To Make He Yu Regret

Whether it’s the one who’s carrying the person or the one who’s being carried, they all feel... very awkward.

During the lunch break and school, Jiang Xiaozhen had been behind He Yu for a long time, but there was no communication between them during those times.

However, at this moment, there are only them, walking on the dark campus, it seems a bit strange not to say anything.

The night breeze is chilly.

Jiang Xiaozhen was cold, He Yu was very hot.

He carried her on his back, all the way down the stairs, and out of the first-year high school building, so hard that his entire back was sweaty.

Jiang Xiaozhen, who clung to his back, felt very embarrassed: "Am I heavier than you?"

"I am taller than you," He Yu finished speaking, paused for a while, and asked: "How heavy are you?"

Jiang Xiaozhen was silent.

The two walked a short distance in silence.

The atmosphere is awkward, it would be better to talk about it and relax.

Jiang Xiaozhen licked her lips.

"Why would you think of coming to me?"

"Why are you following me every day?"

Without tacit understanding, they actually spoke at the same time.

With a dry cough, she said: "I'm a little bit faster, you can answer first."

"Because, you follow me every day, so if I didn't see you today, I will come and look for it." He Yu replied lightly and sounded simply and neatly.

"Okay," Jiang Xiaozhen also answered his question: "Last time you said that you couldn't look at me like this... Then, I don't have any friends at school, so just try and follow you."

He Yu nodded: "Oh."

"..."

"..."

The "last time" Jiang Xiaozhen said, their conversation was not pleasant.

He Yu was aggressive, and Jiang Xiaozhen cried loudly.

Now they have jumped out of the emotions at the time, but they are awkward to mention it.

Regarding the taboo, the two unexpectedly agreed.

For example, Jiang Xiaozhen didn't mock He Yu: "Seeing that I wasn't following you, shouldn't you breathe a sigh of relief and leave happily? Why do you come to the school building to look for it so late?"

For another example, He Yu didn't mock Jiang Xiaozhen: "What is the phrase'I can't look at you like this'? Can you become a follower and pester me every day? Have you asked for my permission? ?"

In short, the topic is dead again.

On the campus that looked like a ghost story, He Yu was carrying Jiang Xiaozhen on his back, moving slowly.

Jiang Xiaozhen kept thinking about what he could say.

--You eat dinner yet?

Uh, he appeared here, he must have not eaten.

——Are you tired from walking?

He said that she was tired, and she couldn't go by herself, and asked what to do.

what! Jiang Xiaozhen thought about it.

"You are looking for me one day, what do you want to ask me?"

He Yu was confused: "What day?"

She described to him: "The desk was written by them. The day I took it to the Academic Affairs Office. You ran into me at the door, and you asked me if there was something to do and asked if I could follow you."

"Oh, yes," he remembered: "Then you angrily dropped the sentence ‘I have nothing to say to you’ and left with the table."

It was indeed what Jiang Xiaozhen did.

The weight of her body is now weighing on others, and she suddenly feels that she really is a pot or a pot.

He remembered the awkward things she had said, would he throw her out when he was angry?

Looking at the back of He Yu's head, Jiang Xiaozhen thought: Actually, that's just an excuse he came up with to help her out in order to come up and help her out. He actually has nothing to ask.

Unexpectedly, when she mentioned it so casually, He Yu actually remembered that he had a question to ask her.

"I want to ask you, Jiang Xiaozhen..."

His tone was unusual, and she pricked her ears to listen.

"Why don't you call me a "live taro"?"

Obviously, subconsciously they would call "live taro", but deliberately called it correct.

"That," Jiang Xiaozhen's answer was normal: "Don't you like me calling like that?"

Everyone thought she had no eyesight, but Jiang Xiaozhen observed it.

Jiang Xiaozhen couldn't recognize He Yu in the furniture store where her mother worked.

He reminded her of his name.

"He Yu." He said.

Faced with the mist of doubt in her eyes, He Yu added: "Live taro."

He Yu probably didn't know it himself. When he said "live taro", his chin was a little bit tight and his tone was slightly low.

After that, Jiang Xiaozhen didn't call him "He Yu" wrong.

He Yu bends the corner of his mouth.

"Well," he admitted, "I really hate being called a live taro."

"why?"

"It reminds me that when I was a child, my country accent would be imitated by my classmates in pre-kindergarten, which is a joke. You speak clearly and roundly, but you want to call me Huoyu, deliberately mocking my substandard speech."

He Yu, the vindictor of Jiang Xiaozhen’s crime, never missed any one: "This is called, I remember you took the lead."

"Stop calling now!"

She hugged his neck obediently, and said in his ear like mosquitoes, her voice was very low.

He Yu praised her: "Then you are great."

He praised... Jiang Xiaozhen was a little awkward, but she didn't say anything.

"When you went back to the country before, when did you go to study in the city? You have no accent at all now."

"High school began to study in the city."

"Huh?" She didn't expect his answer. "Isn't that less than three years? Your language adaptability is so strong?"

He Yu shook his head: "I practiced Mandarin by myself, and I have practiced it for a long time."

Jiang Xiaozhen thoughtfully.

He couldn't see her expression, he just felt that she was quiet all at once.

"Are you thinking?" He Yu turned his face and asked softly.

"You were born there, and it's normal to have an accent. It's our fault to make a joke, but because of this, you have to keep practicing..."

How should I put it, Jiang Xiaozhen thought of herself.

She clenched her fists and became emotional: "Why compromise for others' aesthetics? To you, it's very unfair, isn't it?"

"It's not fair. But if I mind, then change it."

He Yu's mental journey is not as tortuous as Jiang Xiaozhen's.

He is simple and extremely transparent.

