This Star Wants To Retire

Xiaodouzi, who lost a finger, joined the troupe just like that.

He is the latest to come, so the children here are all his seniors.

At night, a group of boys were in the room, bullying this junior who had just arrived.

The reason is simple, his mother Yanhong is a prostitute, and everyone laughs that he came from a brothel.

Xiaodouzi looked more like a girl, but her eyes revealed a stubbornness.

He listened to the verbal taunts and remained silent.

He just took off the robe his mother had left him, and then threw it into the fire in front of all his senior brothers, and burned it clean.

The elder brother Xiao Shitou wanted to take care of this new junior brother very much. He asked Xiaodouzi to come and sleep with him, but Xiaodouzi didn't appreciate it.

At dawn, everyone began to train in the troupe.

Xiaodouzi is a newcomer, so how could he bear this.

His leg was stuck by a brick, and he just pressed his leg like this.

Xiao Shizi couldn't bear it, so he deliberately walked over and kicked a brick to make him feel better.

But none of these can escape the eyes of Master.

Little Stone began to be punished.

The master asked him to pick up a board, put it on top of his head, and pour a basin of water on it.

He will use his head and hands to support the wooden plank and the water basin in this way, and kneel in the yard.

At night, it snowed.

When Xiao Shi finished his punishment and returned to the house, he was already frozen to death.

Without saying a word, Xiaodouzi immediately wrapped his senior brother in a quilt and kept him warm with his own body.

This night, he slept next to his senior brother.

For the young Xiaodouzi, he now felt that his senior brother was a good person to him.

It's from the bottom of my heart, to be good to myself.

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……..

The next scene is the children practicing by the water.

In the blink of an eye, time passed.

In one transition, the boys become teenagers.

The little stone looked a lot stronger.

Xiaodouzi is still extremely handsome, with a male body and a female appearance.

They are still practicing every day.

There is a saying in Liyuan Travel: Men are afraid of "Night Run", women are afraid of "Si Fan".

Xiaodouzi sang Danjiao, and today, in front of his master, he sang a line from "Si Fan" by mistake.

The phrase "[I am originally a girl]" was sung as "[I am originally a man]".

The master kept hitting his palms and asked him to sing again.

Over and over again, Xiaodouzi still sang wrongly.

Here, it is actually the embodiment of gender cognition when teenagers are in their own growth stage.

He is a man, but he wants to sing that he is a girl.

Xiaodouzi told Xiaoshitou that if he died someday, the three big children under his pillow would be given to his senior brother.

When the screen changed, the teenagers were resting.

Xiao Laizi heard the cries of the hawkers and told everyone that candied haws are the most delicious food in the world.

He also said that if he had a chance, he would eat candied haws every day.

As he spoke, he came to the door, and while his brother was not paying attention, he ran out again.

This is not the first time Xiao Laizi has run away, he has had enough of this kind of life.

Xiaodouzi also followed.

But he stopped suddenly, turned his head and said to the senior brother who was chasing him: "Senior brother, don't forget the three sons under the pillow mat."

Little Shitou knew that he wanted to leave, so he didn't intend to continue chasing him, but said with tears in his eyes, "Anyway, you're useless, get out!"

The two ran to the street like this, and Xiao Laizi ate the candied haws he had been longing for.

At this moment, a carriage suddenly came behind him.

The person sitting in the car is the most popular character right now!

The little mangy brought Xiaodouzi to the theater.

On the stage, the actors are performing, the scenery is infinite, and everyone is cheering for him!

For some reason, the two teenagers shed tears watching all this.

Crying loudly, the little scorpion kept saying, "How did they become horns, how many beatings do they have to take, how many beatings do they have to... When will I be able to become horns?"

"How many beatings do you have to take" repeated several times, which made all the audience in the theater feel very uncomfortable.

——If you want to be famous in front of others, you must suffer in the future.

After watching the play, Xiaodouzi took Xiao Manzi back to the troupe.

When I came back, my brother was being punished.

Xiaodouzi took the initiative to run over, saying that he wanted to run, and it had nothing to do with senior brother Xiao Shitou!

Master Guan was stunned for a moment, and then began to beat Xiaodouzi hard.

Little Shitou kept telling Xiaodouzi to ask his master to beg for mercy and speak softly, otherwise he would be beaten to death.

But Xiaodouzi has been stubborn since he was a child, and his eyes are different from those of the children next to him.

