To My Dear Mr. Huo

Li Qianxue's expression was extremely cold at this time, and there was uncontrollable anger in his eyes. But she still tried her best to control her volume and prevent her emotions from getting out of control.

Su Yuxin entered the study and was working on a project. He said that after he was done, he would be free to accompany her for a walk around the imperial capital.

She didn't want her children to hear her words. No child could accept the neglect and favoritism of his parents.

She is the only daughter of the Li family. Mr. Li gave her all his love.

After she became a mother, although Su Peizhen had a tendency to act coquettishly when she was a child, she felt a little bit offended. But she treats Su Yuxin the same way, but what about Su Chenghui?

"Su Chenghui, do you dare? Do you dare to touch your conscience and say that you did not treat the other two children badly?"

Some things have already passed and she doesn’t want to mention them. During those twenty years, I thought she was blind and saw the wrong person.

But the children are innocent. He appears in front of her every day now, treats her well and wants to save her, and she knows it.

But how to save it? What else can be saved?

Su Qingsang had clearly been mistreated by him for so many years, and they didn't even celebrate Su Qingsang's birthday in a serious way.

Li Qianxue's question made Su Chenghui speechless. He wanted to say no, and he wanted to say that he had never treated Su Yuxin badly. But Su Qingsang——

"Qianxue..."

Li Qianxue didn't want to say anything more to him, so she glared at him and entered the room.

The door opens and closes. Su Chenghui stood in the living room and suddenly realized that the situation in front of him was more difficult than he thought.

Su Yuxin was in the study room before. He was highly regarded by the professor and had two projects in hand for his helpers to participate in.

He didn't hear the argument outside. After finishing his work, he wanted to go to the guest room to see Li Qianxue, but he was rejected.

"Yuxin, mom is tired. Go to bed first. If you have anything to do, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Su Yuxin stood at the door. He was quite smart and figured out the key point of the problem at once.

When he was in the study just now, half of his thoughts were to create some opportunities for Su Chenghui. Unlike Su Qingsang who recognized him halfway, his feelings for Su Chenghui were much deeper.

Given the opportunity, I couldn't help but want to help Su Chenghui. It doesn't mean that he must get back together with Su Chenghui and Li Qianxue.

He just couldn't bear it, after all, he had seen Su Chenghui's performance over the past year.

After the two father and son washed up, they slept on the bed. This is also very little experience.

The Li family has a great business and has nannies and servants. After the two children were born, someone took special care of them. Su Chenghui really had no experience sleeping in the same bed with his son.

He turned over and glanced at the night outside the window. He realized that his son behind him was not asleep. He didn't look back. He just turned over and lay down on his back, looking at the ceiling above his head.

"Yuxin, do you hate me too?"

Su Yuxin shook her head: "I don't hate it."

"Why don't you hate me? I thought you would."

"You are my dad."

This is the answer.

Su Chenghui smiled bitterly, with a trace of hidden disappointment in his voice: "Do you really not hate me?"

"Dad." Su Yuxin didn't know how to comfort him. He was actually very bad at comforting people: "Mom, she's just not angry yet. Just wait until she is."

Just angry? It's hate.

"I know I made mistakes in the past, and I have been making up for it. But now I realize that what your mother wants is not my making up."

He always thought that what Li Qianxue hated was his lack of love and his deception.

It wasn't until today that I discovered that what Li Qianxue hated him most was the harm he had done to his two children. The injury is on the son's body, and the pain is on the mother's heart.

For Li Qianxue, her two children are her weakness.

Su Yuxin didn't know what to say. It was inappropriate for him to say anything at this moment. Li Qianxue is such a proud woman, so why would she care about Su Chenghui's compensation?

Not to mention Li Qianxue, even he and Su Qingsang have already passed the age of needing father's love.

"Go to sleep." Su Chenghui realized that he had said too much. His son seemed still young in his eyes, and he was unwilling to pass on such pressure to him.

He turned over and went to sleep on the other side. Su Yuxin glanced at the outline of Su Chenghui's figure in the darkness.

"Dad, since Mom refuses to forgive you, she doesn't want compensation from you either. Why don't you try another way?"

Feeling that Su Chenghui suddenly turned around, his voice was very soft: "Why did you make mom fall in love with you back then? Just let mom fall in love with you again, wouldn't it be good?"

Let Li Qianxue love him again? Easier said than done.

That was simply an insurmountable Everest for him.

