To The Lovely You

   Speaking of this, Lan Xi'er couldn't help but red eyes again, with a strong self-blame in her voice: "You say, am I very bad and selfish?"

   Li Tianwei's gaze fell on her reddened eyes. Although he couldn't bear it, he still decided to say it.

   In order not to hurt her, he tried to make his voice sound softer and softer...

"Xi'er, sometimes... you have to learn to make your heart stronger. You can't deprive them of the right to be happy just because you see Rou and Yichen together, you can't deprive them of the right to be happy. This is not good for them. Fair."

  Lan Xier was silent, from the bottom of her heart, she knew that what Li Tianwei said was right...

Seeing her silence, Li Tianwei sighed secretly in his heart, and continued: "There are many things in this world that you can't get. But you can't let your good friends get them because you can't get them. Because of your own... jealousy."

   He hesitated for a while before saying the last three words. After all, since childhood, he has always spoken softly to her, and never said any harsh words. This sentence is probably the most serious thing he has said to her...

  However, he just wanted her to wake up a bit and stop making mistakes.

   "And, if you really like Yichen so much, don't you want him to be happy?"

   Having said this, his heart ached a little because he thought of himself. He never wanted to bring any burden to her because of his love for her, let alone possess her. As long as he can look at her from a distance and know that she is happy and happy, he will be content.

"I..." Lan Xi'er sucked her nose, tears spilling out of her eyes uncontrollably, "I know I did something wrong, I really did it wrong. All of this is because of my being too selfish... I have already told Rou Rou apologized, but I think she will probably never care about me again..."

   Seeing her crying again, Li Tianwei felt distressed and nervous, and hurriedly handed her another tissue: "It's alright, don't cry. Rourou is a kind-hearted girl, I think she will forgive you."

   Looking at her back, which was constantly rising and falling from sobbing, his heart ached, and his right hand unconsciously raised...

   But when he was still a short distance away from her, he stopped stiffly in midair again.

  Lan Xier took the tissue he handed over, but instead of wiping away her tears immediately, she looked at him tearfully...

   "Li Tianwei, now you know? Someone as bad as me is not worthy of being liked by others."

   Li Tianwei's deep eyes dimmed, and he quietly took the hand in mid-air behind him.

   He said hoarsely: "Is it worth it, I know it in my heart... In my heart, you are the best..."

   In the night, the wind blew the short hair on his forehead, and the outline of his face was a little blurred, but his firm eyes were extremely clear.

   "I...I'm sorry..." Lan Xi'er opened her mouth, but she couldn't say the following no matter what.

  Although she was very moved, she still didn't want to accept him because she was weak and needed healing. Because it's not fair to him.

   When she got home, she received a text message from Li Tianwei.

  【If you like a flower, maybe you will pluck her desperately; but if you fall in love with a flower, then... you will guard her quietly and watch her bloom... 】