To My Dear Mr. Huo

"Wow! So beautiful."

Su Qingsang looked at the snowskin mooncakes placed on the table. There was unconcealable admiration in his eyes.

"Auntie, you are so awesome."

Xiang Caiping looked at Su Qingsang's simple and clear eyes. Since she became pregnant, she has become a little squeamish. From time to time, I think about teasing others.

But this kind of tossing is only about eating. Elsewhere, she tried not to cause trouble. For example, if she goes to work and continues to go to work, even if she needs surgery, she will continue to have surgery.

"This is actually very simple."

"I can't even do simple things."

Su Qingsang looked at the patterns on the snowskin mooncakes and touched them lightly with her fingers.

"So Q."

"Try it." Xiang Caiping looked at Su Qingsang's appearance and sighed softly in her heart. How great would it be if this was really her daughter?

She didn't know that Su Peizhen was still in prison. She didn't know what the situation was like after Su Peizhen came out of prison.

Will she recognize herself? Xiang Caiping didn't know whether she would be willing to live with her.

In fact, even if Su Peizhen was willing, Su Peizhen would not be as easily satisfied with the pampered life of more than 20 years as Su Qingsang.

From this point of view, she really would rather Su Qingsang be her daughter.

"It's delicious." Su Qingsang didn't notice the complexity in Xiang Caiping's eyes. She tasted one and said with satisfaction: "It's delicious. Auntie, you are so amazing."

"You can eat more if you like. I also bought other ingredients and I will make egg yolk stuffing for you tomorrow."

"Okay." Su Qingsang nodded and answered quite impolitely.

She answered casually, and Xiang Caiping was not angry. In fact, Su Qingsang was indeed very casual towards Xiang Caiping. Because only by being casual can Xiang Caiping not feel uncomfortable.

With Xiang Caiping's personality, if Su Qingsang really gets along with her cautiously, Xiang Caiping will definitely feel uncomfortable and won't be so nostalgic here.

…………

Xiang Caiping packed her clothes and after making the mooncakes tomorrow, she could leave.

Looking at the room where she had lived for more than a month, she felt a little reluctant to leave. In fact, how can revenge or non-retaliation be as important as making yourself comfortable?

It's a pity that no matter how nice this place is, it's not the place that belongs to her.

A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts. When she opened the door, the person standing outside was Huo Jinyao.

"Aunt."

"Jin Yao?"

"Auntie is folding clothes?" Huo Jinyao glanced at the pile of clothes on the bed: "Did I disturb you?"

"No. Come in."

Xiang Caiping let Huo Jinyao in. After Huo Jinyao entered, he closed the door. His attitude made Xiang Caiping's heart beat suddenly faster, and her face became a little more solemn.

"What happened to Qingsang? She——"

"She's fine. She's going to take a shower now."

Huo Jinyao glanced at Xiang Caiping's room. His apartment is very large because it has two units combined into one, and all the rooms have been expanded.

Even the guest rooms are equipped with bathrooms and dressing rooms. After Xiang Caiping moved in, Su Qingsang added some things to the room, and it was now much more popular than when it was empty before.

He didn't speak, and Xiang Caiping didn't know what to say.

"Jin Yao, what can you do?"

"It's something." Huo Jinyao sat down on the sofa in the room. He didn't speak in a hurry, and his expression seemed a little solemn.

"Just tell me what you have to say." Xiang Caiping had a vague hunch and knew what Huo Jinyao was going to say.

"Auntie." Huo Jinyao, who had been silent for nearly a minute, finally spoke: "Thank you for taking care of Qingsang this month. You have taken good care of her. She is also in much better condition than before. Today She had a check-up at the hospital. Everything was normal and she was in very good health. This is all due to you."

"It's nothing, Qingsang doesn't mind."

"Of course this is your credit. If it weren't for you, Qingsang would still be suffering from severe morning sickness. I'm really grateful to you."

"Jin Yao." Xiang Caiping interrupted him: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

"Actually, it's nothing." Huo Jinyao found it very difficult to say: "Qingsang's mother is here. She is living in a hotel now -"

In silence, Huo Jinyao couldn't speak anymore. In fact, the five-star hotel was owned by Tang Mohan's family. He happened to be looking for Tang Mohan today and accidentally saw Su Chenghui.

