To The Lovely You

   "What?" Lan Xi'er's eyes widened helplessly, and she grabbed Alex's hand tightly, "You...you mean I...can't be a mother in the future?"

  Even if she no longer believes in love, even if she doesn't think about which man to spend the rest of her life with, any woman will be heartbroken when she hears such news.

   "No... what the doctor said is possible, but not absolute." Alex held her hand instead, and at that moment he felt that the girl lying on the bed was particularly weak and in need of special care.

   He always remembered that day, the envious and yearning expression on her face when she saw the photo of her little niece. She said that she would like to have such a beautiful daughter in the future...

  Lan Xi'er's grip on his hand gradually loosened, cold tears fell down her pale cheeks, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably. How could her life lead to such a tragic situation step by step? She thought that aborting the child for Tang Yu was the biggest pain she had ever experienced in her life, but she didn't expect that she would have to bear this alone now - just when she wanted to get back on her feet and start a new life again .

   This kind of thing, she can't tell Tang Yu, nor can she tell her parents. Without getting into a good university or finding a good job, she was enough to let them down. She didn't want them to be more disappointed in herself.

  Alex's eyes were full of sadness and pity. He looked at Lan Xi'er's big empty eyes and sighed softly. Such a desperate expression should not appear on a girl in her early twenties.

"Now that medicine is so advanced, you can try test-tube babies and artificial insemination, and maybe there will be a miracle at that time. You should take good care of your illness now, don't think too much. Don't you have a saying in China--the body is the capital of revolution? ?"

He said a lot of comforting words to her again, but Lan Xi'er lay motionless on the bed as if she hadn't heard anything, not even moving her eyes, she just stared blankly at a certain direction.

   Foreign hospitals don't like to keep warm and confinement. Lan Xier has only been in the hospital for two days, and she has been forced to take a shower several times by nurses. Even the three meals sent from the hospital are yogurt and ice cream.

   Lan Xi'er didn't care about this for a long time, she was already like this anyway. This body is like an apple with a bright appearance and a rotten inside. Only she knows that her heart is dead and her body is gradually weakening.

  Alex took her back to the house and was very worried about her state. He said many words to motivate her and took her to places full of vigor, but Lan Xi'er didn't respond at all.

  Although he is a carefree boy, Alex can still feel something slowly passing from her body, making the girl's **** and white eyes become more and more dull.

   Until one day, Lan Xier said to him: "Alex, I want to go out for a walk."

  Alex came to his senses all of a sudden, this was the first time she made this request since the incident.

   "Okay, where are you going?"

   "I want to go to a nightclub." Lan Xi'er looked at him with a calm expression.

   "Why do you want to go there all of a sudden." Alex looked at her with some doubts. When she went to work there before, she complained to him that the air inside was too bad and the environment was too noisy.