and suppressed sobs.

Each of these lines of lyrics hit her precisely and broke her to pieces.

Why couldn't you be more sensible before?

Why not be more caring and considerate?

Obviously she is so easy to coax.

Obviously she is cute too.

Chen Shanqi couldn't help but think of the time when the whole family was invited to dinner at her cousin's wedding, and her mother did a rare make-up.

At that time, Chen Shanqi, who had long been proficient in makeup techniques, actually felt that she was surprised, so she casually boasted: "So-and-so is very beautiful today!"

On that day, she rarely saw a little woman-like expression on her mother's face.

She walked up to the mirror, carefully looked at it again and again, and said with a little embarrassment: "Where is it, how can it be."

How many times have you praised your mother in your life?

How many times have I blamed her again?

During the interlude of the song, Chen Shanqi's mood eased a little.

She pulled out a tissue and started wiping away her tears.

The song officially entered the B section.

It is also the content of this paragraph that makes many listeners who think it is a love song feel more and more disgusted. They feel that many of the lyrics in it look like the content that only appears in romance novels, and they cannot understand it at all.

From the perspective of family affection, there is too much empathy.

"【Didn't look at your face, it was too sad.

What a lonely stubbornness that was.

You tore down the walls and let me wander,

Wait for me where you are, and tie yourself up. 】”

Many people only come to a very strange thought after they grow up and face the pressure of work and society: "How did my mother raise me so big?"

No matter how I think about it, I can't figure it out.

It is precisely because of this that a simple sentence on the Internet [although Lao Wang is not rich, but Xiao Wang has never been hungry] makes people feel very heartbroken.

The [Tear down the city wall] in the lyrics will give people a feeling of the boss in a romance novel.

But in fact, when we were young, my mother always protected us very well, as if building a city wall around us.

But when you grow up, it may be for your studies, your work, your dreams, or your love, and you will leave her.

She will start to learn to let go, but she still stays inside the city walls, waiting for you to come home.

The singing continued, and every line of the lyrics could hit Chen Shanqi, and even crush her.

"[You didn't say, you will be weak and need to rely on me.

I just pretended not to know, moved freely, and lived by myself. 】”

One sentence after another began to echo in Chen Shanqi's ears.

"You don't need to send money to Mom, Mom has money."

"Have you been home during the Mid-Autumn Festival this year? Your aunt just brought a local chicken... Oh, there is a party? All right, all right, everything is fine at home."

"Oh, I just went to find some work when I was free. The news revealed that Mom made you ashamed, didn't it? It's because Mom didn't think carefully. Mom apologizes to you."

"Don't waste your money all the time. If you buy such expensive things, you won't lack anything at home. Save more for yourself."

"It doesn't hurt, mom doesn't hurt. Mom didn't feel any pain when she gave birth to you. It's just a minor operation. I didn't tell you because I was afraid you would worry."

"I'm sorry, you are not married yet, and you are not married yet, so Mom can't even comb your hair."

The chorus part came again, and Chen Shanqi cried so much that she couldn't breathe.

It's hard to express the pain in words.

She regrets not taking more pictures, regrets not telling her that her cooking is delicious, regrets not taking her to a beauty salon, always thinking that her mother doesn't like beauty...

Once again, the chorus ended, and Xu Chujing's singing voice spread. It was a lyrics that would make countless people despise hypocrisy and clichés if it was about love.

This sentence shattered Chen Shanqi's heart.

"[I swear I'll never tell a lie again,

How much I love you will hold you tight. 】”

Many times, after quarreling again and again, it is easy to say some hurtful words when the words are rushing to talk.

Sometimes Huaxia's parents don't know how to reconcile, and they usually only say one sentence during the Cold War: "Come out for dinner."

When I was young, my mother would always ask her children, "Do you miss my mother?"

Children will answer: "Yes!"

Why don't you think about it when you grow up?

When I was a child, children would always shout: "Mom hugs, mom hugs!"

"I don't seem to have hugged her well." Chen Shanqi said in her heart.

She didn't dare to listen to this song for the time being.

Chen Shanqi opened Weibo and began to promote the song "Pain That Can Breathe".

She first sent a link to the song, then wrote a few short words.

"[The umbilical cord was cut, the phone exploded, the door slammed angrily, I spent my whole life saying goodbye to you, but you spent your whole life telling me to be careful on the road.]"

"[There is only one person in the world who really shared his heart with you.]"

“【When you quarrel with your mother, just touch your belly button.】”

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