It was normal for Su Chenghui not to see Su Qingsang when he came to Rongcheng, but Su Qingsang had no idea that this was abnormal.

After asking around, he found out that in addition to Su Chenghui, Li Qianxue was also staying in the hotel.

Li Qianxue didn't come today. But it came yesterday. She moved in directly last time, but not this time. Why?

There is only one explanation. Li Qianxue saw Xiang Caiping.

He is not as ostrich as Su Qingsang, nor is he as naive as Su Qingsang. Yes, Su Qingsang actually knew that it was impossible for Xiang Caiping and Li Qianxue to get along well, or even stay in the same place.

But she was pregnant now, and her emotions were sensitive and changeable. She thought she could do it, and she thought she could grasp this balance well.

But Huo Jinyao would not be so naive. He knew better than anyone that the relationship between Xiang Caiping and Li Qianxue was inextricable.

Xiang Caiping looked at Huo Jinyao's face and already understood what he wanted to say later.

"You don't want Li Qianxue to see me and know that I live in Qingsang's house. You don't want me to conflict with Li Qianxue, so you want me to leave now?"

"Auntie, Qingsang's mother can't live here forever. She -"

Huo Jinyao was halfway through his words and couldn't continue. Even he himself felt that his behavior was too much.

Call people when you need them. If you don't need it now, let them go. How can this make sense?

"I understand." Xiang Caiping's expression was quite calm: "I will leave tomorrow. Don't worry."

"Aunt?"

Huo Jinyao looked guilty and a little embarrassed. Xiang Caiping smiled: "Actually, I was planning to leave. It's just that I couldn't let go of Qingsang. Now it's better. Her mother is here. I believe she will take good care of Qingsang."

Silent, Huo Jinyao didn't know what to say. In terms of time together, Xiang Caiping and Su Qingsang have been together for even longer.

He knew that Su Qingsang was partly out of guilt and partly out of sympathy. If Su Qingsang really had to choose, she would choose Li Qianxue.

But she was pregnant now, and Huo Jinyao didn't want Su Qingsang to face such difficulties, so he was the villain. Su Qingsang just needs to live a good life and give birth to the child safely.

"It's okay. Don't feel guilty. In fact, I shouldn't have come in the first place."

"Auntie, don't say that."

Huo Jinyao rarely does such things, and it doesn't feel good to be a villain.

"It's really okay." Xiang Caiping had already decided to leave, not because of Huo Jinyao's decision: "You go back to accompany Qingsang. I'll pack my things and leave tomorrow."

"Auntie?" Huo Jinyao stood up, looking guilty: "What can I do for you?"

He could give money, but that would be an insult to Xiang Caiping. What's more, she won't ask for his money.

But after saying this, he regretted a little. If Xiang Caiping asked to get Su Peizhen out, then he really couldn't do it.

"It's okay, I don't want anything."

After Su Peizhen went to jail, she took the supermarket back and took charge of it. There is nothing to do now.

Huo Jinyao nodded. Before leaving, he looked at Xiang Caiping and spoke very sincerely.

"Auntie, Qingsang and I will visit you when we have time."

"No need to come." Xiang Caiping refused: "You have come too often, and Li Qianxue will be unhappy. Don't worry. I'm not old enough. I will take care of myself."

This statement made sense, but Huo Jinyao felt a little bitter when he heard it.

Back in the room, Su Qingsang was drying her hair. Seeing this, Huo Jinyao stepped forward to take over the task and took the initiative to blow dry Su Qingsang's hair.

"Where have you been?"

"Answered the call." Huo Jinyao looked at Su Qingsang's closed eyes, knowing that she knew nothing. But I couldn't help but think about it, if Xiang Caiping left tomorrow -

"Qingsang?"

"kindness?"

After drying her hair, Huo Jinyao put the hair dryer aside. He knelt down in front of Su Qingsang and looked at her.

"It's the Mid-Autumn Festival soon."