He never said a word.

On the other side, Xiao Manzi started to take out the unfinished candied haws from his pocket, which he took off from the skewers and stuffed them into his bosom.

He just ate it with big mouthfuls.

Brother Xiao Shitou finally couldn't bear it anymore, thinking that Xiaodouzi was going to be beaten to death, he still offended Master.

"You beat Xiaodouzi to death! I will fight with you!"

At this moment, someone ran over crying and said something important.

Everyone ran over to have a look, and found that the little mangy...had hanged himself.

The sudden change made the audience dumbfounded.

How desperate this child must be for the future.

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………

As soon as the screen changed, Master Guan began to tell everyone the story of "Farewell My Concubine".

Master Guan told everyone that in this play, there are principles of singing and being a human being.

That is - people must perfect themselves by themselves.

Xiaodouzi had a complete understanding and made up his mind to practice hard in the future.

Soon after, Eunuch Zhang, the former eunuch, celebrated his birthday and had to hold a church meeting.

The manager of the theatrical garden came to pick someone from the troupe.

He fell in love with Xiaodouzi at a glance.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xiaodouzi opened his mouth, he sang the phrase "[I am originally a girl]" into "[I am originally a man]".

When the manager heard this, his face dropped.

Seeing that things were going to be so messy, the elder brother immediately pulled Xiaodouzi back.

He stuffed the cigarette stick into Xiaodouzi's mouth, and fiddled vigorously in his mouth.

There is actually a certain metaphor here.

Blood flowed from Xiaodouzi's mouth, and the light in his eyes was gone.

In fact, from a metaphorical point of view, whether it is the chopping of fingers in the front, or the smashing of the mouth with a cigarette stick here, they are all metaphors, and gender dislocation also represents castration.

In the end, he finally sang correctly, this time he sang: "I was originally a girl..."

Many changes in the movie story started from this moment.

At Zhang Gonggong’s birthday banquet, Xiaodouzi played the concubine Yu, and Xiao Shitou played the overlord

After performing at the mansion, the two saw a sword in the mansion.

Xiao Shitou said that if the Overlord had this sword, he would definitely be able to kill Liu Bang and make Concubine Yu the empress.

Xiaodouzi listened to what his senior brother said, and said that he must find a way to get this sword and give it to his senior brother.

Xiao Shitou has a wound on his face, and it hurts when he sweats.

Xiaodouzi loves senior brother, and will help him lick his wounds.

Then, Eunuch Zhang sent someone to pick up Xiaodouzi.

Many, many things happened that night. For many people, this scene also left a shadow in their hearts.

When Xiaoshitou received Xiaodouzi outside the mansion, he was already in a trance.

They walked all the way and found an abandoned baby under the city wall.

Xiaodouzi showed kindness and wanted to take him back.

The master advised him that one person has one's life, so it is best not to do this.

But Xiaodouzi refused and insisted on bringing the child back to the troupe.

This also laid the groundwork for everything that followed.

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In a blink of an eye, 1937 came.

Xiaodouzi and Xiaoshitou have become famous characters in the capital.

Xiaoshitou's stage name is Duan Xiaolou, and Xiaodouzi's stage name is Cheng Dieyi.

They are very beautiful now, sitting in the rickshaw, the manager has to chase the rickshaw to talk to them.

During the chat, Cheng Dieyi mentioned Eunuch Zhang's mansion, saying that it had become a coffin shop.

As soon as Duan Xiaolou heard it, he knew that he must be looking for that sword again.

When the two came to the theater, there was a huge crowd of people, and everyone was surrounding them.

Cheng Dieyi is now like the character he saw when he was a child, with infinite scenery.

But when he saw the candied haws, he still lost his mind.

Fourth Master Yuan also came to join in today's scene.

His family is rich and he is a well-known fancier in the capital.

He felt that Cheng Dieyi's Concubine Yu was magnificent, and he admired it very much.

Backstage, Duan Xiaolou said that even without Fourth Master Yuan, they could still sing and be popular.

At this moment, Fourth Master Yuan actually came backstage.

He praised Cheng Dieyi and gave him a set of valuable rhinestone noodles.

At the same time, he made a mistake to Duan Xiaolou. He said that when Ba Wang went back to see Concubine Yu, he should have walked 7 steps, but Boss Duan only walked 5 steps when he was on stage.

Duan Xiaolou choked him a few words, but Fourth Master Yuan was not angry, and invited them to his house.