Society has established standards and stereotypes, and it has its preferences. As independent individuals, in society, we also have our own special preferences, even if we are, a large part of it will be affected by social factors.

It is not ashamed to have an accent, but it is not ashamed to have a desire to speak standard Mandarin.

It is not ashamed to be ugly, but it is not ashamed to admit that you want to be beautiful and make changes in order to be beautiful.

We have choices. Choosing to adhere to our own aesthetic is a choice; choosing to conform to the eyes of the society and gain public approval to realize ourselves is also a choice.

No choice should be imposed or despised.

Listen to the voice in your own heart: If you mind, then go and change it.

He Yu took Jiang Xiaozhen and the turtle moved forward quickly.

They finally saw the light from the guard room.

The warm yellow incandescent lamp is like a dazzling little sun in the quiet night.

The section towards the guard room was downhill.

He Yu's footsteps were much lighter.

He walked faster, and he lied leisurely.

"Jiang Xiaozhen, you are actually not very heavy."

It is better not to say it.

Jiang Xiaozhen knew he couldn't hold it anymore.

He Yu's legs kept trembling, even if he tried his best to pretend that it was a shock from the downhill, but Jiang Xiaozhen knew it was not. She was so close to him.

He was breathing heavily in her ears, and her back, neck, arms, and cheeks were sweating profusely wherever she looked.

Jiang Xiaozhen held her breath and listened carefully.

She heard his heartbeat like a drum.

It must be dead again.

It's so bright right now, Jiang Xiaozhen can see her thigh raised by his arm when she lowers her head.

One of her thighs is thicker than two of He Yu's arms!

"Why is there no one in the guard room? Did you go for dinner?"

Jiang Xiaozhen was still wandering, and the sharp-eyed He Yu saw the situation ahead clearly.

"Then I will carry you a little further, and we will call a taxi on the main road."

"Don't! Don't!" She patted him on the shoulder and motioned him to put herself down: "You take a rest, let's wait. If the doorman comes back, ask him to help call the car. If no one comes back, I'll be there. Waiting for you here, you go and call a car."

Jiang Xiaozhen made sense. He Yu put her on the chair in front of the guard room.

Under the shroud of light, he has a sense of unreality of returning to the world after a lifetime.

Staring at the exceptionally bright street lamp, He Yu wiped his sweat and blinked to relieve the dizziness caused by excessive exercise.

"thank you."

The low voice of thanks came suddenly like an illusion.

He Yu turned to look at her, suspecting that he had heard it wrong: "Did you speak just now?"

Jiang Xiaozhen stared at the floor and nodded hard.

"puff."

He Yu smiled unkindly, and laughed outrageously.

"For the first time in my life, I heard you say this to me."

She was provoked by his smile, rubbing her arms unnaturally, and her tone was slightly annoyed: "I knew I would not say it."

"Hold your head up, OK?"

He squatted down and looked left and right to Jiang Xiaozhen's face: "I want to take a look at your expression when you thank you."

She covered her face with her hands and held it tightly to prevent him from looking.

"Does Jiang Xiaozhen cover her face? Jiang Xiaozhen will be shy? It's terrible, are you Jiang Xiaozhen?"

He Yu is really owed.

Unbearable, Jiang Xiaozhen shouted to the face that was close.

"Snapped."

The applause was very crisp, and it was hit with one blow.

...

The next day, He Yu came to school with the fingerprints on his face.

His face is so good-looking, the slightest blemish is particularly obvious. One morning later, half of the classmates came to him and asked him: What's wrong with you? All right?

"It's okay," He Yu opened his eyes and said nonsense: "I accidentally fell down."

Detective Zhang Shiyu came back out of the arena and asked him with piercing eyes.

"Fall? My friend, which crush did you fall into the arms of last night?"

"What nonsense?" He Yu ignored him.

"No," he supported his chin and analyzed the actual situation: "It was so late to go home yesterday, where can you still have the energy to do bad things?"

He Yu is called an injustice.

"What I did yesterday was a good thing, a particularly good thing."

"what!"

Zhang Shiyu snapped his fingers.

"You went home yesterday and went to the first high school building to find Zhenzi."

He looked incredulous.

"So dark, she won't really be there, right?"

"Yes," He Yu was very thankful when talking about this: "Going back is the right choice."

"Then you were beaten by her?" The truth gradually emerged.

He Yu did not deny.

Zhang Shiyu imagined the scene and looked at He Yu's eyes with the word "Admiration" written.

"My friend, it seems that it was really dark last night, to the point where you are indifferent."

He Yu advised him: "Before I beat you, put away your dirty thoughts."

"The more I think about it, the more things are wrong. He Yu, after you meet her, all your performances are different from your usual. I objectively express that she is a disgusting and ugly woman. You have changed your face. Ask me to pay attention when you are on duty. If you don’t say anything else, go and help; the whole school knows that she is ruthless about you, she has something wrong, you rush to care about her; behind her, you acquiesced to her behavior, she stopped following, You look for her all over the world..."

Holding the arm of a good brother, Zhang Shiyu said painfully.

"It's over, your life is over. According to my analysis, you will get married 100%, and you will be taken by that ugly girl forever."

"Me and... Jiang Xiaozhen, get married?"

This is the most absurd thing He Yu has heard in his lifetime, so absurd that he doesn't know where to refute it.

However, Zhang Shiyu said before, he also didn't know how to explain it.

He clearly treats Jiang Xiaozhen badly! The kind worse than others!

"Let's put it this way."

Rubbing his painful temples, He Yu said every word.

"The earth is destroyed, the dinosaurs are resurrected, time goes back, the sun never sets, the moon breaks into three petals, there is only one me and one Jiang Xiaozhen left in the world... Even if all this happens, I will not marry her."