"I know." The festival has not yet come, and she has already eaten moon cakes. Of course I know that the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon.

"Your mother may come to see you during the Mid-Autumn Festival."

Su Qingsang was stunned for a moment. She blinked, looked at Huo Jinyao, and suddenly lowered her head.

"Huo Jinyao?"

"Auntie said she will leave tomorrow."

You can't hide this kind of thing. Xiang Caiping left, and if Su Qingsang went to find her then, it would only make it difficult for everyone.

"Auntie is leaving? Where is she going?"

"Where can she go? Just go back to her home."

Huo Jinyao's hand held hers and he looked at her with great concentration.

"Qingsang, Auntie, she always has her own life. This is not something we can force her to live."

Su Qingsang was silent, she understood the truth. Just a little reluctant.

"If Auntie is left alone, I'm afraid she won't be able to eat well or take good care of herself."

"Qingsang, those things actually have nothing to do with you."

"But--"

"Qingsang, I especially want to ask you, in your heart, which is more important, your mother or your aunt?"

Huo Jinyao interrupted her, and this question was very sincere. Su Qingsang pursed her lips, looked at Huo Jinyao's eyes, and spoke without hesitation.

"Of course it's my mother."

"Since you said such things, why-"

Even if Huo Jinyao didn't say anything else, Su Qingsang knew what he meant.

"My mother is very good. My aunt is also very good. In my heart, I have never thought of comparing them."

Su Qingsang can tell the truth in front of Huo Jinyao: "But I feel very guilty about Auntie."

"Those things are none of your business, and those problems are not your fault."

"I know." She understood everything Huo Jinyao said. But it's one thing to understand, it's another thing not to be able to overcome the hurdle in your heart.

"She misidentified me before. When I took care of me in Lin City for many years, I had a better and better relationship with her, and I really regarded her as my biological mother.

But who knew, she turned out not to be. When I didn't know who my biological mother was, I thought I would make a mistake. Because I can see that my aunt likes me very much, and I also like her very much.

What I never expected was that my biological mother would be Li Qianxue, whom I had always been in awe of but couldn't dislike. "

Su Qingsang's belly was already slightly swollen. She looked at her belly and thought about her struggles at that time.

"You know, I was actually very hesitant and conflicted at that time. I wanted to recognize my mother. But I didn't want to hurt my aunt. But later I didn't expect that I still hurt her."

She gave Xiang Caiping almost no time to buffer. Instead, she immediately let Xiang Caiping know the truth after she recognized Li Qianxue. She could actually have a more compromising approach.

"I said, that's not your responsibility."

"Yeah, it's not my responsibility." Su Qingsang sighed: "If she can live a good life later, I won't be so guilty. But look at the things that happened later. Which one can make her happy? Relax? If Su Pei really wants to recognize her and live a good life with her like me, I won't be so uncomfortable. But Su Pei really doesn't want to get along with her. Not to mention that she went further and further. Speaking of which, Su Pei really didn't want to get along with her. Although Su Peizhen went to jail because of his own fault, my aunt became even more pitiful because of this."

"Qingsang, where is your mother?"

Huo Jinyao didn't believe that she didn't understand it, nor did he believe that she couldn't think of it.

"What do you think your mother would think if she knew that you and your aunt were living together again and were so kind to her?"

Su Qingsang's little face suddenly turned a little pale, and she was speechless. In this regard, she was indeed guilty. It is indeed a mistake.

"Jin Yao, you think I did something wrong."

"Otherwise? Do you still want to say that you did the right thing?"

"I just--"

"You just like the more casual atmosphere when you get along with your aunt, right? Then don't you get along with your mother casually?"

"No." Su Qingsang admitted that Li Qianxue was a mother who loved her children very much. She also knew that Li Qianxue wanted to make amends and was very kind to her.

But Li Qianxue's mentality of wanting to compensate made her feel a lot of pressure.

"Auntie was actually like that before. You should be able to tell that I'm not used to it."

"Then someone like that became my mother, and I was even more unaccustomed to it."

In the previous years, Li Qianxue believed that she was indebted to Su Qingsang, which made her even more exaggerated and cautious about Su Qingsang than Xiang Caiping had been at the beginning.