Duan Xiaolou rejected the invitation, saying that he was going to drink flower wine.

In this play, Ju Xian appeared.

At the place where flower wine is drunk, the guests pester Juxian and force her to feed the wine with her mouth.

Juxian had nowhere to escape, and jumped down from downstairs, just in time to be caught by Duan Xiaolou.

In order to solve Juxian's problem, he first drank engagement wine with her, and then performed his childhood trick again, smashing the teapot headfirst, shocking everyone.

Cheng Dieyi also heard about this, while Duan Xiaolou said that he was just trying to save others, and invited him to play with him someday.

Cheng Dieyi suddenly became angry, got up and left.

The audience also understood at this time.

Cheng Dieyi remembered his origin.

This is the person who came out of the kiln.

Duan Xiaolou hurriedly stood up and apologized: "Senior brother is not at home today, so I slipped away."

"Brother, damn it!" He kept apologizing.

Cheng Dieyi said: "Brother, you forgot how we became popular!"

"It's not just relying on a word from the master."

"What are you talking about?" Duan Xiaolou said.

"From one end to the end!" Cheng Dieyi ran out while speaking.

"Senior brother, I want you to follow me... No, just let me sing with you for the rest of my life, can't I?"

"Isn't this...have you sung it for half your life?" Duan Xiaolou looked at him with a bit of astonishment.

Cheng Dieyi looked at him, and suddenly said loudly: "No!"

"We're talking about a lifetime! One year, one month, one day, one hour, it doesn't count as a lifetime!"

He has gone completely insane.

Duan Xiaolou looked at him, sighed and said, "Dieyi, you are really not crazy and you can't survive."

"Singing is crazy, it's true."

"But if you are alive, you will be crazy..."

"In this world, in this crowd of mortals, how can we live!"

"Come on, give Senior Brother a slap in the face." He said.

When the audience saw this, they already understood that everything about his childhood and adolescence, plus his involvement in the drama too deeply, had already made Cheng Dieyi different in some aspects.

But Duan Xiaolou is different.

This time, the two went to the stage to watch the play, and Juxian was also watching from below.

After she watched the drama, she went back to redeem herself.

Mother scolded her: "If you go out of this door and smear your face, have you really become a lover?"

"If you are a wolf or a tiger in this world, they won't recognize you?"

Juxian, played by Xu Chujing, has a magnificent temperament. She came back and said, "Oh, you scared me to death."

"Let me tell you, that sister Yao will always be sister Yao." Mom said, "Remember what I said, this is your life."

Hearing this, Ju Xian just sneered and said, "Success! See you later."

Then, she went to Duan Xiaolou.

When she saw Duan Xiaolou, she started to cry, and lied to him that she was kicked out, and Huamanlou would not keep anyone who was married.

I have to say, this woman is really smart.

Obviously he didn't want to stay in Huamanlou anymore.

Just as she was crying, Cheng Dieyi came.

After seeing Cheng Dieyi, for some reason, Juxian's crying stopped.

The two just looked at each other from the air, and just this one glance, something seemed to permeate the air.

But from the attitude, it can be seen that Cheng Dieyi didn't like to see Juxian very much, and even closed the door with great force.

Juxian looked at Duan Xiaolou and talked about the meeting between the two at Huamanlou that day.

And he still said it in front of everyone in the troupe.

"That glass of engagement wine, but you drank half of it first."

"Juxian has a bitter life. If you take her in, someone will serve you like a cow. If you despise her, it's a big deal, and she will jump back upstairs."

When Duan Xiaolou heard this, he took off his robe in front of everyone and put it on for her to show his attitude.

With so many people watching, he must do this.

Some people around whispered: "This girl is really amazing."

The people on the side are also booing.

"Admit it! I accept it! This is a fucking big show!" The manager also coaxed, and said: "When is the wedding night in the bridal chamber!"

"Tonight!" Duan Xiaolou said with a smile.

"What's more! You have to make an engagement ceremony for me in front of the theater troupe, young and old." Juxian said, "I have to enter your Duan's house in a dignified way!"

Juxian is not satisfied yet, she still presses her step by step.

This is what this woman does.

"Do you think I'm cutting corners? That's fine! Tonight is the engagement ceremony, and I invite everyone to appreciate it!" Duan Xiaolou clasped his hands.

The door was pushed open at this moment.

Cheng Dieyi came out of the door aggressively.