Su Yuxin also realized that her suggestions were of little use, turned around, closed her eyes and stopped talking.

Su Chenghui couldn't sleep all night because of his words.

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Li Qianxue didn't sleep well. She's very picky and doesn't like bed.

The most important thing is that Su Chenghui slept on the bed she slept on before. Even though she didn't want to, she still smelled Su Chenghui's breath left on the bed.

It's very indifferent, but she and Su Chenghui have been married for so many years. I already know everything about him that I can’t understand anymore.

That smell caused Li Qianxue to suffer from insomnia. He finally fell asleep, but fell into the nightmare of the past again.

Yes, that past was really a nightmare for Li Qianxue.

She dreamed about what happened when Su Qingsang was a child. For her, she could remember very little about what happened before Su Qingsang grew up.

But she still had some impression of that incident. After meeting Su Qingsang, she had been trying hard not to think about it.

The dream is not under her control.

"Mom?" In the dream, Su Qingsang looked like she was four or five years old. From the perspective of a bystander, she saw her hiding in the corner of the living room, looking at Su Peizhen who was throwing himself on her with envy. .

When Su Peizhen was four or five years old, it was the cutest and most fun time.

She went to kindergarten and was exposed to many new things every day. She liked Li Qianxue and had to learn from Li Qianxue for a long time every day after school about what happened in school.

Today their outdoor activity is playing in the mud. This is absolutely not allowed in the Li family.

Li Qianxue has a mysophobia and doesn't like a messy home. But Su Peizhen had a lot of fun. She was still young at that time, just a child.

Li Qianxue was always very patient with her daughter. Looking at her daughter who looked like a mud monkey, she called the nanny and asked her to take Su Peizhen to clean her up.

The smile on her face was too gentle at that time, and Su Qingsang, who was watching this scene in the corner, was envious for no reason.

She took small steps and cautiously approached her. At that time, Li Qianxue sat back on the sofa. He was reading a financial magazine in his hand.

"Mom?" Su Qingsang called very quietly for the first time. Li Qianxue didn't hear it.

Because she didn't respond, Su Qingsang became bolder and took two more steps forward.

"Mother?"

She swallowed, these two calls had used up all her courage.

Li Qianxue heard this and turned around quickly. When she saw that the person coming was not Su Peizhen but Su Qingsang, her expression suddenly changed.

"Who did you call mom?"

Su Qingsang bit her lip, frightened by Li Qianxue's appearance. She didn't know why, she was still so young, she just wanted to get close to Li Qianxue.

This is the nature of blood, but it's a pity that Su Qingsang didn't understand it at the time.

"I, you..." She couldn't speak clearly, but when she faced Li Qianxue's delicate and beautiful face, she couldn't help but call out again: "Mom."

She is also a child of this family, and her surname is Su. She can be called Li Qianxue’s mother, right?

Li Qianxue threw the magazine in her hand on the coffee table. She stood up and looked down at the little figure with a gloomy expression.

"I'm not your mother, don't call me mom."

Her upbringing prevented her from abusing or harming Su Qingsang, but it was absolutely impossible for her to accept Su Qingsang. She's not that generous.

Su Qingsang was frightened by her eyes, especially the moment she raised her feet, she almost thought she wanted to hit her.

With a pale face, she turned around and ran away without looking back.

That was a very long memory. Tonight, a dream suddenly came to me.

Li Qianxue remembered that after that, Su Qingsang always walked around her when he saw her.

But she felt it was not enough at the time. She didn't want to see Su Qingsang. After all, every time she looked at him, it was just a reminder of Su Chenghui's dislike.

So she found Su Chenghui.

"Just let me raise an illegitimate daughter for you. You know my temper. If you don't want me to kick her out, just keep her away from me."

What was Su Chenghui's reaction at that time? He said nothing. Not only did he not say anything, but he also rushed Su Qingsang, who was already scared when he saw her and would take a detour almost every time he met her, to live in the annex building for the servants behind the main house.

If Mr. Li didn't think that was too mean, he would eventually let Su Qingsang move back to the room. Su Qingsang was afraid that she would become like a maid in the future.

Su Chenghui, for such a long time, he had watched her daughter become a stranger to her and alienated from her.

With so many opportunities, he can definitely make things right. Set things right and bring everything back to where it started. But what about him?

She hates it.

As much as she felt sorry for her daughter at that time, she hated Su Chenghui.

The eternity of heaven and earth will eventually come to an end, and this hatred will last forever.