You know, the impression Li Qianxue gave her was that she was always aloof and impeccable.

But now she suddenly changed her style. She seemed to be particularly afraid of her being unhappy and wanted to be nice to her.

She was actually a bit overwhelmed. Emotions that are too stressful can make people feel at a loss.

"I know my mother is very good, and I also want to get along with her like a normal mother and daughter. But every time she looks like she blames herself, feels guilty, and feels she owes me, it makes me feel a lot of pressure. Even if I I told her that this is none of her business."

Huo Jinyao understands and understands everything.

"Are you trying to say that your mother makes you feel tired?"

"a little bit."

Su Qingsang bit her lip, thinking of something that happened the last time she went to Lin City.

That day Li Qianxue watched Mr. Li discussing a calligraphy and painting she had just taken in the study. She had not received any training in that field since she was a child, so she didn't know anything about calligraphy, painting, and antiques.

Grandpa talked enthusiastically to Li Qianxue, and she found it amusing to listen to it. It's not that she is interested, but she has had little exposure to this type of culture before.

But the atmosphere was obviously very good, but when Li Qianxue saw her expression, she thought of the past twenty years.

For Li Qianxue, if the child is not replaced. Su Qingsang is not at all like he is now, knowing nothing and knowing nothing.

When she thought about it, she couldn't help but start blaming herself and feeling guilty. Such emotions made Su Qingsang feel a little stressed.

She doesn't think that she must know calligraphy, painting or antiques. Everyone has something they are good at. It was as if she watched Huo Jinyao playing chess with Mr. Huo.

She probably knows the rules of Go, but she still can't play it.

She didn't think it was a shame that she didn't know those things, but Li Qianxue cared about it. She took her along whenever she had free time in those days, trying to make up for her the lessons she had lost.

Li Qianxue blamed herself and regretted that she missed the best period and failed to cultivate Su Qingsang into a real lady.

The more she blamed herself, the more uncomfortable Su Qingsang felt. She didn't need that emotion. That was not Li Qianxue's fault. In fact, she was also a victim.

But no matter what she said, Li Qianxue would be better then. But as long as there is a chance, as long as she discovers that there is something that Su Peizhen can do that she, Su Qingsang, cannot do.

She couldn't help but fall into such self-blame, guilt and desire to make amends.

Su Qingsang had never said these words to Huo Jinyao. He had never thought that Su Qingsang liked Xiang Caiping and that there was such a relationship.

"You should tell your mother."

"What should I say?" Su Qingsang had a headache: "I told her, I said I don't blame anyone. I don't hate anyone."

Especially Li Qianxue, she doesn't need to feel guilty or compensate. She's fine just the way she is.

"You like Auntie because Auntie has never given you such pressure before?"

Huo Jinyao knew this very well. Xiang Caiping was a little restrained when she first came here. After she understood it, she just wanted to be nice to Su Qingsang. She had always felt guilty and compensated, but she didn't show it. .

After all, to Xiang Caiping, Su Qingsang was an illegitimate daughter. Look like this and become a doctor. Married to Huo Jinyao again.

Xiang Caiping has no other children, so there is no comparison. She knows that her daughter is doing well. Her life was considered complete, and she felt very satisfied and relieved.

But Li Qianxue is different. She had raised Su Peizhen and had other children. There are comparisons.

Comparing the two, the feeling of self-blame that was originally only three points can be magnified into ten points. What's more, I already felt very guilty.

Su Qingsang said nothing, but did not deny it. There is no doubt that she loves Li Qianxue. But it was true that Li Qianxue made her feel some pressure.

It is true that she has sympathy and pity for Xiang Caiping, but it is also true that Xiang Caiping makes her more relaxed.

"Maybe it's because I never put myself in that circle."

sorry Sorry. I was supposed to make up for the update today. But suddenly something unexpected happened. A classmate from my son's class is missing. Now all the parents are helping to find ways to find this child. Only 5,000 were updated today. I'll make it up tomorrow. Sorry everyone. Everyone who has children should take good care of their children. It’s really heart-wrenching.