This Uchiha Itachi is very lonely

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late at night,

After finishing the practice of inner battle, Itachi lay silently on the bed.

Next to him, Arturia was sitting by the window.

As a special state, she does not need sleep.

According to her habits during her lifetime, she still needed sleep, but the time was very short.

Often, when Itachi was sleeping, she liked to sit by the window and look at the sky.

Or maybe... When Itachi is talking to other people, she likes to be alone in a daze.

"It sounds a little arrogant to say it, but I don't think there will be any valuable topics between me and them."

After a long time, Itachi answered the question Artoria had just asked.

And the tone seemed a little embarrassed.

Not producing any valuable topics is a relatively euphemistic way of saying it, but more bluntly, it means that I don't bother to communicate with these "children".

But although such an explanation was arrogant, Itachi felt that it was the truth.

Because whether it is Uchiha Han who looks more mature, or Izumi, Naruka, Kotone, and Aoki, they are all children in the "normal" category.

Perhaps as Uchiha, they would not be as obsessed with ninja games as children from other small families or civilians. Under the guidance of the elders of the clan, they have begun to practice, refine chakra, and understand the techniques...

But their thoughts and behaviors are relatively "simple" in Itachi's opinion.

It's probably similar to the person he was before he set foot on the battlefield and met Arturia.

Regarding the profession of ninja, I still don’t have a relatively complete understanding of the world.

Without relatively independent thoughts, one needs elders to guide the direction and obey their instructions.

Facing the enemy in front of them, they would simply follow orders and try to kill them.

Instead of thinking about why the kill is necessary, what kind of losses will be caused to one's own side if the kill is not successful, and what impact it will have on the situation between one's own side and the enemy's forces if the kill is successful... etc., many considerations are made.

factor.

Not only "children" like them, but also Itachi and Fai, who had graduated from the ninja school and became genin and considered adults, he sometimes felt that he could not come up with any valuable topics with them.

But it may also be because my communication with Artoria is too fluent, and when facing them, I always need to explain the meaning of each sentence too much, so I am not willing to communicate.

However, due to my vigilance, I am not willing to let go of my heart and simply bring out many of my thoughts and talk to others.

"Of course, Itachi, you are better than most."

Arturia did not deny this, "I have almost never seen your powerful innate talent, wisdom, and personality that appear through natural reproduction."

"Unless it is artificially created, through the blood of gods, or using the blood of dragons like me, only children deliberately created can completely crush ordinary people in terms of innate advantages."

"So what you think is pointless in communicating too much with Uchiha Han and the others is true."

At this point, she paused, "But there is something I must remind you... Do you still remember that you misunderstood your father before?"

As the saying goes, if the three views are different, don't force them to merge.

The gap between Itachi and his peers was indeed too big, and Artoria certainly knew that there was no need for them to get to know each other deeply.

But... we can't let others misunderstand him because of this.

"...Do you think my behavior will make them feel that I am rejecting them?"

Itachi thought for a moment and easily followed Artoria's thinking rhythm.

And when he put himself into his father's position, and put them into his own self at that time, he came to the conclusion, "You think that I just maintain basic etiquette is not enough for them to understand me."

"On the contrary, my politeness combined with indifference will make them feel that I am alienating them?"

Artoria nodded, "Itachi, you need to be more careful about the other people around you, and don't be stingy with your communication when appropriate, so as to avoid... letting the cracks between each other get bigger and bigger, until they are mutually exclusive and mutually exclusive.

understanding."

If he had paid more attention to the people around him, maybe Tristan wouldn't have scrawled out the sentence - "King, you don't understand people's hearts."

Or, if he could pay more attention to communication, Mordred would not be tempted by others to launch a rebellion, until Britain was finally silenced in the civil war.

Itachi thought deeply for a moment, "Indeed, they are different from Hui and the others."

"Hui is because I carried him back to the camp in a coma and stayed with him on the way back from the battlefield, so he got to know my character."

"As for Zen and others, because Youhui is on the side to ease the relationship, they won't think that my expressionless face and being alone are alienating them."

"But Uchiha Han and the others are different. Their thoughts are immature. Coupled with my solitude and indifference, there is a great possibility that they will be affected..."

It's entirely possible.

Although I don't want to have meaningless conversations with them, I don't want to exclude them either.

After all, he is also an Uchiha, so he will definitely not deliberately alienate his clan members.

Then you need to correct this wrong signal yourself.

At least, I have to make them realize that I am a cold person who doesn't like to talk and likes to be alone, so that they can get used to my personality just like Hui and others.

But thinking of this, Itachi suddenly remembered another thing.

From the beginning to the end of the new year and the entrance ceremony of the ninja school, Zen and others did not come to see him.

Since they resumed the execution of entrusted tasks, although they often leave the village to perform tasks, they have not carried out tasks. The people who stayed in the village will occasionally go out to have dinner with them.

But recently, none of them have come.

Realizing this, Itachi sat up from the bed and stared at Artoria by the window, "You have noticed a long time ago that Zen and the others have not contacted me for a long time."

"It's not a very long time."

Artoria corrected the time error and shook her head, "But you should know that Uchiha Zen and Uchiha Shisui are people with different ideas."

"When you brought them into contact with Sakamoto Yusheng, we could all tell from their silence that they felt strange to you."

"They seem to feel...that they don't know you well enough."

"If it were before today, this matter might not be important. After all, as long as they continue to come to you, this feeling of strangeness will soon be dispelled."

"But……"

Having said this, she didn't say any more.

But Itachi knew the deeper meaning.

Maybe... I should go see them.