To The Lovely You

   "How about you, how have you been during this time?" She finally asked what she had been wanting to ask.

   "I..." Ke Shaoze wanted to say I was fine, but he couldn't say it anyway.

   Soon after he came to Japan, he dropped out of language school. Because of the financial crisis in Japan during that time, the economy was sluggish. And the chain of Chinese restaurants that his parents originally ran went bankrupt one by one.

   Almost overnight, he changed from "a child of a rich family" to a "child of a poor family", or the kind that was so poor that he didn't even make a sound.

   Since then, he has started a long working life, doing some manual labor that he never thought of back then. Because the Japanese is not good for the first time, he can only go to the Chinese restaurant to wash the dishes and clean the toilet.

   During that time, he didn't know how he got through it. Physical fatigue is not the most important thing, but the psychological gap is what tortures him the most.

   When he was petted and guarded by his grandparents at home, when did he do such dirty and tiring work? But now, not only does he do all the dirty work, but also depends on the boss's face and is called to drink.

   If he was in the past, he would definitely not be able to bear it at all, slam the door and leave. But now he can endure anything, because he needs money...

   During that period of the lowest ebb, in every late night when he couldn't sleep, he wanted to call Su Rourou several times.

   He really wanted to hear her voice, listen to what she said casually, even if it was just to hear her breathing, he would be instantly healed.

   However, every time the number was half dialed, he stopped. Because every time I come back from work, it is already midnight. He thought, she should have gone to bed long ago...

   In fact, there was another reason, he never wanted to admit it but had to admit it - he didn't want her to know that he was so embarrassed and embarrassed.

   During that time, he didn't know how he got through it. When he came home every night, when he was physically and mentally exhausted and couldn't bear it any longer, he would always turn on his mobile phone and look at a few videos he had taken for Su Rou Rou during his summer vacation that year.

   Looking at the innocent and lovely smiling face on the screen, he seemed to have regained endless energy, and all the fatigue and grievances were swept away.

   Brother Rou, do you know? I really miss you...he said to himself silently in his heart.

   Later, he began to write to her. In every sleepless night, I sat under the lamp and wrote to her.

   Looking at the empty letter, a thousand words filled his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

   In the end, he just wrote a few numbers in the center of the letter—the words that can best express his emotions.

【I miss you so much……】

   In order not to put a psychological burden on her, he hesitated for a long time, smashed several pieces of letter paper, and finally wrote down the most secret feelings in his heart in Japanese.

  Although there are only four words, he wrote it for two full hours; although, there are only four words, but he used up all his courage.

  Fortunately, he didn't know that the letter he wrote with his heart had been translated by Luo Yichen into...

   But fortunately, that gloomy day is finally over. Although the family's economic situation has not recovered to the level of the year, but gradually saved some money.

   Mom and Dad have already started planning to reopen a store... and he has already submitted an application and plans to go back to school.

Ke Shaoze, who was caught in his memories, was silent for a long time, before he said quietly: "Brother Rou, do you know? Although I am only eighteen years old now, I already have great regrets and regrets about my past life. I am the biggest It's a pity that..."