Li Qianxue woke up from her dream. The strong emotions made her eyes swollen and sour.

She blinked, unable to fall back asleep. I stood up and looked at the time, but I didn't expect it was only five in the morning.

Unable to sleep, she got up and went to the kitchen to get some water.

But as soon as he walked out of the room, he was almost frightened by the dark figure on the sofa. It's five o'clock in the morning, and it's almost dawn. He couldn't see his facial features clearly, and could only see a vague shadow.

When he turned on the light and saw clearly that the person was Su Chenghui, Li Qianxue's face was frighteningly gloomy.

She had just woken up from a nightmare, and when she saw the person who gave her the nightmare, she naturally didn't feel good about it.

Glancing at him coldly, Li Qianxue went into the kitchen to pour water.

She had just poured herself a glass of water to drink when Su Chenghui came over.

He always walked very softly and made no sound of footsteps. Li Qianxue looked at his appearance unexpectedly, and almost dropped the cup in her hand to the ground.

It was him in the dream, and it was him in reality. Li Qianxue's face turned ugly: "Su Chenghui, what's wrong with you staying up in the middle of the night? Are you having a nightmare?"

Su Chenghui did not answer her words. He glanced at Li Qianxue and thought about his determination for the night.

When she met Li Qianxue's gaze, she couldn't remember what she was going to say, as if she had lost her memory: "Qianxue, are you having a nightmare?"

Li Qianxue sneered: "Aren't you my nightmare?"

After drinking the water in one gulp, Li Qianxue was unwilling to stay for a second longer. Put down the cup and leave.

Su Chenghui held her arm, and he just stared at her face.

"Let me go." Li Qianxue's voice was extremely cold: "Su Chenghui. Let me go."

"Yu Xin is still sleeping." Su Chenghui reminded her in a low voice.

"Su Chenghui, don't act like a father and son in front of me. You look like you love Yu Xin. It's disgusting."

"Qianxue." Su Chenghui really didn't want to be in such a tense situation with Li Qianxue every time. He has been working hard to improve the relationship between the two.

It doesn't require much change, as long as Li Qianxue no longer looks at him with such a mocking look, and no longer treats him with such a distant expression.

"Yu Xin said that he doesn't hate me." I went to Rongcheng to ask Su Qingsang before, and she didn't hate me either.

Su Chenghui didn't know why he said this, but Li Qianxue seemed to understand what he meant and quickly withdrew his hand forcefully.

"Yu Xin said he doesn't hate you?"

"yes."

"What a coincidence, it's not just Yuxin who doesn't hate you. Qingsang also said that she doesn't hate you."

Su Yuxin didn't quite understand what Li Qianxue wanted to say. She stood up straight and stared at Su Chenghui's face.

"Sons and daughters don't hate you. It's because you are their father. No matter what you do, they will forgive you."

She took a step forward and put one hand on Su Chenghui's chest. The force was not strong, but the beautifully manicured nails almost seemed to pierce into his chest.

"But I'm different. They don't hate me. I hate them. Su Chenghui, what you did to me in those years was my own blindness. But what you did to the children, I will never forgive you in this life." They don’t hate it, I hate it for them.”

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When Su Yuxin got up, she found that the atmosphere between Li Qianxue and Su Chenghui was even worse.

Li Qianxue didn't sleep well last night, so she went back to sleep. I didn’t have any nightmares this time, but my face still wasn’t very good when I got up.

Seeing Su Yuxin standing there in a daze, she reached out and motioned for him to go out with her.

"I checked yesterday and found that there is a Guangdong and Hong Kong tea restaurant here that serves very good morning tea. Let's go."

Su Yuxin did not follow her in a hurry, but glanced in the direction of Su Chenghui. Su Chenghui was sitting on the sofa, looking here, but seemed to have no intention of getting up.

"Yuxin, let's go have breakfast with mom."

Li Qianxue shouted again. Su Yuxin's feet still couldn't help but call Su Chenghui.

"Dad, let's go together?"

"No, you can go ahead."

Su Chenghui looked very calm. He knew that Li Qianxue didn't want to eat with him.

"You go and eat. I'll just cook some noodles later."

"Did you hear that? Let's go."

Li Qianxue took her son and left. He had no intention of paying attention to Su Chenghui. Su Yuxin was pulled towards the gate by him.

The moment she closed the door, Su Yuxin saw Su Chenghui sitting on the sofa. That figure was full of loneliness.

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